implication

Ning Fei led Lin Ling to the inpatient department of the hospital. The two of them were careful, and Ning Fei turned around and made a "shh" gesture to Lin Ling. Feizheng held himself tightly.Lin Qiao looked down at Ning Fei's hand, Ning Fei turned around pretending not to know, and didn't intend to let go of Lin Qiao.

"We have to avoid the nurse on duty. Go up through the safe passage, Lin Ling, can you?"

"Yes! I can." Lin Chen nodded seriously and replied, forgetting the situation at the moment, his voice was a little louder, and Ning Fei turned around again.This time, without waiting for Ning Fei to do that to him again, Lin Chi shrank his neck and tightened his mouth.Seeing him like this, Ning Fei also pursed her lips, in addition to suppressing the sound of wanting to laugh, she also suppressed the corners of her lips that were about to turn up.

"Lin Chen, tell me if your stomach hurts when you climb stairs."

Lin Chi pursed his lips and shook his head.

"I can carry you up."

Lin Chen shook his head less, and fixed his eyes on Ning Fei.

"The third floor is not very high."

Lin Chi stopped and shook his head, drooping his eyelashes and thinking to himself, it doesn't matter if he is a little bit greedy.He glanced carefully at Ning Fei, after all he was leaving.Lin Chen lowered his head, and raised the other hand that was not held by Ning Fei.

Seeing that she didn't deliberately press the corners of her lips, Ning Fei relaxed her expression, turned around and pulled Lin Qiu's arm around her neck.Lin Chen took a step forward and lay on Ning Fei's back.When Ning Fei got up, Lin Qiao pretended not to be ready, and deliberately tightened his neck.

"What's the matter?" Ning Fei felt Lin Chen's hand tightening around his neck, and he turned his head reflexively, but what he didn't expect was that Lin Chen was so close, and he turned his head inadvertently, almost brushing his lips. It's just that the bridge of Ning Fei's nose is high, and the tip of their noses blocked it, and the movements were buffered so that they didn't rub each other's lips.

No one spoke, Ning Fei still pretended not to know and kept such a distance.Lin Chi ignored his own senses because he intentionally wrapped his mind around Ning Fei's neck. He didn't care about the too close distance between him and Ning Fei at this moment, but kept thinking in his mind, I'm a bad boy, I Become selfish.

"Lin Chen? What's wrong with you? I'm pressing your wound behind your back like this?"

When Lin Chen heard Ning Fei asking himself, his pupils gradually focused, and his eyes that had been distracted due to daze gathered together again. Only then did he realize that Ning Fei was so close.There was a "gudong" in his heart, because someone threw a stone at his heart, and it hit the red heart just right, making his weak body look like it was about to fall backwards.

Ning Fei tightly circled Lin Qiao's legs, bent forward and tried to balance Lin Qiao who was falling backwards, so that the two of them did not fall.Lin Chi was frightened, and lay on Ning Fei's shoulder in shock, gasping for breath.

Ning Fei didn't ask him what happened just now, thinking it was a little late, Lin Qiu finally realized the embarrassment of the two sides getting too close.He just lowered his head and patted Lin Qiu's thigh twice for comfort. After that, he didn't make a sound and climbed the stairs dully.

Lin Chen breathed steadily, looked up at the pitch-black stairs, the green light above his head made his scalp tingle, and immediately retracted his head and drilled straight into Ning Fei's neck.Ning Fei paused, swallowed his saliva to stabilize his mood, and then lifted his foot to step on the stairs again.

"Am I too heavy? Or should I..."

"No!" Ning Fei replied bluntly, "It's just that your hair pricks my neck, and I feel a little itchy."

"I'm sorry." Lin Qian raised his body a little bit, but when he raised his upper body, his gaze also moved up, and he would definitely see the creepy sign above his head.Lin Chen still stuck to Ning Fei's back, "I didn't poke you on purpose, but I was afraid."

"afraid of what?"

"That green exit looks scary."

"Don't be afraid, I'm still here." After Ning Fei said this, she regretted it. It sounded like asking Lin Chen not to stick to her. Ning Fei changed her words, "If you are really afraid, then Hug my neck tighter, and bury your face so you won’t be able to see it.”

Lin Chen hugged Ning Fei's neck obediently, and whispered into Ning Fei's ear, "I know you're here, but I'm still afraid. That green sign makes me flustered. It seems, it seems to indicate something wrong. Good things will happen."

