When I Fell For You

"I'm sorry..." Qing'an didn't even know what he was talking about.Probably, what she wanted to say was "I'm sorry, I'm too timid to make it difficult for you", but she didn't even have the courage to say such a complete sentence.

"Excuse me?" Yu Youning was puzzled by this.

"I really want to become stronger. I am fearless." Qing'an felt like he was talking nonsense.

"What's the matter with you?" Yu Youning was stunned for a moment, then continued to ask.

"Anyway, I just want to become that kind of handsome and awesome person. I don't care about anything, and I can do whatever I want. Fly with the people I like, hahaha." Qing'an said, laughing up.

"But I think my wings are still too soft. What should I do if they break while flying and everyone falls together?" Qing'an sighed.

"However, if you fly, you will always have a chance to get over the fence. If you don't fly, you will only be trapped inside forever." Yu Youning's voice was as soft as ever.

"But what if the survival rate is known to be very low?" Qing'an asked, almost holding his breath as he waited.

"If there is a survival rate, it means there is still a chance, doesn't it?" Yu Youning asked back.

Yes, indeed there are.Even if it seems slim, it does exist.

Qing'an held the phone, thought for a moment, and said, "But, do you know what I just said? It's so illogical."

After a while, Yu Youning breathed a sigh of relief and replied, "I know."

After a while, she added: "Don't worry, I'll wait for you...Beat yourself, haha."

After a while of silence between each other, Qing'an was racking his brains to figure out how to answer the next sentence, when he heard Yu Youning say again: "Go to sleep, this year, it's better to live this year with ease. Tomorrow is New Year's Eve , you have to be happy, I'm going to sleep too."

"Okay, good night..." The phone stuck to his ear was already slightly warm, but at that moment, Qing'an's mood became much calmer as if he had been caressed by a wonderful magic power.

"Good night." Yu Youning replied softly.

☆, 57. Jinjiang debut

Putting the phone aside to charge, Qing'an shrank into the bed, chewing over and over what Yu Youning just said.

Most of her impetuousness faded away, and she began to think about something she hadn't thought about before.

Those things that were originally judged to be impossible by myself did not always develop in the way I originally thought.

For example, she thought that she would not be interested in women. It should even be said that she never thought that she would be interested in women, but in the end she was slapped in the face.

Moreover, in this world, what is absolute?

As far as life is concerned, it is also inherently uncertain.

In the long road of life, every step taken, every thought choice made, will produce changes that I can't see yet in the next second.This is also the unique fun brought by being alive, so how can she judge whether her self-world in the next second will gradually collapse or rise steadily before she has taken that step?

Even if it collapses... so what?

If we lose our horses, we can't know what a blessing is.

After thinking about it, Qing'an fell asleep.

The next morning, after waking up, Qing'an went to wash his face and brush his teeth.When you look at yourself in the mirror for a long time, you will feel a little strange.

Sit at the dining table and have breakfast with Dad.

"Good morning." Qing'an held the chopsticks and picked up the bowl.

"Well, good morning." Qingyang swallowed a mouthful of eggs, with a calm expression: "The thing you bought is really easy to use, and it's very comfortable after use."

"That's good." Qing'an didn't say anything more, picked a walnut from the small plate and put it in his mouth.

In the afternoon, Qing'an's father still went to the supermarket to buy a fish, but instead of being slaughtered, he took it back to fresh water and kept it in the fresh water until cooking.

Seeing Qingyang throw the fish on the cutting board until he fainted, Qing'an stood upright and stepped back to the side.

"Ah, I can't stand this..." Qing'an rubbed his arms.

"I can't help it, I have to eat it." After Qingyang threw the fish unconscious, he officially killed the fish.

After that, the scales are scraped off, rinsed, and the fish bones and fish meat are cut into three, and the fish fillets are started.

"It looks quite interesting." Qing'an watched him with relish.

"Do you want to try?" Qingyang handed her the knife.

"I'll try." After washing his hands, Qing'an rolled up his sleeves, took the knife, pressed it against the body of the fish, and began to operate under Qingyang's guidance.

It's not slippery, it feels like it's not working hard.The knife deflected and almost cut his own hand.

"It's really stupid... It's really careless, don't do it, you should first carefully look at how I did it, think about it carefully, and I will replace you next time." Qingyang pushed Qing'an aside, and then Keep cutting.

