When I Fell For You

Qing'an's body was already dripping with sweat. It was winter, but he felt like a water ghost.

However, I was just curious, but I didn't dare to practice it, and I went crazy.

Want to touch... No, change your sex and think about it, if you are a man, then you really deserve to be damned if you do those things while the other party is sleeping.

"It's so hot... How many degrees have you turned on the air conditioner..." Yu Youning fell asleep, half-opened his eyes in a daze, pushed away the quilt, bent his long legs, and even parted the front of the nightgown with his hands .

Afterwards, Yu Youning didn't move again, only breathing lightly.

Qing'an turned around, reached the remote from the bedside, and adjusted the air conditioner.

After throwing the remote control aside, Qing'an lay down again and licked his lower lip.

She always looked at Yu Youning involuntarily, but she didn't dare to do anything wrong. At that moment, she felt like she was hurting internally.

Taking the phone, he took out the headphone cable. Qing'an brushed the sweaty hair on his forehead, plugged the headphone cable into the headphone jack, and then dug out the clip of a certain Les sex scene that he found a while ago, and opened it.

Although he was wearing earphones and knew that Yu Youning had fallen asleep, Qing'an was still afraid of being heard by her, so he turned the volume down to the minimum with a guilty conscience.

The picture is displayed from the player, and the picture of the two women is soft and fiery.

Qing'an watched the video, then looked at Yu Youning, and suddenly felt that watching the video was actually a wrong choice.

Because, she seems to want more about that...

After all, she has not experienced certain things at such an age, and she herself has a sense of curiosity about these things, so it is inevitable...

But I still feel like a wretched pervert!

"What are you looking at?" After a while, Yu Youning yawned and asked.

"I didn't watch anything!" Qing'an took off the earphones, turned off the player, and then threw the phone out.

"Why did you lose your phone again?" Yu Youning said in a daze after hearing the noise, "It must be something shady..."

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"No, no, I didn't watch anything messy..." Qing'an's voice became weaker and weaker, because he was ashamed after all.

After that, she lightly got out of bed to pick up the phone, and put it in her hand to check the screen and corners repeatedly.When she found out that the phone was still intact, she breathed a sigh of relief, slipped back to the bed and sat down cross-legged.

Stop playing, stop watching, and the little emotions just now are all scared away.

After putting the phone aside, Qing'an pulled up the quilt, covered Yu Youning, and then slipped in like a loach.

"You Ning." Yu You Ning's eyes were still closed, Qing'an put his hand under his head and looked at her.

"Hmm..." Yu Youning replied in a daze.

"Good night." Qing'an approached her and whispered softly.

But Yu Youning was already fast asleep, so he didn't make any more noise.

Qing'an helped her tuck in the quilt before turning off the desk lamp and falling asleep.

Probably because he was too sleepy, his brain and nerves were exhausted, Qing'an had no dreams all night, and slept very soundly.

When Yu Youning woke up, he found that after Qing'an fell asleep, his arms were around him, and his head was resting on his shoulder.

Her breath was scattered on her body, very warm.

There is a sense of satisfaction, if you want to just keep this scene and forget it.

If this is just a dream, I also hope that this dream will not wake up.

It's just that the clothes on my body look like I have gone through some strenuous exercise last night, which can be said to be extremely erotic.

Therefore, she doesn't like to wear this kind of sleeping clothes every day.I don't know if it's because of the clothes, or if she has a problem with her sleeping position, she always falls asleep, it's not much different from sleeping naked.

Gently pulling up the front of his clothes, Yu Youning began to think about whether he would have the same virtue when Qing'an was awake last night.In that case, it would be a bit embarrassing.

It was already bright outside, and the room was so quiet that only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard.

From time to time, Yu Youning would turn his head to look at Qing'an, and then quietly put his hand on Qing'an's.

But then, Qing'an turned over, let go of her again, turned to the other side and continued to sleep.

Yu Youning lifted the quilt and sat up, took the phone, no matter where he went, he could see the New Year greetings.

After everyone in the studio returned home from the holiday, they all posted home-related things one after another.

Speaking of which, Yu Youning will follow Zhao Xin into the mode of going crazy with relatives from all walks of life.It's like this every year, maybe we don't have many contacts, but during the Chinese New Year, no matter what, we have to get together.

