beyond the dawn

Mu Xi who fell asleep was taken to the guest room by Mu Jing and the steward, while Yu Wenxin was left where he was.It's not that he doesn't want to be with Mu Xi, it's just that his heart is in a mess now, and he doesn't know how to face it, so he can only keep a distance temporarily.

The memory that was lost is already very vivid, and those scenes are as if they just happened yesterday—the encounter with Xiaoxi, he called himself Awen when he opened his mouth; the relationship with Xiaoxi, the path they walked together , the flowers I have seen; the parting with Xiaoxi, the nostalgia between each other, the vows from the mouth of the child; and the faces of the parents when the disaster happened.

The "Xiao Xi" who haunted the whole room before disappeared with Mu Xi taking the necklace away, and the whole room became extremely quiet.Looking at the empty room, Yu Wenxin remembered the scene when his memory was just sealed.

Because I had some conflicts with "that man" on the train, and because I hit my head when I jumped off the train, I passed out on the spot.He was rescued by the grandfather who came later, and then the grandfather sealed his memory before he woke up.It's just that grandpa didn't know the origin of the necklace, he just thought it was a decoration for fun, so he didn't care too much.

After the young self woke up, he didn't pay much attention to the fact that he had no memory, but only occasionally asked questions curiously.But for some reason, auditory hallucinations often occur, as if there are always voices circling in my ears, repeating a certain word over and over again.The feeling was very strong, but I couldn't understand what the words were saying. After a long time, I couldn't stand it anymore, and often cried.

Because I was still injured at the time, my grandfather and the steward were by my side, so they naturally noticed my abnormality.At that time, grandpa often hugged himself and hummed ditties, coaxing himself, and whenever this happened, his emotions would become calm.Then one day, the vague voice disappeared along with the necklace he had been wearing all the time.

I also asked my grandfather, and my grandfather only said that if he lost the necklace, he would lose it, and it was not a valuable thing anyway.At that time, I was still a child, and I didn't have any obsession with things, so I forgot about the necklace after a while.As for those hazy voices, I felt relieved when they disappeared, and I didn't ask any more questions.

Thinking about it now, those hazy voices at that time were all because of the necklace, and that voice was the elves calling Xiaoxi's name.Although my memory was sealed by my grandfather, but the breath of myself and Xiaoxi remained on the necklace, so the voices of the elves could still be heard vaguely.

When Yu Wenxin was in a daze, footsteps sounded behind him, and Yu Wenxin turned around to see that it was the uncle in charge.

"Young Master, the Patriarch is waiting for you in the main hall." The steward bowed to Yu Wenxin, then turned sideways and stretched out his hand to signal Yu Wenxin to go this way.Yu Wenxin thought about it for a while, and then followed. Some things really need to be confirmed with grandpa.

Before Yu Wenxin stepped out of the room, the old steward still wanted to lead the way, but as soon as he moved, Yu Wenxin walked to the front like a gust of wind.It would be a lie to say that there was no doubt, but Yu Wenxin's expression was too harsh, making the old steward not know how to speak, so he had to lead the crowd to follow behind.As he walked, he found that Yu Wenxin was headed in the main hall, and the old steward understood.

When he was approaching the main hall gate, the steward stopped and waited outside.It's not that Yu Wenling's grandfather and grandson want to say something he can't hear, it's just that the grandfather and grandson meet, so it's better not to bother them.

Before entering the door, Yu Wenxin saw Yu Wenling, who was staring at the picture of "Treading Snow and Looking for Plum Blossoms" hanging on the wall in a daze.Yu Wenxin remembers that the painting was drawn by his mother, who likes to draw and has a very high level of painting.During the trip when she met Xiaoxi, her mother also drew many pictures of Xiaoxi walking hand in hand with her, but unfortunately, because of her willfulness, those paintings were all destroyed in the accident.If I knew something would happen, let alone painting, my parents would not be allowed to go on that trip.

Grandpa's hair is a little whiter than when he saw him last time, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes have deepened a bit.His waist and back did not show the rickets of ordinary old people, but he stood upright, especially energetic.

"grandfather."

After hearing the voice, Yu Wenling withdrew his gaze from looking at the painting, and rubbed his temples with his hands.When people are old, they tend to get tired after watching something for a long time.Looking back and seeing a tall boy, Yu Wenling was stunned. It was only three years since he saw him, and the boy had grown taller again.

"Long time no see, you have grown taller."

"Yeah, it's been three years." Yu Wenxin walked over and helped Yu Wenling to sit down.Although he didn't feel that Yuwen Ling was so old that he needed someone to help him, but now that he was a head taller than his grandfather, Yuwen Ling had to look up at him when talking, which was inappropriate even thinking about it.So it is more comfortable for everyone to sit down and talk.

"Three years, grandpa hasn't come to see you for so long, you don't hate grandpa, do you?"

"Where is it, grandpa has done so much for me, and I am too late to be grateful, so how can I hate you?"

"You..." I don't know if Yu Wenxin's tone was too calm, or he didn't show the slightest curiosity about the things in the room, Yu Wenling felt a bit inconsistent, "Have you recovered your memory?"

Yu Wenxin looked away from Yu Wenling, stood up and stood facing the picture of "Treading the Snow and Looking for Plum Blossoms", "Yes, I have recovered. I remembered it all."

Yu Wenling finally knew where the violation was. Yu Wenxin's memory was erased by himself. Even if he stayed in Mu's house for a while, he knew everything he should know about the other world, but according to his personality, seeing Yu Wenling should have confirmed it as soon as possible.But he didn't, but greeted himself normally. "Are you blaming grandpa?"