Qing'an watched the movements of Qingyang's hands without saying a word.

After dinner in the evening, the TV was turned on, and the three of them watched the party while eating walnut crisps.

She heard Qingyang say: "Zhu Jun is getting old."

After a while, he raised his hand and stroked his hair again: "I'm old too."

"The laws of nature, everyone has to follow, there is no way." Shao Lilian peeled the peanuts, staring at the screen.

At midnight, when the new year's bell rang, Qing Yang rubbed his eyes: "Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year." Qing'an gathered up some snack garbage on the table and threw them into the trash can.

Afterwards, Qingyang patted Shao Lilian who was asleep on the sofa: "Go into the room and sleep."

After turning off the lights, Qing'an and his parents went to their own rooms.

Today they still didn't mention anything about marriage, maybe they deliberately avoided mentioning it.

Back in the room, Qing'an and Yu Youning sent each other "Happy New Year" at the same time.

"What a coincidence." Qing'an couldn't help smiling.

"That's right. I wanted to pinch the post, but my mother just talked to me, and she got sidetracked." After that, Yu Youning sent another emoji of rolling glutinous rice balls.

"It's the same sooner or later." Later, Qing'an added, "Say Happy New Year to Auntie for me too."

"Okay, I'll tell her right away." After Yu Youning finished posting, she looked back at her mother, who was leaning against her, lying on the sofa and scrolling through Weibo: "Mom, An An wishes you a happy new year."

Zhao Xin was watching all kinds of comments from netizens who complained about the show, and then yawned lightly: "Then I also wish her a happy new year, good health, and all wishes come true."

After repeating Zhao Xin's words to Qing'an, Yu Youning turned over the chat history to last night's.

Qing'an probably didn't know how excited he was when he saw the phrase "I miss you" from her, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.

I miss you, these words made Yu Youning feel that she needs herself.Especially from a person like Qing'an who basically doesn't know how to say intimate words to people, and usually speaks like a knife, it's really amazing.

And the words that Qing'an said on the phone, the words themselves, the implication, and so on, made her think over and over many times.

"Okay. Do you want to go to sleep?" Yu Youning stretched out his hand to fiddle with her hair.In fact, Zhao Xin didn't watch much of the programs, basically just put the TV on there, and then listened to the voice and went online with his mobile phone.

"Hey, it's time to go to bed..." Zhao Xin said, put her legs down from the sofa, and stood up with her waist supported.

Yu Youning turned off the TV, put his hands on her shoulders, and gently pushed her into the bedroom.

"Wait, give me a kiss." After entering, Zhao Xin turned around again and pointed to his face.

Yu Youning looked at Zhao Xin, and felt that her mother was sometimes like a baby, so cute that people couldn't help laughing.

So, Yu Youning lowered his head, planted a kiss on Zhao Xin's face, smiled brightly and straightened up: "Go to sleep."

"Well, you too, you've been tired all day today, so go to bed early. Let's go to the flower show tomorrow." Zhao Xin rubbed his shoulders, walked to the bed, took off his shoes and climbed onto the bed.

"Okay, good night." After Yu Youning walked out, he closed the door with a smile, and turned around to go to his room.However, as soon as he turned around, Yu Youning turned around again.

"What's wrong?" Zhao Xin asked after seeing it.

Yu Youning was silent for a while, and then asked: "Mom, what if I..."

"what?"

"If I come to the end, I really bring you back..." Yu Youning bit her lower lip, not knowing how to continue.

"What are you bringing? Girlfriend?" Zhao Xin looked at her.

Hearing this, Yu Youning raised his head abruptly, held the doorknob, and finally nodded.

"Come here." Zhao Xin's expression suddenly became serious, and he reached out and patted the mattress next to him.

Seeing Zhao Xin rarely raise his face on the floor, his heart felt as if a bucket of water had been overturned, and his heart felt cold.Letting go of the doorknob, Yu Youning walked in, sat down beside her, his whole body was stiff.

"Since you were young, I haven't hit you or scolded you much, have you?" Zhao Xin's voice couldn't tell what kind of emotion it was.

Yu Youning nodded cautiously.

"What do you think I will do after you tell me this? Do you think I will beat you?" Zhao Xin looked at her and continued to ask.

With his heart pounding, Yu Youning shook his head.

"Then why are you acting like you're going to be beaten by me?" Zhao Xin pulled the corner of her mouth and smiled, but her emotions were still hard to hear.