Ning Fei smiled back at him, "Can something bad happen."

"Like you're leaving."

Ning Fei's smile froze after Lin Chi's words.

"I always feel that something bigger and worse will happen." Lin Chi pressed Ning Fei close, "So I'm afraid."

There were no human voices in the corridor and it became quiet again, only the sound of Ning Fei's footsteps remained.Lin Chi lay on Ning Fei's shoulder, his voice became softer because he was afraid, "Ning Fei, will you write me a letter?"

Because of the low voice, Ning Fei's ears were a little itchy from Lin Chu's blowing, but he didn't hide or mention it, he just thought it was precious, after all, there might not be such an opportunity in the future, "Stupid, who still writes now? It's all on the phone."

"But... but there is hope when writing a letter. Even if there is no reply after the letter is sent, I just think that the letter may still be on the way. If it is too simple a phone call, if you can't wait for a reply, you will... you will... "

You will know that the relationship is gradually weakening.There will be no excuses for being forgotten.

They both knew that distance and time would dilute their brief acquaintance after this separation.

"Yes. I will write to you." Ning Fei answered him like this, and then he heard Lin Qiu on his back first smile, and then immediately sniffled.Ning Fei interrupted the sourness of his nose and told him, "The third floor is here."

"Oh." Lin Qu got off Ning Fei's back, and when he came down, he glanced at the kite in Ning Fei's hand. The kite had been caught for too long and it was already uneven. Lin Qu stretched out his hand to level the kite, "This is Yuan Hao. My brother's hope. He will recover from his illness."

"I also hope that his illness will get better, don't let me carry his dream."

After hearing this, Lin Chen raised his head and scratched Ning Fei's nose, "Stingy." After scratching, he was stunned again, because the gesture was too intimate.Lin Chen somewhat forgot about their current situation, and added another sentence to explain, "My mother often says that about me."

Ning Fei stretched out his hand and scratched Lin Qiu's nose, "I know."

The two looked at each other and smiled. After laughing, Ning Fei took Lin Qiu's hand again, "Let's go. Go and return the kite to Yuan Hao, and laugh at him for being narrow-minded."

Lin Chen was amused by Ning Fei's intentionally mischievous tone, and followed Ning Fei who pushed open the corridor door and continued to walk forward.

The kite fell at the door of the ward at the corner of the third floor.The two holding hands froze in place facing the empty room, Lin Quan grasped Ning Fei's hand, turned to look at him and asked cautiously, "Has Yuan Hao been discharged from the hospital?"

Ning Fei's body trembled, and Lin Qiu who was holding his hand felt it, and lowered his head and sniffed.Hearing Lin Chen sniffing, Ning Fei smiled and turned to tell him, "It should be. He must have been discharged from the hospital."

"Yeah." Lin Chi nodded quickly, "I sniff my nose because the smell of disinfectant is too strong."

"That's right, because Yuan Hao was discharged from the hospital and moved out of this ward, the nurse must have disinfected it for the next patient." Ning Fei became more confident as he spoke, his voice trembling a little shamelessly.

"Which floor are you two children on? The person in this ward has passed away, don't mess around here!"

Ning Fei pulled out her hand and covered Lin Qiu's ears tightly.It's a pity that it was still too late, Lin Chen's tears were faster than his movements, when Ning Fei covered his ears, Lin Chen's tears were already on his chin.Ning Fei still covered his ears for him, looked down at the new shoes on her feet and sighed, unexpectedly, she still took on other people's dreams.

"Let's go, Lin Chu." Ning Fei pulled Lin Chu to leave, but Lin Chu, who was crying, didn't move, and stood there with his head bowed.

"Lin Chen?" Ning Fei called him cautiously.Lin Quan squatted on the bed, picked up the kite and patted it, then turned around and followed Ning Fei.

After leaving the hospital, the two walked along the street.At this time, the sky was no longer so dark, it was a little blue, and it looked like it was about to dawn.Neither of the two people walking along the street made a sound, only the sound of heavy footsteps one after another.

Lin Chi grabbed the kite in his hand, looked up at the person walking in front, he saw Ning Fei's feet from the back of Ning Fei's head.His eyes stayed on the new pair of shoes on Ning Fei's feet for a long time.He asked Ning Fei, "Has brother Yuanhao been buried yet?"