Hearing this, Yu Wenxin looked back at Yu Wenling suddenly, "Why, grandpa was thinking of me, afraid that I would be too young to bear the pain. I understand what grandpa did, but grandpa didn't give me a chance to choose If I had to choose, I would rather live with pain, at least I could tell myself to cherish what I cherish.”

"..." Yu Wenling looked at his grown-up grandson, unable to say a word.He admits that he is a dereliction of duty father, but also a dereliction of duty grandfather.When my daughter Yu Wenmeng was still alive, I was always busy with work and neglected to take care of her. After my grandson was born, I was taken on a trip by the couple, and I didn't do many things that my grandfather should do.

It wasn't until something happened that I realized that my so-called pampering Mengmeng and giving her absolute freedom were actually letting Mengmeng go, and I used work as an excuse to escape from Mengmeng.As for the young child left behind by the two, I chose to escape from him again, placing the child in the comfort zone I thought was safe, but completely forgot that the child also has his own thoughts and choices he wants.

As if guessing that his grandfather was blaming himself, Yu Wenxin sat back in his chair and looked sincerely at the elderly man opposite him, "Grandpa, I think it is necessary to tell you what happened back then."

"Huh?" It was after Yuwenmeng's life was detected that Yuwenling was dying, Yuwenling brought people to the scene, and the memory of the only survivor was erased by him, so he still doesn't know the facts back then. I don't even know how his daughter left. His father is really dereliction of duty.

"Back then, the three of us went on a trip. On the way back, the train had an accident and crashed into a tunnel. It was an accident. My parents did it to protect me..." Yu Wenxin paused, as if digesting his own words , "Although a man came later and said something, as if it was aimed at me, but the accident has nothing to do with him."

"Accidental?"

"Yes, it was really an accident."

"..." In fact, Yu Wenling had imagined many conspiracy theories before, so he resolutely placed Yu Wenxin in the world of watches. Now that it was an accident, he didn't understand what he had been careful all these years.

"Grandpa, what's the matter with you looking for Xiaoxi this time?" After talking about his parents, Yu Wenxin turned to Mu Xi. After being away for so many years, he doesn't know anything about the current situation of the other world.But Mu Xi is very strong, so strong that Yu Wenling needs to be afraid, he can still see this.

The topic changed a bit quickly, which caught Yu Wenling a little by surprise, and he was stunned for a long time before replying, "Ah, Xiaoxi. Didn't someone in the Mu family look for trouble two days ago? I couldn't find Zongyuan for those people, so I planned to call Xiaoxi Xi came over to ask. And you're back too, so let's come along along the way."

"That's it?" Yu Wenxin obviously didn't believe it, the timing was too coincidental.

"Of course it's also because he came back this time, and his power is a little violent. I always need to confirm it." Yu Wenling was really worried about Mu Xi, after all, his own ability nullification would not work on Mu Xi.That is to say, once Mu Xi goes berserk, I can't bear him.But on the other hand, since he has a good relationship with Mu Xi and knows Mu Xi's temper, he will naturally not take the initiative to harm others.This kind of tangled and uncontrollable matter made him very embarrassed, so it was understandable to ask Mu Xi to confirm.

Yu Wenxin looked at his grandfather, the wrinkles on his face were evidence that he had done everything for the "neighborhood committee", but for his family, this grandfather was dereliction of duty.From the meaning of the old steward and Mu Xi's attitude towards Yu Wenling, Xiao Xi and his grandfather should have a very good relationship, or it can be said that they are friends who have forgotten the year.But grandpa doesn't have the slightest trust in Xiaoxi?

Seeing that Yuwenxin didn't speak, Yuwenling probably realized something, walked up to Yuwenxin and patted him on the shoulder, "Xiaoxi and I are friends, so I have absolute trust in him. But I'm also the president of the neighborhood committee , I have the responsibility to protect the inner world. So don't blame grandpa for being ruthless."

"how come."

"You should have a good rest. You have just recovered your memory, and your strength has probably returned. You need to rest well both physically and mentally." Yuwen Ling was about to leave after finishing his speech, and Xiaoxi also needed to go to see his grandson's problem.

Yu Wenxin wanted to say something else, but looked at Yu Wenling's back and hesitated to speak.I love Xiaoxi, whether it was ten years ago or now, but now that the memory came back, I know that the person who made Xiaoxi suffer was probably the man who appeared in the carriage at that time.And Xiaoxi's mother's death was related to that man, so could it be related to him?If he hadn't met himself, would Xiaoxi not have encountered these things, and would Aunt Tong not have died?

He himself has never regretted meeting Xiaoxi for a moment, even if that man had appeared in front of his parents' dead body and said arrogant words, he has never regretted even a little bit.But what about Xiaoxi?What would Xiaoxi think, did Xiaoxi regret meeting and falling in love with her?

During these days of being in love with Xiaoxi, he thought that he knew his lover well enough, but Xiaoxi would occasionally hide something from him, now that he knew it was about the inner world, he naturally understood.But during the time she returned to the other world, Xiao Xi not only forgot about herself, the first thing she did when she woke up was to meet that man.No matter why Xiaoxi went to meet that man, in his subconscious mind, that man was more important.

Whether it is fate or evil is just each other's opinion after all.

The author has something to say:

There is no pitfall, it’s just that I’m not in a good mood recently because of the three-dimensional thing, and I can’t write words...

I feel emmm when I barely code it out...

Well, that's it anyway

By the way, the next chapter, I'm ready to finish...

Probably it will come out this week...

Extra episode... After all, no one reads it, so I won't write it...