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Chapter 39 Don't Cry, Go Eat Pudding

Ning Fei looked at Lin Qiao who was stretching his fist towards him with a serious face, "You mean..."

Lin Chen gritted his teeth and took another deep breath, "I'm very scared. After the initial heat is over, I will also wonder if it's right for me to do this. I do odd jobs with the master every day, and I go back to the rental house after work and lie on the bed and look at myself. With bare hands, I also think that this is what I want to pursue? Is it worthwhile to give up campus life and run away from home? Thinking about it this way, I will waver, as long as I have a little bit of confidence in my current life Doubts and regrets will come flooding in. Not only do I think after work, when I was scolded by the master, when my craftsmanship didn’t improve at all, and when I went back to the attic and ate hard food at the convenience store for three yuan a piece. I am afraid of living expenses exceeding the standard, afraid to buy five yuan pudding, and sometimes homesick. Many times like this, I am afraid and shaken, and I question myself all the time. "

As Lin Qiu spoke, his voice changed again, and his eyes gradually filled with tears again. His misty eyes saw that Ning Fei didn't dodge, "My fear came easily, because I'm not like you. You have talent. , your talent is so obvious, everyone can tell you at a glance, ah, this is not an easy person. But I am different, I don't have such a conspicuous talent, I can't be favored by the piano teacher, and it took me a lot of time to play it. I can barely listen to the music. I can’t be as confident as you. I pursue my dreams, but I rely on my longing for music. This reason is too weak, so I don’t get support, and I often doubt myself , afraid."

As Lin Chen was talking, his voice gradually choked up, and then he let go of his clenched fist, and he put the contents into Ning Fei's palm, "But I don't want to be a hollow nut again. After 18 years of life, I didn’t expect that when I was thrown into the recycling bin at the last moment of my life, it was still a hollow nut. The first time my heart beat violently was because I heard you playing the piano. At that time, I was very moved. I have a longing for music and a longing for you. I think it would be great if I could be as talented as you, so that I can play this feeling to everyone, but the reality tells me that I have no musical talent Yes. But the first time I saw the making of music boxes, I was so excited. It was because I felt that making music boxes was the most moving way for me who was not talented in music. Music boxes are mechanical, but they sound emotional. It’s not as good as an instrument that I can play, but this is the best way for me to achieve my dream. So I will never give up.”

After Lin Chen said these words solemnly, he turned around and left, leaving Ningfei alone.

Ning Fei stared blankly at the hexagonal nut in his hand, and pulled the corner of his mouth. Was he being lectured by a child he always thought was immature?What exactly is he, the villain who breaks the child's beautiful imagination?The buffoon in all fairy tales?A villain, a witch, a wolf grandma?

Ning Fei tightened the nut in his palm, looked up at Lin Chu's back as he walked away, rushed up and grabbed his shoulder, "Lin Chu!"

Lin Chi stopped, lowered his head and turned his back to Ning Fei.

"Lin Chen, turn around!"

Lin Yue still turned his back to him, and Ning Fei could feel the slight shrug of the shoulder he was holding.

"I'll tell you to turn around!" Ning Fei exerted strength in his hands and turned Lin Chi to face him.Lin Qiao faced him, lowered his head even lower, Ning Fei withdrew his hand, and then hesitated to reach out to Lin Qiu. His hand hung for a long time, and suddenly he didn't know how to touch Lin Qiao and panicked. Like before, he followed Lin Chen's words casually and perfunctorily.She wanted to comfort her from the bottom of her heart, but couldn't find the right words for a while. Ning Fei was really not good at showing consideration, so she was at a loss and turned herself into a fool. In the end, she only tried to ask, "Lin Qiao , stop crying, okay?"

Ning Fei didn't know if it was right for him to ask this question.He just couldn't find the right words anymore, how could he know that when he asked such a question, Lin Chi burst into tears instead.In fact, you can’t ask this way, as long as you ask this way, if you calm down a little bit for those who are trying to restrain their inner ups and downs, then they can’t hold back anymore, their hearts are broken, their emotions are flooded, and their tears are rushing. I can't stop it.

