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Ning Fei just took a sip of that cup of latte, and Lin Chen's pudding is already the second one.

Ning Fei propped his head up and looked at Lin Qiao who was eating the pudding seriously, and asked him, "Is it okay to eat so many sweets at once?"

This reminded Lin Chi, "You're right." There was still a cup full of oden at hand, and Lin Chi reached out with a stick and poked out a curry ball, "It needs to be neutralized."

Ning Fei didn't laugh at Lin Qiu for eating too much, he was just watching for fun, if he laughed at Lin Qiu for eating too much at the moment, according to his temper, he would just pout his mouth and let go, in a fit of anger, he would stop eating.So Ning Fei just smiled and said, "Ah——" Waiting for Lin Quan to chew on the ball with puffed cheeks, he turned his head and saw Ning Fei who was opening his mouth to him, and generously sent a ball into his mouth.

Lin Chen was really full, he hadn't eaten much of a cup of oden, and he still had one pudding in his hand. After thinking about it, he still thought that he could share some oden with Ning Fei, so that he wouldn't grab his own pudding on a whim.

Ning Fei didn't chew slowly like Lin Chu, puffed his cheeks, and slowly ground his back molars before swallowing.When the ball arrived in Ning Fei's mouth, he chewed it casually and swallowed it, and after swallowing, he said "Ah——"

Lin Chi planned to continue concentrating on the pudding, but Ning Fei always disturbed him, just before he raised his hand after digging a spoonful, Ning Fei opened his mouth wide and leaned into his ear and said loudly "ah".Lin Chen put down the spoon, complained secretly in his heart, and forked another ball into Ning Fei's mouth. After the fork, he simply sent the whole cup of Oden to Ning Fei's hand, "Don't you have hands yourself?"

Always interrupting others to eat pudding, really...Even if he complained in his heart, Lin Kai couldn't use the word hate to Ning Fei, and finally just dug into the pudding with a muffled sound.But I always felt strange in my heart, and started the previous question again, why?Why can't he hate Ning Fei?

Ning Fei looked at the oden that was suddenly delivered to his hand and suddenly lost interest, and his tone was slightly disappointed, "I always feel that it tastes good when you deliver it to your mouth."

The uncontrollable words made the two of them suddenly silent, and embarrassment overflowed as soon as they were quiet.The spoon in Lin Chen's hand kept turning over in the pudding bowl, and the good pudding was spoiled by him, but he didn't feel sorry for it, because his eyes and thoughts were not on the pudding. I don't know, I only know that my hands have no place to put them, and my feet are stepping on each other uneasy.

What's going on here?It's embarrassing, but it doesn't look like it. There is obviously a trace of happiness in my heart.

"Ahem." Ning Fei tried to save the embarrassing atmosphere, "I mean that... Isn't the old saying about the fragrance in other people's mouths. That's what I mean."

The more he explained, the worse it got, and the atmosphere didn't seem to change because of his words.Ning Fei could only show the adult posture, straightened his back, and stiffly took a sip of the latte that he had forgotten for a long time.I just blocked my breath with coffee, if I sigh again at this moment, it is obviously a guilty conscience.

"Oh." Lin Chen didn't know how to answer, and suddenly he couldn't show his childish laughter like just now, and the awkward atmosphere brought out the rigidity of an adult, but he didn't look at it like that. He seems to be able to deal with it freely, but he can only give a meaningless answer rather passively.

There was another silence.The two sat side by side in silence, neither of them spoke again.I can't find anything to say, and I feel weird about everything.

Ning Fei, who was usually generous and casual, suddenly became petty, sipping his coffee, his eyes flicked around, and in the end, they would always fall on the profile of Lin Qu beside him. See his swollen apple flesh with powder.

As soon as Ning Fei's eyes landed on the pink and tender apple flesh, he immediately felt ashamed. The reason for the shame was unclear, and he turned his eyes back in a guilty conscience.Facing the floor-to-ceiling windows of the convenience store, when his eyes glanced back, he happened to see the translucent shadows of the two of them reflected on it.

High countertops, high chairs, Lin Qiu's toes pointing to the ground.Ning Fei suddenly remembered that when he was a child in the piano room, Lin Quan sat on the piano bench and dangled his chubby feet.On that piano bench, while Lin Qiu was asleep, he leaned over and bit Lin Qiu's cheek.Just like being curious about the pudding Lin Chen put into his mouth tonight, he was also curious about the texture of Lin Chen's face.

It turned out that he panicked because of this embarrassment, and suddenly he had the innocence of his childhood again.

