love marks

Chapter 140 Six, lost memory again.

I cut my hair short again, but I can’t tell why, probably because I wanted to change my mood. As soon as I finished cutting my hair, I sent a selfie to Fu Yufengji, and then they sent a message to Fu Yufengji. There are two expressions, one is cute and the other is curling lips, the former is Fu Yu, and the latter is Feng Xing.

In conjunction with the re-cut hair, my clothing is once again geared towards neutral or masculine;

I suddenly remembered what Luan Mu said, I was imitating my elder brother's way of life; but now that I have changed back to male attire, I still feel relaxed, or maybe my nature is so "cynical".

Wan Yan contacted me again, saying that she wanted to meet and talk to me.

I don't want to talk to her, nothing good happens every time.

She followed suit and stuck in my office like last time.

I was depressed: "Please don't come to me on your own initiative, I have nothing to talk to you."

"You think I came all the way to find you just for useless chat?"

"Of course you're not just here for chatting. Every time you come to me, nothing good will happen." My attitude was cold.

She just had a very helpless expression, "It's a shame that I still have my whole heart towards you, but every time I end up with a hot face and a cold ass. If I didn't like you, why would I be so courteous?"

"Tell me something." I said impatiently.

She didn't talk nonsense, straight to the point, "Be careful with our boss recently."

I was slightly surprised, "Why?"

"I'm afraid he will be against you."

I was even more curious, "Why does he want to be against me?"

"I heard Hu Yi say that the boss will make some moves recently. Thinking of the person he has been in contact with recently, and the company's recruitment notice for expanding recruitment, I think he is really going to take action, so I came here to inform you, lest you be caught off guard. .”

"Enrollment expansion?" I thought for a while and replied, "Could it be that he really wants to annex ZY?"

She just had an admiring expression on her face, "Your brain is spinning very quickly, or did Fu Yu tell you?"

I'm not sure, "Didn't you say so."

She was thoughtful, "That's what I forgot."

"What does this have to do with me."

"You and Fu Yu didn't break up, right? Your lips are dead and your teeth are cold. Do you understand that a fire at the city gate will affect the fish in the pond?"

I was a little stunned, "This is not an appropriate description."

She explained in another way, "You and Fu Yu are on the same front. Fu Yu and the boss are fighting each other. No matter who wins or loses, you will be affected in the process. I will notify you in advance. It is always right to have a good vaccination. .”

"Thank you for your kindness, but Fu Yu won't involve me in work matters." Although I was worried, I didn't let go.

"Fu Yu doesn't want to implicate you, but you are the best bargaining chip for the boss. Even if Fu Yu doesn't want to, there is no guarantee that the boss will play a little trick in the competition."

"This is not a means of competition, but a way of villains," I said coldly, "If your boss really wants to do this, then he is not worthy of being a leader."

She just laughed, "You are just too straightforward. These days, who hasn't played tricks for the sake of immediate interests? The process is not important, but the result is important."

Seeing her preaching face, I dismissed her, then thought of something, and retorted, "How do you know what that man is going to do? Do you know too much, and then you come and tell me that you deliberately did it for me?" In short, is that person knowing that you will talk big, so he deliberately released the wind to let you know and then told me? How can I be sure that this is not your or his method. "

She was thoughtful, "Let me put it this way...it seems to be the same."

I snorted and said nothing.

She stood up, ready to leave, "Okay, that's all, I don't have anything else to say, you can do it yourself."

I glanced at her, "So you came all the way here just for these few words? You can make it clear with a phone call."

"Of course, it's mainly to see you. I finally have a reason, and of course I have to grasp it well." She started the seductive mode again.

I was unmoved, "Let's go, it will be over when Fu Yu sees you in a while."

She was moved, "Are you caring about me? I'm so flattered."

"I'm worried that Fu Yu will get jealous and get angry, and then I will be the fish in the pond who gets hurt."

"You seem to love Fu Yu very much." She didn't take it lightly.

"It's not like, it's true." My face was expressionless.

She suddenly approached me, and before I could escape, she heard her say, "Then how much can you do for Fu Yu?"

I stepped back two minutes, "What do you want to do."

"I'm asking you a question very seriously." She looked serious.

After a pause, I still replied, "As long as she needs it, she can do anything."

