Just A Bit Obsessed

Alexander lay flat on the bed, watching Meera comb her hair before going to bed.She was only wearing a pair of panties, so his admiring eyes lingered on her proud curves.

"Honey," she said suddenly. "I ran into Christian this afternoon and invited him again."

Alexander's gaze snapped back to her face. "What?"

Mira was a little restless, shifting her weight from one foot to the next, looking at him cautiously. "Well, I thought you wouldn't mind. Wasn't the last experiment a success? He's not bad either."

Alexander had to let go of his mouth to speak.

"That's not what we set out to do," he said. "I thought we'd all agreed just this once."

Mira blushed and stared at her feet. "sorry."

"Excuse me? I made that very clear. You shouldn't make a decision without asking me."

Mira's eyes filled with tears, and Alexander gritted his teeth in annoyance.He hated tears, and he hated the farce.

He sighed. "When is he coming?"

Doorbell rang.

Mira smiled awkwardly. "Now?"

So good, simply fantastic.

Alexander leaned back on the pillow as Mira went to answer the door.He takes a look at himself - he's only wearing boxer shorts now - he wants to wear something more, but what's the point?

He folded his hands, his head resting on his arms, and stared at the door, his muscles tensed and ready to move.

Finally, Meera returned to the bedroom, her lips glued to Christian's mouth, her hands busy undressing him.

Meera kneaded Christian's round buttocks with her hands as she pulled Christian's panties off his narrow hips.Seeing all this, there was an uncomfortable feeling lingering in Alexander's heart.

Christian kept kissing Mira while opening his eyes and looking at Alexander.

Alexander stared back.

Christian guides her to the bed.Meera fell awkwardly on the mattress, a little out of breath, and Christian lay down beside her.He bent down and licked her trembling lower lip, while his eyes kept on looking at Alexander, as if to say: Did you see her trembling?

Alexander watched as Christian brushed his pink tongue over Mira's lips, and he felt a feeling of disgust spread from his stomach to his chest.

When Christian leaned forward to kiss her again, Alexander quickly covered Mila's fragrant lips with his own lips.

Christian's wet lips brushed his cheek. "You didn't say hello to me," he whispered almost inaudibly into his ear. "So rude."

Alexander stopped talking and looked at Christian.The tip of the latter's tongue poked out and wet his lips, and his face was very close.

"It's my turn." Christian bent down and kissed Mira again.Alexander didn't want to sit on the bench, so he kissed Mira's side of the face.Eyes closed, sucking, nibbling, down the curve of her cheek, past her chin, to the—

Alexander sucked on the plump lips and stuck his tongue into the other's mouth.a groan, and—

Alexander opened his eyes and found himself kissing Christian.

He pulled away sharply.

They stared at each other, panting.

"Oh, I know it was an accident, but it's so touching!" Mira said excitedly.Her voice seemed to come from far away. "Come on you two, do it again! Just for me?"

"I don't mind, honey, but I think your boyfriend would." Christian smiled slyly, and when he met Alexander's gaze, his eyes sparkled. "I think he's scared."

Christian's lips were moist and full.Alexander looked away. "I'm not afraid. I just don't want to do it." He wiped his mouth hard with the back of his hand, pulled Mira over, and continued to kiss her.

He felt Christian close to his ear and whispered softly.

"fraud."

The word shocked him, and the thought kept echoing in the back of his head even as he masturbated Mira.It was still running through Alexander's mind as he fucked Meera, and he was careful not to let Christian see her when Meera sucked Christian.

Alexander was still thinking about it when Christian left and Mira fell asleep.fraud.

fraud.

He got up and got out of bed, draped a blanket over his shoulders, and walked to the balcony.The cold November wind blew on his bare skin, his face and hands felt like needles had been pricked, and the chill crept up his spine.

fraud.

A memory from a long time ago that has never been forgotten hits.

fraud.The broken, hysterical scream of the mother.What followed was his father's excuses and vows that this was the last time and that it would never happen again.Of course the father lied.Every time.

Alexander was five years old when it first happened.He was awakened by the sound of cursing and sobbing from his parents' room.Confused and frightened, he climbed out of bed, tiptoed into the dark corridor, and opened the door inch by inch as quietly as possible.

"I'm sorry—I'm sorry," Edward Sheldon kept apologizing. "It just happened! I don't know why - I was so drunk I didn't know what I was doing -"

"But you're not drunk enough to fuck him hard!" his mother yelled, her lovely face bloodshot with excitement, her voice hoarse from crying. "Gay!" She hurled the vase at his father, but missed.The vase slammed into the wall and shattered, making Alexander wince and stare blankly at the shards on the floor. "Gay! Dead glass sucking man's dick!"

At that time, he didn't understand the meaning of these words, but as this kind of thing happened over and over again, the quarrel between the two became louder and more miserable, and more and more things were broken, and he also Gradually understand the meaning of these words.

He started living at Jared's house until Jared's parents finally took him in officially when he was 14 years old.Alexander's parents don't care about it: his father is too busy fucking other people to tell Tania how much he loves her, while his mother is a broken woman - broken by lies over and over again and unable to let go It was heartbreaking to leave a man who didn't deserve her love at all.

But Alexander didn't think it was love.Love is quiet, affectionate, and bonded, as between him and Mira.He's not obsessed with Mira, he's not crazy about her.If Mira cheated on him behind his back, he'd be... moderately upset, but he'd also tell her to leave and never come back.He'll get over it, he won't share his partner, but he'll never be a clingy, hysterical cripple like his mom.Tania was so obsessed with her husband that she couldn't let go, and couldn't see anyone else in her eyes.

Sometimes he didn't know which of them he despised more.

fraud.Christian's voice echoed in his mind again.

Alexander closed his eyes, breathing the cold air quietly.