Even today, he and Zhao Xin are going to have dinner with someone.

After changing his clothes, he went to the bathroom to wash up, Yu Youning adjusted his collar and cuffs, and went back into the bedroom.

On winter mornings, there will be no glare of sunlight pouring into the room, even if there are occasional sunlight, it is soft but cool.

The bed in the bedroom is very soft, with khaki sheets and quilt covers, elegant and generous.

Qing'an lay on his head, with one hand resting lightly on the pillow and the other under the quilt, his black hair was loose, and he was sleeping peacefully.

Taking a step forward, Yu Youning squatted next to Qing'an, stared at her, and said softly, "I'm leaving."

Qing'an, who was sleeping soundly at first, woke up with trembling eyelashes after hearing those words: "Let's go?"

"Well, those things at the end of the year are very grueling." Yu Youning looked at her.

It turned out to be like this... Qing'an looked at Yu Youning sleepily, and after a while, rubbed his eyes and sat up: "But, is it so early?"

"Yes, my mother is waiting for me at home." Yu Youning also stood up.

"That's it...then go back quickly, don't make auntie wait too long." Qing'an said in a daze.

"Well, you remember to eat." Yu Youning put the phone in his pocket, saw that Qing'an's hair was a little fried, so the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and he stretched out his hand to press down the strand of hair on the top of her head.

"After getting wet with water, let's blow it again." Unable to hold it down, Yu Youning suggested with a smile.

"Oh...is it blowing up again..." Qing'an subconsciously reached out and scratched his hair.

"Yes. Then I'll go first." Yu Youning looked down at the time displayed on the phone.

"Well, good. Then I'll take you out." Qing'an lifted the quilt, got up from the bed, put on a coat, and walked beside her.

"No, it's fine." Yu Youning was afraid that she would be frozen.

"I want to give it away." Qing'an combed her hair with her hands, opened the bedroom door, and walked out.

After sending Yu Youning out, Qing'an wrapped his coat, and when Yu Youning's car drove out, he stretched out his hand and shook her lightly.

Watching the car gradually move away, Qing'an felt as if something in his body was flying out with Yu Youning, and it became empty.

Lately, she always does.My every move, including every thought fragment, is involved by unknown forces.And that power came from Yu Youning.

After returning home, Qing'an made a facial mask, applied some skin care products, cleaned up briefly, and then dragged the suitcase he packed before, and went home.

The strange thing is that she obviously felt that she didn't want to go home very much, but when she walked to the community, she still felt a sense of comfort.

As soon as the door was opened, there were several relatives and children sitting in the living room.Because these families are relatively close, after the grandparents passed away, everyone will make an appointment to celebrate "Nian" on the night before New Year's Eve every year.

As for whose home to celebrate the New Year, they come in turn.

Then, when the real New Year's Eve came, each of them lived in their own real homes.

"Uncle, aunt, aunt, uncle, aunt, long time no see, Happy New Year." After carrying two suitcases into the living room, changing shoes, and taking off the scarf, Qing'an greeted them.

"An'an is back?" The uncle got up and took a cup of tea from the coffee table, and took two sips with his head raised.

"Yes." Qing'an nodded.Then, with the help of my uncle, I took the two boxes to my own room upstairs, put them down against the wall at will, and then returned to the living room.

"How is this year? Have you found anyone who is pleasing to your eyes?" My aunt was holding a baby, and while teasing the child with gadgets, she raised her head and asked.

Of course Qing'an knew what this question was referring to, so he shook his head.

"An'an, are you not in a hurry, or what's going on?" Auntie sat next to Qing'an.

"Fortunately, I'm not in a hurry." Qing'an forced a smile, she had grown from severe repulsion to numbness to this kind of question that she would face every time she came back in the past two years.

"Your cousin has given birth to a baby again, when will we see us An An can..."

"She doesn't pay much attention to those things... come, come, let's eat fruit." At this time, her mother Shao Lilian interrupted her aunt, wearing an apron, she came out with two large plates of cut fruits and placed them on the coffee table Go up, and conveniently picked up the sundries above, and stuffed them into the small drawer below.

"Girl, do you usually wear such thin clothes?" After putting away the fruits, Shao Lilian came over and twisted the collar of Nian Qing'an's clothes, feeling a little disgusted by the thickness.