"If she doesn't need it." She moved closer.

I frowned, "Say it straight."

She was not in a hurry to answer, she traced my facial features with her eyes, and continued after a while, "If someone threatens Fu Yu's life and asks you to do something that you cannot accept, what will you do?"

Hearing this, I raised my eyes to look at her, her eyes were serious, not like a joke.

She said this for several reasons.

"what do you want to say in the end?"

She repeated, "Answer me first, if someone threatened Fu Yu's life and asked you to make a huge sacrifice, would you..."

I took the bait, "As long as she's okay, that's fine."

The air suddenly fell into silence; she stared at me for a while, then stepped back suddenly, "I really envy her."

I breathed a sigh of relief, and seeing her turn around to leave, I said meanly, "Just now, isn't it true?"

She paused for a second, then looked back at me, "I hope it's as you wish."

As soon as the voice fell, the person had already left.

Wan Yan's words are a bit inexplicable, but I don't think she is playing tricks.

Fu Yu's state has been very tired for the past two days, not because of physical fatigue, but psychologically, she seems to be preoccupied; while my work has been going smoothly these days, with almost no obstacles.

At their request, I have been living in a rented house for the past few days, and he has hugged me almost every day, saying that it is lingering, but it seems to be a little venting and declaring sovereignty?

I had a faint feeling that they didn't seem to calm down, let alone relieved, but watched me more closely.

The Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching, my brother's new drama was finished a few days earlier, and after a simple wrap-up banquet, he hurried back.

Brother and Gu Chenghao both intended to give the colleagues in the studio an extra two days of small vacation, so everyone had to finish their overtime work as soon as possible.

And I ran between the two studios. Fortunately, I didn't have much work at hand, otherwise I would have to worry about my poor memory and delay things.

Fu Yu Fengjie didn't seem to be very busy, he would often go to the studio to check on the posts, and then he didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, and forcibly sprinkled a wave of dog food in front of everyone.

My brother's assistant also complained about this: "Didn't you say that you broke up, it doesn't look like it."

I just rolled my eyes back, "Are you planning to follow Xiao Chen?"

She just shut up.

On the last day of overtime work before the long holiday, the studio was in a mess. It was probably the last day. Everyone was a little excited and relaxed, and they could chat with each other while sneaking in. The studio was in a harmonious and happy atmosphere.

I bent down on the table to temporarily revise a plan, and the assistant who was closest to me suddenly said, "Sister Song, you look so handsome and manly from this angle, no wonder they call you Handsome Tang" .”

"Thank you," I turned to look at her, "My brother told you?"

"Well, the boss often praises you in front of us."

"We can all testify to this point, the boss is a proper sister-in-law." Another person continued, and the others understood it very well, "It's really, really..."

I smiled lightly, didn't speak, and the air quickly returned to silence.

After a while, someone suddenly pinched my butt hard, I didn't pay attention to it, Feng Jie often engages in sneak attacks, I'm no longer surprised by it.

He took another shot.

"Feng Ji, don't make trouble." I hit him casually, and suddenly felt that the surrounding atmosphere was suddenly silent.

I turned around in doubt, but I saw Fu Zhe standing behind him, and he was holding a mobile phone in one hand, looking at us with embarrassment, and clenched his other hand into a fist.

All eyes from the room were on him.

What's the situation, it's not Fengji...? !

"What are you doing?" A voice came, and the elder brother was standing behind Fu Zhe. Fu Zhe turned around, stunned for a moment, and immediately wanted to explain in a panic, "No, Mingzi, I didn't pay attention..."

The elder brother left with a dark face, Fu Zhe gave me a sorry look, and then chased me out.

Only then did I realize it, so I followed, but I saw Fu Yu outside the door, no, it was Feng Jin, with a scary face.

From the last time until now, I haven't seen Fu Yufeng for almost a month, and they haven't contacted me actively. During this month, they didn't surf the Internet, make phone calls, or come to see me, and they didn't live in the rented house either. The company can't find people, I can't find them, it's like the world has evaporated.

I thought about it carefully, and only remembered the last sentence he said to me: "We broke up completely, and we will never see each other again."

Well, we broke up.

But I clearly thought that they would not let me go...would not give up on me.

