implication

Ning Fei sat at the bar and drank in silence, and didn't notice how unnatural Shui Xin and Jiang Ze, who was wiping his glasses at the bar, were.

Jiang Ze paused while wiping his wine glass, raised his head to meet Shui Xin, his pupils dodged in a panic, and immediately lowered his head.Shui Xin coughed twice in embarrassment, and stretched out her hand to cover her neck to cover the mark on it.

But Ning Fei didn't notice any of this, he just held his wine glass in a daze, his mind was full of Lin Chi looking up and smiling at others.After so many days, Lin Chen finally smiled from the bottom of his heart, but the smile was not aimed at him.Ning Fei sighed and looked up, drank the wine in the glass.

The atmosphere is really stiff to the extreme, Ning Fei is drinking stuffy wine, Shui Xin sits at the bar doing nothing but refuses to walk away, as if fighting against others, Jiang Ze wants to leave, but he deliberately walks around in the bar, showing himself How guilty.He understood that Shui Xin was still sitting at the bar counter, trying to prove to himself that what happened last night was nothing to him.Whoever dodges first loses.

Jiang Ze didn't want to admit defeat, he gritted his teeth and confronted Shui Xin in silence.Fortunately, a phone call came at this time, so that he could be distracted from Shui Xin.

"Hello? Find a singer, let's not talk about it, I can't help it."

"You can help me."

Jiang Ze glanced at the dejected Ning Fei and shook his head, "I really can't help you."

The caller was from Jiang Ze’s hometown, who saved money and rented a place to hold a wedding. The business was received. In order to save money, the master of ceremonies came by himself, but there was not a singer to warm up the show. Thinking that Jiang Ze was working in a bar, So I begged him to help find a cheap singer to help him run a few wedding venues.

Singer Jiang Ze didn't know many singers. Although the ones he didn't know sang so-so, they had a lot of pretensions. They probably didn't want to go to wedding venues in the countryside because they didn't have much money.Not to mention that Ning Fei is such a good-tempered singer with high social status, he is even more unwilling to go to such a low-level venue.

Jiang Ze's voice was neither loud nor soft, Ning Fei listened vaguely and probably didn't pay much attention, just looked down at the dripping wine glass, as if there was Lin Qu's face on it, and the last slap on the table scared Jiang Ze The mobile phone was thrown back and forth twice in the hand and fell to the ground, and Shui Xin's wine glass was cut on the countertop.

The two looked back at Ning Fei in puzzlement.Ning Fei stood up, widened his eyes and said to himself, "No, it's not okay to go on like this. I don't want him to always be preoccupied when he looks at me."

Ning Fei ran away without saying hello, and ran away immediately after taking pictures of the table.Liu Jiangze and Shui Xin looked at each other on the ground, and finally Jiang Ze was defeated, his palms pressed against the table, his voice was heavy, he didn't dare raise a single note, for fear that his heart would jump out of his mouth, "Last night..."

"It's just a love affair."

Jiang Ze stared at the empty chair in a daze, and smiled sadly for a long time. He was always inferior to Shui Xin, and he was completely defeated in front of him.

Shui Xin walked to the back door and took out a pack of cigarettes with trembling hands.Before the cigarette was opened, he covered his mouth tightly with trembling hands, as if he wanted to press back the heart that jumped out of the mouth.

Meng Yi treated Lin Chen's wound, and repeatedly told him, "Don't touch the water again."

Lin Chen drooped his head listlessly and said nothing.

The only sound in the room was the tinkling sound of Meng Yi packing up the utensils. When he turned around and saw Lin Qu like this, he shook his head and asked him, "Why do you look so unhappy?"

Lin Chen opened his mouth for a long time, and then he sighed, "I'm a little confused."

Meng Yi frowned and raised his eyebrows, "What are you confused about?"

Lin Chi raised his head and looked at him at this moment, "Confused about what I have believed in all these years."

