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On the elevator home, Ning Fei lowered her head, holding the porcelain doll in one hand and the kite in the other, feeling inexplicably sad.He won't see Lin Chen anymore, and he won't look for Yuan again.The three people who were still together during the day were now separated.

This summer seems to go by faster than ever.

He got out of the elevator and walked to the door of his house, only to find that the door was open, and someone was carrying things out of the house.Ning Fei pressed against the wall and gave way, moved two steps forward and heard a female voice from the entrance, "Move carefully for me. Hmph, you want to take Ning Fei away from me because you can't agree on the price? When I don't know your plan You just want to dump me. I have to take Ning Fei away, as long as Ning Fei is by my side, why don't you still obediently pay me my living expenses every month!"

"So where are we going to move?" Ning Fei appeared at the gate with a kite in his hand.The woman standing at the entrance with her hips on her hips directing the movers was taken aback by Ning Fei's sudden appearance. Ning Fei saw the embarrassment flashing on her face, and suddenly came over with a friendly attitude and squatted in front of him. He took his hand, "Ning Fei, let's move far away and start a new life, okay?" After speaking, she gave Ning Fei a smile.A flattering laugh.

Ning Fei is very familiar with this smile, it was the smile she always put on her face before she fell out with her father.She never revealed it to herself before, but now that she did, Ning Fei also understood that it was because she had become her only trump card.

"I didn't come back last night, you know?"

"what?"

Slender eyebrows frowned, eyes turned slightly, she really didn't know where Ning Fei was last night.The dead ghost came over to show her prestige, and when she turned around she went to the poker table to complain, and the sisters who had nothing to see played a red card, touched the cards and gave her advice with a smile, and ran away with the child, at least they could extort some living expenses every month, the child If you are taken back to your home, then you will be useless, and food, clothing, housing and transportation will be problems in the future.

From the expression on his mother's face, Ning Fei could see the three words "I don't know".Looking down at the kite and smiling, the porcelain doll in his hand tightened even more.

Ning Fei, come to my house, my parents are very good, I will share them with you.

So is Lin Chi the only one in this world who cares about himself?

Ning Fei smiled again, this time he really didn't care, and asked flatly, "How far?"

The woman smiled, and changed from flattery to complacency, a kind of complacency, she got up and said to the moving worker, "Hurry up, don't let the wind over there." After giving orders, the moving worker told Ning Fei, "Of course I moved as far as I could." When she said this, she didn't turn her head. She was very sure, relying on the fact that she was Ning Fei's mother and that Ning Fei was too young to let her go. At the mercy of.But when she turned around, she didn't see Ning Fei who was standing at the gate.

"Ning Fei? Ning Fei!"

Lin Chen was hugged by his father and put on the bed. Leng Ming straightened up and swung his arms to make fun of Lin Chen, "Mu Mu, are you a little heavier again. If this continues, I won't be able to hold you anymore."

When Lin Mu came into the room and heard this, Leng Ming gave a blank look. He packed his clothes into the closet and said, "How many times have you hugged Lin Ling? The last time you hugged him was to send Mu Mu to kindergarten." There was a lot of tone in his tone He complained that Leng Ming had neglected his son.

Leng Ming scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, "Mu Mu is a boy, you can't always be used to it, you have to be a strong man." He bent down to Harin's armpit, wanting him to speak out for himself Lin Mu said something nice to calm her down, "Don't you think so, Mu Mu. You have to be a man who stands up to the sky."

"Ahahaha, Dad, don't call me itchy." Lin Kai twisted his body and hid everywhere, tears were about to fall.

"Okay, Mu Mu isn't in good health yet. You make him laugh and crack his wounds." Although his tone was still bad, Lin Mu's expression was not as severe as before. He patted the backpack he brought back from the hospital and asked Lin Que, "Mu Mu, where do you keep this bag? Why haven't I seen it before?"

Leng Ming interjected, "Didn't you say that Aunt Chen took it to the hospital? Go ask Aunt Chen."

