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"Ning Fei, Ning Fei! Wait for me!" Lin Chen kept chasing after him and shouted.

Ning Fei walked ahead with her head bowed, how could she stop and wait, isn't it enough to be ashamed?

"Ning Fei!" Lin Qiao shouted out Ning Fei's name in a hurry, and the people around the pillars, drinking and chatting in pairs, holding beer bottles, all turned their heads to look at Lin Qiao.

Lin Chen was a little embarrassed to be stared at by the people around him, but fortunately Ning Fei also stopped, turned around and walked in front of him.Lin Chen happily rushed over to Ning Fei with a smile, and was about to speak when Ning Fei suddenly pushed his head down, "I'm afraid that people won't know that the person who was with me in the alley just now is you. At that time, I didn't want to lose face so I didn't want to lose face." Don't lift it? How dare you call my name in the street right now?"

Ning Fei turned his head and came back because he was afraid that the news about him in the back alley would be spread outside.If Lin Chi gets a little more attention, he will become the center of criticism.Even if they really didn't do that kind of thing in the back alley, who cares? Ning Fei's reputation in this street has never been very good. Of course, everyone is more willing to talk about his charming deeds than the delicious ones. Food and wine can make people drink more bottles of wine.

Before they left the bar street, Ning Fei tightly circled the back of Lin Chu's neck, and whenever Lin Chu had a tendency to raise his head, he would force his arms down to make him lower his head obediently, and covered Lin Chu's face with his hands.Fortunately, the lighting on Bar Street is not very good, he reckoned that Lin Chi, who didn't come to this street often, wouldn't be impressive.Lin Qian covered his face tightly with him, and couldn't even see the road clearly. It wasn't completely dark in front of him, but it wasn't very bright. Lin Qian, who was afraid of the dark, groped and grabbed Ning Fei's leather jacket tied around his waist.

Ning Fei lowered his head to look at Lin Chen who was pulling the sleeve of his coat around his waist, turned his head and glanced at the few people who wanted to investigate them, and waited until there were no more glances, Ning Fei whispered to Lin Chen He whispered in his ear, "Okay, come with me."

When Ning Fei said this, he leaned a little too close, so close that his breath hit his ears, Lin Quan felt itchy and tilted his head, but was pushed back by Ning Fei's arm.Lin Qu didn't care about Ning Fei's arm wrapping around his neck. What he cared about most was Ning Fei's hand covering his face. The smell of tobacco on his hand was too strong. Lin Qu didn't like it, and he could barely smell Ning Fei. Fei sweated like the smell of buckwheat tea, covered by the smell of tobacco.

Ning Fei led the people out of the bar street in a detour, and he didn't let go immediately because he was afraid of bumping into a few regular customers who knew him in the bar street.Although there are perfectly legitimate reasons, but there is also selfishness in it, and it is also a bit reluctant to let go. The road in Bar Street is only so long, and it is only a few steps to get out of it, but it is better to take many detours with people I just want to keep Lin Qian in my arms for a while longer.He just wanted the two of them leaning so close, which was close to the illusion of a hug, so that he could slightly satisfy the desire aroused by Lin Chen's mistaken bump.

No matter how reluctant he was, he still had to let go, not because reason suddenly came back and Ning Fei had to hold on to himself, but because Lin Chi pouted and muttered, "The smell of smoke is too strong."

Ning Fei's hands were big, and he could cover Lin Qiu's entire face with one hand. He used his usual right hand, which was also the hand that held the cigarette.It was only then that he remembered that Lin Qiu's sense of smell was a little sensitive, so Ning Fei did not hesitate to put aside his selfishness and asked Lin Qiu to ease the discomfort caused by the smell of tobacco on his body.

"Ah, cut." As soon as Ning Fei let go, Lin Qiao immediately wrinkled his nose and sneezed. so much smoke?"

The last time Ning Fei fed himself medicine, Ning Fei's hands didn't smell so heavy of smoke like now.