"Huh?" Meng Yi shook his head, finding it difficult to understand what Lin Yi said, and turned around to continue packing the utensils in the tray, "You mean belief?"

As soon as the words came out, the stitch-removing scissors in his hand fell into the tray with an abrupt "ding-dong".

"Hello, Yuanhao. Why don't you feel bored practicing the piano every day?"

"Hmm... Probably because of belief? Just like you are determined to become a doctor, I am determined to be the chief."

The disheveled face of Meng Yi was reflected in the tray, and his distracted eyes went back to the past, and he saw the person under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree smiling and looking back at him, "Meng Yi, we will probably become the people we want to be in the future. Because we have faith .”

"Doctor Meng, the customer who made an appointment to neuter the cat has arrived."

The nurse who opened the door interrupted Meng Yi's recollection, and when he returned to the present, he replied with a smile, "Okay, I'll be right there."

It's long gone, those persistence, beliefs, etc., are long gone.When Dad shook his head at Yuan Hao's case, these things were already broken.It is good to be a veterinarian. Even if the life of an animal is short, it is a biological law. Unlike human beings, the life that stops abruptly can only be explained by fragility.Doctor, that's all.

Meng Yi took off his gloves, glanced at Lin Qiu who was sitting with his head bowed, he paused, his impulse almost burst through his throat, he wanted to ask, about the days before Yuan Hao's death.What did you see, what did you eat, are you happy?Fortunately, reason suppresses and wins, and it has been like this for so many years, so that he can calm down and not touch it.

"It's all over, you can take a rest before..."

"Thank you." Lin Chen abruptly interrupted Meng Yi's politeness, lowered his eyelashes, and got up to go out.Meng Yi followed him worriedly, and when he went out, he was so frightened by Yin Jin who rushed out that he almost lost his soul.

"Is everything all right?"

Meng Yi patted his chest, "Okay, I still have something to do. You can send him off."

Yin Jin looked at Lin Qiu, "Then Lin Qiu, shall I see you off?"

Lin Chi shook his head, "No need. I want to go back by myself."

"But..." Yin Jin wanted to say more, but Meng Yi grabbed her wrist. Yin Jin glanced at Meng Yi who was shaking his head at her, because she was afraid that if she mentioned Yuan Hao, Lin Qiao, who was already in a bad state, would become even more negative. Now, Yin Jin bit her lip, bowed her head in compromise, "Then you be careful."

"En." Lin Chen replied and was about to walk towards the gate.Yin Jin stopped him again, "Lin Qiu! Can I still go to you in the future?"

Lin Chen turned his head and gave Yin Jin a pale smile, "Yeah."

Meng Yi was stunned, couldn't help it, his thoughts drifted back to the osmanthus tree, and then Yin Jin's voice sounded next to his ear, "Brother is right, Lin Yi is always cute when he smiles."

Meng Yi turned around abruptly and went into the room to change into the surgical gown.Yin Jin looked back at Meng Yi's figure, sighed, "I don't even want to hear it, the one who obviously can't get out is you, not me."

Yin Jin clearly knew that she was temporarily stuck in her forward life because of her brother's confusion, but Meng Yi was unwilling to get out of the confusion.

"If those dikes that are so hard to endure burst, I will drown myself." Yin Jin was talking to herself in the empty corridor, the glass door in front of the hall was slammed open, and her voice shook, Yin Jin Jin straightened her back in fright, and turned her head to check whether the glass door was smashed.

Turning around, what he saw was Ning Fei who was holding the door and panting.Ning Fei looked up and stared at Yin Jin fiercely, "Where's Lin Chi?!"

Startled by Ning Fei's appearance, Yin Jin twitched the corners of her mouth twice, and replied with a stiff smile, "I've already gone back."

The glass door closed again with a bang, Yin Jin wrinkled half of her face and went to look at the door, "If he comes a few more times, the door will really shatter."