"Don't!" Lin Chi sat up from the bed, reaching out to take back the bag, "This is mine."

"Ok?"

Lin Mu narrowed his eyes, as if he wanted to study carefully.Fortunately, Leng Ming's phone rang at this time, interrupting the conversation between mother and child.Lin Mu's attention was diverted because Leng Ming took out his phone to check the incoming call, and left the room clutching the phone like a thief.

"Hello? What? There's a problem at the construction site? I see. Book a plane ticket for me."

The door was not closed, and Lin Mu heard the conversation between Leng Ming and the person on the phone.He squeezed the backpack tightly, then threw it hard, and left the room angrily.

Lin Qiu, who was sitting on the bed, was startled by the sound of the door closing with a bang.But fortunately, I am glad that this interruption escaped my interrogation.Lin Chi got out of bed carefully, picked up the backpack that had been thrown on the ground and patted it, and there was a small sound coming from outside the door.Lin Chu stared at the door with flickering eyes, and finally couldn't resist curiosity and walked to the door, putting his ear to listen carefully.

At first, there were scruples, and the voice of the argument outside was still low, but then it became louder as it got louder, and Lin Qiu, who was leaning against the door, could hear it clearly.

"My son is sick, and you are going to abandon him again? How many times have you visited him when he was in the hospital? Didn't you see Mu Mu's expression when he saw you coming today? He is looking forward to your presence!"

"Lin Mu, I know it's my fault, but something went wrong on the construction site, so I have to rush to see it."

"Are you the only engineer in the company? Do you have to rush there?"

"But I'm the supervisor of that project!"

"But you are also Lin Chen's father! Now he is sick and fragile, and needs to be relied on. I also want to be supported, and I want you to be by my side."

"Lin Mu, it's a mountain project. After it's done, children going to school in the mountains can save a lot of walking."

"Don't talk so much about it! I just know I can't take it anymore! My family, the company, the hospital, Leng Ming, I can't take it anymore, I just want my husband to be by my side."

Lin Chen seemed to hear Lin Mu crying softly.

"Lin Mu, I..."

"You still want to go? After all, it's because Lin Qian doesn't share your surname, so you don't care."

"Lin Mu! Stop making trouble!"

There was another loud knock at the door, and there was no more sound outside the door.Lin Qiao bowed his head and sighed, "Mom and Dad seem to have quarreled." Looking down at the bag in his hand, he remembered Ning Fei hiding behind a tree when he was discharged from the hospital, "Ning Fei, I'm so sad, I really want to see you. "

Although occasionally Ning Fei would make himself cry, when he was with him, Lin Chi didn't feel any unnecessary worries, even if he was alone in the hospital, he didn't feel afraid.Thinking of yesterday when he and Ning Fei were talking quietly under the quilt, Lin Chi couldn't help laughing.

Do you want to come and run away from home?Together we will?

Lin Chi bit his lower lip, turned his head and looked at the dark sky outside the window, "But it's so dark outside, I'm so scared."

Lin Chi went to the window and looked up, the weather was good at night, although he was a little disappointed by not seeing the moon, but the sky was full of stars in summer night, which also filled a little bit of the vacancy in his heart.The brightest of them is Polaris, very much like Ning Fei who is shining in his eyes.

"Ning Fei, where are you?" Lin Chi clenched the bag strap tightly in his hand, turned around and put the bag on his back, "I'm going to find you!"

There was no one in the living room, and the lights in the parents' room were still on. Occasionally, there was a sound or two, and it seemed to be scruples, and it immediately went down.

Lin Yi bowed his back, closed the door, stood in the living room, glanced at his parents' room, swallowed his saliva and thought, just like Yuanhao brother said, if I run away from home, my parents will definitely come to me together, and then forget The previous conflict was about loving each other as a family.

"En! That's right!" Lin Chen clenched his fists and nodded, tiptoed out of the room.