Now it seems that it's just what I thought.

But what was the reason... I can't remember at all.

For more than a month, my work has been going smoothly, even unbelievably smoothly;

During this period, Hu Yi, Wan Yan's boyfriend, came to me a few times. Although I didn't have a good intuition towards him, I still stretched out my hand and didn't hit the smiling face, and it was okay on the surface;

Hu Yi's attentiveness is a bit strange recently, and he also asked some seemingly inexplicable questions, such as:

"How long it takes for unpleasant things to be let go or forgotten;"

"Things have already happened, is there any need for revenge;"

"If someone looks heinous to outsiders but treats you very well, how would you deal with your relationship with him?"

……

The last question is: "Someone who was nice to you once, but he had a very bad temper, hurt you more than once, but loved you very much, and finally betrayed you, and when you meet him again, he is in a difficult situation. What will you do?" won't help him?"

Naturally, I thought of Fengji.

But we have broken up.

Besides, there should be nothing he can't solve.

Hu Yi came to see me almost every two days, and every time he talked about some topics that I couldn't answer, and sometimes he didn't say anything, just looked at me quietly from the side, and stayed for a long time.

I was perfunctory at first, then impatient, then puzzled, and finally helpless, but he always had the same attitude. My expulsion had no effect on him, and his hospitality was confusing and even more inexplicably weird.

"You have a girlfriend, right? Your girlfriend, Wan Yan, is full of charms. Is there anything you are not satisfied with? Why are you running to me every day?"

He sat quietly in one place, looking like a lonely patient. It took him a while to reply: "She's not my girlfriend, at most she's a ****."

"...So what on earth are you trying to do here?"

The air was silent for a while, and he said, "Let's be together."

I was checking the artist's itinerary on my mobile phone, and it took me a while to come back to my senses, suspecting that I had heard it wrong: "What did you say?"

"Let's be together." He looked up at me.

I didn't respond right away. In view of his "abnormal" behavior these days (although I don't know if he is usually this abnormal), I stared into his eyes for a while before asking, "The reason."

"You broke up with Fu Yu, Wan Yan and I are not boyfriend and girlfriend, we are both single."

"That's not a reason."

"You are excellent, and I admire you very much."

"lie."

He froze for a moment and didn't speak again.

I didn't pay attention to him any more, and went on my own.

He would come to see me after that, but he didn’t speak at all, like a ghost, he waited aside, and he followed me after I got off work, until I got in the car and left him far behind. .

I don't want to ignore this kind of harassment and entanglement, and finally I got mad: "What's the matter with you, what are you trying to do, follow me and I will call the police!"

He is not worried, "There are loopholes in the law, let alone the police."

"What the hell are you trying to do?!"

He had no expression on his face, "Be my girlfriend."

"Are you sick."

He turned a deaf ear, "I will be responsible to you, and I can also marry you."

I couldn't laugh or cry, "This is not your real idea, what is your purpose?"

"I quite like you."

"Like a head! Do you think I'm a fool?" I was impatient, "Tell me what you want!"

He paused and replied, "I want to take revenge on Fu Yu."

I was surprised, "Revenge her for what?"

"This is between me and her, you don't need to know."

"Since you don't want me to know, don't implicate me," I disdain for his playful play of playing hard to get, "I don't know what's going on between you two, but if you want to solve it, you should solve it face to face with her, don't Involving irrelevant people, but..." I thought about it and said, "Since you want to drag me in, it means I should know about it, right?"

He looked at me for a while, then said quietly, "You are the person she loves the most, and the best way to get revenge on her is to get you."

I am ashamed, it really is impure motives.

"But we have broken up, and we haven't been in touch for more than a month, and I can't get in touch with her (him), so we're okay."

All he said was, "No."

I got angry, "You've been with me for a whole month, you're not a fool, can't you see what's going on, I'm done with that guy, it doesn't make any sense for you to do this, do you understand!"

He was still stubborn, "He won't give up on you."

I am completely speechless.

But hearing what he said, I still have a little luck in my heart, and I hope what he said is true.

But if it is true, Hu Yi is also a difficult guy.

During the month of his entanglement, he kept quiet most of the time and didn't talk much, but it was his state that made me uneasy, because I wasn't sure what he wanted to do, or whether he would Suddenly there is an unexpected move.And he doesn't pay attention to me most of the time, but observes my surroundings, as if there is something hidden nearby.