Ning Fei glanced at him, thinking whether to speak directly to him about the photos.In the end, I still didn’t mention it, but I didn’t want the innocent Lin Qian to know other people’s dirty thoughts about him, and I didn’t want him to know my own, so I just said duplicity, “No.”

"Really? Then why don't you sing?"

"Too annoying."

"What's bothering you, obviously when you sing, your expression is much more relaxed than usual."

Ning Fei was perfunctory, "I'm tired of customers demanding too much."

"That's it." Lin Qiao smiled and went to take out his pocket, "Don't worry about it, I'll show you how beautiful it is." Ning Fei looked at him with lowered eyes, and it was the same as when he was squatting at the classroom door waiting for him when he was a child. The expression is the same, as long as he appears, he will offer his most precious gadgets as a gift, just to smile happily for Ning Fei.

As if hiding something precious and extraordinary, Lin Chen covered his pockets and smiled at Ning Fei in a mysterious way.Ning Fei originally wanted to dismiss him casually, but suddenly changed his mind because he remembered his childhood, and asked curiously, "What the hell?"

Seeing that he was interested, Lin Chi smiled, clasped his hands tightly, and stretched them out in front of Ning Fei before opening them, "Deng Deng Deng, it looks like a kaleidoscope."

Ning Fei frowned uncontrollably, and quickly suppressed it when she realized it.He really didn't understand what was so strange about a kaleidoscope, but Ning Fei didn't want Lin Chu to be disappointed when he saw his expression, so he tried his best to pull out a smile, but Ning Fei really couldn't make a smile out of his heart , the corners of his mouth twitched, looking like the sequelae of a stroke.However, Ning Fei overestimated Lin Chen's insight. Lin Chen didn't feel that Ning Fei was smiling so uncomfortable, and he was still complacent about presenting him with a kaleidoscope.

"Quick, take a look inside, it's really beautiful inside." Lin Chi said and held up the kaleidoscope in front of Ning Fei, and he was too eager to present the treasure, so he accidentally poked Ning Fei's eye.

"Ah." Ning Fei yelled, frowning uncontrollably, almost showing a fierce look, thinking that it was Lin Que who immediately changed his expression, Lin Que was too timid, he didn't want to use it to scare others The expression came to face Lin Qiu.

Lin Chi didn't notice at all that he poked Ning Fei's eye with the kaleidoscope, and Ning Fei's cry was quickly suppressed. He just smiled and took the kaleidoscope that Lin Chi held in front of him, and looked carefully at it. take a look.

Lin Chen bared his front teeth excitedly and bit his lower lip, waiting for Ning Fei to give him a nod when he saw the profusion in the kaleidoscope.

From the corner of her eye, Ning Fei caught Lin Chen's excited look like a rabbit, and the corner of his mouth no longer looked like a stroke patient, but a genuine smile.

"Isn't it nice?" Lin Chi couldn't wait, and asked eagerly.

"Yeah." Ning Fei replied with a smile, he only glanced briefly, and the rest of his eyes were on Lin Qiao, who was baring his front teeth.Seeing Lin Qiao like this, Ning Fei was really curious, "Why did you give me this?"

"Because..." Lin Chi let go of the teeth biting his lower lip, and smiled restrainedly, "Because I think you are inside."

"I'm inside?" Ning Fei looked carefully at the patterns inside the kaleidoscope, "Is there a photo of me here?"

"It doesn't mean that. What I mean is, I think you will be like in a kaleidoscope. In the future, you will receive many flowers, praise your singing, and it will shine colorfully."

Ning Fei lowered his hands, "Lin Chi, don't expect me."

Still full of hope, Lin Chen said to him, "But you have talent. Talented people are expected of course. I think Brother Yuanhao must be looking forward to it in the same way."

Ning Fei has really become the Monkey King who broke out at this moment, the fire in his heart is very hot, and he has to make a fuss because of the torment.Ning Fei forcefully threw away the kaleidoscope in his hand, and the copper-carved kaleidoscope was thrown to the ground and made a "clang" sound. After rolling it twice, the sound continued.