"It's okay, it's not cold." Qing'an said, and stood up: "What else should I prepare? I'll go to the kitchen and help."

"It's okay, you just came back, are you tired, do you want to go to bed first?" Shao Lilian squeezed her arm, "It's still too thin, I helped you wash your old winter clothes two days ago Now, go and change. There is a down jacket that is thick."

Qing'an originally wanted to say "Actually, I'm really not cold today", but finally nodded, went upstairs to open the cabinet, and changed into clothes.

After changing his clothes, Qing'an didn't rest, but went to the kitchen anyway.

In the kitchen, father Qingyang and cousin Guan Bailu were washing and chopping vegetables.

Guan Bailu not only looks very virtuous on the outside, but also very virtuous in fact, just like a typical good wife.Some things may really be innate.When Qing'an only knew how to play with mud, Guan Bailu was not particularly old, but she already knew how to cook delicious dishes.

Guan Bailu herself is interested in cooking and tidying up the house, so she always enjoys making those things.To be honest, Qing'an also admired her a lot, because she seemed to have an encyclopedia in her head, with all kinds of tidying tricks in life emerging one after another.

When Qing'an went to play at Guan Bailu's house when she was a girl, she, who didn't like to do those things before, would unknowingly follow Guan Bailu to do them. Not only would she not find it boring, but she would also find it fun.

It turns out that as long as a lot of discarded things are slightly modified, they will become new gadgets, and then become useful again.

However, Qing'an would only be interested in those things and take the initiative to do them when he was playing with Guan Bailu.If you are alone, you are still too lazy to do it.

In addition, the two of them studied, worked, and lived in different places, so they basically had no contact, and they could meet each other during the Chinese New Year.

As for the work in the kitchen, it was not a problem for Guan Bailu.

The cousin is like a beautiful cook, the dishes are delicious and beautiful.

"Look at your cousin, and then look at you. She can cook and cook everything, what can you do?" When Qing'an was washing the vegetables, her father couldn't help but dislike her again.

However, just because Guan Bailu is good at doing those things, since childhood, Qing'an would be drawn by his family to compare with his cousin from time to time.

"She can make it, and I can eat it." After Qing'an finished speaking, he continued to peel the potatoes in his hand with the peeler.

After Qingyang heard this, he turned around and looked at her, his disgust was already so full that it was about to overflow.

"It's different. I'm a full-time housewife. Of course I have to do these things well. After all, these are also my job content. Otherwise, I will be free. But my sister is not." Guan Bailu saw the father and daughter It became tense again in an instant, so he immediately came out to smooth things over.

"However, cousin, the chicken legs you make are really delicious. I may never learn to learn them in my life." Qing'an ignored his father and took the peeled potatoes to Guan Bailu, seeing her deboning a chicken leg. , I couldn't help but praise it.

"Yeah, you can't learn it all your life, but you do have some self-knowledge." Qing Yang said to her again.

"Oh, you don't have to be able to do these things to live now, right? The times are different, and I do them because I like them. If I don't like them, I won't do them." Guan Bailu continued to smooth things over.

Every time Qingyang praised her and stepped on Qing'an, she panicked and felt like a sinner.

"Cousin, you just gave birth not long ago, go and rest, it's fine for me and my mother to come here." Qing'an was already used to her father's nagging, as long as she didn't desperately persuade her to find a partner, she could ignore it.

However, as soon as she was persuaded to find a partner, she would go back and even scold him.

"No, it's been several months." Guan Bailu turned around and smiled at her.

"Anyway, if she is like that, who would dare to marry her in the future." Qing Yang was still talking about the previous problem.

"I'll marry myself." Qing'an drained the vegetables, took them out of the vegetable basket, poured them into a large bowl, put them aside, and lazily turned back.

"It doesn't make sense to you, so let's not talk about it." Qingyang finally stopped talking.

"Okay." Qing'an also shut up afterward.

But, generally speaking, Qingyang did not "make sense" as before and had to "force it".

In the past, Qingyang would definitely have to talk about making her bow her head, but now, Qingyang won't do that.Qing'an could still detect this subtle difference.

Shao Lilian and Guan Bailu stood in the kitchen and looked at each other.