Same now.

I saw him staring at a certain place motionlessly, so I took the opportunity to sneak away, but he found me just a few steps away, and then suddenly caught up with uncharacteristically fast steps, and suddenly wrapped me in his arms. Want to force a kiss? !

I was so scared that I immediately gasped him hard, broke free and ran away, and saw my brother rushing towards me head-on, and greeted Hu Yi behind me with a punch.

I came back to my senses and quickly stopped my brother: "Brother, brother! Don't be impulsive!"

The old man was very angry, and hit him with his fist when the round was round, but Hu Yi didn't resist too much, he just stepped back a few steps, and I grabbed my brother, "Don't be impulsive, don't be impulsive, pay attention to your image!"

As an older brother, if the rumors spread because of a fight, it would be another spit of trolls.

"Who are you kid?! Do you dare to report your name?" The old man was aggressive.

Hu Yi was not timid either, and responded happily, "My name is Hu Yi."

"You're not cowardly," the elder brother sneered, "I've been paying attention to you for a long time, and you've been following our pine nuts all the time. After all, you can't stand your temper today, right? Who gave you the courage!"

"Courage is naturally given to me." He was neither humble nor overbearing.

"Let me tell you, Hu Yi, don't think that our pine nuts are easy to bully if we don't speak up. I dare to bully us if I don't get angry. Our pine nuts are soft-hearted and I won't be soft-hearted. If you dare to appear in front of us in the future, I will beat you up." break your leg!"

It can be seen that the old brother is really angry. He is usually very stable, and he has hardly said anything radical.

While comforting him, I looked around the situation. It would be troublesome if a reporter took pictures of him. Although we were not the ones to blame, gossip reporters are best at taking things out of context.

Hu Yi didn't look at his brother, but turned to me, and asked in a serious tone, "Do you want to stay with me for the last time."

"You're beautiful!" The old man snapped back unceremoniously, "Our pine nuts are something that people like you can covet, roll as far as you can, and don't let me see you again, or I won't You're welcome!!"

Hu Yi still ignored his elder brother, turned his head and looked in the direction just now for a while, and then said to himself, "It seems that we can only go that way."

Then he looked at me again, then turned and left.

It wasn't until Hu Yi walked away that the elder brother breathed a sigh of relief, "Who is it, a stinky rascal."

I also breathed a sigh of relief, "Thank you, brother."

"What are you saying thank you to my brother?" He still had lingering fears, "What's the matter with that kid, how long has he been pestering you? He doesn't look like a suitor no matter what."

"You've already taught him a lesson, I guess he won't come again," I said with relief, "It's okay, let's go."

He was still worried, and urged, "Be careful in the future. If he pesters you again, you should call the police. You can't be soft-hearted."

I thought of what he said: "There are loopholes in the law, let alone the police."

"Understood, I will pay attention, let's go."

After walking side by side for a while, the elder brother brought up another topic: "It will be the end of the year in two months."

"Ah."

"What are your plans for the house in the suburbs?"

"What's the plan? Mom doesn't live anymore."

The elder brother seemed a little displeased, "Songzi, don't say that again."

I was at a loss, "What's wrong? Did I say something wrong?"

He seemed to be suppressing some emotions, "Songzi, my mother is gone."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" I was angry, "What do you mean she is gone, my mother is alive and well..."

"How long has it been since you went back?" The elder brother asked instead.

I thought back, "A month."

"Did you call home?" He asked again.

"Called, but no one answered, probably didn't hear it."

The elder brother held back his emotions, "Songzi, don't do this."

"What's wrong with me, I'm fine," I replied, "Mom is out on a trip, so there is no one at home. Thinking about it, she hasn't gone on a trip for many years, let her play for a few more days, wait She will be back in a few days, hey, I suddenly want to eat dumplings made by my mother, then we will go back together and make celery dumplings, the stuffing made by my mother is delicious..."

"Pine nuts!" My brother's expression suddenly became serious, which startled me, "Be sober, mom... Mom is gone, and I won't be able to eat dumplings made by mom in the future."