Lin Chen has been enduring, trying to hold back those disobedient tears, even though the results were minimal, but now Ning Fei asked him in such a negotiating tone, he couldn't bear it anymore, squatted on the ground, hugging his legs , Wow crying, crying loudly.Ning Fei was right, Lin Chen was still a child, he would only cry loudly about his grievances.

"I'm scared. I'm scared every day. When I see students on the road, I can't wait to take a detour, because I'm afraid I can't help but think, if I didn't have the impulse to drop out of school, would I be like them now? .When it’s cold, I’ll miss my mother when I’m shivering under the blanket. Now I don’t even dare to buy a pudding. I’m actually terribly scared.”

Lin Chen cried while squatting on the ground, and spoke vaguely at the same time, his voice was intermittent at the back, as if he was crying too hard and couldn't breathe.Standing in front of him, Ning Fei looked at the man who was squatting on the ground and was crying on his back, and sighed, thinking that he was really a child who couldn't grow up.

Ning Fei squatted down, hugged Lin Qu who was squatting in front of her and was crying, and patted him on the back, "Didn't you just argue with me just now?"

Lin Chen sniffed aggrievedly, but couldn't say anything to defend himself.

Ning Fei laughed, touched the top of his head and pressed him into her chest, "Okay, I get it. It's my fault, I shouldn't hit you, if you hold back for too long, you can cry here. You've already Hiding in my arms, no one will see your face, so don't be afraid of losing face."

Lin Chi buried his head in front of Ning Fei's chest, and tightened his grip on Ning Fei's clothes, tears were still falling, he didn't cry out loud, but shrugged his shoulders.

Ning Fei hugged the man tightly, and patted the back of the sobbing man in his arms every now and then, coaxing him, "Okay, okay, it's okay, it's okay."

Ning Fei squatted on the ground with the person in his arms, his feet were a little numb, and asked the person in his arms who had calmed down, "Have you finished crying?"

Lin Chen buried his face and pulled Ning Fei's collar, "Ning Fei, do you have paper?"

Ning Fei thought he was about to wipe away tears, "Yes, it's in your pocket, take it out."

Lin Qiao's face was still pressed against Ning Fei's chest, and he groped for Ning Fei's waist, but he couldn't find the pocket after a long time, because Ning Fei tied the leather jacket around his waist to block the place where Lin Qiao tore, They also blocked the trouser pockets together.Lin Chen's hand kept groping, and Ning Fei almost laughed out loud when he touched it. He squeezed Lin Chen's hand, "Don't touch it randomly. I feel ashamed like this, and I can't even lift my head to take a piece of paper? "

Lin Chi pressed his face against him, not daring to raise his head, and muttered softly, "It's not because I'm ashamed."

Although the voice was low, Ningfei still heard it, "I won't laugh at you, I'll wipe your head up."

Lin Chi suddenly hugged Ning Fei's waist, and pressed his face even tighter, "No, don't look at me, give me the paper."

Ning Fei was strangled by him suddenly, although she was willing in her heart, she always felt that Lin Yue's sudden closeness was a bit strange, she stretched out her hand to break Lin Yue's arm around her waist, and pushed his shoulder away.Lin Chen lowered his head and hugged tightly, and he and Ning Fei refused to look up, but in the end he couldn't resist Ning Fei's strength.

The moment Lin Chen was pushed away from Ning Fei's chest, he had a big snot bubble, which happened to be seen by Ning Fei. It turned out that he was embarrassed to look up because he was crying hard and the snot came out.Seeing that he had a snot bubble, Lin Qiu twisted his lips in aggrieved voice, his voice sounded like he was about to cry again, "Ning Fei, I rubbed my snot on your chest."

Ning Fei frowned and raised his hand, Lin Chen thought he was going to hit him in anger, sniffed his nose and closed his eyes tightly.After closing his eyes and waiting for a long time without hearing any movement, he secretly opened his eyes to check, Ning Fei took aim at the moment, and lightly flicked him on the forehead when he opened his eyes.

It didn't hurt, it was more like tapping his forehead helplessly because he felt that Lin Chen was not up to date.Lin Chi blinked twice at Ning Fei, his slow mind misinterpreted Ning Fei's thoughtfulness as being merciless, and he even took a little pleasure in his heart.Ke Ningfei stretched out his hand holding a tissue, but Lin Chi was confused again, didn't he blame himself?I got his clothes stained with snot, and he looked so angry when he obviously tore his pants, why is he being so gentle to me like a mother now?

