beyond the dawn

When Mu Xi opened his eyes, he saw an unfamiliar ceiling. He reacted for a second before remembering that he passed out in the "neighborhood committee".But it might be a bit too much to say that I passed out. To be precise, I fell asleep because I was too tired.

Sensing the sight from the side, Mu Xi turned his head to the side and saw Mu Jing and You Lu, the worry of the two was self-evident, "Dad, boss." As he spoke, Mu Xi propped himself up and sat up, wondering how long he had slept ?The body is actually a little sour.

During the time when Mu Xi was asleep, Mu Jing thought about a lot of questions to ask Mu Xi, but when Mu Xi woke up, she didn't know how to speak, and just looked at him blankly.Mu Xi seemed to see that Mu Jing was hesitating to speak, or maybe he wanted to say it himself, so he turned to look at You Lu, "Boss, I have something to tell my dad, you should avoid it first."

Mu Xi was not asking, You Lu naturally understood, and after saying yes, he left the room.There were only father and son left in the room, Mu Jing looked at Mu Xi with complicated eyes, not knowing what his son wanted to say to him.Mu Xi built a space between the two. Although there were only two of them in the room, what he wanted to talk about was family affairs after all, and even if there was only a little bit of it, he might not want outsiders to hear it.

Mu Xi rubbed her fingers, thinking about where to start, but after much deliberation, she still didn't know the point.When I was struggling, I caught a glimpse of the necklace on the bed and reached for it, "Dad, this necklace?"

Mu Jing was waiting for him to speak, but he didn't expect such a sentence, and he didn't react for a while, "Ah? Oh, the necklace. You just kept holding it, so you brought it here." Seeing that Mu Xi's lips were a little dry, Mu Jing Go to the side and pour a glass of water to Mu Xi.Mu Xi took the water and drank it in one gulp, as if she had made up her mind, she raised her head to meet Mu Jing's gaze.

"Dad, I think I need to tell you what happened ten years ago."

"Well, tell me, I'll listen."

Mu Xi held the pendant of the necklace, took a deep breath, and began to talk about what happened ten years ago.From meeting Yu Wenmeng and Yu Wenxin, the two mothers are so happy to reunite after a long absence, how excited they are to introduce their children to each other, and how natural the two children are from strangers to friends.As well as the promises made between children and mothers when they parted, Yu Mujing listened to everything in detail.

Later, when it came to the day of the accident, I was looking forward to seeing Yu Wenxin at the banquet, and then introducing it to my dad.But the man named Xun suddenly appeared, said a lot of things he didn't understand, and finally told himself that Ah Wen was dead and he would never see him again.The expectation that he was full of was poured cold water in an instant, and he became murderous towards that man.

But wearing the bracelet made by his mother on his hand, the killing intent was suppressed, and he ran away with a surge of energy and blood.Lian Xun didn't notice that he was being bounced away, he just kept brewing his own strength.Before the outbreak, his mother hugged him, his sense of smell was taken back before his sight, his mother's smell brought back his reason, and his strength was gradually suppressed.But my mother stayed by her side for too long when her power was gone, and she was seriously injured.

"I regained my sanity, but my mother had her last breath. She looked at me and smiled as softly as ever. I realized that my mother was hurt, although I had never seen what it was like to die. , but at that time I knew that my mother was dying. I wanted to save her, but I couldn’t lift my hand, and my consciousness gradually became blurred. In the end, I could only watch the last light in my mother’s eyes disappear. It’s all because of me, it’s all because of me... ..."

From the moment he talked about his mother appearing beside him who was running away, Mu Xi was choked up, and in the end he couldn't cry.Mu Jing moved her seat, hugged Mu Xi and hugged her in her arms, "Xie'er, you can't blame yourself, mom protects you because she loves you."

"I...know. Mom...she...loves me very...but..." Mu Xi said while crying, unable to utter a complete sentence.Mu Jing patted his back lightly, waiting for him to calm down slowly.Mu Jing was not surprised at all when he heard the facts ten years ago.