After leaving the house and walking to the wrought iron gate, the environment outside was not as friendly as he looked from the window in the room.With a meow, Lin Quan froze in fright.It was very dark, and even though he heard a cat meowing just now, he couldn't see the movement of any living things, and a leaf rustled his body, which made Lin Qiu feel a little more afraid.But he still clenched his fists tightly, clenched the dangling belt, took a deep breath, and opened the courtyard door a little with his frightened light hand, so as not to make a particularly obvious creaking sound in the silent night.

When Ning Fei ran all the way to the music center holding the kite, it was already dark and the music center was closed.Ning Fei could only lie on the glass door and look inside anxiously.

He didn't know where Lin Chen lived, and originally planned to come to the office of the music center to check the registered address of Lin Chen and then go to find Lin Chen.Ning Fei was afraid that Lin Chi would not know the news that she was going to move out, and that he would still be squatting in front of that classroom every day waiting for her after he recovered.And, and...

Ning Fei stared at the glass door for a while, then shook the door violently, the chain hanging on the handle was rattled by him, but the glass door was still tightly closed.Ning Fei lowered his hands in frustration, and looked down at the kite he was holding tightly in his hand, his nose suddenly became sore, "Besides, I still have a lot to say to you."

"Ning Fei."

Ning Fei froze her body, turned her head slowly, and saw Lin Qiao clutching his stomach and panting.After panting for breath, Lin Chen straightened up and smiled at Ning Fei, "It's so dark outside, I'm so scared. Fortunately, I met you here. By the way, why do you..."

Before Lin Chen finished speaking, Ning Fei rushed over and hugged him. Lin Qiao was taken two steps back by Ning Fei's sudden rush, and one of the shoes on his feet fell in a panic.Lin Chen was wearing Ning Fei's shoes, the shoes were too big and fell off when Ning Fei rushed over suddenly.

"Ning Fei?" Lin Qu was hugged tightly by him. Ning Fei was too tall for him. Lin Qu could feel the strength of Ning Feile's hand on his back. All he saw was Ning Fei rubbing his face sideways against his temples, and his urgent breathing was ringing in his ears and blowing on his neck, numb and itchy.

"It's so dark and you're so scared, why did you run out again?"

This was the first time that Lin Chen boldly ran away without telling his family. He didn't have the courage to do so. He just came out based on his own feelings. He didn't want his parents to quarrel, and what's more...

And when he saw Ning Fei standing by the tree, when the wind blew over, he saw Ning Fei's hair covering his eyes fluttering along with the leaves. At the moment when the wind picked up, Lin Qiao saw Ning Fei The loneliness in those eyes.He didn't want Ning Fei to be like this, he wanted to comfort Ning Fei, and with this thought, for the first time, he didn't become the obedient Lin Qian in the eyes of his parents.

"Because I saw you. I saw you standing behind the big tree. I'm sorry, I couldn't inform you that I was discharged from the hospital."

Ning Fei hugged Lin Chen tightly and shook his head, "You don't have to be sorry, you don't have to be sorry. Are you scared to come out so late?"

Lin Chen smiled and said in a clear voice, "It's okay. I'm not too scared. Hehe."

Ning Fei let go of him, looked at Lin Qiu's smiling face with doubts, and saw that Lin Kai was carrying his own backpack, "Why are you carrying this bag?"

Lin Chen turned his head and glanced at the bag on his back, "Because I had to pack my own luggage when I ran away from home, and this is your bag. I thought I would return it to you if I ran into you."

"You ran away from home?"

At this time, Ning Fei had calmed down, and the excitement he had just seen when he saw Lin Qiao was gone. He looked at Lin Qiao with his hands on his forehead and said, "Lin Qiao, stop making trouble, this kind of drama is not suitable for you. I will send you back." let's go home."

"Ning Fei, Dad said that I don't need to go to piano lessons in the future, I'm afraid I won't be able to see you."

Ning Fei lowered her head, "I'm moving too."

