Suicide

"Tang Xiyue! How much do you love me? You have come to tease my heartstrings again and again. If I really hug you out of control, your life will be destroyed in the future. I dare not be the culprit. You do you know?"

"How much do I love you? I love you to death! Do you believe me?" Tang Xiyue said these words almost gritting her teeth.

I heard the answer I wanted, grinned weakly and said, "Yes! You will love me to death. And that's what I don't want to see." I saw her confused With an uneasy expression, he raised his hand to her to signal her to come over!

"Help me up," I said weakly.

She immediately put her arms around my waist, grabbed my hands and helped me to sit on the bed.

I turned my back to her, took off my coat, paused for a few seconds and took off my shirt.I didn't look at Tang Xiyue's expression, nor did I have the heart to figure out what she was thinking, but I just said expressionlessly: "Please unbutton me."For a long time, Tang Xiyue didn't do anything, I finally asked: Is it good-looking?You are the only one who has seen it. I didn't want to show it to you, but I think you are the person I love the most, and I don't want to hide anything from you.You will take care of me all my life!Is it right?

"I swear, I will take care of you all my life, all my life. You have to trust me." Tang Xiyue said with a slight cry.

"I believe in you!" I blurted out firmly.

"Does it look good?"

"It's beautiful!" Tang Xiyue's hand slowly comforted my back, which was as thin as a cicada's wing, and she said with distressed heart, "Will it hurt?"

"No, it's just that the heart will beat uncontrollably when you are excited, and then you may go into a temporary shock, as long as you are careful not to get too excited, you will be fine. Don't worry!" Do you want to take a closer look?I asked tentatively.

You can vaguely see the beating heart, and the skin on the back is red. You can sink a small spot by lightly tapping with your fingers, and you can also vaguely see the outlines of other organs.Pretty and pitiful, right?I asked Tang Xiyue.

She didn't answer, just stretched out her hands and hugged me from behind!I heard her sobbing, and I said comfortingly: "It's the super power my mother left me. It is said that I can get love. Look! Didn't this get you? I smiled."

"Why is this happening?" Tang Xiyue's sudden serious tone made me serious.

"It didn't develop well when I was in the mother's womb, so it was a little deformed. Fortunately, it was on the back. If it was on the face, would you not love me?"

"Love! I love you no matter what! I will find a good job as soon as I graduate, and I won't let you suffer a little bit of grievance. We are together every day, and we will never be apart for the rest of our lives!"

I said a little sensationally: Thank you!Moon!

She kissed my neck from behind, and I suddenly had a mischievous thought, so I said slowly: Will you still kiss me to death like today?After speaking, turn around and check her expression!

Tang Xiyue didn't seem to have thought about this, and she replied solemnly: "As long as you stay by my side, I will be very happy, and we don't need to take risks to do other things!" I was a little moved by her , she raised her head and kissed her shy lips, and did not let go after kissing for a long time, but she was afraid that I would faint when I was a little excited, so she patted my back lightly, I was a little dumbfounded.He lightly kissed her lips and scolded "Fool"!

She looked at my slightly red face, and said solemnly: It's okay!Maybe you are too sensitive to my touch now, so let's discuss this kind of thing in the long run, and don't rush it for a while.

I nodded helplessly, and said shamelessly: Then you help me put on my clothes. It's been so long, and I'm so cold when you see me.As I said that, I shivered involuntarily.

She immediately picked up the clothes and put them on for me. She also took the quilt and covered my body. She also stuck to the quilt. I was a little surprised at her dressing speed, with a suspicious expression on her face. , "You don't often dress for others, do you?" I couldn't help asking, and I finished dressing for me without blushing and heartbeat, am I not good-looking?So you are so restless!

"Don't think too much! I will never be separated from you. Some things don't have to start now. Also, don't doubt yourself. There are so many men and women in the world. I only love your appearance."

really!Time still changes human nature.Where would we say such affectionate words before.It's just that I became the lively Tang, and Tang became the silent me.

I feel lucky to be able to get Tang Xiyue's love, the only fly in the ointment is that I am half disabled and cannot engage in any strenuous sports, including what every lover must do.If I don't love Tang Xiyue too much, then her touch won't make me too excited, maybe we can still have a romantic relationship, but I love her too much, I can't control the excitement at all, if I do it my own way , then I will definitely die on the bed with a heart attack.I can't bear to die now.

I used to be an ascetic, when a man and a woman made love, there was nothing else they could do but go back to their lives, but the woman was always the one who was hurt, both physically and nominally. condemn.

Now I have changed my mind.Even if Tang Xiyue can't be with me forever, I'm willing to give everything, even if I die on the bed, this is my selfishness.If I die for such a reason, Tang Xiyue may never forgive herself for the rest of her life.I can't be so selfish!If it were Tang Xiyue with my fragile body, then I would look at her like this, hold her hand, and occasionally kiss her mouth, and I could live happily ever after.I believe Tang Xiyue thinks like me too.