Ning Fei was not the only one who thought of childhood.With a tacit understanding, Lin Chi also thought of it. This awkward atmosphere is somewhat familiar, but what Lin Chi thought of was not the piano room, but the hospital.At that time, Ning Fei came to the hospital to accompany him almost every day. Thanks to Ning Fei, Lin Chi spent a lot of boring time.But strangely, from the beginning, facing the surprise and anticipation of Ning Fei's arrival, Lin Chi gradually became at a loss when he saw Ning Fei later.He was looking forward to Ning Fei's arrival, but when Ning Fei came, he felt that he had nowhere to put his hands and feet, just like now, he could only tap the ground with his toes, as if he had once Flying and falling, the heart dangles like a pendulum clock.

Lin Chen couldn't help but start to wonder again, what happened today?But he didn't have much room to think, because when he thought of the hospital, he couldn't help but think of Yuan Hao.Remember Yuan Hao's words...

There was finally a sigh in the silent atmosphere.

Ning Fei heard it, and paused for a moment with the hand holding the paper cup, probably knowing why Lin Chi was sighing.

"Ning Fei these years, have you..." Lin Chi suddenly didn't know how to ask, he wanted to ask, how have you been these years?Have you ever thought about me?Have you been thinking about it like I do?He guessed that Ning Fei didn't care about him as much as he did. After all, when they first met, if he hadn't reminded him, Ning Fei wouldn't have remembered him.But in the end, Lin Chi just pretended to be relaxed and asked, "You should be doing well."

The late greetings, obviously reunited for such a long time, just now asked if it was good, suddenly became unfamiliar.

"Yeah. Life is good." Ning Fei lied, he actually had a bad life, but he didn't want Lin Chu to know how bad his life was, because he was afraid that Lin Chu would be disappointed, and Lin Chu chased after him like that when he clearly parted that year. I ran and told myself that I must refuel.

He guessed it too.Lin Chen bit his lip, he should be living well, otherwise why would he forget himself?Lin Chen still wanted to ask, Ning Fei, do you still remember Yuan Hao?The name Yuanhao seemed to have become a knot in Lin Chen's heart. With that thin and withered appearance, the day before he died, he stood side by side with him and listened to Ning Fei's singing, and said bitterly to himself, "If I can live longer, It’s good to have a chance to chase your dreams.”

I hate it so much, I even hope to live, so why talk about dreams?

It's like the power of thought, it's a spell, the shackles for Lin Qiu and Ning Fei, let them have the expectation of the dead, suffering in the ordinary, regretting in the swamp.

That's why Lin Chen is not willing to be ordinary, even if it is a bypass, he tries to touch the distant dream.That's why Ning Fei kept attacking Lin Chen's humble job, because he knew that he was burdened with the pain of unresponsive expectations. No confidence.Day after day, you pass by, and you are condemned by the spirits of the dead in the dead of night. Why didn't you succeed, why didn't you continue my dream?

Lin Chi told him, "I don't seem to be having a good time."

Of course Ning Fei knew that Lin Chen was not doing well, and that living hard without rewards was what Ning Fei had experienced before.Because he had tasted it before, he thought that Lin Chen would not make the same mistakes again. If possible, let him go home, to a warm home, where his parents would hold hands and pick him up after school.

"Being scolded by the master for homesickness? Missing mother's food, missing father's protection?" This was what Lin Chen said from the bottom of his heart when he cried loudly just now. It's better than outside."

Lin Chen shook his head stubbornly, "It's not because of this."

"It's not because of this?" Ning Fei looked at him puzzled.

Lin Chi raised his head and looked seriously into Ning Fei's eyes, "Because you didn't sing in the kaleidoscope."

It turned out to be like this.He still wanted to be surrounded by flowers, and he still believed that he should be shining.Ning Fei smiled, how could someone worship him so persistently?The result is really there.Ning Fei stretched out his hand, and pointed his index finger between Lin Qiao's brows, "Live your own life well, don't meddle in other people's. Listen to me and go home."

Lin Chen pushed Ning Fei's hand away angrily, "I don't!"

"Why are you so..."

"I don't want to be a hollow nut!" Lin Chen answered firmly. Ning Fei just shook his head weakly after hearing this. He felt helpless as a parent, and clearly wanted him to walk a good road, but he stubbornly stuck his neck against the south wall. .

Yuan Hao, you are really harmful.

Ning Fei blamed all this on the deceased, and was not afraid of bumping into a ghost while walking at night tonight, after all he couldn't bear to blame Lin Qiao.Ning Fei wanted to say more, but the phone didn't give him a chance. He frowned and flipped through his phone, muttering dissatisfiedly, "Strange, didn't I turn off the phone?"

