That Alien Feeling

"Are you out of your mind?" Sean began to attack as soon as they entered the room where Harry had lived. "If I had known earlier, I would never have brought you to Earth."

Harry's heart tightened.He folded his arms across his chest. "I can not understand what you say."

Sean slapped him with a sensor.

Harry tightened his spirit shield, glaring at Sean.

Sean stared back unwillingly. "Stop pretending. What are you doing, Harry?"

Harry looked away. "I don't understand you."

"Okay." Sean sighed. "You know there's no hope for both of you. No matter how infatuated you are with him, you'll never be yourself around this Earthling. There's absolutely no way you'll be allowed to stay here. We're not allowed to stay in the ex-TNIT world indefinitely resident."

"Nobody knows where we are except your friend," said Harry dryly.

"Don't lie to yourself, okay. They might not know it yet, but they'll find it anyway." Sean shook his head, and the deep sympathy in his eyes made Harry feel overwhelmed. "Don't be too obsessed with him, Hacht. Try to keep some proper distance. You're already too close to him." Sean glanced at him with deep meaning. "Is it necessary to sit on his lap and let him kiss your neck? Or is this another earth custom that I don't know?"

Harry blinked.Has Sean really not realized yet?His relationship with Adam was anything but platonic.He really didn't see it?It's unbelievable.But then again, Sean is bound by a bond, and the sexual desire center in his brain is still suppressed by the bond.Sheehan speaks explicit and boldly, but he has zero experience with "sex" and "relationships."Sean doesn't yet know what sexual attraction feels like.Maybe he really can't tell.

Harry was almost jealous of him.Things were much simpler before his body became so weird.Now he is like an involuntary magnet, deeply attracted by Adam.He had become addicted to Adam's touch and attention long before his bond broke, but now it was much worse.Now his senses had opened up a new, more intractable terrain, a feeling that was even more difficult to suppress.

"Promise me to keep a distance from him." Sean stared at him intently.

"Okay." Harry thought he was the worst of all liars.He will do his best, but he knows that his self-control will be vulnerable when Adam is involved.

Then Sean moved on to another topic, much to Harry's relief.Sean spent an hour asking Harry about the customs of people on Earth, and some things Adam mentioned that he didn't understand.Just when Harry felt that Sean was going to drag him to talk forever, Sean finally let him go.Harry took a combat shower in the room's bathroom and changed into clean clothes.Adam was relieved that he hadn't cleared his clothes out of the closet yet.

It was dark in the apartment when he left the former room.

Harry pushed open the door to Adam's bedroom and tiptoed in.Adam did not close the French windows, and the moonlight illuminated the room brightly.And Harry's vision is not what it used to be, he can see everything in the room clearly.

Adam seemed to be fast asleep, his chest rising and falling steadily.He was only wearing boxers.

Harry looked away, and gently undressed, leaving only a pair of underwear.Adam was asleep, he was a little disappointed, but maybe it was for the better.If Adam was awake and they continued what they had been doing in the living room... he would probably break his promise to Sean.

Harry slipped into bed and rolled over on his side, facing Adam.

Looking at Adam's handsome profile, he felt his throat tighten.

Adam is an earthling.In the darkness and stillness of night, this fact left him nowhere to escape.

Adam is an earthling.

And Harry wasn't at all.

Sean's concern was legitimate, even if Harry hated it.His relationship with Adam couldn't last forever.He cannot remain on Earth indefinitely.It was only a matter of time before he and Sean would be found and taken away by force.

His family would never let him be with Adam, even without considering the Department of Intergalactic Affairs.His parents would never acknowledge or accept their relationship.They will probably be horrified.

Adam is an Earthling, a member of the former TNIT civilization.