"Moving?" Lin Chen stretched out his hand and tugged at Ning Fei's cuff, "Ning Fei, let's run away from home. Like Brother Yuan Hao said," Lin Chen looked at the kite in Ning Fei's hand, "let's go together runaway."

"Stop joking, Lin Qian. You are still recovering from your injuries, and Yuan Hao's health can't leave the hospital at all."

Lin Chi was discouraged by Ning Fei's words and let go.Ning Fei raised his eyes to look at Lin Qiu who was hanging his head in front of him, although he couldn't bear it, he was helpless.If possible, Ning Fei is willing, willing to run away from home with Lin Qiu, and does not want to move away from the city where Lin Qiu is present.Thinking of this, Ning Fei stretched out his hand towards Lin Chen's swollen cheek.

Seeing Ning Fei's outstretched hand, Lin Chi narrowed his eyes and shrunk his neck. He thought that Ning Fei was going to pinch his cheek again, but it turned out not to be.Ning Fei just reached out and covered Lin Chen's face with his palm.Lin Chen's eyes widened in surprise, and then he swallowed. He felt a little hot in the cool night, and he didn't know if it was his face or Ning Fei's palm.

Lin Chi blinked twice, avoiding Ning Fei's staring at his own eyes, looked down at the shoes behind Ning Fei and whispered, "My shoes fell off."

Ning Fei turned around and took a look at the shoes that had fallen behind his back, then let go, and bent down to pick them up.He didn't even say hello, he grabbed Lin Que's ankle and was about to help Lin Que put on his shoes.Lin Chen was a little embarrassed and wanted to shrink his feet, but at this moment he heard Ning Fei say, "Lin Chen, I'm moving out, and there will be no such opportunities in the future."

Lin Chen was stunned for a moment, forgetting to dodge Ning Fei's hand that came to help him put on his shoes.He didn't understand what such an opportunity Ning Fei was talking about, he just felt a dull pain in his heart.Ning Fei squatted down silently after saying this, and helped Lin Chi untie his shoelaces and tie them again.

Lin Qiao lowered his head just in time to see Ning Fei looking at his heart, Lin Qiao stared blankly at Ning Fei's heart in a daze, and couldn't explain the strange feeling in his heart for a while.He just thought of his cousin, every time the cousin came to his house to play, she always cried loudly before leaving and insisted on sleeping in his house for one night.Lin Chen didn't know why he thought of his cousin's noisy appearance at this time, he only remembered that the adults compromised in the end, because of his cousin's noise.The moment he heard Ning Fei say to leave, the thought that popped up was, should he be like his cousin?Ning Fei can stay by my side after making a lot of noise?

But this thought was immediately diluted, and what came to my mind was an indescribable strange feeling, just like the feeling that he opened the window in the room and did not see the moon when he looked up.Lin Chi was lost in thought, and couldn't help reaching out to touch Ning Fei's heart.Ning Fei's hands tying his shoelaces paused, and after tying his shoelaces again, she raised her head to look at Lin Qiao.Ning Fei was afraid, afraid that if he raised his head immediately, he might cry in front of Lin Qu in disappointment, but he didn't want to fail in front of Lin Qu.

Lin Chen hastily withdrew his hand, dodging Ning Fei's straightforward eyes in a panic.He heard Ning Fei ask, "If we don't see each other again, do you have something to tell me now?"

Lin Chen's eyes flicked around, thinking wildly in his heart, what?What to say?But he didn't want to say goodbye to Ning Fei. Thinking of the indefinite goodbye, Lin Qian's eyes became hot, and he wanted to cry again, but he cried many times in front of Ning Fei. He didn't want to lose face in front of him again, so he tried his best to disperse. Pay attention and try your best to disperse the sourness on the tip of your nose.At this moment, his eyes saw the kite that Ning Fei put on the ground.

He stared blankly at the kite and said, "This belongs to brother Yuanhao."

Ning Fei lowered his head in disappointment, sighed and stood up, picked up the kite on the ground and handed it to Lin Qiu, "Yes, it belongs to him. The kite just fell off when I was passing by today. You have a chance Give it back to him for me."

