Suicide

I especially want to ask Xu Rouying where she got the bad idea to let my mother marry that scumbag Zhang Guangji, a pervert and a criminal, which made their previous generation separated and the next generation in dire straits.This question has been a question I have been asking for a long time, so the moment when the tone is too ferocious, it seems that I am very angry. In fact, I am not angry. After all, it was a long time ago. Now that I have Tang Xiyue, I have no other requirements.

But Xu Rouying cried a lot and kept apologizing, saying that her mother's parents were so hard-pressed and had no choice but to choose marriage after weighing the pros and cons. I asked coldly: Why did you choose Zhang Guangji?To choose such a cruel person.

Because he is Xiaobai's elder brother, thinking that you will live a happier life in the future,

In fact, I knew the answer a long time ago, and I just liked this kind of heart-piercing pleasure when I asked it.

I used an almost flat tone to roughly talk about the experiences of these years. Zhou Tinger had an unimaginable expression on her face, so I had to stop in embarrassment. I knew where my embarrassment came from. The bitterness and bitterness of the past are contested, and no one can openly expose his ugly scars to others, just like a man with a small penis who dare not go to a public bath to scrub his back.So I said: Actually, it’s all old things, there’s no need to say any more. My mother missed you very much before she was alive. Even the remains were taken away in a hurry before they could be collected.Just try your best, don't be too forceful, Zhang Guangji may have already thrown her to feed the fish.If that's the case, you don't have to be hard on yourself, it's not your fault.

I'm leaving. I'm studying in the UK now, and I don't have much time. I'll come to see you after I graduate. Take care of your health and don't disrupt your life because of my sudden appearance. I said these words in a duplicity. I know better than anyone that I will never come back.

Then I took Tang Xiyue's hand and turned around to leave.I expected Xu Rouying to ask to stay, but she didn't, she was only immersed in her own sadness.Xu Rouying let go of me just like she let go of my mother back then.It turns out that women can be so ruthless!

I actually want to tell her that my lover is Tang Xiyue, and tell her my vision for the future life. I haven't seen Zhan Zhiling for a long time, and I will never see her again!But I saw Xu Rouying.From the beginning to the end, she didn't give me a hug, and she confessed by herself on the side of the table, and I felt embarrassed while talking.

Suddenly, I feel that there is no substance that will not perish. Time is like bacteria, permeating people from the inside to the outside without realizing it. Although the surface may still maintain the temperature, there is already nothing inside!

The author has something to say:

I don't have the strength to write any more!After being separated for so long, I hope we can all grow up and not be so extreme!

Chapter 22 contains nothing!