Ning Fei reached out to blow his nose for him, looked at the dazed Lin Qu, sighed, pinched Lin Qu's nose, "Come out with force."

Lin Chen was a little embarrassed, but still blew his nose vigorously.He looked at Ning Fei wrapped in a paper bag, and took a new piece of paper for him to wipe his nose.Lin Quweng asked him angrily, "Ning Fei, are you not angry?"

"Why am I angry. You haven't grown up yet. Why am I angry with you, a stinky kid?"

Lin Chen pouted a little, "I haven't grown up, I'm already an adult. You're only four years older than me, and you've been an adult in front of me all day long."

Ning Fei pinched his nose and shook it from side to side, Lin Quan wrinkled his nose and shook his head back and forth following the movements of Ning Fei's hands, "Children, adults don't look at age, but heart experience. Your mentality is important to me. It looks like a child. And adults don't like pudding."

Lin Chi pushed away Ning Fei's hand pinching his nose, and rubbed his nose twice, "You discriminate against pudding! On behalf of the Pudding Association, I strongly condemn you! Give me the paper! I'll wipe it myself!" He reached into Fei's pocket and fumbled wildly.Instead of taking out the paper towel, he took out half of the burnt paper, "This is..."

Lin Chi looked at the half-burned page, and the pig's head on it was still smiling at himself.He searched for a long time, but couldn't find it. It turned out that Ning Fei took it away, and only half of it was burned. Lin Chi murmured, "Why?"

Why take away your own treasured autograph and burn it?

Ning Fei hurriedly took it back, "I didn't burn it..."

I wanted to explain at first, but finally lowered my eyes, feeling that it would be useless to say more.

Lin Chen looked up at him. This autograph was very precious to him. As long as he held it in his hand, he could recall the scene at that time. Ning Fei sang affectionately. He and Yuan Hao stood below and applauded him. This signature, no matter when and where, can remind him of the touch at that time. It contains his longing for Ning Fei, a dream that good brother Yuan couldn't realize.

"At that time, Brother Yuanhao and I stood under the stage and listened to you singing."

At that time, brother Yuanhao told himself that it would be lonely to walk alone, so you should accompany him and urge him.

"You don't understand, Lin Qiu."

How heavy it is to carry an expectation that cannot be fulfilled, especially the entrustment of a dead person.It was too heavy. After failing once, I spent every day in apology and confession.

"Brother Yuanhao will be disappointed." Lin Chen's voice sounded like he was about to cry again.

Ning Fei was at a loss, and had no choice but to finally ask him, "Lin Chi, do you want some pudding?"

After Lin Chi hiccupped, he swallowed, the tears stopped, he completely forgot about his sadness, nodded seriously, and said, "Yes!"

Ning Fei smiled and shook his head and stood up, heaving a sigh of relief, but fortunately Lin Qiao is a child, easy to cry and easy to coax, when he got up, he pulled up Lin Qiao who was squatting on the ground, "Let's go, pudding lover. "

Lin Qiu cried hard, his brain was short of oxygen, he stood up suddenly, his eyes turned black and his body tilted, and he fell on Ning Fei. Ning Fei held him, and Lin Qiao raised his head in a daze and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Go to the convenience store and buy pudding."

"Really?"

"Yeah." Ning Fei looked at Lin Qiao whose eyes were bright when he mentioned pudding, and couldn't help laughing along with him, thinking that children are easy to deceive, and they cried so hard just now, but just one pudding completely forgot all the troubles just now , "What flavor do you want to eat?"

"I want to eat it!" Lin Chen leaned on Ning Fei, raised his head and smiled at him twice. He knew that Ning Fei would buy it for himself. Afterwards, his mother would always agree to let him eat all kinds of puddings, and he believed that Ning Fei would do the same, because Ning Fei treated him as gently as his mother just now.But why?Lin Chi tilted his head at Ning Fei, why is he treating him so well?

Ning Fei looked at him leaning on his body and raised his head to look at him with a puzzled expression. He stretched out his hand and scratched his nose, "What are you waiting for, let's go now."