The father and daughter, both of them are like children who can't grow up. When they meet, they will fight and fight each other. They don't stop, and they can't control it.

"When An An was young, her father chased her and beat her. She ran, took off her shoes, and threw them over to her father." After Qingyang and Qing'an left the kitchen to get walnuts outside, Shao Lilian went to the boiling pot. Throw vegetables into the pot and blanch, and shake your head with a smile.

"The two of them are really... hey..." Guan Bailu didn't know what to say.

"Lao Qing always thinks that good people come out of yellow thorn sticks. When I was young, I thought so too. But now, I regret it. It wasn't until the second semester of An An's senior year that my attitude towards her changed. But , her father is still the same." Somehow Shao Lilian thought of something, and her nose turned red as she spoke.

Seeing this, Guan Bailu immediately dried her hands, supported Shao Lilian's arm, and patted her back.

"We are too strict with her. Not only did it not make her better, but it made her more rebellious. When did I realize that there was something wrong with my education method? I met a young mother. At that time, the young mother’s children were learning to dry clothes on the balcony, but their hands trembled accidentally, and the clothes and the drying rack fell from the balcony.

If it was our An'an, maybe her father would scold at that time, 'Why are you so stupid, you can't even dry clothes'.But the young mother just smiled and said, 'It doesn't matter if you drop it, just pick it up.However, in the future, let the hook of the hanger completely hang on it and then let go, so it won't fall off'. "

They are all small things, but in fact, when raising children, parents' attitudes towards many small things will indirectly affect the children.

"One year, it was her birthday. It happened that she failed the math test that year. We originally said that we would take her out to celebrate her birthday, but because she failed the test, her father canceled the project directly. She was very nervous at the time. Angry, stomping upstairs and crying, and then...we still didn't respond." Shao Lilian raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes when she said this.

"Hey, it's over. Don't think too much about it." Guan Bailu said, took out a tissue and handed it to Shao Lilian.

"She said that there was a child in the class who had her birthday on the same day as her, and she didn't pass the exam, but that child was not scolded, and she could still eat cake and wear new clothes to go to the amusement park on her birthday. Why did she have to be miserable? No. But what did we say at the time, because we have high demands on you, so don’t compare yourself to those who have low demands.” Shao Lilian covered her nose with a tissue, feeling guilt swept her whole body.

"In fact, she still liked to play with some children at first, but we always looked at those children with a critical attitude. We thought they were not good here, so we liked to restrict her from making friends. There is only one Yuzi , because they are really excellent in all aspects, we let them play." Shao Lilian sighed and shook her head.

Guan Bailu also didn't expect Shao Lilian to have so many knots in her heart, so she could only pat her back to comfort her.

"Later she got angry once and told us, you always think they are not good and will bring me down, and I also think I am bad and will bring them down." Shao Lilian sighed, "If you can do it all over again. alright."

Guan Bailu didn't know what to say anymore, after all, it was someone else's business, so she couldn't say much.

At this time, Qing'an and Qingyang were making a large pile of walnuts on the balcony, preparing to make walnut crisps and other desserts.

The walnuts were brought by my uncle, and there were as many as a big bag.

But Qing'an's family didn't have a magic walnut clamper, so it was very laborious to get it.

"I'd better go to the supermarket and buy nutcrackers." Qing'an suggested as he picked the walnuts.

"No need, I can crush one with one hand." Qingyang put a cold face, then put a walnut in the palm of his hand, smashed it, and crushed it, even the walnut meat inside was broken to pieces Can't bear to look directly at it.

"How can you eat it after pinching it like this... and you can pinch a few, but if you pinch a bunch, you might lose your hand?" Qing'an glanced at the crumbs of her father's hand with disgust.

"Then go." Qing Yang saw that what he made was indeed a little strange, so he nodded and agreed.

Putting on a short gray down jacket, Qingyang put on a hat, then walked to the door of Qing'an's room and said, "Let's go."

"I'll just go by myself, you don't have to go." Qing'an tidied up her bag and replied without looking back.

"Can you stop me if I want to go?" Qing Yang kept his hands behind his back, still looking indifferent.

"Then let's go, what a big deal." Qing'an put the bag on his shoulder and walked out.

"Why is your hair permed like this? It's rough and ugly. It's really ugly." When Qing'an passed by, Qingyang looked at her hair and complained.