Yu Youning turned to look at Zhao Xin, not quite sure what she meant.

"I just want to have a good chat with you about this matter. Let's be clear first. Do you like women?" Zhao Xin stared at her like a sharp knife.

Yu Youning nodded.

"Do you really only like women?" Zhao Xin asked again.

Although there was nothing too outrageous about Zhao Xin's question, every sentence still made people feel uneasy.

"So far, I have never liked a man." After Yu Youning finished speaking, she lowered her head again, thinking about what Zhao Xin would ask next.

"How does it feel to like a woman?" Zhao Xin continued to ask.

Yu Youning turned to look at her, only to see that her expression was still extremely serious.

"Careful." Yu Youning replied.

"That's it, it's gone? Then how do you know it's love and not friendship?" Zhao Xin raised his brows.

"No, and..." Yu Youning shook his head, "Heartbeat."

After Zhao Xin listened, he touched the back of his ear with his hand, and his tone was still lukewarm: "Go to sleep first."

"Okay... good night." Yu Youning was stunned, then got up, and left the room weakly.

Although I have always suspected my daughter's sexual orientation, but after I really found out, I still feel that something is weird.

Zhao Xin still doesn't quite understand why such an unreasonable thing happened, probably because he has never experienced it before, so he doesn't understand it.

Although I have read a lot of knowledge about it, I still can't feel the mystery if I can't feel it.It's like someone told you that XX food has a particularly good taste, it's perfect, and it tastes great, but if you don't like it, you can't feel the same as others.

However, she knew very well that if her daughter really liked a girl, then forcing her to be with a man would definitely make her daughter unhappy.

After all, in marriage and love, you still have to choose what you like, otherwise, there is still no way to get happiness in the end.

When Yu Youning returned to the room, seeing that Qing'an hadn't responded to the message, he gently placed the phone on the bedside table, then hugged his head with both hands, stroked his hair back, and sat on the bed.

what does mom mean...

Is it because he hasn't recovered from his indifferent attitude?Or is it that the reflex arc is too long, and it will explode tomorrow?

With his hand on the bed sheet, Yu Youning fell into a state of complete bewilderment.Those words last night were for Qing'an, but at the same time, they were also for himself.

Then, just on the spur of the moment... Sure enough, it was more than a hundred times more difficult to do than to say it.

However, she just wanted to make Qing'an feel a little more at ease in the future. After all, one of the parents on both sides was supportive, so for her, the pressure would be much less.

Then, I felt that my mother was a little more talkative than Qing'an, so I said it.

In fact, if Zhao Xin didn't ask the word girlfriend, she might still swallow the words with a small probability, but since her mother asked, she just admitted it.

However, Zhao Xin's subsequent attitude was so confusing that people really couldn't figure out what she was thinking.

Early in the morning.

When Qing'an woke up, he saw a series of messages from Yu Youning.

"You should be asleep, did you have a good dream?"

"I can't sleep."

"……very scary."

"A big rooster my mom recently raised is crowing =="

"Wow... It's actually dawn..."

Looking at the time, I found that it was sent at 01:30, 04:30, 07:30, [-]:[-], and [-]:[-] in the morning.

What is this doing, the rhythm of not sleeping all night?

Qing'an checked the time, it was eight o'clock.Pulling out the address book, Qing'an called Yu Youning.

But after the call was made, no one answered it.Maybe just fell asleep now?Well, don't bother me now.

Send a message.

"I fell asleep when you sent me a message last night, so I didn't reply in time. Did you not sleep all night? What was scary? Did you have a nightmare before? Or did you read some messy ghost posts on the Internet? Don't look at those weird things before going to bed, if you don't have enough mental endurance, you probably won't dare to sleep for several nights in a row." Qing'an waited in bed for a long time after posting, but there was no reply.

It is estimated that Yu Youning, who hadn't slept all night, really fell asleep now.

After getting up, brushing his teeth and washing his face, Qing'an and his family had breakfast together, and then went out for a walk with them.

But during the period, Qing'an would pull out his phone from time to time to check if Yu Youning had replied.

As I was walking, a relative walked up to me, and the relative was holding a child by the hand.After the child's New Year's greetings, Qing'an took out a red envelope from the bag, handed it to the child together with his parents, and said some words of blessing.

