implication

"Lin Chen, hurry up, take a hot bath first."

Ning Fei entered the house and hurried to the toilet to put hot water.But Lin Chi entered the room and just stood still.Ning Fei came out with a towel and saw Lin Qiu who was standing still with his head bowed. He didn't say anything. He went up to wipe his hair, carefully brushed the hair from the back of Lin Qiu's head, and checked his wound, "It's all right. ?"

Lin Chen hung his head and said nothing, Ning Fei looked down and saw his bewildered face.

The towel suddenly covered his face, and also covered Lin Chen's bewildered expression.Ning Fei wiped Lin Qiu's hair with a towel, and the movements of his hands were not light, as if to ask him to distract himself and stop thinking wildly.

"Ning Fei." Lin Chen grabbed Ning Fei's wrist and stopped his movements.But after calling him, Lin Qiao didn't raise his head, but lowered his head lower, not daring to look at him, "Ning Fei, I..."

"I know. You don't have to blame yourself. Maybe you didn't pay attention at the time. There were so many people in front of the stage. One carelessness pushed you into the pool."

It's possible, but who wouldn't notice that two people were pushed down at once?

Lin Chi lowered his hands, "Well, maybe so."

"Are you tired? It's getting late, and you have to go to work tomorrow. If you don't want to move, just dry off and go to sleep."

Lin Chi nodded, and took the towel from Ning Fei's hand.Ning Fei tactfully turned her back to Lin Chi and refused to look at him.

"Ning Fei, am I still the innocent and kind Lin Chen in your heart?"

"Well. Always."

Inexplicably, Lin Chi wanted to cry.Unusual, he held back.It turns out that the adult's duplicity is like this, no matter how hard the heart is, he has to bear it, but his mouth is still light.

Lin Chi sniffed, changed into clean clothes and went to bed, wrapped the quilt tightly and hugged the bear, his bosom was full, his restless heart seemed to have a foothold, a little fullness brought a sense of security.After making trouble in the middle of the night, he was tired and sleepy, his eyelashes were closed, and he said softly, "Good night, Ning Fei."

"OK, good night."

"Ning Fei, it's scary to grow up. If possible, I really don't want to grow up."

Lin Chen's murmur was heard by Ning Fei, who turned around and looked at the bed covered by the curtain, what was the opportunity to grow up?is pain.Lin Chen had already suffered a lot, and these were all brought to him by himself.If possible, he also hoped that Lin Chi would be well protected and always innocent.

Ning Fei sat cross-legged on the ground, looking at the tightly covered bed opposite, "I will do my best to protect it."

The man in the curtain was asleep, and the only answer was the cat, and Latte walked up to him and jumped into his coiled penis.

The weather is getting warmer, and the day always comes quickly. Ning Fei touched the cat twice, and the sun rose.

Lin Chen's sleep was very short, he didn't sleep well but he was not woken up, he didn't stay in bed like usual, he woke up with a clear head, as if he didn't sleep, the picture before falling into the water last night was still clear before his eyes .He sighed and lifted the curtain, and as soon as his feet landed, Ning Fei had already brought the thermos to him, "Here, soy milk."

After the accident, Ning Fei would go out to make soy milk for him every day with the thermos.Lin Chi got used to it, he drank the soy milk without making a sound, and ate up the steamed stuffed bun that Ning Fei handed over, his expression seemed to be the same as the previous two days, with his head down, his face was just faint, without a smile.Ning Fei misses Lin Chen who loves to smile at everyone.

"I'll take you to work."

"Ah."

After tidying up briefly, he went out. Like before, he was speechless all the way. Ning Fei, who was walking in front, couldn't help thinking, how long had it been since he heard Lin Qu's noise?

"Master, do you still allow you to leave work early this morning?"

Lin Chi nodded.

"Then I'll pick you up after get off work."

Lin Chi didn't respond.

"Come on in, don't be late."

Lin Qiao turned around, Ning Fei followed him with his eyes, watched Lin Qiao disappear after entering the glass door of the shopping mall, and then left.Lin Chi tilted his head against the pillar, looked at Ning Fei who had gone away, lowered his head and pursed his lips, "I don't seem to be me anymore."

"Lin Chi!"