The friend I made back then was the grandson of the neighborhood committee, and Yu Wenmeng was still an old friend of myself and Yutong. It is not difficult for the mother and son to surprise themselves.Yutong saw that Xi'er ran away with power and wanted to protect him. In addition to hugging him to restore his sanity, he probably used his ability to suppress Xi'er's runaway power, which is not difficult to guess.The only thing I can't understand is Ye, why did he show up, and he didn't complain about being locked up by himself all these years.

"Xie'er, when you went to see that estate, did he say anything?"

Mu Xi has gradually regained his composure, sniffed his nose, hugged his father and acted like a baby, "He said that he is an observer, above the surface world and the inner world, observing these two worlds. I discovered when I was born It took me a while to find me, and then he wanted to take me as his own. However, I had an appointment with Ah Wen, so he went to find Ah Wen first, and witnessed the accident on the train that Ah Wen's family was riding on. Later, I was provoked and made up a lie that Ah Wen was dead."

"Wait." The more Mu Jing listened, the more confused she became, she pulled Mu Xi away and looked at his face, "What is your own, what is already an appointment, aren't they all boys? You confused Dad."

Mu Xi's face was full of tears, with an innocent face, "Can't we all be boys?"

Mu Xi's innocent face makes Mu Jing feel that he is a person with a dirty mind, can't he?Letting go of Mu Xi's arm, Mu Jing rubbed her fingers, "It's not impossible, but why did he say that he wants to take you as his own, Xi'er is my son, where is his."

"Puff." Mu Xi still had tears in the corners of his eyes, and now he couldn't help laughing again, making people feel at a loss. "Dad, Xie said that my strength is the purest he has ever seen, and what he said about loving me was just looking forward to my strength."

"What, love?" Before Mu Xi finished speaking, Mu Jing was furious. What kind of thing is he, he actually said that he loves my Xi'er, "I'm going to tear his mouth apart. Let's see if he dares to say it." like."

"dad……"

"I don't care, you are my son, the baby of me and Yutong, what kind of love, liking, promise, I don't allow it. And that Awen you mentioned, fortunately he is dead, dare to kidnap me Son, if you don't die, you will be beaten to death by me." Mu Jing said agitatedly, and became a little unscrupulous.

"Dad! It's not right for you to say that. How can you say that people are still alive?" Mu Xi naturally knew why Mu Jing said such things, but it was always wrong to say so.

"I'm sorry, I just..."

"And, Ah Wen is not dead. As I said just now, the story of Ah Wen's death was fabricated by Ye. Ah Wen is alive and well, and you have seen it, Dad."

"Have I seen it? I don't know any grandson from the neighborhood committee..." Mu Jing was halfway through speaking, and suddenly thought of something, "Yu Wenxin?"

Mu Xi nodded in agreement. His father was concerned, but he was confused. Although he didn't mention Yu Wenxin's name, he had already mentioned the neighborhood committee and Yu Wenmeng. He could guess that Ah Wen was Yu Wenxin by just thinking about it. How could he not know? Woolen cloth.

"What happened between you and him in the watch world?" Thinking of Yu Wenxin, Mu Jing thought of his unusual concern for Xi'er, and also thought of Xi'er's agreement with that Ah Wen, and had some bad premonitions.

Mu Xi told Mu Jing about Yu Wenxin's amnesia and Wanshiwu's suspicion of Shan Jiahang's identity, and then he became acquainted with the two and fell in love with Yu Wenxin.Watching the expression on her father's face change little by little, Mu Xi was both funny and distressed, she still made her father worry.

"That means you are already lovers." After listening to Mu Xi's narration, Mu Jing frowned and asked as if confirming.

"Well." Mu Xi did not deny that the two people were indeed lovers at that time, but the situation is different now, and he has not yet decided what to do next.

"In the future." Mu Jing paused, bit her lower lip, "If you still want to be together, I may not stop it, but I will definitely not support it. You are the treasure of my Mu family, I don't want you to be robbed Let's go, and I don't want you to be wronged. Yu Wenxin is the grandson of Chairman Yuwen, and he is likely to be the next chairman of the neighborhood committee. Will his family allow him to be with a boy?"

"Dad... I can't imagine what will happen to us in the future. Putting aside the situation you said, Dad, as far as I am concerned, when I think of what happened back then, how should I face him? Although the whole thing has nothing to do with him , but the matter started from him, and my mother died because of it, can I be with him with peace of mind?" Mu Xi has wiped away the tears, but now his face is calm.