When the relatives saw it, they quickly asked the children to thank them, and then smiled and said: "Happy New Year, Happy New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai! But, An An, why did you give us Xiao Yuer red envelopes again? You give my children red envelopes every year. So when can we pay back?"

After Qing'an heard it, she knew what she meant.That means, when will she be able to get married and have a child, and when she has a child, they will give her a red envelope every year.

"Then you may have to wait for a while." After hearing this, Qing Yang made a sound.

"Aren't you in a hurry?" The relative continued to ask.

Qing'an didn't want to talk anymore.After all, every time you come back, although not everyone is asking, there will always be a few relatives who will.

Even if they said they were not in a hurry, they could still continue talking about this topic.

Therefore, it is best not to talk, so that they will stop talking so much because they feel that it is boring.

"What can I do if I'm anxious, no matter how anxious I am, a son-in-law won't fall from the sky for me, right?" Qing Yang pointed to the sky.

"Of course a son-in-law can't fall from the sky. So take the initiative, take the initiative to meet someone or something, and then try to get together, then you don't have to fall from the sky, and everything will come naturally." The relative continued to say with a smile .

Qing'an only felt that his mood, which had improved, was suddenly destroyed by others.

Frowning at the kid who was opening the red envelope, Qing'an shifted his gaze elsewhere, trying not to get angry.

"You don't need to worry about that. My daughter knows it well." Although Qing Yang usually takes care of Qing'an a lot, he doesn't like outsiders to dictate to her.

It's probably the mentality of "my daughter, I say she's okay because we're a family. But if you say her, it's not okay".

"If she is too lazy to look for it, you adults can help me." The relative continued.

"It's not that I'm too lazy to look for it, it's that I don't want to look for it." Qing'an finally couldn't help it, and replied with a forced smile.

But according to past experience, those who like to talk about these things are generally stubborn and self-centered, and they will perfectly ignore her words.

"Girls belong to each other, and they still need to have a good home." The relative said again.

"Have you said enough?" Qingyang is also a bad-tempered master, after being nagged endlessly, his face flushed, and even Qing'an had an outburst before him.

"Hey, hey, what are you doing, it's Chinese New Year's Eve..." Shao Lilian said, pulling Qingyang's arm.

"Don't be angry, don't be angry, I'm just talking nonsense..." Seeing that Qingyang was angry, the relative finally stopped talking, and then led the child away.

"You really have a bad temper..." Shao Lilian took Qingyang's arm and sighed.

"In the first place, who is she? She keeps beeping and beeping with her every year. What does it matter to her when my daughter gets married?! She only has a mouth for a day, so meddle in other's business." Qingyang is still very angry big look.

"Even if you can't get married, so what? Is it shameful? Ah? Is it shameful? It's fine for Qing'an if she doesn't marry! As for that little thing's violent temper and her ten-finger virtue, she can marry anyone." It's going to be a mess! Wherever you marry, you will fight with your parents-in-law 360 days a year, right? It's good if you don't get married, she can still be in the nest, and no one will say if she continues to behave wildly!" Qing Yang put his hands behind his back. Behind him, a pair of sword eyebrows looked like two sharp knives at the moment.

"Also, why is there no home? My house is so big, and I bought a house outside that is being renovated. Can't she live in it? Why is there no home? Even if she loses her job and has no job in the future, she can still eat. It's delicious, well-dressed, why is there no home?" Qing Yang stretched out his hand and gestured in the air, and the more he said, the more angry he became, every sentence sounded like a bomb was exploding.

Qing'an was also stunned by her father's venting.

Even walking has become somewhat mechanical.

If she is a small bomb, then her father is simply an atomic bomb.

"Okay, okay, don't be angry!" Shao Lilian looked around and let out a sigh of relief. Fortunately, there was no one around.She always said that her daughter had a bad temper, but she didn't know who was the real bad temper.

"Dad..." Qing'an tremblingly walked over, pulled his clothes: "I'm sorry. I know...they always say that, you must be in a hurry...it's just me...I'm sorry."

Qing Yang didn't reply after listening, but restrained his temper, closed his lips, and continued to walk forward with a serious face.

"For Chinese New Year, don't be unhappy because of other people's gossip. You father and daughter... In the end, you care too much about others." Shao Lilian sighed: "Her daughter got married after graduating from college, so she always feels that everything is wrong." People in the world have to follow the model of her family to be correct. Leave her alone."