I was a little confused and didn't believe my brother's words, "What are you talking about, what do you mean my mother is gone, my mother is clearly alive and well, why do you say that she is not here, brother, how can you say such a bastard, Cursing my mother like that, if she hears it, she will scold you."

"Songzi, take a good look," he tore off a piece of black cloth from his sleeve, with the word filial piety written on it;

Only when a loved one is dead, the family members will wear black gauze on their arms, and now my brother is wearing this black gauze, the meaning cannot be more obvious,

"Mom passed away a month ago, today is exactly Qiqi, Songzi, wake up, don't live in a dream."

I'm just shocked that my mother died!Just a month ago...

how can that be possible!I have no idea!

But my brother can't tell lies, especially for this kind of thing, as a son, my brother is even less likely to talk nonsense;

So, is this all true?Mom, she really passed away...!

My mind went blank, and I really didn't want to believe the news. I looked up and saw that my brother's eyes were red, and I tried not to let the tears flow down.

"Before my mother left, I didn't have time to say anything, but I found this when I was packing up my mother's belongings," the old man said, and took out an old booklet and a jewelry box from his pocket. It is a pair of earrings made of jade.

"I think these are left to you by my mother," the elder brother's voice trembled slightly, "probably wanting to leave them for you as a dowry."

I don't know if it was influenced by my brother or choked by the cool night wind, my nose was not consciously sore, and the liquid in my eye sockets fell unconsciously.

Looking at what my mother left behind, I was speechless.

My brother sniffed, stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms, my tears poured out even more uncontrollably, and fell into my brother's warm embrace.

"Hey, cry, it's fine if you cry." My brother's voice is as warm as an embrace, bringing me some comfort in the cold night.

Originally, I didn't want to cry, really, I didn't want to cry, but I didn't know why my tears couldn't be controlled, I just suddenly felt very uncomfortable, really uncomfortable.

"Why? Mom... Is it a heart attack again... I didn't mean it, but I..." I really don't remember.

The old man didn't speak.

In this empty night, my brother hugged me and stood there for a long time until the liquid in my eyes drained and the tip of my nose felt the coolness of the night. Tissue, "I'm going home."

"Okay, let's go home together."

My heart felt warm, but I still couldn't help asking, "Don't you need to tell Fu Zhe?"

His expression froze for a moment, then he twitched the corner of his mouth, with a bit of bitterness, "I don't need it today."

It seems that they may also have conflicts, so I didn't ask more.

After walking for a while, the elder brother said, "Songzi, how much do you remember about what happened a month ago?"

Not understanding the meaning of his question, I thought about it and asked, "What do you mean?"

"You..." The elder brother hesitated, and finally asked, "You and Fu Zhe... about it."

"Fu Zhe and I are fine," I said, "Did you quarrel with Fu Zhe?"

"No..." He denied it.

I also kept silent.

He suddenly raised his hand to touch my forehead, and asked inexplicably, "Is your head better, does it still hurt?"

I also felt it subconsciously, and there was nothing unusual, "It doesn't hurt, and I don't have a headache."

He went on to ask, "Has Miss Yu ever looked for you?"

I was a little sad, "No."

"What about the exhaustion?"

"No." When I said this, I was still a little angry, "Suddenly they stopped contacting me, and I couldn't find them. They also said that they broke up with me, and that they would never see each other again, and then they disappeared like the world. He disappeared without a trace, and I didn't even know the reason for the breakup. I clearly said that I was not allowed to leave him or betray her. I was so possessive, but now it's easy to leave..."

Suddenly I thought of her desperate eyes when I told her to break up with her last time, and she cut her wrist and committed suicide. Fortunately, the rescue was timely, otherwise...

Suddenly I broke out in a cold sweat, and I hurriedly grabbed my brother, "It's bad, brother, do you think she will do something stupid? I wanted to break up with her once before, but she committed suicide and said I was The whole meaning of his life, now that we have broken up, will she do stupid things like last time, brother! What should I do? Where am I going to find her, brother?"

The elder brother was stunned for a moment, then he calmed down and said in relief, "No, she won't be so fragile, she loves you so much, how could she despise her own life, even if Yu girl may not think about it, then And Feng Ji, with Feng Ji's temper, how could he go to death so easily, don't scare yourself, he won't be so stupid."