"It's my phone ringing." Lin Chi took out his phone and picked it up, "Hello, hello."

Ning Fei lost the opportunity to preach, and continued to drink his latte, only to hear Lin Qiu, who was on the phone next to him, keep saying "hmm, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh". Who made Lin Qiu so polite.Still thinking about it in my heart, my ears were already tilted to try to hear clearly.

Lin Kai hung up the phone, turned his head, he didn't expect Ning Fei to stick so close to him, the pouting Lin Kai suffered a disadvantage, his upper lip just brushed the tip of Ning Fei's ear.

"Ahem." Ning Fei pretended not to care, straightened up and took a sip of the latte in his hand, "Who is it so late?"

Lin Chen touched his lips, and was interrupted by Ning Fei's question, "It's from the pet hospital. He said let's pick up the cat and leave the hospital."

"Discharged from the hospital? Didn't I tell him to take care of the cat more? How come he was discharged from the hospital?"

"Oh, the doctor said the cat was too aggressive and they couldn't handle it so let us pick it up."

"Tsk, trouble." Ning Fei said, taking a sip of the latte in his hand.

When the nurse at the front desk saw them coming, she hurriedly got up and opened the door for them, "It's counted as coming, we'll have nothing to do if we don't come."

"What's the matter?" Lin Chen asked worriedly, "Is Mimi's condition getting worse?"

The nurse shook her head, "It's very good, if it doesn't go away, other patients in our hospital will suffer."

"Huh?" Lin Chen turned to look at Ning Fei in confusion.

Ning Fei hadn't finished his latte yet, and was shaking the cup in his hand to hear how much was left in it. When he saw Lin Qiu looking at him, he gave him a look of no worries and said, "Let me talk to your doctor on duty."

With a wave of his hand, he led Lin Qiu inside.

Lin Chi followed Ning Fei into the room, looked up at the back of Ning Fei's head, remembering that he was sitting in the back seat of the car, he always felt at ease.

The doctor on duty heard the nurse calling him, and hurried out. Who would have thought that Ning Fei would make things difficult for him as soon as he came out.

"What's going on? Didn't you promise to help me take care of the cat for a few more days? Why call now and let us take the cat away."

In fact, he just called Lin Chen but not Ning Fei. Knowing that calling Ning Fei would definitely have some excuses, he saw that Lin Chen was so friendly, so he bypassed Ning Fei and called Lin Qiao.Who knew that this time, the situation was even more thorny. Ning Fei helped Lin Qiu to back up, and the usual situation that wasted a lot of talking, got involved with Lin Qiu. I am afraid that it is reasonable, but in Ning Fei's eyes, it must be unreasonable. It was given to Lin Chi.

"Ning Fei, don't be like this. If you have something to say, talk it out." Lin Chi poked his head out from behind Ning Fei and looked at the doctor, "Hey, where was the doctor last time?"

"Oh, you said Dr. Meng. He said that today he made an appointment to pick up something. Well, can I trouble you to take the cat away? This... We really can't take care of it here."

Ning Fei rolled up his sleeves after hearing this, "What? See if it's a wild cat looking down on it?!"

Seeing the doctor's embarrassed look, Lin Chen stretched out his hand and tugged on Laningfei's sleeve, "Let's listen to what I have to say first."

Only then did Ning Fei put away her difficult look, and waved her hands, as if I wanted to see what you had to say.If it's a fool, then it's not too difficult to get over it.

The doctor forced a smile, "It's not that I don't want to help you take care of it. It's just that this stray cat is too temperamental. Changing his medicine even barks his teeth and claws. Doctors and nurses have scratched several of them."

"How could this happen." Lin Chen said this in a low voice, he thought it shouldn't happen, the cat nest looked very obedient in his arms at that time.

"At that time, it was seriously injured, and it was difficult to move. Of course, you looked docile, and it got better after the operation. It barked at everyone."

The cat was what Lin Qian insisted on saving, so talking about the cat now seems like talking about him.Lin Chen lowered his head and twisted his fingers in embarrassment.Ning Fei didn't want to see him like this, so she turned sideways to block him, and asked the doctor, "Did you do anything to the cat?"

"No."

"Ok?"

The doctor wanted to refute again, but Ning Fei gave an "um" and looked at him with half-raised eyebrows, as if he was unwilling to let it go.The doctor sighed and told the truth in desperation, "We didn't do anything bad to him. At the time of the operation, we thought it was under general anesthesia anyway, so we simply neutered the cat."

