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From the train station, there is a long flight of stairs.Lu Yanbei stood on the top and took a look, feeling that his dizzy head seemed to be even more dizzy, and he could fall down at any time.

Anyway, no one was watching now, so she simply sat down on the ladder.

With her head resting in the crook of her arms, she didn't realize that her heart rate was abnormally fast until the dizzy feeling passed.

"Girl, girl?" Before she could slow down, someone patted her arm. The calling sound seemed to come from a very far away place, and finally became clear in her ears, which made Lu Yanbei wake up all of a sudden.

She raised her head, and saw the patrolling policeman at the railway station standing in front of her, looking at her worriedly, "Girl, are you alright?"

"It's okay." Lu Yanbei stood up quickly.

But getting up too hastily caused a burst of postural dizziness, and my eyes suddenly went dark, and I stood still for a few seconds before recovering.

"Your complexion looks very bad." The policeman still looked at her worriedly and reminded her aloud.

"It's okay," Lu Yanbei forced a smile at the other party, lifted his heavy steps, and slowly went down the stairs.Normally, although she would panic when going down the stairs, she basically wouldn't show it, but today's physical condition is really bad, and that panic seems to have been magnified many times, and it can't be suppressed at all.

The kind policeman followed her all the way down the stairs, and when she saw her reaching out to hail a taxi, he turned and left.

Lu Yanbei leaned into the soft seat and subconsciously reported the name of the school.

She didn't realize until the car drove a few tens of meters away. The school was already on holiday, and the freshman was the last to leave. Now there are only a very small number of students staying in the school. Even the cafeteria is closed, and only three students are left. The cafeteria still has two windows open, and public facilities such as the library have also been changed to open regularly every week.

So she hates winter and also hates holidays.

She was silent for a moment, changed her words, and asked the taxi to take her home.

Halfway there, the phone rang.Lu Yanbei took a look and saw that it was Assistant Zhao, so he could only pull himself together and answer the phone.

"Miss Lu, the company's middle management meeting is scheduled to be held in Hawaii this year. Mr. Lu asked me to ask you if you want to attend this year?" Assistant Zhao asked respectfully on the other end of the phone.

The so-called middle-level management meeting is actually a kind of team building in the company, but only middle and high-level managers can participate, and the grade is naturally much higher than the annual meeting that all employees can participate in.Lu Yanbei had never been there, but Assistant Zhao would call and ask about it every year.

Lu Yanbei's headache suddenly became worse.

"No." She responded succinctly.

"Okay, Mr. Lu said that he will bring you a gift when he comes back." Assistant Zhao said immediately.

Lu Yanbei couldn't help laughing, this lie is too unprofessional, as an assistant, would he make this call in front of the boss?There was no pause at all, and it looked like social rhetoric that had been prepared long ago.

It is true that Lu Chenghua would bring her presents every time he went abroad. Although Lu Yanbei had never seen it before, he could also imagine that Assistant Zhao was responsible for everything from purchase to gift.

But this is not surprising, after all, the assistant's duty is to solve all the difficulties encountered in life and work for the employer.

Sure enough, there was no one at home.

It's not accurate to say that. It should be said that this home is empty most of the time.Lu Yanbei didn't like this home, and he wouldn't go back if he could, especially for Lu Chenghua.He didn't know how many beauties were hidden in the golden house outside, and there was a fresh place to live every day, but this place was the last thing to come.

But now Lu Yanbei doesn't have the strength to care about these things.

She didn't even have the strength to go upstairs, so she moved into the living room with difficulty, and fell headfirst on the sofa.Rather than falling asleep, it would be better to say that he fainted.

When he woke up again, the drowsy feeling in his brain subsided a lot, replaced by a sharp dull pain that spread from his temples to his entire head.His strength recovered a bit, Lu Yanbei fumbled out his phone and checked the time, only more than an hour had passed.

It was quiet in each chat software, and no one was looking for her.Lu Yanbei clicked into Moments, and saw Pu Xiangnan's train selfie posted an hour ago, the finger that swipe the screen couldn't help but pause, and it happened to be on her profile picture, and her Moments were automatically loaded.

Lu Yanbei didn't back out either, and swipe the screen to look down.

Pu Xiangnan used to post very frequently in Moments, and would post about any big or small things here.But in the past half a month, she hasn't posted on Moments, and the above one was posted on New Year's Day.

In the photo, she saw the sea for the first time that day, and she couldn't hide her surging joy.

As for the truth of the matter, except for the two parties involved, no one knows.

Further on, there are candies for Christmas, dumplings for the Winter Solstice, and the first snow in Beijing.

In one of the photos, Pu Xiangnan is holding a plate of wrapped dumplings and smiling brightly.The dumplings on the plate have different shapes, but each one looks like a handicraft, and it is naturally made by Lu Yanbei.In another photo, the two people with a little flour on their faces are leaning against each other, smiling like two big fools.

Lu Yanbei stared at the photo for a while.The photo was taken by Pu Xiangnan, she didn't save it, and she didn't click into it carefully when she saw the other party's Moments, so she didn't realize until today that she could laugh like this.

It seemed to be so bright that there was nothing on his mind.

Last night, she told Pu Xiangnan so firmly that everything the other party saw was just her disguise.But—is it really just a disguise?

Lu Yanbei sent out one by one, until the last one was an admission notice.These circles of friends are like a diary, recording all her experiences since she got the new phone, and it is also a true reflection of the changes in the relationship between the two.

From being distant and polite at the beginning to being inseparable at the end.

It turned out that their relationship was already so close.

The person concerned was in it but didn't know it. He thought he had managed all the distances properly, and for a while he didn't even understand why Pu Xiangnan had feelings for him beyond friendship.