"It's not for you to see." After Qing'an finished his sentence, he walked through the living room and bent over to change his shoes.

Ten minutes later, the two arrived at the supermarket.

"Aren't you going to push the shopping cart?" Qingyang saw Qing'an walking straight in, while he stopped at the shopping cart at the entrance.

"No change." Qing'an glanced at it, and said again: "Besides, don't you just buy things that hold walnuts in your hands? You don't need a shopping cart."

"In case you want to buy something else, you have to take a basket, you are a stickler. If you buy other things later, it depends on how you take it." Qingyang said, stretching out his hand to draw a basket. The colored basket came out, and then walked in with it.

After entering the shopping mall, Qing'an went straight to the destination without saying a word, took two nutcrackers and planned to go downstairs to check out, but Qingyang planned to go shopping again.

So, Qing'an went shopping with him.

When he walked to the snack area, Qingyang took out a bag of potato chips and asked Qing'an, "Is this your favorite thing?"

"Eat it anyway." Qing'an glanced at it, then looked down at the clip in his hand.

"You liked to eat it when you were young." Qingyang took two packs and put them in the basket, but after thinking for a while, he took out another pack and put it back on the shelf, muttering: "You should eat less of this stuff, once in a while. Just a mouth addiction."

Hearing this, Qing'an looked up at his father standing in front of him, and stretched out his hand to pull the basket on his arm: "Carry this for me."

"I'm not old enough to handle these things." Qing Yang said, and slapped Qing An's hand off.

"Then it's up to you." He didn't want to give it, so Qing'an didn't fight.

When he went downstairs and walked to the fresh food area, Qingyang bent down and looked at the fish swimming in the water cabinet window, and suddenly said to Qing'an: "An'an, look, show it."

Hearing the two words, Qing'an looked at the window, and those fresh fish also confused her thoughts.

Qing'an liked to eat fish very much when he was a child, and then a child from a relative's family came to play.It's very vivid, isn't the tail of a fish just swaying back and forth.

Later, she directly read it as a show.During festive seasons, when her parents asked her what she wanted to eat, she said she wanted to show it off.

"The spirit of this one is good..." Qing Yang pointed at the glass window and said to himself.

Qingyang stood in front of the glass with his back bowed, and Qing'an found that under his hat, a lot of silver threads had been mixed into the blue hair.

Coupled with the gray down jacket he was wearing, he did look a bit like an old man.

Qing'an walked over, looked at his profile, then at the fish, and then said, "I'll buy it in the future, don't I already have hairtail and turbot at home today. If I buy it again, I can only put it in the refrigerator, there is no need, It will be fresh if you want to eat it later.”

"I just said, I don't want to buy it." Immediately afterwards, Qingyang went to the vegetable and fruit area.

"I want to eat this." Qing'an picked up a bunch of crystal clear grapes, looked up and down, and then prepared to weigh them.

"Too few, you won't have anything to eat if you go back to the big ones. Take another bunch of big ones." Qing Yang picked and picked among the grape piles, and finally took a huge bunch of grapes, and then Those selected by Qing'an will be weighed together.

Qing'an didn't make a sound.

After that, the two bought some messy things, and the basket was filled to the brim in an instant.

When preparing to pay the bill, Qingyang put the basket on the cash register: "I said I should get a basket."

"Yes, yes." Qing'an nodded.

Afterwards, Qingyang showed his membership card, and after the cashier finished the calculation, he squinted his eyes and opened the WeChat payment QR code page, and handed it over.

When he came out of the supermarket and passed a pharmacy, Qingyang said, "Stop the car, I'll go buy some rheumatic patches."

"Do you want to buy any medicine?" Qing'an asked.

"I'll see if there are any rheumatic patches." Qingyang replied.

The car stopped slowly, and the two got out of the car and went to the pharmacy.

After Qingyang bought a box of rheumatism stickers, he walked out and said, "I heard that there is a machine that is also very suitable for rheumatism."

"Hot babysitter?" Qing'an took the box of rheumatism stickers from him.

"I forgot the name, I don't know if it's true." Qingyang thought about it, but still couldn't remember what it was called.

"Oh, if it's that, I bought it for you. But it's still stuffed in the suitcase and hasn't been taken out." Qing'an said casually.

