That Alien Feeling

Adam always thought staring at a sleeping person was kind of weird.He never understood why anyone would do it.

This morning, though, Harry was snuggling up to him with his cheek against his chest.Looking at his sleeping face, Adam fully understood the emotion.He couldn't look away.Even if someone piled up all the money in the world, he probably wouldn't take a look at it.

Sleeping Harry is even cuter than usual.His porcelain-white skin was framed by thick black eyelashes and chestnut hair—and Adam's light brown chest.

He is maddeningly beautiful.

And he is his.

Yeah?There was a sarcastic voice in his subconscious that sounded a lot like Jack.You don't even know if his real name is Harry or not.You don't know him at all.Except for the fact that he has a fiancée at home.

Adam pursed his lips.

Indeed, there are still many things about Harry that people can't figure out.

It was hard to believe that Harry, who had always been such an innocent, could have lied—had lied to him for months.Who was Harry if he really wanted Adam's dick so much when he had a fiancée? (Adam, in turn, knowingly did the same thing. He always thought he wouldn't do something so bad.)

And, they had sex.that feeling...

Adam tried to ignore his little brother, who was so energetic early in the morning.He forced himself to examine the sexual incident with rational eyes.

He had been faintly feeling that something was wrong last night, but the blood was concentrated in his lower body, so he couldn't think.

It was so out of character for Harry to prepare himself for anal sex before going to bed.The same Harry who blushes at a few nasty words and doesn't even know what a prostate is.And Adam could only believe that Harry stretched and lubricated himself extremely well, and kept slippery throughout the whole process of making love, which made him feel good.Thinking about it this way, either Harry's innocent look is all fake; or...

Are there other options?

"Good morning."

Adam's eyes snapped back to Harry, who was blinking dazedly, with a soft, sleepy smile on his face.

God, Adam really wanted to eat him, from his sleeping hair to his flawless white toes.

"Morning," Adam cleared his throat slightly. "Did you sleep well?"

Harry nodded and yawned. "I haven't slept so soundly in a long, long time."

"That's good." Adam leaned down.

The alarm clock rang suddenly, and he paused in mid-air.

Damn, I still have to go to work.If he went to kiss Harry now, he would be late.

Sighing, Adam reluctantly pushed Harry's arms away from his body and rolled off the bed, stubbornly ignoring Harry's pursed mouth.

"I have to arrive at the company earlier than usual today," Adam said grimly, took out a pair of clean underwear, and hurried to the bathroom in the room.

Noticing the strange expression on Harry's face, he stopped. "How are you?"

Harry lowered his eyelashes. "I'm just... I'm already missing you. I don't want you to go." He laughed a few times and rubbed the back of his neck. "I know it's silly."

Adam wished he could laugh along and tell Harry that he was being stupid.But to be honest, subconsciously, he was still afraid that Harry would disappear again.No matter what, he couldn't make himself completely relieved. He still worried that when he came home at night, he would face an empty room.

"You're not stupid, little boy," Adam mocked to himself for being so clingy.If someone told him half a year ago that he would fall in love with someone so much, he would definitely call that person a lunatic. "I miss you too."

Harry smiled broadly at him.Adam had to force himself to look away and shuffled to the bathroom.God.He feels that he is a middle school boy who is just beginning to fall in love.What did this boy do to him?

When he came out of the bedroom clean and dressed for work, he found Harry in the kitchen, frowning at the refrigerator.

"There's nothing to eat," said Harry. "I just reheated leftover pizza from last night." He turned to Adam, puzzled. "Why is there no food at home?"

Adam didn't answer.He walked over to Harry and put his arms on the refrigerator, holding Harry between them.His lips pressed against Harry's.Harry opened his mouth tremblingly, as if longing.He sucked on Adam's tongue, and he hummed happily as the tender kiss grew erotic.It made Adam wonder how Harry would sound as he tried to suck his cock.He moaned and kissed Harry harder.

Someone cleared his throat.

Harry jumped out of Adam's arms, panting and flushed—beautiful.It took Adam a lot of effort to look away from him.But he did it anyway.

Sean was staring at them, his eyes roving from side to side.A very strange look came over his face as he fixed his eyes on Harry.And Harry seemed to be deliberately avoiding his gaze.

"Pizza!" Harry turned to the microwave.

Adam noticed that Harry had been avoiding Sean's sight throughout breakfast.He didn't understand what was going on.In fact, Harry barely spoke to Sheen, who spent most of the time glaring at Harry like he'd grown another head.The whole scene seemed like Sheen was trying to communicate with Harry somehow, but Harry either didn't notice or was determined not to respond.

"Hey, Adam," Sean finally turned his gaze to Adam.

Adam poured himself a cup of coffee and looked at him. "Um?"

Sean fixed Adam's eyes.Suddenly, Adam felt a dull pain in his head, and he frowned, rubbing his temples.He rarely gets headaches.

"Sean!" Harry snapped.

Sean winces, but Adam's attention is no longer on him.He stared at Harry.He'd never seen Harry lose his temper, let alone look like this.But now he was visibly furious, flushing and glaring at his friend piercingly.Sean looked guilty, then suddenly put on a defensive look.In the end... this pair of little friends is really fucking weird.

"Don't do that," Harry snapped, still glaring at his friend.

"Okay, what's the matter?" He was really fed up with the secrets between the two.At least he doesn't have a headache anymore.

"Nothing." Sean replied after exchanging glances with Harry for a while.He sighed. "You're making a big mistake, Harry." His voice had softened. "Your parents will kill you." He shook his head and laughed a few times. "I didn't expect you to be so bold. Is it legal? When you did that with him you..."

Harry blushed and got up to leave the table. "You'll be late if you don't go now," he said, tugging at Adam's arm.

Adam frowned and glanced at Sean.Sean was looking at Harry with an almost pitying look on his face.

"Come on, Adam," said Harry. "I'll explain later."

Adam studied him.

Harry bit his lip, his purple eyes wide and pleading.

"Okay." Adam decided to let him go temporarily.But it's only because he doesn't have time to pursue it now.

In the evening, he must ask clearly.

Tolerable or unbearable.

He had had enough of secrets and lies.