Qing'an and Qingyang didn't speak after that.

Taking out his mobile phone, Qing'an sent another message to Yu Youning: "My father just got angry and scared me. However, he got angry because someone kept persuading me to get married. He said a lot of things, I don't know Is it true or angry..."

"Qing'an." Just as Qing'an sent the message, Qingyang suddenly called her by first and last name, causing Qing'an to send the message before finishing typing.

"Huh?" Qing'an looked up at him slightly.

"Don't play with your mobile phone while walking, there are people on the news who fell into the hospital while playing with their mobile phone while walking." Qing Yang's tone dropped again.

"Oh." Qing'an nodded, and put the phone back into the bag.

"Can I visit you in the future?" Qingyang asked suddenly.

"Huh?" Qing'an was stunned: "Why can't..."

"Don't you hate me? Don't you want to be free? When I wrote essays in high school, I was written as a heinous villain who didn't give you any freedom. After work, I always said that I have to travel and work overtime. I have a friend's appointment. Anyway, I don’t have time anyway...it’s obviously not very far away.” Qing Yang still had a straight face: “It’s also the same as last time, why don’t you say it’s not rare for me to come and see you.”

After Qing'an heard this, his nose felt a little sore for no reason.After wiping his nose, Qing'an turned his head to look at the flowers and plants beside him: "Where are they?"

"It's everywhere." Qing Yang walked slowly with his hands behind his back.

"No." Qing'an's voice trembled, but he still stubbornly denied it: "No, it's not."

"Wipe her with paper, she's crying like something." Qingyang said, throwing a look at his wife.

Afterwards, the family wandered into the supermarket.

Qingyang pushed the shopping cart, and when he passed the snack area, he threw a bunch of cakes, biscuits, jelly candies, and potato chips into it.When passing by the vegetable and fruit area, I threw a bunch of grapes, apples and kiwis into it.They were all Qing'an's favorite foods.

Afterwards, Qingyang fiddled with the contents inside: "Now there is no Cuban candy for sale. When I was young, I liked it very much."

"Eating brown sugar is enough. It's all the same." After Shao Lilian finished speaking, she asked again, "Would you like to weigh something?"

"It's different." Qingyang shook his head.

Shao Lilian felt that the stubbornness of the father and daughter was exactly the same.

At around three o'clock in the afternoon, she received a reply from Yu Youning.

"What did he say to the man? Not to you? What?"

"It means that person talks a lot of nonsense, and we don't need others to take care of our family's affairs." Qing'an condensed what her father said and sent it out.

Immediately afterwards, Qing'an asked again: "You didn't sleep all night yesterday?"

"Yes, so I slept until now. Then my mother didn't call me, she went out alone."

"Why didn't you sleep all night? Did you see something scary?" Qing'an asked.

After a long time, Yu Youning replied: "Well... yes, what kind of haunted square..."

"Then don't read it today, it sounds horrible." Afterwards, Qing'an sent a photo of the dough she kneaded to Yu Youning: "I kneaded this, and my dad said it was pretty good. "

"What is this going to do?"

"Belt noodles, put them in the vegetables." Qing'an smiled: "I told my dad that I wanted to learn a few dishes. He said he could teach me, but he didn't think I could. I definitely could. It’s just that I don’t care about it. After I’ve learned it, I’m going to invite my friends to try it. You have to come too. And... Jingjing, Chen Qi, etc., I want to get to know each other.”

On the other side, Yu Youning tilted his head and looked at the content sent by Qing'an, feeling his nose a little sore.

"Okay." After typing those two words, Yu Youning leaned against the window and saw Zhao Xin's car on the way back, so she closed the curtains, turned around, changed her clothes, then opened the bedroom door and walked out quietly. walked to the stairs.

"Yu Zi, are you awake?" Zhao Xin's voice came up from below, very loud.

"Yeah, I'm awake." Pulling the hair around her ear, Yu Youning trotted downstairs, only to see Zhao Xin coming in with a bag.

"Follow me to move things." After Zhao Xin put down the things, he turned and walked out again.

Yu Youning followed Zhao Xin to the rear of the car, took out several foam boxes together from the trunk, and then jointly carried out a pot of lucky bamboo, moved it into the house, and found a corner to set it up.

Zhao Xin wiped off his sweat with a towel and said, "Isn't this pot of lucky bamboo beautiful?"