Lin Chen looked at it with distress and wanted to bend down to pick it up, "Why throw it away, it was bought with a lot of money."

Ning Fei firmly grabbed his arm to prevent him from picking it up, "I said it!" Even his voice was full of anger, because Lin Qiu was frightened by his roar, Ning Fei swallowed and lowered his voice again, "I said, don't expect anything from me."

Frightened by Ning Fei's sudden roar, Lin Qu pulled his sleeves and said anxiously, "Ning Fei, you are talented, you should be different from others."

"Should I be different from others?" Ning Fei smiled, "Why should I?"

"The teacher who taught piano said it before. He said that you are talented, and you can understand after only teaching you once or twice. The teacher said that you have an absolute sense of pitch, that you are a talent. The teacher must be right."

"The teacher said? The teacher said. The teacher said!" Ning Fei snarled at Lin Chen, "Don't use the teacher's words to perfuse me, what teacher said, it's bullshit! How many children did the teacher tell? He brought There must be one or two fast learners in every batch of classes. I only look smart when compared to idiots like you. Compared with smarter people, I only look like a fool! What the teacher said doesn’t count at all! I Why should you trust his casual talk? If that teacher could tell who is a genius and who is an idiot at a glance, how could he keep teaching piano lessons for beginners! What the teacher said is not true at all! Only you Only a fool would believe it!"

Lin Chi was teary-eyed by Ning Fei's mouthful of idiots, and he pouted his mouth in aggrieved, holding Ning Fei's sleeve hand but persistently did not let go, "Ning Fei, don't be like this, the teacher teaches so many students, so Say you must think you are special."

Ning Fei shook him off, "You just believe it. He said you're an idiot, aren't you still convinced! Go away, I don't want you to preach to me!"

Lin Chen burst into tears when he yelled, and wanted to grab his sleeve, but Ning Fei pushed him and pushed him to the ground, "I told you to get lost!"

Lin Chen sat on the ground looking at Ning Fei who pushed him with tears in his eyes, wiped his tears with his sleeve, turned and ran away.

Ning Fei stood on the spot and looked at Lin Chen's back as he ran away. After his emotions gradually stabilized, he regretted that he had yelled at Lin Can, and grabbed his hair and squatted down on the spot.In the end, I lay down powerlessly on the main road and looked at the starless night sky, regardless of whether it was on the road outside.

Ning Fei lay flat and looked at the sky, only to realize that the starless night was so dark, it seemed endless, as if the day would never come.

He closed his eyes with a sigh, thinking that it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if he doesn't come during the day.

Lin Chen sniffed and walked along the curb with tears streaming down his nose. The words Ning Fei scolded him were still in his ears. The more he thought about it, the sadder he became, and the more tears he shed, "I just think you should be surrounded by many flowers and applause. Ah." When I reached out to wipe my tears, I remembered the kaleidoscope that I hadn't picked up, and now I felt even more sad, "That kaleidoscope is really expensive."

Someone was walking towards him, Lin Chi hurriedly turned his back to wipe away his tears, fearing that he would be seen crying like a child when he was so big.

Walking was a student carrying a schoolbag and holding a book in his hand.It seems that after class, I made an appointment to go to a dessert shop to do a project.

Lin Chen wiped away his tears indiscriminately, fearing that he would attract attention, turned around pretending to be calm, and passed the smiling students carrying schoolbags.What I heard when I passed by was their youthful complaints, because they were not too much troubles, complaints that were not contaminated by the smoke and fire of life, and even the last dissatisfied tone sounded cute and irritating. Annoyed with envy, "The teacher of this subject is so troublesome, and he still needs to do social surveys..."

Hearing this, Lin Chi closed his eyes and walked quickly. That was his past life. He couldn't envy the past that he gave up, and he couldn't regret the present that he insisted on.