"No wonder." Ning Fei glanced at Lin Chen behind him who was bowing his head, and said loudly, not because he insisted on holding the doctor accountable, but because he wanted Lin Chen to hear and let him stop taking the blame on himself. It has been sterilized, so it has a grudge. Tell me, it has been cut off from offspring and grandchildren, and it is not allowed to play a bit of a temper."

"Yes yes yes. If only it were that easy."

"how?"

"When it was brought in, the cat was dying. It was finally rescued, and it was sterilized for the future. Who knew it would wake up and change the dressing, and the cat quit. Doctor Meng who operated on it said, It seems that it is not simply holding grudges, it is because I have been abused by others before, so I am hostile to others."

"Abusive?" Ning Fei turned to look at Lin Qiao.Lin Chen also raised his head in surprise, remembering that Feng Lin blocked him in the alley, the cat bit him when he saw Feng Lin coming up, maybe it took him as someone who was coming to abuse him.

Ning Fei was looking at him, Lin Chen recalled and said, "I remember that Mimi seemed to be limping before she was injured, was she abused?"

"It looks like it didn't look like it was broken from a fight with a cat. Someone did it on purpose, and there are still needles stuck in the leg."

Lin Chi frowned when he heard this, "It's so pitiful. It's all right now."

"It's fine now. Clean up everything that needs to be cleaned up, and bandage everything that needs to be bandaged. It's just that it has a temper that doesn't allow people to get close to it. We really can't stand it. Besides..." The doctor said, looking at Ning Fei carefully, a little Concerned about Ning Fei's complexion, he lowered his voice again, "Besides, we are not a public welfare organization here, and we are open for business. People who are hospitalized here are famous pets, and we will be held accountable for any more injuries. That cat is right. It’s okay to be poor, and it’s not good for other cats and dogs. This is really not good.”

"Tsk." Ning Fei heard that he was going to have another seizure, and the doctor knew he had to be careful just by hearing his tsk.Fortunately, Lin Chen spoke first, and Ning Fei didn't speak when he saw Lin Chen speak.The doctor was lucky to breathe a sigh of relief, and after he was relieved, he carefully looked at Lin Chu a few times, seeing that his skin was tender, and there was nothing particularly outstanding about it?

"Please take us to see Mimi first."

"Okay, okay." The doctor on duty heard that he could get rid of the hot potato, nodded his head like a lotus leaf hit by rain, turned his head and bowed to lead the way.

Ning Fei still walked ahead of Lin Qiu, "You are too easy to talk to."

"Then what should we do? Don't people say that they are in trouble?"

"I paid the money and said hello, and when I got in trouble, I let go. The business is so easy."

"But......"

Ning Fei knew that Lin Chen had a good heart and didn't want to make things difficult for others.But Lin Qiu couldn't take care of himself in the current situation. He reminded Lin Qiu, "You still live in the attic."

"That's right!" Lin Kai patted his head, and only now remembered his residence. The small one is not as small as an ant's stomach, and there is only a separate bathroom. A low-legged cabinet, with an old desk and wardrobe in the corner that the landlord couldn't throw away, and no other furniture.He even hangs his clothes by hanging a rope across the room.

Ning Fei knew that he didn't think about it that much at all, and felt that the child would not be beaten if he didn't beat him, so he said lightly, "Where can I put this cat after I get it from the hospital?" up.

Lin Chen pouted again when he heard this, stopped and scratched his head anxiously, "Yes, how should Mimi be placed? Let Ning Fei take it with him? But he doesn't even have a place to live yet. I don't know anyone here either." Others." Lin Chi became more and more anxious as he thought about it, and finally he grabbed his hair and beat his head, "You pig brain."

Ning Fei, who had already walked in and pushed away, saw that Lin Qiu hadn't followed, turned his head and saw that Lin Qiu had grabbed his head like a bird's nest and looked very anxious.Ning Fei shook her head, thinking about raising a child, she probably felt the same way, no matter how much she hated iron for being weak, in the end she still couldn't bear to let it go.

In the end, he came back to help Lin Chen straighten his messy hair, "Anyway, let's go in and see the cat's condition first. Weren't you very worried before?"

Lin Chen is like this, he feels sad immediately when he is blamed, but he gets better when he is coaxed.Ning Fei turned around and had a good discussion with him, and now he has put aside his troubles again. In fact, it was because Ning Fei spoke. He lost his temper and threatened him, but he couldn't restrain his waywardness no matter what.

He just felt that listening to what Ning Fei said made him feel safe, and in the isolated and helpless city, he couldn't help but want to rely on him.

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The spine is bad, I have to go to physical therapy when I have time