Lin Chen covered his nose and followed Ning Fei, muttering softly, "The bridge of the nose is going to collapse."

Ning Fei, who was walking ahead, heard the corners of his mouth crooked, his mood was completely different from before, he exhaled with ease physically and mentally, and looked up to see that there was already a star in the sky.

When the two entered the convenience store, Lin Chi first smelled the smell of oden, and felt hungry immediately, and then his stomach let out a grunt.

When Ning Fei heard turning around, he saw Lin Qiao who was following behind him, hurriedly clutching his stomach, he smiled and turned around to pretend he didn't see it.I took the pudding and bought another bento, and finally asked the cashier to scoop up a cup full of Kanto at the cashier.Lin Chi looked at the pile of food in Ning Fei's hands, gulped his saliva with straight eyes, and followed Ning Fei to sit down in the corner without waving.

Ning Fei put the bento, pudding and oden in front of Lin Qiu, and asked him, "Did you not have dinner?"

Lin Chen rubbed his fingers under the table, and said honestly with some embarrassment, "I ate, I ate a tuna rice ball."

Ning Fei smiled and stretched out his hand to rub his head, "You should eat all of these. Children who grow up are always hungry."

Lin Chi blocked Ning Fei's hand that was about to rub his head, and smoothed his hair, "Then I ate it all, what do you eat?"

"I'm not hungry, I'll just have another cup of coffee."

"Isn't it a little bad to drink coffee so late. What if I can't sleep?"

Ning Fei looked at him, "Little friend, brother, I'm a nighttime singer, so I shouldn't sleep at night."

Lin Chen pouted again, "Isn't it just a few years older than me? I always pretend to be an adult."

Ning Fei pretended not to hear, "Eat first, I'll buy a latte." He got up and walked to the cashier.

After paying the bill, I just received a call from Jiang Ze.

"Ning Fei, aren't you going to sing tonight?"

Ning Fei listened to the phone impatiently and turned around to see Lin Qiao eating a bento. He seemed to be really hungry, with rice grains hanging from the corner of his mouth, "Stop singing, I'm hungry and eating now. What if Going back to the stage to sing, I was short of breath. I was booed by the audience again."

Ning Fei hung up the phone, walked towards Lin Que, sat back beside Lin Que again, looked at Lin Que who had just finished eating a bento, and stretched out his hand to shake the rice grains from his mouth for him, "It seems that you I’m really hungry, and I’m in such a hurry to eat.”

Seeing him twisting the rice grains for himself, Lin Qian wiped his mouth in embarrassment, and couldn't wait to unwrap the pudding to eat, "You said I'm growing, so I'll eat more."

Ning Fei smiled and propped his head up to see Lin Ling eating the pudding, and suddenly became curious about the pudding. As the saying goes, the food in other people's mouths always looks delicious. Now that I think about it, Ning Fei feels that it is not true at all. He didn't have any desire for sweets before, for some reason, looking back at Lin Chen eating, he was ready to move, thinking that the food in Lin Chen's mouth always looked delicious.Ning Fei kicked Lin Qu lightly under the table. Lin Qu, who was concentrating on digging pudding, was interrupted, and asked Ning Fei with a frown, "Why did you kick me?"

Ning Fei straightened up, straightened her back, leaned closer to Lin Qiu again, and asked pointedly, "Is pudding so delicious?"

Hearing his question, Lin Qiao deliberately dug a spoonful of pudding and shook it in front of Ning Fei's eyes. The pudding looked at the QQ bouncing, and behind the shiny corners were Lin Qiao's smiling eyes. Ning Fei really thought Lin Qiao Be generous, dug a spoonful of pudding and brought it to him, opened his mouth and stretched his neck, "Ah—"

Lin Qiao smiled triumphantly, and when Ning Fei was about to bite the spoon, he flicked his wrist, and the Q-bombed pudding shook twice, and returned to Lin Qiao's mouth.Lin Chen swallowed triumphantly, raised his neck, turned his head to Ning Fei and said, "I won't give it to you." After speaking, he stuck out his tongue again, "Okay."

Only then did Ning Fei realize that she was being teased by him, but she wasn't angry, but she pretended not to be convinced and stretched out her hand to scrape the bridge of Lin Qiu's nose, not too hard.Lin Chi covered his nose with his hand again, "If you scrape again, the bridge of your nose will collapse."