Lin Chen grabbed Ning Fei's hand and looked at Ning Fei in a daze.Ning Fei also looked at him, waiting expectantly for Lin Chen to have something to say to him.If Lin Kai told him, say anything casually, say take care and say goodbye, just say anything casually to himself, then Ning Fei decided to tell Lin Qiao that he liked him, and asked him not to forget about himself.Or, he would impulsively accept Lin Chen's whimsical proposal and go to his house.

As a result, Lin Chen lowered his head, looked at the pair of shoes on Ning Fei's feet and said, "And these shoes belong to brother Yuan Hao."

Ning Fei was not disappointed this time, just like Lin Qiao, she lowered her head to look at the shoes on her feet, and forgot to return Yuan Hao's shoes.He looked at the shoes and thought, that's fine.If I really said it, I don't know how frightened Lin Qian will be. After all, he is different from himself. He is carefully cared for by his family in the greenhouse, so why should I bring him the outside world that he has never experienced? wind and rain.

"I forgot to return it to him."

Lin Chen shook his head, "Brother Yuan Hao said that his family bought these shoes for him to wear when he was discharged from the hospital. But Brother Yuan Hao said that he felt that he had no hope. He said that looking at you reminded him of the past. He played the violin himself, so he didn't ask you to get the shoes back. He thought you could help him walk the way he wanted to walk."

"The way he wants to go?" Ning Fei looked at the shoes on his feet and repeated what Lin Qiao said, "How could you suddenly give me such a heavy burden? I'm most afraid of this."

It's like Mom didn't discuss letting him practice the piano, let him learn to sing, let him excel in art, and then make Dad happy.

"Ning Fei." Lin Qiao raised his head to look at him, and said to him solemnly, "Let's go to the hospital and return the kite to him. And these shoes." Lin Qiao looked down at Yan Ning again Not the shoes on the feet, "Go and say goodbye to Brother Yuanhao."

Ning Fei glanced at Lin Chi, Yuan Hao, Yuan Hao, Yuan Hao!Why does Lin Chen always talk about raising yuan!The clenched fist was loosened and then clenched again, Ning Fei lowered his head and then raised his head, suddenly smiled with relief, "Okay, let's go to the hospital to return his things."

"En!" Lin Chen nodded happily, and stretched out his hand to Ning Fei, "Let's go."

Ning Fei glanced at the hand that Lin Qiao stretched out without any scruples, feeling both lucky and disappointed in her heart, glad that she didn't confess her feelings to Lin Qiao on the spur of the moment, otherwise Lin Qiao wouldn't be so generous to hold hands with her at this moment, I was also disappointed that I would never have the chance to explain to Lin Qiu again, so I could only hide my feelings deeply.

Ning Fei took Lin Qiu's hand and led him down the stairs, "Lin Qiu, promise me one thing, okay?"

"You said."

Ning Fei stopped on the steps, Lin Qiao was still one step above him, he saw that Ning Fei stopped, so he stopped too and waited to hear what Ning Fei had to say.Ning Fei looked up at the dark sky, without looking back, and said to the sky, "Can you not forget me?"

Lin Qiao looked at the back of Ning Fei's head, and thought of the stubborn back of Ning Fei's head that Ning Fei showed to himself when he was playing the piano alone in the classroom, and the gentle back of his head that he left for himself behind his back, and now, in Lin Qiao Now Ning Fei looks a little lonely with the back of his head.Lin Chi nodded, and after nodding, he realized that Ning Fei couldn't see him. He cleared his throat and said in the loudest voice, "Ning Fei, I will never forget you!"

The silence of the night brought an echo effect to the resounding reassurance. Ning Fei looked back at Lin Qu with a smile and told him, "Me too. I will always remember you."

Lin Chen smiled at him, and scratched Ning Fei's palm jokingly, "Let's go. Let's return Brother Yuan Hao's things, and then say goodbye to him."

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