Harry thought the Earthlings were interesting and fascinating, but at the same time he knew that the people of his homeland would not agree with him.Their attitude towards the former TNIT civilization is between "look down" and "contempt".Never heard of anyone dating a former TNIT civilization member.The general public's evaluation of such a relationship is probably the same as the evaluation that modern Earth people and Neanderthals would get when they fell in love.As far as Harry knew, Kaluvia had very little contact with the former TNIT civilization, even before joining the Federation and acknowledging the many laws of the Intergalactic Affairs Administration.As one of the oldest civilizations in the Milky Way, the Kaluvians are quite proud of it, and they don't pay much attention to emerging civilizations like Earth.Harry had always found this attitude distasteful, but he also knew that very few Calluvians felt that way.His parents said he was naive; his sister said he was too idealistic; Keza said he was too soft-hearted.

They will never understand or allow it.

Harry swallowed, and moved a little closer to Adam.

Adam frowned in his sleep.He furrowed his eyebrows, then his eyelids vibrated and he opened his eyes.

"Habbo?" he babbled, reaching for Harry. "come over."

Harry rolled over and pressed his face against Adam's bare shoulder.Adam didn't seem to be mad at him anymore.He was greatly relieved.

"What time is it?" Adam's voice was hoarse and sleepy.

"Twenty past one," Harry answered him, closing his eyes.He rubbed the tip of his nose back and forth against the bulging muscles of Adam's upper arm, and took a deep breath. "I love the smell of you. I miss it. Nothing smells like you."

Adam scoffed. "There are many things that smell better than me."

For me no.

Harry shook his head.There was something about Adam that… triggered his primal instinct.When he was with Adam, he didn't feel like a prince of an ancient civilization, he felt like a slave to his flesh and impulses.He wanted to dig into Adam's armpits and smell his manly body odor and sweat.mine.my man.He wanted to beg Adam to stamp him with the stamp of possession.He felt that he belonged to Adam, body and soul, everything.

Harry pulled the corner of his mouth into a smirk. "I'd love to smell of you, I'd love it if you pissed on me," he joked.Although a small part of it is sincere.

Adam laughed unnaturally. "Don't say such things."

"Why?" Harry kissed Adam's shoulder softly.

"Because I'm just a mortal who can't stand the temptation." Adam gritted his teeth. "And you, you're engaged, and you say you want to smell of me. Do you know what that's going to look like, Harry?"

"Damn it?" Harry rubbed his cheek against Adam's shoulder.From Adam's standpoint, he's totally understandable.He was engaged to someone else, in a relationship with someone else, so he was wrong for wanting Adam.But that's not the case.He wished he could explain it to Adam, but he didn't know how to put it.Adam is not Samantha.He couldn't tell Adam that it was an arranged marriage, and Adam would definitely ask him more difficult questions—questions he couldn't answer honestly.

"You probably think I'm lousy," said Harry.He would have thought the same thing if he had been in Adam's shoes, who, like Adam, knew almost nothing about the truth.

Adam sighed deeply. "What I know about you doesn't match what I've seen with my own eyes."

"What do you see?"

Adam propped himself up on one elbow, facing Harry.

They are close at hand.

Harry moistened his lips, his heart pounding violently in his chest.He raised a hand to Adam's chest.Adam's heart was also beating fast.The heat of his skin radiated into Harry's palm.The body temperature of people on Earth is a little higher than that of Kaluvians, and Adam is always warm and very pleasant.He was even warmer than usual now.

"I saw..." Adam didn't continue, he curled up his fingers, stroked Harry's cheek with his knuckles, and then moved down to caress his neck.

Harry shivered, goosebumps all over his body.He leaned in for Adam's touch and took a deep breath as Adam's hand moved to his chest.He licked his lips and stared hungrily at Adam's mouth, a desire he knew well within him.he wants.He wanted his mouth to meet Adam's: to kiss, to bite, to drive in with his tongue.He wants to pull Adam, wants to be pinned by Adam, wants to spread his legs, wants to beg Adam to give him pleasure with his cock, just like last time.

Adam's hand came to his trembling belly.Harry couldn't take it anymore.

"Let's do it," he blurted out. "I want to have sex with you. So much."

Adam made a strange short noise that sounded half laughing, half moaning, and his body tensed, his muscles almost twitching. "Habbo—"

"Please," Harry slid his hand into Adam's boxers and pulled his cock out.He stroked it greedily—it was wonderful, hard and silky.