"If it collapses, it will collapse." Ning Fei said nonchalantly.

Lin Chi quickly stretched out his hand and pinched the bridge of his nose, "No, the nose can't be collapsed, it's a symbol of a man."

Ning Fei laughed when she heard this, picked up the coffee and took a sip, but turned her eyes to look at Lin Qiao who was pinching the bridge of her nose fiercely, put down the paper cup in her hand, and gave Lin Qiao a real blow, "It's not high at all. , but also a symbol of a man."

Lin Chi is not tall, his nose bridge is not high and he is not tall, but his personality is deep. With a deep personality and a round chin, he looks childish and cute.The lips are also cute, the corners of the lips are always slightly raised, and the upper lip is always raised unconsciously when talking, and it feels close and easy to touch when looking at it.The whole person looks small and delicate, and when you get close, you can still smell the lingering aroma of milk on his body. No wonder Ning Fei always treats him like a child.

"Hmph." Lin Ke pinched his nose and glanced at Ning Fei, who had a straight nose bridge and a strong jaw. He couldn't fight back. It was the maturity he envied, so he could only express his dissatisfaction with a nasal voice stingyly, just like that. Child.

Ning Fei couldn't hold back her laughter when she heard his "hmph", thinking that he just played tricks on her, and now she will give another blow, "I don't even have an Adam's apple."

The corners of Lin Chen's mouth turned down, and instead of pinching his nose, he covered his throat with his hands, his face blushed as if someone had discovered an ulterior secret. He used to be fat, and his neck was full of flesh. I always thought that the Adam's apple would be obvious if I lost weight, but it still didn't happen after I lost weight.This became Lin Chi's heart disease just like not having a beard.He couldn't fight back at Ning Fei, he could only bite the spoon bitterly.

Ning Fei looked at Lin Ling biting the mouth of the spoon, the upper lip was slightly raised, and the lower lip was pressed by the handle of the spoon, pushing his breasts to both sides, Ning Fei bit his dry lips, "Hey, give me a taste Take a bite."

Lin Chen held a grudge against Ning Fei for beating him just now, "You should buy another one yourself."

Ning Fei frowned, looking fierce, "I bought yours."

Lin Chen excused himself, pouting his mouth and digging a spoonful of pudding into Ning Fei's mouth with an expression of displeasure, "I'll just give you this spoonful."

Ning Fei opened her mouth to bite the spoon, but her eyes were fixed on Lin Qiu's face.

Lin Chi couldn't pull back the spoon, and stared back at Ning Fei, "This spoon is made of plastic, if you bite it off again, how will I eat the leftover pudding?"

He still has to eat pudding with this spoon.Thinking about it, Ning Fei rolled his tongue around the spoon in his mouth, swallowed the pudding before letting go, "This pudding isn't very tasty. It's just sweet."

Lin Chi ignored Ning Fei's criticism of the pudding, secretly rolled his eyes, and lowered his head to dig into the pudding seriously.

Ning Fei raised his head and watched Lin Yue eat pudding, it felt like watching a squirrel eating pine nuts.The more he looked at Lin Chu's bulging cheeks, the more he felt like a squirrel, and the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising.The phone in his pocket vibrated, and Ning Fei took it out to look. It was Jiang Ze's reminder message, urging him to go back and sing.Jiang Ze was hung up by Ning Fei before he finished speaking, and now text messages came one after another, there is no way, there is no one to replace Ning Fei tonight, so I can only urge Ning Fei to go back to warm up .

Ning Fei looked at the text message in his hand, looked up and saw Lin Qiao eating pudding, and turned off the screen as if nothing happened.He propped his head and looked at Lin Qiao for a while, but after thinking about it, he took out his mobile phone and turned it off.Ning Fei put away her phone, continued to look at Lin Qiao beside her, and asked him with a smile, "It's so delicious, how about I buy you another one?"

Lin Chi lit up his eyes and looked at him, "Really?"

Ning Fei nodded, "Really."

"Then I'll change my taste."

The author has something to say:

Stiff neck, code words have no passion, so uncomfortable =-=

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