Yu Youning nodded: "It's beautiful, how long can you manage it?"

"See how to raise it." Zhao Xin put the towel aside, then turned around to fetch water.

But Zhao Xin still didn't bring up the matter that he said last night.

Yu Youning walked to her side, looked at her sideways, and sat down on the side: "Mom, what are you having for dinner?"

"Hungry?" Zhao Xin put down the water glass.

"A little bit." Yu Youning nodded.

"There's a lot of food over there, you can eat whatever you want first. It's all given by others. I'll make dinner later, and your Auntie Huang gave me a huge crab. My mother and I will finish it tonight. Alright." Zhao Xin said, reaching out and opening a white plastic box on the ground.

After opening it, I saw a huge crab inside with several ice packs on it.

"I also want to learn how to cook." Yu Youning squatted down, poking the crab body with his finger and said.

Zhao Xin glanced at her and said casually, "Why, burn it for Qing'an?"

Yu Youning stopped poking the crab and stood up slowly.

"I just said it casually, is it really right?" Zhao Xin continued to open another smaller foam box, which contained fresh vegetables.

"Mom." Yu Youning stretched out his hand to hold Zhao Xin's arm, thought for a while, and asked, "You...do you know?"

"You're gay all the time, a parent would doubt it." Zhao Xin put down the lid of the foam box and looked at Yu Youning squarely.

"what?"

"Weibo talks to people all day long, do you really think that I will believe your nonsense and don't think about it? If you have a boyfriend, I might not really think about it. The problem is that you don't have a boyfriend. And those I also read a post discussing your sexual orientation, do you really think I can’t search your name on Weibo? Also, you said you look at Qing’an’s eyes, is that normal?” Zhao Xin said, Move the foam box to the kitchen.

"However, at that time I really didn't... have a woman I liked..." Yu Youning didn't know how to answer after being told by her.

"Really?" Zhao Xin was surprised by this.

Yu Youning nodded in a daze.

"I think so much, not because I care about you." Zhao Xin had no choice but to throw out this sentence.

"Then, Mom, what do you think..." Zhao Xin didn't make it clear, but Yu Youning always felt that his heart was still hanging.

"I have no idea." Zhao Xin glanced at her several times, and then walked to the kitchen.

Yu Youning walked to the sofa and sat down, still in a daze.

She thought yesterday that Zhao Xin would scold her to death because she couldn't accept it for a while, but it didn't.Later, I thought it was because the reflex arc was too long, and it only broke out today, but it didn't work.

But what she didn't expect at all was that Zhao Xin knew about it a long time ago, that's why she was so calm...

real or fake?It's not a dream.Yu Youning stretched out his hand, pinched a little flesh on the back of his hand, and twisted it left and right, frowning slightly in pain.

"Then I..." Standing up again, Yu Youning rushed to the kitchen.

"I don't understand you, but I don't want to interfere with you, understand?" Zhao Xin stuffed vegetables into the refrigerator, closed the door, turned to look at her,

Yu Youning supported the wall and nodded.

"To save you from looking sick from time to time." After Zhao Xin finished speaking, she looked at the cabinet, thought for a while, and then turned her head: "However, if I don't stop it, it doesn't mean that the other party's family doesn't stop it. What will happen, You should also know. What's more, most of the time, it's not just the people in your family who make things difficult for you, understand?"

Yu Youning nodded again,

"In the world, not everyone's parents are me. I have never seen your mother, and even though she is a few years old, she is still following the trend. It is not difficult to understand your mood. But don't think you are here. You can breathe a sigh of relief, and everything will be easy in the future. It's not just me you have to face." When Zhao Xin said these words, his expression became serious again.

"I know." It's impossible for her not to think about these things.

"Qing'an's parents are fierce, right?" Zhao Xin asked after a while.

"A little bit." Yu Youning couldn't tell a lie.

"Anyway, you can figure it out. I can't do much for you. The only thing I can give you is the right to choose freely in life. In fact, I didn't give it to you, because that is what you already have. I Just give up interfering. At most, I can help you see the character of the other party." When Zhao Xin divorced, there were a bunch of dissuading people next to him, saying not to leave, it is not good to leave.

Later she insisted on leaving, isn't she living a happy life now?