Lu Yanbei put down his phone irritably and sat up.Noticing that he was sweating all over, he went upstairs and took a shower in the bathroom.

When he was undressing, he saw a green shadow out of the corner of his eye.Lu Yanbei paused for a moment, leaned in front of the mirror, and lifted up the pendant hanging around his neck for a closer look.

She doesn't know much about jade, but she has touched the real thing a lot, so she still has some experience.

Judging from the quality and texture of this stone, it should not be very expensive.The real value is in the crafting and design.She looked at it with a magnifying glass, and the four-leaf clover inside should be real. To find such a blade of grass, embed it in the material intact to make amber, and take into account the beautiful design of light and shadow, no matter which step Neither will be simple.

The first leaf of the four-leaf clover represents wealth, the second leaf represents health, the third leaf represents fame, and the fourth leaf represents... love.

Lu Yanbei clutched the pendant tightly in his palm.

After a while, she just walked back to the room, put the pendant in the locked cabinet, and went back to take a bath.

The headache was not relieved slightly by the hot water. Lu Yanbei came out of the shower and planned to continue to sleep for a while, but it was difficult to fall asleep because of the headache.She tossed and turned for a while, finally sat up, picked up her cell phone, and made a call.

"Ancestor, so you still remember my phone number?" Luo Yuwen suddenly received a call and couldn't help stabbing her.

Lu Yanbei hung up the phone with a snap, put the phone on silent and put it aside, watched the phone ring seven times with a blank expression before slowly answering it.

"You are really my ancestor!" Luo Yuwen lost his temper completely, "I don't know what's the important thing for the Queen Mother to summon concubines?"

"I'm not feeling well, come over here." Lu Yanbei said.

Luo Yuwen's tone immediately became serious, "What's going on? Wait a moment, let me see... I'll be there in half an hour."

As a psychiatrist who charges by the time, Luo Yuwen obviously has a very strong sense of time. Including the time to wait for Lu Yanbei to open the door, it took a total of half an hour, not a minute more, not a minute less.

However, as soon as she entered the door and saw Lu Yanbei's state at the moment, her skillful posture immediately broke down. She stretched out her hand to press Lu Yanbei's forehead, and immediately shoved her back into the sofa in frustration, "Ancestor! I'm a psychiatrist." , you have a fever and have to go to the hospital, what did you call me for?"

That's what she said, but she knew how much Lu Yanbei resisted going to the hospital, so she consciously went to get the medicine box, took her temperature first, and then took out the antipyretics for her to take, "It's okay, 38 degrees, don't go to the hospital It should be fine too. Take the medicine first, and if it doesn’t work, I’ll find someone to come and give you an injection.”

Lu Yanbei was very insensitive to her physical feelings. Although she felt dizzy and had a headache, she didn't think it was a big deal.

After taking the medicine, she lay down on the sofa, watched Luo Yuwen take a blanket to cover herself, and then sat down on the coffee table nearby, "Tell me, what good happened?"

"You think I'm in a good situation now?" Lu Yanbei couldn't help but ask back.

Luo Yuwen leaned over to observe her expression, then nodded affirmatively, "It's a good thing." Then he gave his own basis for judgment, "Do you remember when you contacted me last time? Seven Months ago! And including these seven months, in the three years since I saw you, this is the first time you have contacted me. Do you know what this means?"

"It means you will have a large income soon?" Lu Yanbei asked calmly.

Luo Yuwen smiled, "Yanbei, to be honest, in the past three years, I have given you very little help, and you should know why."

Lu Yanbei had never trusted her.

She is like a small closed box, invulnerable, with nowhere to start.In the past few years, every time I came to see a doctor, it was like a routine. During the most intense period of study in the third year of high school, Luo Yuwen even suspected that she completely took the time of the doctor's visit as a holiday, and took an extra afternoon of rest every week than other students. , so we can stick to it.

And when they met, they could actually only talk about irrelevant topics, eating and listening to music, so that Lu Yanbei could relax.

This of course made Luo Yuwen very frustrated, but as a psychiatrist, she knew very well that the ability of a doctor is actually very limited. If the patient is not willing to cooperate, it will be difficult to achieve results.Now that Lu Yanbei took the initiative to contact her, no matter what the reason was, it was undoubtedly a good signal.

So even if Lu Yanbei torments himself so badly, it can be said to be a good thing.It's a good thing to make her mood fluctuate.

It's totally worth driving all the way by yourself, running an hour's distance in half an hour and rushing over.

Seeing that Lu Yanbei didn't speak, she said again, "Tell me, say what you want to say, say what you think of."

"Someone confessed to me, New Year's Day." Lu Yanbei lowered his eyes, squeezed the blanket for a while, and then opened his mouth as if casually.

"Hey, birthday present?" Luo Yuwen teased first, to relax the atmosphere, and then immediately responded, "Is it a girl? A classmate in college?"

The treatment for the past three years has not had any effect, which means that Lu Yanbei's condition has not improved in any way, but Luo Yuwen can feel that her current situation is almost the same.For example, she hates men because of family reasons.The confessor who can make her so entangled is obviously not a man.

"It's a roommate."

Luo Yuwen got up and brought her a cup of hot water, and asked Lu Yanbei to hold it before asking, "What kind of person is she?"

"Very cute." Lu Yanbei pursed her lips, thought carefully for a while, and then replied, "In various senses."

"You have a good relationship?"

"As a friend, yes."

"This is a very good signal." Luo Yuwen immediately lifted his spirits, "Actually, I always thought that you have no major problems, the key is whether you are willing to come out. As long as you have this idea subjectively, even if you don't have my Help can also be done. However, as a person who has experienced things like falling in love, I have a lot of advice to give you..."

Lu Yanbei interrupted her, "I have already rejected her."

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