Mu Jing pulled Mu Xi over, pressed a kiss on his forehead, and then hugged Mu Xi into her arms, "Xi'er, although I said I would not support you two being together, I will always support you in choosing happiness. Although Dad Very selfish, I hope you will stay by my side forever, always just my baby. Besides, you can’t blame anyone for your mother’s death, and you should not take the responsibility on yourself. You have the right to pursue happiness. Mom also hopes that you will become be happy."

"I know, I know, but I can't forget my mother's eyes at the end. She didn't blame me at all, but she can blame me, if I can control myself..."

"Xi'er!" Feeling that Mu Xi's emotions were slowly getting out of control again, Mu Jing interrupted him decisively, "Xi'er, do you remember why your mother named you Xi?" Mu Xi nodded. I was also asked about my mother's afterimage.

"Mom wants us Xi'er to always have hope, instead of holding on to the past and complaining." Mu Jing pulled Mu Xi away and pressed her forehead against Mu Xi's forehead, "Xi'er, don't give up hope, even if you are in the fog now Here, as long as there is hope, the sun will always shine in.”

"En." Mu Xi recalled what his mother said before. His father said the same thing as his mother. Should it be said that the husband and wife have the same heart, or are their wishes only their own?

The problem here has been solved, and the rest is Yu Wenxin's follow-up. Mu Xi hasn't figured out how to face them, especially Yu Wenxin.Can I really stand beside him happily?Although the death of his parents had nothing to do with Xie, let alone him, even if he recovered his memory, he wouldn't blame himself.Like he said, the past was important, but the present is even more important.The problem lies in myself, can I accept him with peace of mind?

Although they were in good health, President Yuwen insisted on keeping them in the neighborhood committee to recuperate. Naturally, they couldn't refuse, so they stayed.In the next few days, Mu Xi was very nervous and was preparing to meet Yu Wenxin, but he never came to see her.Old man Yuwen came here a few times and said some innocuous words, but he could see that the meaning of the words was clear, and old man Yuwen was afraid of his power.Probably also wanted to find out the identity of the person who came to make trouble that day.

Of course, Mu Xi would not reveal the identity of the observer, because there are too many involvements in it, and telling the neighborhood committee will only increase troubles in vain.Facing Yu Wenling, Mu Xi only said, "I can completely control my power now, even if there are occasional leaks, it is also within my control. It will not cause harm to the inner world."

Now that Mu Xi said so, Yu Wenling naturally didn't ask any more questions, just thought that Mu Xi was here to play, and entertained him with delicious food and drink.On the fifth day, Mu Xi couldn't stay any longer, and Mu Wen also sent someone to ask the Patriarch to go back.The three of them resigned from Yu Wenling and prepared to go back, but they were stopped when they reached the door.Mu Xi looked back, it was Yu Wenxin.

"Xiao Xi." Yu Wenxin trotted two steps and came to Mu Xi's side, hesitant to speak.Seeing him like this, Mu Xi said something to his father, and dragged Yu Wenxin to the next tree to build a private space again.

"Ah Xin, long time no see." Mu Xi scratched his head and smiled embarrassedly, "It's too exaggerated to say that we won't see each other, I just met two days ago."

Hearing Mu Xi say his name, Yu Wenxin's eyes widened in shock, and he hugged Mu Xi, "Do you remember?"

"Yeah. I remembered, I remembered everything." In fact, Yu Wenxin didn't come to see him for a few days, he thought a lot and made up his mind, and now he was calm. "Your memory has probably recovered, too?"

Yu Wenxin let go of Mu Xi slowly, looked down at his feet, and muttered yes.

"After all, you entered that room, so it's strange if you don't remember it." Mu Xi smiled, but couldn't feel the warmth, "Ah Xin, are you hesitating these days?"

Yu Wenxin finally raised his head and looked at Mu Xi, "Yes, very hesitant. I'm afraid you don't want to see me."

"Don't you want to see me?" Mu Xi said very flatly, neither questioning nor blaming, as if he was talking about something unrelated to him, which made Yu Wenxin very uneasy.So he grabbed Mu Xi's arm subconsciously, "No, I don't want to see you, I want to see you every moment!"