"She will, she has been doing stupid things, and it's all about me, she committed suicide last time, but I could still find her, but now..." The more I think about it, the more scared I become , "What to do, what to do... I, I can't find her, I can't find her! Brother!"

"No, she'll be fine. If something happens to her, Fu Zhe will know and he will tell me..." Speaking of Fu Zhe's brother's expression changed slightly, he then said, "And it's been a month Now, even if something really happened, it's too late for you to think about it now, and it's impossible for us not to know anything about it, unless..." The old man suddenly shut up and stopped talking.

And I got cold for a moment.

For more than a month, there is no news of someone, and no one knows how her situation is, whether it is good or bad, whether she is dead or alive, I feel that I understand their temperament, if they don't want others to know their It's too easy to find whereabouts; compared to his anger and madness, what he fears most is silence, and now they are not only silent, but also have no news.

And I'm so nervous that I broke up a month ago, and now I think they might be in danger... Oh my god, what have I been doing this month?

What have I overlooked, and what have I forgotten?

"She won't give up on you."

I thought of Hu Yi's words again, and my heart became inexplicably excited again.

What he said was true, I hope.

He followed me for a month, saying it was for revenge on Fu Yufengji, so I naturally didn't believe that he really wanted to be friends with me, and I had no intention of agreeing to him.

But the purpose of his "entanglement" this month is obvious, or he doesn't know where Fu Yu is going, so there is no way to get revenge, but he firmly believes that as long as he follows me, he can find Fu Yu, and he stubbornly believes that Fu Yu will return. Contact me again...

He understood Fu Yu Fengjiu somewhat, so he dared to go his own way.

Or is it that even outsiders know her persistent and desperate character, so they dare to make such a judgment?

But I am her pillow person, how could I not believe this.

But the breakup was said by him himself.

I followed behind my brother in a daze, feeling helpless and confused.

It suddenly occurred to me that before leaving, Hu Yi had been looking at a certain place, as if there would be someone there, and his abnormal behavior was also after looking in that direction.

He said he wanted revenge on Fu Yu, and I was the best bargaining chip...

I suddenly realized, and immediately turned around and ran towards the back.

"Songzi, where are you going?"

Ignoring my brother's yelling, I ran towards that place, and when I got close, I realized that it was a corner, and there was a secluded path after the corner. This kind of place would not be easily found if people were hiding in the dead of night.

So there was really someone hiding here at the time, could it be Fu Yufengji?

Thinking of Hu Yi's abnormal behavior at that time, hope was rekindled in my heart.

Hope they are safe and sound.

The elder brother followed, looked around the corner, and said puzzledly, "What are you doing here, you're a fool."

My mood has improved a little at this time, and my tone has softened a lot: "It's okay, I'm curious, let's go home now."

The elder brother stared at the corner for a while, hesitated and asked again: "Do you still remember why you two broke up?"

This one question brought me back to hell again.

The author has something to say:

The plot is coming to an end, and there are one or two more chapters to come to an end. The author has been trying to find an appropriate time to push the plot to a climax and then to the end. The author Bacteria expressed that he was very frustrated and had no choice but to continue to work hard;

In this chapter, it is written that Songzi’s Mama passed away, and Songzi and Fu Yu (Feng Ji) also "officially" broke up, but the process in the middle was shamefully "deleted". In fact, this is a response to what I said a long time ago I have mentioned Songzi’s “self-hypnosis” stalk. When Songzi encounters an event that is deeply impressive and sad, she will mentally build a “fence net” for herself. The memory is completely deleted, but it will be blocked, so that Songzi does not have to look directly at this memory; this kind of psychological suggestion has a kind of blinding effect, but it is not absolutely guaranteed. Although "self-hypnosis" is effective for a while, when encounter When external stimuli reach a certain trigger point, they will still be aware of what happened before, which has been clearly shown in the previous article;

And what exactly happened a month ago that made Songzi want to use "self-hypnosis" to escape from himself will be revealed in the next chapter. After that, there will be the last conflict, and then it will come to an end. The author, thank you for being able to follow the article to the present, everyone, for being able to tolerate the author's unscrupulous brains, who is clearly a biological mother but doing things like a stepmother... Thinking about it is also fascinating.

That’s all for today, dear readers, good night.