Lin Chi turned his head and saw Zhuang Yan standing behind the glass guardrail on the second floor, calling his name.

Solemn waved his hand at him and smiled.Lin Chi frowned, at this time he really didn't want to see Zhuang Yan, because if he saw Zhuang Yan, he would definitely meet the person with the same name as himself.

"Lin Que, I have something to tell you. Oh, Lin Que, don't run away." Seeing Lin Que running away, Zhuang Yan immediately ran down to catch up with Lin Que.He has been guarding the mall since yesterday, in order to speak clearly so as to untie the knot between himself and Lin Yue.But for some reason, Lin Chen always avoided them, "Lin Chen, I really have something to tell you!"

Lin Chen ran ahead without hesitation, he didn't want to see anyone, he didn't want to hear anyone's words, obviously he was already messed up enough, why did he come to add trouble to him at this time?

The voices chasing after him gradually became farther away, and it was Lin Chi who was only running with his head down, pulling away from him.He wanted to speed up again, completely throwing off the people behind him, but bumped into a strong chest at the moment of speeding up.

"Aiyo." Yin Jin covered her chest and looked at Lin Qiao who was also covering her forehead, first she smiled helplessly at his bewildered expression, then reached out to rub Lin Qiao's blushing forehead, "What are you doing?" Why are you running in such a hurry?"

Lin Chen didn't dodge Yin Jin's hand, probably because Yin Jin smiled at him gently every time he appeared, which made Lin Chen not too defensive against him.

"Someone is chasing me."

Yin Jin tilted her head and saw Zhuang Yan not far behind Lin Qiao, "Why is it him again?" After speaking, she pulled Lin Qiao to hide in the narrow alley next to her.

"Lin Qiu! Lin Qiu!" Majestic stopped, crossed his hips, took a breath, wiped off the sweat from his forehead and turned his head to look around, "It's strange, where are you?" Slowly chasing and losing people, he raised his foot and continued to run forward.

Yin Jin poked her head out from behind the wall, "He's gone."

Lin Chi carefully revealed half of his face from behind the wall to confirm.Lin Qiu was not too tall, the two stood side by side, leaning towards the wall, when Yin Jin lowered her head, her chin hit the top of Lin Qiao's head.Lin Chen gasped in pain, the wound on his head was still not healed.

"How is it? Are you okay?" Yin Jin held Lin Qiao's face in her hands in a hurry. The baby fat on Lin Qiao's cheeks has not yet disappeared. Because Yin Jin was anxious, her movements were not gentle, and she directly squeezed Lin Qiao's face. The face was pinched into a pouting puffer fish.

Yin Jin couldn't hold back seeing it, and laughed out loud.Lin Chen didn't know why, so he stared fixedly at Yin Jin who had been smiling all the time. After watching for a long time, the smile spread to his face, and finally a smile spread out on his face that hadn't cleared up for a long time.Yin Jin looked stunned, let go of his cheeks, and rubbed his forehead, "You are still cuter when you smile."

As soon as these words came out, Lin Chen's smile disappeared instantly.

"What's wrong?" Yin Jin asked him.

Lin Chi shook his head, came out of the narrow alley and returned to the main road.Yin Jin followed him, "Why are you suddenly unhappy? But since I found you, I see that you are always unhappy. It's because you still care... Hey, the past is over, you can't be disgusted for a lifetime Right. Keep your spirits up, nothing is more important than laughing."

Lin Chen lowered his head and said, "I'm not unhappy because of that incident."

Yin Jin chased him and asked, "Then why are you unhappy?"

Lin Chi stopped, looked up at the sky covered by the thick sycamore tree, "I don't know what went wrong, I feel like I'm not me anymore."

Yin Jin followed him and looked up at the sky, "Actually, I do too."

There was a gust of wind blowing in the air, and many leaves fell.Yin Jin, who was standing with her head up, suddenly started to tap dance on the spot. Lin Quan heard the movement, and turned to look at the dancing people around him.Yin Jin kept stroking her hair with both hands, "A caterpillar fell on my head!" It turned out that it was not an impromptu dance, but Yin Jin was standing still because of the insects.

Lin Qiu looked at Yin Jin who was walking around in circles, lowered his head and sneered, waited for Yin Jin to bend down, and pointed his heart at him, and asked him anxiously, "Help me quickly to see if the worm is still there?" ?”

