Suicide

Chapter 15 Studying in the UK Alone

Aunt Bai's mother, my grandma, offered to pay me to go abroad for a few years. I didn't know whether to refuse or accept it, so I didn't answer in a daze.The old lady's restrained demeanor eased slightly, and she said in a calm tone: You are the only descendant of the Zhang family, and you shouldn't be living outside, but my son will always think of those painful memories when he sees you, so he has to be wronged You disappeared, but I don’t want you to suffer and sleep outside, so I would like to give you a sum of money, a sum of money that is enough to let you live comfortably, and talk about the guilt of grandma’s neglect of you for so many years

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The only offspring?I asked in amazement, did Zhang Guangji not get married again in the past ten years?

Your father is not as heartless as you have ever seen!The old lady burst out these words with a mouthful of very real dentures.

I was still stunned by the past and didn't come back to my senses.Sticking to his celibacy to such an extent, Zhang Guangji either loves or hates him?It turned out that my extreme attitude was exactly the same as his.very good!Let's see who can last till the end.

I do!to study abroad!I skipped this off-topic topic.Everyone can't see anyone, so there won't be hatred, isn't it?I asked back.

The old lady's facial muscles moved, she couldn't tell whether it was a smile or a twitch, and said: "It's rare that you are so sensible and well-behaved. I thought you would scold me angrily, but I didn't expect that Fengrou would love you so clearly.

Speaking of Aunt Bai, I squinted my eyes a little, and said in a cold voice: I can't get Zhang Guangji's love, it's my bad luck, but with Aunt Bai, I don't care if I don't have anyone.I thank you, old lady, for fulfilling Aunt Bai's last words and taking care of me, so I must also fulfill my obligations, so that everyone will not be too tired.Every mother is so selfless for her children.Back then, Zhan Xiyue stayed in Zhang Guangji's clutches because of me. The Zhang family has nothing to do with me. Even if Zhang Guangji's blood is flowing in my body, it will not provoke him The indifferent family affection in the bones.Besides, my mother lied to him, I was not the kind of kid he wanted—a gay kid.As soon as he saw me, he remembered those times when he was deceived. No wonder he treated me with a gloomy attitude, he was also a victim.My mother was right in telling me not to hate him, even if he killed my mother.

So without a moment's delay, I left.I don't know if I should accept the Zhang family's money, but right now I have to, so I accept the card without pretension, it will make my life easier.

I went to the airport alone, boarded the plane alone, and thought in position alone.In the past 23 years, because of my withdrawn personality, I have not made a single friend, even if it is a single friend. Subconsciously, I am lonely, but it may be because I am used to it. I no longer like others to disturb my heart.Really, it's nice to be alone!Those who come and go without any attachment are like white clouds in the sky, which will disperse when the wind blows on that day.Isn't that what Tang Xiyue and I are like!

After a day and a night of flying, the plane was far away from Zhifan City, which has carried so much joy and sorrow for me.I traveled across the ocean several times, and came to a foreign country alone.It's not to forget anything, and there's no need to avoid anything, just to live a life that's not too stale and boring.

When I arrived at the school, I found that there were no so-called welcome staff. Foreign universities did not welcome new students as enthusiastically as domestic ones. In addition, we are foreign students, and there is a quota limit for foreign students, which makes it even more sparsely populated.Fortunately, I have never been too dependent on others, so I dragged my luggage and wandered towards the reporting office. After explaining the materials, I was led to the dormitory building.All the way without words.

My college is Goldsmiths College, which is affiliated to the University of London. It used to be a relatively famous university in London. After the [-]th century, it was merged into the current University of London.I am a student of the Academy of Social Sciences.

The buildings of the school have the old-fashioned atmosphere of the old British castle, and there are also modern-style teaching buildings. They all look magnificent and magnificent, without losing the spirit of a century-old famous school.

My dormitory building is light red wall gray, it looks like it has not been renovated in some years.The dormitory is painted white, with all the necessary daily facilities, sufficient light and good space.It seems that the old lady has also worked hard for my school.

My roommates haven't arrived yet, so after I take out all my luggage and put them away, I plan to go out for a stroll.It happened that another roommate came. I saw that she was struggling, so I asked her if she needed help. She was surprised at my friendliness. Seeing her hesitated, I was a little annoyed that I shouldn't talk too much, but she nodded immediately. I went up to get her bag, and when she had arranged everything, the other two roommates came, so we planned to go out together after everything was done.

My roommates are all relatively silent people with their own thoughts, and they seem to be more independent, which can be demonstrated from their words and deeds.It seems that no one can save my character in the shadows!

After about an hour, the roommates finally got their own little things done, so we went to find some food to fill our stomachs together.After all, the time difference between China and the UK is one afternoon.Everyone rushed to the cafeteria in a hurry. Although they were in a foreign country, they could eat a pleasant mouthful of their parents’ food. However, the Chinese food fried with British ingredients tasted a bit strange. It was better than drinking cheap British beer, eating burgers or weird food. The western food is much better.

I wasted three years of study time, so I should be the oldest in our dormitory, but the three of them all came to the University of London after graduation, so I am neither the oldest nor the youngest. I am the third, and one is Wang Zhi The girl with the same surname as mine was ranked first, the girl with the same surname as me named Zhang Ning was ranked second, and the girl who ranked fourth was named Meng Yan. After asking these questions, everyone stopped and didn't say anything more.Thinking that they will not have much connection with my life in the future, I didn't give any unnecessary descriptions of their appearance, in one word: they are not ugly.

I sort of settled down.Where did the Zhang family ask me to come out to play for a few years? They simply hoped that I would never return to Zhifan City. The [-] million balance on the card made me feel a little heavy.Unless something unexpected happens, I won't be able to spend all this money in my life, let alone Zhang Guangji's money, so I won't feel at ease after using it.

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