"Ah Xin, I'm sorry." Mu Xi looked straight at Yu Wenxin, and every word was very clear.

Yu Wenxin heard it clearly and thought clearly, but he was reluctant to let go of Mu Xi's hand. "Why did Xiaoxi say sorry? It's not Xiaoxi's fault. Xiaoxi doesn't need to say sorry."

Seeing Yu Wenxin's injured expression, Mu Xi felt extremely distressed. He admitted that he was a coward and didn't have the courage to accept Ah Xin's passionate love with peace of mind.After hesitating for a long time, Mu Xi stretched out her hand tremblingly, cupped Yu Wenxin's face, and kissed his lips.The kiss remained on the surface like a superficial kiss, but it lasted a long time.This is Mu Xi's farewell to Yu Wenxin, and also his reluctance to him.

"Ah Xin, I love you." When Mu Xi let go of Yu Wenxin, she whispered in his ear.After finishing speaking, he left without looking back, leaving only Yu Wenxin standing there blankly, and tears fell for a long time.

Not long after returning to Mu's house, Mu Xi had a long talk with Mu Jing all night, and told him about his decision—to take Xun away.Mu Jing was very puzzled by his decision and kept asking why.

After thinking about it, Mu Xi told her father, "Dad, I can't forget it, and I don't want to forget it. Looking at Xi, I can keep reminding me of what happened that afternoon ten years ago. I can't just accept happiness with peace of mind. "

"Xiaoxi, didn't I say..."

Before Mu Jing finished speaking, Mu Xi interrupted, "I know, I hope, I haven't forgotten. I will set a time limit for this self-punishment, and my mother doesn't want me to be immersed in sadness all the time."

"What about Yu Wenxin?"

"I don't even know what the future will hold, so how can I promise him the future?"

Both the father and the son fell into silence. Yes, no matter whether it is a psychological obstacle or a physical obstacle, it is too difficult for these two people to be together.Although I don't support it myself, I still feel it's a pity, but Xier chose to leave with Ye, I was a hundred unhappy in my heart, but I could only support it.Most parents are like this, while contradictory, while praying for the happiness of their children.

Not long after making the decision, Mu Xi took Xun to leave, and the Mu family, Wanshiwu, and Yu Wenxin all came to see him off.Mu Xi thought, maybe his father had notified him to come over.

"You're here."

"Ah."

"I'm leaving."

"Ah."

"Are you going to stay here?"

"No, I discussed it with my grandpa. The neighborhood committee doesn't need me to do anything, let alone inherit it. I'll stay in Watch World. I'll go back with Jiahang in a few days."

"That's it."

"I will wait for you."

"Actually not."

"I'll wait."

Yu Wenxin spoke firmly, and Mu Xi couldn't bear to refute, and finally smiled at him, walked to the side of the village, and the two got in the car and left.

Su Yi couldn't bear to part with it, she cried till she was covered with rain, and murmured on Tang Chen's body, "Why does Xiaoxi have to leave? Doesn't he hate that person, why are you still with him? Huh..."

Hearing what she said, Mu Jing felt that maybe they all had such doubts, so he just said lightly, "He just wanted to punish himself." After finishing speaking, he went back.The remaining group of people seem to understand but do not understand, but Yu Wenxin understands that Xiaoxi is still too gentle, he doesn't want to hurt others, so he chooses to hurt himself.

Mu Xi was sitting on the co-pilot, holding a necklace inlaid with maple leaves in his hand, leaning on the seat and looking out the window, and Xun looked at him from time to time while driving.

"Ye."

"Ok?"

"Three years."

"what?"

"I'll give you three years to stay by my side. After three years, I won't see you again."

"hope?"

Mu Xi closed her eyes and stopped answering.The scenery outside the window is constantly changing, and a round of tomorrow hangs among the mountains and mountains in the distance, emitting a shining light.

The author has something to say: that's the end~ The last chapter is a long one.

I'm a cookie, right?I didn't abuse me, did I?

I've watched too many sad manga recently, and I feel that none of what I wrote is cruel.

It's not cruel, it's just a little bit of beating, haha.

See you next time, if there is a chance.