A voice in his head screamed that he couldn't believe he was so unashamed.The voice said that he should be ashamed that his desire was so strong—that he wanted to have actual sex with someone other than a bond partner, someone who was not even of his own species, and who, in the eyes of his fellow people, Only a little bit stronger than primitive people.But the sound was very small, and as time passed, it became weaker and weaker.Harry didn't care.He didn't care what people back home would think of him if they saw him the way he was.He longed for Adam, for all that was within his reach, for Adam in him—for Adam to fuck him.Harry had always felt that "fuck" was a vulgar word in both Kaluvian and Tyrannian; but at this moment, he felt that the libido that was boiling inside him was the only way to calm it down.He wants to be fucked.He wants to be fucked by Adam.The thought of his and Adam's final parting made him even more anxious.

"Let's have sex," Harry said, squeezing Adam's cock. "I miss you so much."

Adam cursed a foul word, turned over and pinned him down suddenly.His tall, heavy body pressed Harry's back against the mattress.Adam's thighs squeezed between Harry's legs, pressing against Harry's erect cock.Harry's groans came in a weepy tone.He wraps his legs around Adam's crotch, pushes his body up, kisses Adam randomly, and sticks his tongue into Adam's mouth.

Adam moaned and kissed back, his tongue in and out of Harry's mouth, and Harry just wished his body would join the beat too.Harry squirmed against Adam's cock, trying to ease the pain in his lower abdomen. "Adam," his cry melted into Adam's mouth.

"What's the matter, baby?" Adam murmured breathlessly, not stopping the wet and dizzying long kiss.

"I need to," Harry wriggled under Adam in vain, trying to bring the two closer together. "need you."

Adam turned his head to cover Harry's ear, his breath unsteady. "What do you need, Habbo?"

Harry frowned.Did he not speak clearly enough? "Need you to fuck me."

Adam gasped hoarsely. "Are you sure?" His voice was so low it was almost hard to hear.

Harry nodded dazedly and grabbed Adam's hip. "I want to feel you inside me."

Adam let out a low growl, his wet lips resting all the way down Harry's neck. "Well," he dawdled, sucking hickeys on Harry. "Well, we just need to—" Adam cursed vaguely, lifted himself up, and reached for the drawer.He rummaged in the drawer for a while, and cursed a few more words. "I have condoms, but I'm out of lube."

Harry blinked at him, not quite understanding what he was talking about. "It's okay," he muttered, trying to pull Adam back on him.

Adam laughed hoarsely. "We've got to use lube, Habbo. I've got to dilate you or I can't get in."

Adam.Come in.

A shudder ran through Harry's body.His cock was throbbing, and his back hole was watering and empty.He shook his head. "I don't need that," he finally said, "I'm ready, kidding me."

Adam stared at him in the dark, and he could see Adam frowning. "Harry—"

"I'm ready," Harry said, almost pleading, grabbing Adam's hand and shoving it into his panties.Harry took Adam's hand and rubbed it over his hard cock, pressing Adam's fingers against his slippery hole.The touch made him whimper.

Adam drew in a sharp breath. "You lubricated yourself? Before bed? For me?" Harry jolted as he stuck a finger in.By the way, this is what he desperately desires.In a daze, he realized what Adam was asking him, and nodded, hoping that his response was correct.He didn't care - as long as Adam didn't leave him so empty.

Adam stroked the tender flesh in Harry's rear hole with two fingers, opening and closing.So comfortable, but not enough.Harry wanted more.Harry wanted - he wanted... He looked at Adam's stiff cock, so thick and long.Adam's fingers tightened in his backhole.

"Yes," Harry reached down and took Adam's mouth again.Harder now.Harry whimpered, imagining the satisfaction it would bring, how it would fill him, stretch his pussy to the limit. "Put it in."

Adam cursed under his breath, pushed Harry's hand away, and quickly put something on his cock.

"Spread your legs for me, baby." He was between Harry's thighs.