Lin Chen took a closer look, and finally helped him pick out half of the leaf that was blown away by the wind from his hair, and couldn't help laughing while hugging his stomach.

Ning Fei walked on the road silently with his pockets in his pockets. Because he was distracted, he forgot to hide when the sprinkler passed by, and his clothes were sprayed wet for no reason.

"I wet my clothes again." Ning Fei snorted, and brushed his clothes with his hands. The pedestrians in front who were sprayed wet were cursing and jumping. Hearing the shouting of the people in front, Ning Fei suddenly thought of Jiang. Ze's words.

"Shui Xin is afraid of water! He can't swim!"

Ning Fei shook her head, shaking off the words that kept ringing in her head, "No. Lin Chen won't."

The hand that was brushing his clothes stopped suddenly, and Lin Chen's lost soul last night appeared in front of his eyes.

"Ning Fei, it's scary to grow up..."

"I don't seem to be myself anymore."

That expression and tone of voice are clearly self-blame.

"Lin Chen." The frozen Ning Fei called out Lin Chen's name, turned around and walked back, because he was really worried.

"You finally laughed." Yin Jin looked at Lin Chi who was laughing in front of him.

The wind-up spring was suddenly loosened, and Lin Quan smiled for a long time before gradually stopping, "I don't even remember how long it has been since I laughed so freely."

Yin Jin looked at him, and Lin Quan, who was breathing gradually, felt a little embarrassed in his eyes, and moved his eyes to avoid his eyes.Yin Jin didn't care, and stretched out her hand to help Lin Qiao wipe away the tears shed because of laughing too hard.Lin Chi tilted his head sensitively, dodging his outstretched hand.

"I will do it myself."

As soon as the words were finished, the phone rang. Lin Chen didn't bother to wipe away the tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, and hurriedly took out the phone in his pocket.Yin Jin picked up the empty space, and stretched out her index finger to help him wipe away the tears.

Lin Chen glanced at him, Yin Jin shrugged indifferently, pointed to his cell phone with a smile, "Hurry up and answer the phone, it's been ringing for a long time."

"Ah, oh." After being reminded by him, Lin Qian answered the phone, "Hello?"

"I'm a little worried. I want to ask where you are? Have you sat down in the studio?"

It was Ning Fei calling.

"Ah... um." Lin Chen faltered in answering, but at this moment Yin Jin interrupted, "Who called you?"

"Who's next to you?"

Lin Chen bit his lower lip and lowered his head, Yin Jin saw his embarrassed look, and simply took the phone in his hand.Unexpectedly, Lin Chi tiptoed and reached out to snatch it.

"Hey, who are you? It doesn't matter who you are, anyway, Lin Qiao is not free, so I took Lin Qiao to remove the stitches."

"Give it back to me, you give me back the phone!" Lin Kai grabbed Yin Jin's shoulder and kept jumping up, wanting to get his phone back.After Yin Jin finished speaking, she immediately hung up the phone, and pulled Lin Qiu up without saying a word.

"Where are you taking me?" Lin Chen twisted his wrist, unable to get away no matter what.

"I didn't say that." Yin Jin turned around and pointed at Lin Qiu's forehead, "I have to take you to remove the stitches."

Behind the tree not far away, Ning Fei lowered his hands, the screen of the phone he was holding was still dark.He looked at the two people walking away from behind the tree, "He smiled."

In my absence, he smiled happily.

Lin Chen was reluctantly dragged all the way to the pet hospital by Yin Jin.

Meng Yi was busy asking the doctor, when he looked up and saw them coming in, he waved them to the next door and waited, "Wait until I'm done."

Yin Jin took Lin Chen to the empty room next door and sat down. Seeing that Lin Chen was still unhappy, he carefully apologized, "I see that you were in a difficult situation just now, and you couldn't explain why even after you opened your mouth for a long time. , I was so anxious to see that, that's why I stepped forward to help you explain the situation to the person on the phone."

Lin Yi slumped his shoulders, "Forget it, actually I don't know what to say to the phone. I just didn't tell the masters in advance. The masters must think that I have been fishing for three days and posting on the net for two days, and my attitude is not at all. serious."