After Qingyang listened, he turned his head to look at his daughter, but said nothing.

When I got home, it was already past six in the afternoon.

Because there were others helping in the kitchen, after Qing'an went to fry a dish, he and Qingyang continued to crunch those walnuts together.

"How, is it much easier to use than hands?" Qing'an was delighted to see that Qingyang was using it.

"It's okay." Qingyang replied without raising his head.

"It's much better." Qing'an broke open the broken shell, took out the nuts, and threw them into the nearby plate.

A large family, although some children are particularly noisy and annoying, but the atmosphere is indeed quite lively.

After Qing'an took a picture of a table of meals, he stuffed his phone back into his pocket.Among them is corn with pine nuts, which she made.

However, after taking a spoonful and tasting it, Qing'an found that it was a bit too salty.

"This is made by An An." Shao Lilian said, pushing the plate of pine nut corn in front of Qingyang.

Qingyang nodded, picked up the spoon, scooped up two big spoonfuls and put it into the bowl.

"If you have high blood pressure, eat less, I made it too salty." Qing'an picked up a bowl of soup and blew it.

"It's just a dish, and it's impossible to eat..." Qingyang suddenly felt that it's too late to say unlucky words, so he changed "impossible to eat dead people" to "impossible to eat serious problems". Say it.

"Whatever you want." After drinking the soup, Qing'an put down the bowl, continued to pick up vegetables, and listened to their chat.

Listening to their chat, there was only one thought in Qing'an's mind.That is, every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite.

While eating, my uncle suddenly asked about Qing'an's relationship.

"I'm fine on my own. I think those other things are dispensable." Qing'an could only answer like this.

"Don't be like this, when you find your other half, you will know how good it is to fall in love and get married." The uncle smiled, "And, if you don't want those, your parents will also think about them, yes?"

Qing'an couldn't hear this, but he couldn't get angry either, he just continued to serve himself the soup quietly.

"Let her go, she can mess around as she likes. I'm old and I can't control it anymore." Qingyang picked up the chopsticks and went to pick up the cabbage.

Qing'an still didn't say anything, just put down his chopsticks and helped his auntie serve a bowl of rice.

After eating and all relatives left, parents sat on the sofa and watched TV, while Qing'an went back to his room, dragged out a suitcase he brought back today, and opened it next to the sofa.

After opening it, Qing'an took out the contents one by one and put them on the coffee table.

Hot nannies, tea leaves in unique looking packaging, blood pressure monitors, scarves, jewelry and more.

There are quite a lot of things, but for them, they are all very practical.

After the father took out the hot nanny, he went back to the room, took out the glasses and put them on, and then carefully read the instructions.

Immediately afterwards, Qingyang followed the above prompts to operate.

"How is it?" Shao Lilian walked beside him, stretched out her hand and pressed Qingyang's hot nanny tied to her knee.

"Not bad, this thing can massage, it's very comfortable. Do you want to try it?" Qingyang asked Shao Lilian while pinching the regulator in his hand.

"I won't try, I want to try the one my daughter gave me." Shao Lilian said, and reached out to pick up an ocher-colored box.

The box was opened to reveal a gold necklace with rubies and matching earrings.

"I like this style." Shao Lilian took out the necklace and looked at Qing'an with a smile.

"As long as you like it." Qing'an pointed to the scarf again, "I bought this one for you too."

"Why did you buy so much? It's a waste of money." After Shao Lilian was overjoyed, she sighed again.

"Family, don't be so polite." Qing'an said this sentence a little awkwardly.

However, when seeing his mother happily asking his father to help her put on the necklace, the corners of Qing'an's mouth still curled up slightly.

In fact, as long as they don't force marriages or engage in nonsense, everything will be fine.

Otherwise, she couldn't guarantee whether or not she would fall out.

After watching a TV program and taking a shower, Qing'an lay down on the bed and sent a message to Yu Youning.

"I made that plate of pine nuts and corn, is it okay?" Qing'an sent it over, waiting for a reply.

"You made it? How does it taste?" Yu Youning replied quickly.

"The taste is very good." Qing'an boasted very shamelessly, even though the truth is actually very salty.

"It looks really good, I want to try it."