Harry did as he did, watching impatiently as Adam held onto his cock and slowly entered him.As every inch was filled, Harry let out a silent sigh of extreme pleasure.too slow.Harry frowned and moved his hips, trying to get Adam deeper.

Adam gasped. "Slow down, Habbo. You'll hurt yourself." He said it perfectly, but it was clear in his voice that he was having a good time.With his hands caressing Harry's thighs, he began to pump inside Harry.

"Don't be slow," Harry moaned, and Adam started to sprint. "Great. I didn't know sex was so comfortable."

Adam sank down and pushed Harry into the mattress. "I'm your first," he said into Harry's neck.As he thrust, he squeezed Harry's thigh hard. "No one ever did this to you. Only me. Only mine."

Possessiveness in Adam's language shot through Harry's body like electricity.He panted and writhed, meeting Adam's impact.He wanted more, heavier, deeper, but for some reason Adam kept changing the angle and depth of his thrusting.Sobbing in frustration, Harry scratched Adam's back, trying to push him deeper.

"Hush—" said Adam, "or your friends will hear."

Harry blushed at the thought of Sean just across the wall.But the embarrassment couldn't stop his hunger, for Adam's cock, and he cried out as he walked towards Adam, his asshole clamping down on Adam's cock.It felt so good to be inserted, so good, so thick, so perfect.But he wants more.

"Fuck, I can't find your prostate." Adam gritted his teeth, tensed his muscles, and kept changing the angle of thrusting and thrusting, frowning in concentration.

"Prostate?" Harry asked hoarsely.

"My God." Adam half-smiled, half-groaned, rubbing his lips all over Harry's neck as he pumped his cock. "I feel like I'm an old cow eating young grass. But I so-want-want-you-" There was a thump to each word. "Touch yourself, baby," he said. "Feel the front yourself, I want to see it. You're so pretty, so beautiful—so cool."

Adam's words made Harry feel happy.He obediently complied, slipping his hand between them and taking hold of the unattended hard object.The pleasure came in an instant.He let out a long moan, began to exert force on his hands, accelerated, and the rhythm merged with Adam's impact.But he needs more. "Again," he murmured brokenly, his legs gripping Adam's back tightly. "I want you to push—give me—please." His pussy was so slippery, and there was a dull pain in his body, and every time Adam pulled back, he would cry.He knows that no matter how rough Adam gets, he won't get hurt; he just wants to be heavier, deeper. "More!"

Adam withdrew from him.Harry whined.Adam turned Harry around so he was on his knees and slammed in again, deep and hard.Harry screamed, his vision blurred with physical tears.Yes, it is there.So great, so satisfying.No longer worried about being heard by Sheen, he moaned loudly with each thrust.Adam was moaning too, the mattress creaking under them, the headboard banging against the wall as Adam lunged.

"God, fuck you, fuck you," Adam growled, biting Harry's back with his mouth open, holding Harry's penis and rubbing it hard. "Fucking tight, awesome, born to fuck me—" His cock hit Harry somewhere inside.

Harry screamed.His world seemed to be blown into pieces, and the tide of pleasure hit him densely, shaking his body and making him unable to breathe.He collapsed on the mattress, feeling as if his bones had been ripped out of him, dizzy with pleasure.He could feel Adam's hands roaming all over him, caressing lovingly, guarding him through the aftershocks, even though he was still pumping and thrusting inside Harry.Even though Harry was stupefied, he still felt the rush of pleasure from the impact, and he almost wished Adam would never stop.

But he stopped after all.He groaned and froze over Harry, his body tensing.

Harry sighed in disappointment as Adam backed out. "You just stay inside."

Adam laughed, rolled onto his back on the bed, and pulled Harry into his arms. "Not enough," he muttered, sounding sleepy. "I didn't expect you to be so annoying on the bed."

Harry didn't know how to answer.Is it not good?Are you still praising him?

Before he could ask, he realized that Adam had fallen asleep.

Harry smiled, buried his face in Adam's armpit, and fell asleep.He was in Adam's arms, surrounded by security and love.Home.He felt like he was coming home.