After walking a few steps, Lin Qiu slowed down when he could no longer hear the loud complaints from the students, and let out a deep breath towards the long street.He was also scolded by his master today. Thinking of this, Lin Chi slumped his shoulders and put his hands in his pockets.He raised his feet and wanted to continue walking, but his hand was feeling something in his pocket. Lin Quan took it out and put it in front of him, narrowing his eyes and looking carefully, "This is..."

There was the sound of footsteps, Ning Fei closed his eyes and wondered if a passer-by might look at him strangely if he saw him lying on the side of the road.Forget it, he's not a normal person anyway, he's weird if he looks weird.

The footsteps approached and stopped above his head. Ning Fei closed his eyes and didn't intend to answer, but he heard Lin Qiu's voice, "Ning Fei."

It's Lin Chi.Yes he is back.Ning Fei closed her eyes and swallowed twice, she didn't want to talk to him anymore, but she opened her eyes anyway.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Lin Yue standing above his head looking down at him, just blocking his view of the sky.Lin Chi looked down at Ning Fei who was lying on the ground, sucked his nose, tears fell down again.

Ning Fei was lying motionless, water drops fell on his face, like rain, he knew it was Lin Qiu's tears.Because the tears kept falling, Ning Fei lay down and looked up, and felt that the bright lights were not tears, but warm and warm on the face, like falling stars. No wonder there were no stars in the night. They were all blooming in the forest. in the eyes.

Lin Chen stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, and said sobbingly, "Ning Fei, if it wasn't for the teacher. If it was me, I would say you have talent, I would say you have talent, I would say you should be like us People are different. What if I said it?"

Ning Fei was still lying on the ground and asked him, "Why are you so sure and persistent?"

"Because I have always believed in it for so many years." Lin Qian's tears kept falling, "From the first time I saw you playing the piano, I believed that you had a talent that I didn't have. All these years Come on, I have always believed, believed that you should be different from me, believed that you would be different from me."

The warm tears that fell on the face seemed to seep into the skin and melt into the capillaries, allowing the blood to conduct to the heart, so the heart beat enthusiastically in a slightly cold and starless night.Ning Fei got up and stood in front of Lin Chen, and wiped away his tears with apologetic hands, "Okay, I understand, stop crying."

Lin Chi was hiccupping, sobbing, and looked at Ning Fei with misty eyes and aggrieved face. Ning Fei sighed, it turned out that an ignorant child would be so persistent, and the child would always cry in front of the toys in the supermarket regardless. In one scene, the adult cried until he compromised, and resigned to his fate to buy him the toy he wanted.

Ning Fei took him into his arms, stroked the back of his head and looked at the distant sky and said, "I see, if you believe it."

"No! You don't know!" Lin Chi, who was sobbing sobbing, interrupted Ning Fei, took a deep breath, suppressed Hiccup, stopped the tears, tried his best to calm down his voice, and then got out of Ning Fei's mouth. Non-comforting embrace, "You don't even know."

"Lin Qiao, why are you so stubborn?" He didn't even listen to his compromise and comfort, probably hearing perfunctory from his own words, Ning Fei watched Lin Qiao purse his lips tightly in front of him and lowered his head, as if he was Prepare, prepare to solemnly say something from the bottom of your heart.

Lin Qiu lowered his head and stretched out his fist to Ningfei without saying a word.

"What does this mean?" Ning Fei asked him, but Lin Chen still lowered his head and said nothing.Ning Fei couldn't figure it out, but seeing Lin Ling was downcast, he had no choice but to reach out and touch Lin Ling with his fist, to make up for his excessive attitude just now, and deliberately put on a tone of relaxed conversation with Lin Ling, "Hey, buddy ,say something."

Lin Chen lowered his head, took a deep breath, and told him solemnly, "I'm actually very scared."

"What?" Ning Fei didn't understand what Lin Chen was talking about.

Lin Chi looked up at him, and told him seriously, "Actually, I am very scared, I have always been scared, and I am afraid that I am really impulsive."