On the way back, Lin Chi stopped when he passed a convenience store.Turning around, he saw his figure reflected in the automatic door. The figure reflected in the door was very blurry. Lin Chi squinted his eyes to make a careful identification, but he still couldn't see himself clearly.Finally gave up, looked up at the discount poster pasted on the door, and stepped in the door.

"Welcome." The cashier greeted Lin Chi who came in. He often saw Lin Chi buying pudding, so he smiled and said to him, "It's you. It's not too late today, and there are still puddings."

Lin Chi shook his head, "Is the beer on sale?"

"Oh, yes. Instead of pudding today, buy beer?"

Ning Fei hurried back, and stopped when passing the convenience store, walked in panting and asked the cashier, "Is there any pudding left today?"

"Yes. There are only two left."

"That's good."

"By the way, just now..." The cashier at the convenience store also saw that Ning Fei led Lin Qian over to buy pudding recently. He wanted to tell Ning Fei that Lin Qian had just bought a beer back home, but Ning Fei heard that there was still the last of the pudding left. The two, without listening carefully, turned around to get the pudding, went back to the cashier, and urged the cashier to check out quickly, without giving the cashier a chance to speak.

Ning Fei ran back to the small attic with two puddings in his arms, the door of the attic was ajar, Ning Fei thought that Lin Chi probably came back.Standing in front of the door, he took two deep breaths, calmed his breath, stepped forward and pushed open the door lightly, "Lin Chu?"

Latte lying on Ning Fei's suitcase was licking his paws, when he heard Ning Fei's sound, he looked up at him.Ning Fei frowned, didn't say hello to Latte, and continued to look for Lin Chu while looking away.

There was no sign of Lin Chen in the small room, Ning Fei looked at the bed covered by the curtain, thinking that Lin Chen would not be sleeping, right?He tiptoed towards the bed, afraid of disturbing Lin Que, but in the end he stepped on the empty jar without paying attention, and made a loud clicking noise, which made Ning Fei wrinkle his face, and his expression was not very good.

Ning Fei hurriedly raised her foot and looked in the direction of the bed, but she didn't hear any movement inside, so she guessed that Lin Qiu wasn't woken up.After letting go of his heart, he lowered his head to see what he was stepping on.Ning Fei looked at the can that was crushed by him in doubt, "Where did you get the can?"

I squatted down to take a closer look, only then did I smell a smell of alcohol.Ning Fei looked at the soda can clearly, it was an empty beer can.Before he could figure it out, Latte suddenly jumped off the suitcase, and his suitcase fell down, hitting the floor with a "boom".

"belch--"

Ning Fei thought he had heard it wrong. When the suitcase fell to the ground, he seemed to hear a hiccup.He watched Latte walking towards the door leisurely, turned his head, and saw Lin Qiao sitting behind the door with his head bowed, holding an open beer can in his hand.

"Lin Qiu?" Ning Fei walked up to Lin Qiu who was bowing his head, squatted down and looked at him with his head tilted.The room was too dark, so Ning Fei couldn't see the expression of Lin Qiao with his head down, and asked carefully, "Lin Qiao, are you okay?"

"Hi——" Lin Ke hiccupped again.The approaching Latte swept away several soda cans with his tail, and the sound of collision attracted Ning Fei. Ning Fei's expression became more and more bad, because the empty soda cans slipped on the ground.

"Why drink?"

Lin Chi with his head down didn't answer.Ning Fei sighed and didn't want to question him, so she took out the pudding she just bought, pursed her lips to suppress her displeasure, and put on a gentle expression again, "I bought the pudding you like, can you not drink?"

"Pudin?" Lin Qiu, with his head down, finally reacted, looked up at Ning Fei who was smiling at him dimly, and let go, "I want pudding."

The remaining half can of beer was spilled, bubbling and bubbling, and the air was filled with the nerve-piercing smell of alcohol.