Ning Fei stopped, turned his back to Lin Qiu and shook his head, "No, I heard it's parked in the hospital mortuary. The family members will send the body to the funeral home tomorrow."

Lin Qiu's fingers tightened, and the wrinkled and shapeless kite became even more unattractive under his hands, "Then we should put this kite by his side."

Ning Fei turned around and saw Lin Qu who was crying all the time, and the ugly kite caught by him. The smiling face of Doraemon on it had long wrinkled into a sad look, "I'll see you off first." Go back. Your parents will be very anxious if they find out that you are not in the room."

"The kite should be brought back to him." Lin Qiu seemed not to have heard Ning Fei's words, but repeated the same sentence in his mouth.

Ning Fei looked at Lin Chen, who was feeling down, and put his hands on his chin to catch his tears, "Lin Chen, don't cry."

Lin Yue pouted and looked up at Ning Fei with tears in his eyes, "But Brother Yuan Hao is gone." After saying this, he raised his head and burst into tears.

Seeing him crying, Ning Fei said in an anxious tone, "Don't cry, don't cry." I don't know if it was infected by Lin Chen, and she became more and more crying, "By the way, I have a lot of things for you in my bag." thing."

He took the bag from behind, opened the zipper in a hurry, took out the contents of the bag one by one, and planned to use it to coax Lin Qiao, who was crying, "This is the slingshot I used to shoot birds. It's amazing." Oh, and this kalimba, you always say that there are so many keys on the piano that you can’t remember them, it’s easy to learn.”

As Ning Fei spoke, he handed the things to Lin Qu, and Lin Qu, who just cried, rarely lost his pampered temper, pushed away Ning Fei's hand, and said, sobbing, "I don't want it! I don't want it! You don't want it either! I'm leaving!" Lin Chi grabbed Ning Fei's clothes, his red eyes filled with tears, "Don't leave, okay?"

"Lin Qiao." Ning Fei looked at Lin Qiao with a sore nose, afraid that he would cry, so he immediately lowered his head and played the kalimba in his hand.

The music from Ning Fei's fingertips soothed Lin Qiu's tears. Lin Qiao grabbed Ning Fei's clothes and listened quietly while sniffling.Ning Fei played briefly, stopped to look at Lin Qian who was concentrating on him, smiled at him, and asked, "Does it sound good?"

Lin Chen sniffed and nodded, "Well, it sounds good. It sounds the same as a music box."

Finally coaxing Lin Qu down, Ning Fei breathed a sigh of relief, stretched his sleeves to wrap his hands, and stepped forward to help Lin Qiao wipe off the snot hanging from his nose.Lin Chen pouted and let Ning Fei wipe his nose for him, the aftertaste of crying loudly was still there, there were two tear marks on his face, his shoulders trembled, and he looked extremely pitiful.

Lin Qiu's mouth turned up higher and higher.After wiping his nose, Ning Fei stretched out her hand to brush away the tears hanging from the corners of Lin Qu's eyes, looked at the kite in his hand and said, "Let's bury the kite."

"Yeah." Lin Chen cried dumbfounded, his brain temporarily stopped functioning, Ning Fei said he would be fine.

"Lin Chen, I've changed my mind. I don't think I'll write to you."

The shut down brain immediately woke up, Lin Qian looked at Ning Fei with wide eyes, and asked him anxiously, "Why?!"

Ning Fei thinks that the current situation may still exist in the future, maybe one day his mother will change another place on a whim.He didn't want to give Lin Chen an empty wait, he just said, "You see, there are many accidents in life. Maybe one day we will be the same as Yuan Hao. I don't want to let you wait for the letter when I suddenly disappear."

Lin Chen yelled anxiously, "But aren't you very healthy now? How could you be the same as Yuan Hao?"

"Don't worry." Ning Fei comforted him, "I mean I won't write to you anymore, but I will come back to you one day. The things I gave you will accumulate after a long time. Ashes will become dull and boring in time. So let’s bury those things together with this kite. When I come to find you, dig them out together, dust off the dust on them, and unlock the seal of time. Let the memory of the present be freshly presented."

"You mean, we're going to bury a time capsule?"

Ning Fei smiled, "Yes, that's what I mean. This is my promise, and I will definitely come back to find you."