Yin Jin looked at him with her chin propped up, "Are you so interested in this job? Dropped out of school to learn this? To be honest, I really don't see any future in this job?"

"Future?" Lin Chen raised his head and sighed, "Don't be so utilitarian, sometimes you pursue more than this."

"Then you are too naive." Yin Jin propped her head and looked at Lin Chen without blinking her eyes, "It sounds naive, but people who are a little narrow-minded will definitely think you are hypocritical."

Lin Chen lowered his eyes because he thought of Feng Lin.In the past, Feng Lin always hated him. Lin Chi still couldn't figure out how to deal with him, but now that he thinks about it, he really feels that his hypocrisy is an eyesore.Now, Lin Chen himself felt a little hypocritical and annoying.

"Don't be unhappy, I just... just said that casually, don't take it seriously." Seeing the expression on Lin Qiu's face suddenly lost, Yin Jin explained clumsily, and finally sighed in despair, "Don't take it seriously, I'm probably jealous of you when I say such high-sounding words."

"What?" Surprised, Lin Chen turned to look at Yin Jin who lowered his head, "Jealous of me? Why?"

Yin Jin smiled faintly, and looked down at her kicking feet, "Because I was confused. I wondered why you were so determined to drop out of school. It seemed that you knew your direction very well and were not confused. This is really enviable. In fact, from my When I became sensible, I began to doubt my existence. At that time, my parents were arguing all the time, and my mother’s energy was not on me. Later, I heard some messages and felt that I was dispensable.”

The eldest son of that family is excellent, but unfortunately he is terminally ill.You don't know how persistent her mother is. The doctor said the probability is small. She also believed in folk rumors and gave birth to a second child because she believed that the cord blood of the second child could save the eldest.

Thinking of those rumors, Yin Jin smiled helplessly.

"I wanted to be a doctor when I was a child, but my dad wouldn't let me. He said that doctors are not good, and it's so hard."

Yin Jin understood that after his brother died, he was never mentioned again, even the hospital became a taboo, and the hospital took away the happy reunion that his family should have had.Every time he proudly said that I want to be a doctor when I grow up, he would be interrupted with disappointment. Doctors are not a good profession.Gradually he stopped mentioning it, and gradually he forgot what his original intention of becoming a doctor was.

Is it because of my brother?Such reasons cast a layer of gray on the pride of talking about this profession when I was a child.

"I kind of forgot it, and I can't remember it. People are also confused."

Lin Chen understood Yin Jin's feelings. Before dropping out of school, he also felt that there was something wrong with his life, that he had deviated from the track, and suddenly woke up one day, and then made a quick decision regardless of the consequences.

Sometimes it takes a hothead to choose the unusualness of life.Lin Chi did it.There are ridicules, emotions, and those who cringe are envious.Yin Jin was envious, wanted to find him, approach him, and felt that perhaps a courageous person like Lin Qiu could give her direction.

But it's not now, because Lin Chi is also stuck and has stopped moving forward.

"I……"

"What are you guys talking about?" Meng Yi just came in at this time, Yin Jin brushed off the haze on his face and said with a smile, "It's nothing, just chat casually."

"Lin Chi, you still go to the same room as last time, I'm going to go there and remove the stitches for you."

"Yeah." Lin Chen got up and went out the door.Yin Jin looked at the door that Lin Quan was leaving, and after Lin Quan left, Meng Yi still held the doorknob and leaned against the wall to look at him.

"What?" Yin Jin was confused by Meng Yi's strange gaze, and reached out to touch her face, thinking that there was something on it.

Meng Yi shook his head, "Xiao Jin, don't tell Lin Chi about Yuan Hao."

"why?"

"Lin Chen is the hospital because of Yuan Hao's fear." Meng Yi closed the door after finishing speaking, leaving Yin Jin in the room who opened her mouth in surprise and was speechless.Looking up at the empty corridor, the words he opened his mouth seemed empty, "I don't want him to be mentioned as someone else's haze."

In his impression, Yuan Hao was always perfect. He had never seen Yuan Hao seriously ill, and the two sides tacitly avoided the last period of bleak days.Until now, when Meng Yi thinks of Yuan Hao, he is the one standing under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree smiling at himself while raising his chin and playing the piano.

"If it's not good, then don't involve him."