"I don't know what to say...Mom, thank you." After Yu Youning finished speaking, he walked forward, stretched out his arms, and hugged Zhao Xin: "There is one more thing, to celebrate An's birthday in a few days, I want to go to Look at her, and meet her parents by the way."

"You want to come out?" Zhao Xin was stunned for a while: "It's too soon, have you made a plan? I can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, let me tell you."

"No." Yu Youning shook his head: "It's just to see it, if you don't see it...not good, I won't be able to find a bug to cut into it in the future."

"Wait, when did you two get together?" Zhao Xin still wanted to know.

"Actually...not yet..." Yu Youning coughed softly.

"Then you guys, if you like someone, they may not be willing to take care of your liking." Zhao Xin walked to the side, took out the inner pot of the rice cooker, and rinsed it with water.

"I think she likes me too." After Yu Youning finished speaking, she shook her head again: "No, she definitely likes me. It's just that she is afraid."

"Anyway, you go. You can come back when the time comes, and it's okay if you don't come back." Zhao Xin took the liner, went to scoop rice, and then turned around: "Intuition is very mysterious, if you are rejected, don't Come back and hold me and cry."

"Mom, you talk like that...let me..." Yu Youning felt that her mother was very psychedelic.

"Just a reminder. After all, there is another kind of rejection. Even though I like you, I still refuse. After all, I haven't liked you enough to be willing to follow you through the mud. Didn't you say she was afraid?" Zhao Xin smiled , seems to have a lot of experience.

"Stop talking, I'll brush the crabs for you." After Yu Youning finished speaking, he turned around and went to drag the big crabs.

However, after a while, she stopped again and sent a message to Qing'an.

"Where are your parents' homes?"

Zhao Xin plugged in the power cord of the rice cooker, walked to the other side, and stared at the range hood above it in a daze.

To be a legendary, rational and good mother is actually very hard work.I am fighting with my heart every day, and I can't let my children see it.

But she still believed in her child. From childhood to adulthood, no matter what happened, she encouraged Yu Youning to make her own choices, and she was only responsible for guiding them.Then, none of the choices Yu Youning made disappointed her.Hopefully it will be the same this time.

Taking the rag, Zhao Xin wiped off the water on the table.

In a blink of an eye, the fifth day of the first month.

This is Qing'an's birthday, and she always celebrates the lunar calendar.For her, the lunar calendar is easier to remember than the new calendar, after all, it is during the Chinese New Year.In the past, some friends who were not particularly good knew that she had a birthday within a few days of the new year in the first lunar month.

For many young people, the first month is probably the most clearly remembered in the lunar calendar.

The moment he opened his eyes, the first thought that popped into Qing'an's mind was - Yu Youning was coming.

Yes, Yu Youning told her that he would come a few days ago.

Therefore, Qing'an, who originally wanted to sleep on the bed for a while, got out of bed with a click, opened the closet, rummaged through the clothes, and matched them in the mirror.

After skin care, she specially put on makeup for herself.

After Qing'an went down, when she passed by her father, Qing Yang, who was sitting on the sofa wearing glasses and reading the newspaper, took a look at her, and began to complain: "This makeup... the mouth is greasy."

"So what, this is for myself, not for you." After Qing'an finished speaking, he even made a "hum".

Qingyang originally wanted to continue talking about her, but suddenly felt that Qing'an's "hmph" sounded like a slap in the face at first, but when he listened carefully, it sounded a bit weirdly coquettish.

So, he shook the magazine in his hand and said nothing.It's just that the face that was always rigid has become a little softer unconsciously.

"When will Yu Zi arrive?" Shao Lilian came out with a bowl of sweet-scented osmanthus wine brewed with rice balls and asked her.

"Afternoon." Qing'an stirred Xiao Yuanzi with a spoon, with one hand behind his back.

After replying this sentence, Qing'an suddenly remembered that Yu Youning arrived in the afternoon.I started to toss about this a long time ago, so, in the afternoon, I have to make up for it anyway.Moreover, she has to eat later, and at noon, her makeup is really wasted.

"That's fine." Shao Lilian nodded, and then went back to the kitchen.

"Girl, happy birthday."

Just as Qing'an put down the spoon, Qingyang's voice came from behind. Qing'an stood up straight and was stunned for a while.

Putting her hands on the edge of the table and pursing her lips, she turned around and said, "Thank you, Dad."

"Do you want to eat cake at noon or at night?" Qingyang asked again.