Lin Chen looked suspiciously at the kite in his hand, finally nodded in compromise and said, "Okay then."

They finally decided to bury the space-time capsule under the pomegranate tree in the yard of Lin Jian's house.The car parked in the courtyard was gone, and the lights in the house were not on. They probably realized that Lin Chi was gone, and the husband and wife drove out in a hurry to look for it.

Because there was no one at home, Lin Chen blatantly took Ning Fei into the yard.

Ning Fei dug a hole under the pomegranate tree, and he put the kite in first. Lin Qiu sat on the ground and stared blankly at the empty iron box in his arms, or the box of chocolates that Ning Fei brought him, he asked Ning Fei, "Are you really putting them all in?"

"Well. Put everything that was agreed. If you are reluctant to keep one by your side now, and watch it day and night, one day you will get tired of watching it. After you get tired of watching it, there will be a new replacement, and gradually you will forget it. "

Lin Chi bit his lower lip and said, "Alright then."

Finally, he put Ning Fei's signature, slingshot and kalimba into it.After putting it away, he handed the tin box to Ning Fei, and Ning Fei dug into his pocket and put in the ring that Lin Chi had given him.

"This..." Lin Qiao stopped Ning Fei in a low voice, "It took me all night to get this." Thinking of his shaving all night, his nails were all bald, Lin Qiao was very reluctant to part with this plastic ring, "Why don't you keep it as a souvenir?"

Ning Fei held the ring and faced the blue-black sky, "I don't want time to wear out fresh memories is this ring."

Lin Qiao watched Ning Fei put the ring, and his shoulders collapsed. When Ning Fei put down something, Lin Qiao straightened up again, "What is this? Why haven't I seen it before?"

"It's a china doll."

"Porcelain doll?" Lin Kai tilted his head and stared curiously at the white porcelain doll in Ning Fei's hand, with a round body and a red dot on his forehead, "Why haven't I seen it before?"

"I just bought it because it looks like you." Ning Fei squeezed the porcelain doll tightly. He originally planned to take this doll with him, but now he has changed his mind and wants to keep the porcelain doll here. One day he will come back If you find this porcelain doll, you will come back to see Lin Chi.

Lin Chi pouted dissatisfiedly, "You're laughing at me for being fat again."

"Huh? I didn't mean that." Ning Fei looked at the pouting Lin Qiao, sighed, and felt that it would be useless to talk too much. Besides, Lin Qiao couldn't understand his real thoughts, so he just put the porcelain doll in the iron box , covered, and placed in the pits they dug out by hand.

After burying the iron box, Ning Fei finally patted the filled earth pit firmly with his hands, hitting the soil hard again and again, hard on the heart.What I am most reluctant to part with is here, so I will definitely come back!

Lin Chen pulled him back, "Ning Fei, stop taking pictures."

Ning Fei stopped moving, turned her head to look at Lin Qiao who was holding her back, I am the most reluctant, please don't forget me.

"Ning Fei?" Lin Qu called out, staring at Ning Fei in a daze.

As soon as the words were finished, Ning Fei suddenly leaned over and pressed the corner of his lips.

There was a gust of wind for no reason, and Lin Qu, who raised his head slightly, saw the wind in the air, because the pomegranate flowers were blown off his head, and Ning Fei's hair blown by the wind swept across his cheeks.The corners of the lips were wet, like morning dew.Lin Qian opened his eyes and watched the fiery red pomegranate flowers fluttering with the wind, one of them just landed on his shoulder, flicked and continued to fall, and landed on Ning Fei's arm that was tightly grasping his own.

During this period, Lin Chen did not move.During this period, Ning Fei kept closing his eyes and pressed against the corner of his lips.

When the wind stopped, Ning Fei turned around and lowered her head.Still slightly looking up at the pomegranate tree, Lin Chi asked Ning Fei, "What are you going to seal this time?"

Like an iron box buried in a pit, Lin Qian wanted to know which sentence Ning Fei wanted to bury.

Ning Fei shook her head, "This time it's not a seal, it's a kiss."

Lin Chi raised his hand and touched his lips, "Kiss?"

What kind of kiss?Is it the kind that mother will suddenly cover her eyes to prevent her from seeing?

Ning Fei clenched his fists, but still flinched at the last moment, "It's a farewell kiss."