Qing'an thought for a while, and replied: "I can't taste it, unless you fly over."

"Frustrated."

Probably poisoned, Qing'an couldn't help laughing when he saw Yu Youning's reply to him.

"Then, I'll make it for you when I come back in the next year." After Qing'an pursed his lips and sent the message, he went to Yu Youning's circle of friends for a stroll.

Yu Youning seemed to have gone to some magical place today. He even posted a photo of a colorful wild mushroom in his circle of friends and asked, "What is this?".

Then, Qing'an saw Tan Yajing comment below: "An artifact of suicide."

After seeing Tan Yajing, Qing'an thought of Su Lan again.

Then, Qing'an went to Yu Youning's weibo follower and looked around to see if there was Su Lan in it.

I had no hope at first, but I saw a person called "SL wants to be a queen".

Clicking in, looking at the photo she sent, and after confirming that she was Su Lan, Qing'an thought about it, and sent her a private message.

"I'm Qing'an, I'm sorry about what happened before."

After about half an hour, Su Lan replied: "Let me tell you, do you like her?"

When Qing'an saw this question, he was stunned, feeling that all the nerve cells were stiff.

It's just that she didn't know how to answer, so she sent another sentence "Sorry, I'm a bit abrupt, just pretend I didn't ask" to come over.

Qing'an squeezed the phone and let out a sigh of relief.

How should I put it, her worries are as wide as a desert.

Among them, the most fearful thing is that if I really crossed that security line... Even if the other party can accept it, but they are forced to separate under pressure in the future, what should I do?

She didn't know if she could take it.Maybe it’s really just a stick. Some people think that falling in love is also a kind of life experience. It’s more common to separate and combine. If you don’t try more, how can you be sure who is really suitable for you?

But she would think that Yu Youning and herself were originally friends, if they became lovers and then separated due to various reasons, then what she lost was not only a lover, but also a friend.

Moreover, after all, homosexuality has no legal protection, while heterosexuality has legal care, homosexuality rarely has family support, and heterosexuality does not have this problem.Therefore, there should be very few people with the same ability to go to the end.

If you don't get to the end, everything will be gone.

It's just that even though she tried many times to get rid of that feeling, it still didn't work.

Yu Youning sent a message again, this time it was a funny comic, about the employees in the eyes of the boss, all of whom are mentally retarded; the boss in the eyes of the employees is also a big mentally retarded.

After reading it, Qing'an laughed out loud and typed: "But your place should be okay? Everyone probably likes you."

"It's hard to say, people's hearts are like a belly." Yu Youning sent a dazed emoji over.

"Don't think about that, I think everyone should like you quite a lot." Qing'an twisted his fingers around the end of his hair.

"Haha, but I heard that the previous employee who resigned was dissatisfied with me."

"As a boss, sometimes people are dissatisfied no matter what you do. Don't overthink it." Qing'an replied.

"Actually, I didn't think much about it. I just mentioned it when we talked about it. Are you okay at home? What about your parents... Are there any more reminders..."

After reading it, Qing'an thought about various things after returning today.

No reminders, neither parents nor mothers.On the contrary, my mother also helped to stop my aunt's questioning.Then, Dad just read in the kitchen that she is not good at housework, and no one will want her in the future.

Such a change will probably be caused by the previous phone call.Although both parties were furious during the phone call, wishing to strangle each other's neck along the phone signal, but after calming down, they both had to think about it.

Although his parents are not as open-minded as Yu Youning's mother, such a change of attitude is already very good for Qing'an.

However, does it mean that if they work harder in the future, some of their thinking can also be reversed?

It's like daydreaming.

"Youning, I feel a little tired." Qing'an lay on his side, frowned, and said a word.

"Then go to sleep now. After all, you have a bumpy road today, so you have to rest early to refresh yourself."

After reading that sentence twice, Qing'an replied, "It's not that the body is tired, but the heart is tired."

"What did your parents say to you?"

"No, they're okay this time." Qing'an sent two words.Afterwards, after thinking for a long time, Qing'an said again: "I miss you."

Not long after this message was sent, Yu Youning called.

Picking up the phone, Qing'an stabilized his voice and said, "Youning..."

"I... If you want me, then fly over here. Just kidding, what happened to you?" After a moment of silence, Yu Youning asked.