Ning Fei felt that his temples were throbbing, which caused him a headache, but later he felt that it was not his temples, but his heart beating too hard.He didn't dare to move because someone held his face, Lin Chen's teeth were on his lips, and he didn't move for a long time.After the wine drank, he heard Lin Qiao who was touching his lips say, "Pudding, I want to eat pudding." Then he opened his mouth and sucked it hard.

The smell of alcohol was pungent, especially when Lin Ling's breath sprayed on his face, Ning Fei gradually lost consciousness, his heartbeat was too fast, pounding, his chest became hot, and then went to his limbs, the subcutaneous factor expanded with heat, Everywhere was hot, the last impulse blinded the brain, the last sliver of sobriety waved the flag and surrendered, Ning Fei closed his eyes, circled Lin Qiu's hand holding his face, pressed him down to the ground.

"Hmm..." Lin Chen faltered, but the pitiful voice was not comforted, and what was exchanged was a more intense deepening.Ning Fei held Lin Qiu's hand firmly, he has long been unconscious, even if he wasn't the one who drank, but he suppressed it for too long, just smelling the smell of alcohol, he couldn't resist the roaring beast in his heart.The beast of desire is too big, and the latch of reason is too slender, so now it is clamoring to get back the suffering of being too suppressed before.

It's all because of you, it's all because of you, Lin Ling.

Ning Fei closed her eyes and took a bite hard to vent her anger.

"Hmm..." Lin Chen groaned in pain.Ning Fei opened his eyes, seemed to be awake for a short time, and then gently lingered in the opponent's mouth.Lin Chi stopped humming in pain, squinted his eyes, and stared blankly at the ceiling.His head hurts, the ceiling is spinning in his eyes, like a rushing river, converging into a vortex in the center of his vision, and Ning Fei is in the center of this vortex, looking so dangerous.

The river was so fast that it caught him, he couldn't open his mouth, he couldn't touch the bank, Ning Fei took him to the deepest point.

Why not refuse?Why don't you talk?Lin Chi closed his eyes because of the headache, because the ceiling was so dizzy.After closing the eyes, all the senses are concentrated in one place, being lifted up and down by people, and when swallowing and spitting, it seems to be hungry for several days.The two tongues twisted together, hurriedly, faster than the water flow in the flood season, formed a whirlpool in the mouth.

Lin Qian, who was blinded by alcohol, realized after a while, oh, it turned out that his tongue was entangled, so he couldn't speak, since that's the case, then let's do it, thinking too much will give you a headache.

The leg that was suppressed and kicked twice in a panic suddenly stopped as if resigned to fate.Without any resistance, Ning Fei slowed down his movements, backed out of his mouth, bit his chin all the way, rubbed it up to his ear, bit the tip of his ear, blew on his ear, pressed his forehead against his temple, and swept the tip of his nose. The pinna of his ear couldn't help calling his name, "Lin Qiu."

The hand went down along the waist so naturally, around the corner of the clothes that got in the way, and pulled off the belt impatiently.Too anxious, forgetting to be patient and caring, the rude action woke up Lin Chi.

The suddenly dilated pupils were full of fear, Lin Quan panicked and covered his stomach, his voice was as wet and cold as the wine that had flowed all over the floor, "No."

A "no" also made Ning Fei wake up suddenly.The clamoring beast died down, the excited cells expanded with heat and contracted with cold, and remorse spread throughout his body.The hand that had pulled out half of the belt froze and did not move.The heels of the palms that were propped on the ground were shocked by the biting cold, and they were stained with the wine that flowed out.

**But for a moment, it is the wine that makes it ignite, and it is also the wine that makes it go out.

Ning Fei didn't dare to look up. After waking up, he felt ashamed of Lin Chu. When the latte who was entertaining himself slapped open the beer can with his paw, Ning Fei got up suddenly, and ran out as if to escape, closing the door behind him. .Liu Linquan was lying on the ground alone, his eyes were absent, and he was staring at the ceiling in a daze.

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There are only a few chapters left to be together, and it is decided to continue to update. The character's psychology must have a breakthrough in these chapters.