sorry i want you

On a sunny day, the city is brightly lit with neon lights at night, and the traffic flow is like weaving, swaying with lights and shadows, like a dream.

After Xin Yue finished the homework, he sat on the balcony with the cold wind blowing, two cigarette butts had been stubbed out in the ashtray in his hand.

Frowning slightly, he extinguished the third cigarette.

Since returning to Qingtian City, he hadn't seen Ou Jiming again.He even wondered if he had done too much a few days ago, which completely chilled Ou Jiming and gave up?

If so...

The muscles at the corners of his mouth twitched. Do you want to chase him back yourself?

He picked up his cell phone and called Ou Jiming.

The phone rang for a long time, but no one answered.

He looked at the phone that hadn't been answered, and muttered to himself: "It's not like I really gave up!" He clicked his tongue a little impatiently.

It's too impatient, sigh lightly, forget it, let's go to him tomorrow.

Xin Yue got up, put the ashtray by the window, got up and entered the house.

He sat outside for so long that his whole body was almost frozen into icicles.

After returning to the room, he went straight to the bathroom, took off his clothes and stood under the shower, the hot water splashed on him, and his body gradually warmed up.

He raised his face, and the hot water slapped his face.Closing his eyes, he had the illusion for a second that he seemed to be submerged in water.

goo goo goo...

The sound of water kept ringing in my ears.

The person slides completely into the water.

cold--

Bitter cold.

The whole body is about to lose consciousness.

The cold lake water drilled into his nose and ears with a unique fishy smell.

The strands of hair floated in the water like silk like clouds.

Ou Jiming opened his eyes in the water, the water was pitch black, and there seemed to be an invisible black vortex beneath him, trying to attract him into it.

I was terrified.

He felt scared.

The feet stepped on the water unconsciously, not letting themselves sink.But he didn't dare to swim ashore again, it seemed that only by sinking into the water could he feel everything that Xin Yue had endured.

He looked towards the shore, and only occasionally saw a few spots of light on the lake shore.

There was no sound of anyone talking, no sound of cars, only occasionally a few crows, the voice was bleak, as if it wanted to lead people into hell.

Did Xin Yue feel the same way when he fell into the lake?

Afraid, afraid, regretful.

He even felt that it would not be a pity for him to die underwater like this.

He closed his eyes, feeling countless tentacles slowly stretching towards him in the water, then tied his hands and feet, and wrapped his throat.

it hurts!

The neck seemed to be strangled.

He opened his mouth and took a big breath.

The only thing that can be poured in is water.

The icy cold water made his gums tremble, and the fishy smell made him nauseous.

His limbs were also entangled, his legs spread out, and his movements of treading water became messy.

He opened his eyes and looked desperately at the sky.

Pieces of dark clouds gathered in the sky, covering only a few stars in the sky.

A huge force wrapped around his legs and pulled him down desperately.

He felt that Xi might not survive.

To drown in this artificial lake.

Then... Will Xin Yue forgive himself a bit?

He remembered everything.

At the beginning, he felt that Xin Yue was disgusting and would ruin his brother's reputation, so he went home and used the computer left by his father to check the information on the Internet. Men and men are a kind of mental illness.

This disease emanates from the soul, and anyone who is infected with this disease is dirty, evil, and fornicating.

He didn't understand anything at the time, and felt that this explanation was quite right.

If Xin Yue wasn't dirty, evil, or promiscuous, why would he do that kind of thing in front of his cousin's photo in the dormitory? This is one of the manifestations of promiscuity!

He didn't care about Xin Yue's life and innocence at all, but he was afraid that Xin Yue would spoil his cousin.

So he asked Luo Heng, who was as young as him at the time, where he could treat mental illness.

Luo Heng said that his driver's relative is a doctor in a mental hospital, and he can help.

So Ou Jiming and Luo Heng found the doctor and paid him two expenses with the money his father left him before his death. One was for Xin Yue's treatment and the other was for his reward.Tell him to 'treat' Xin Yue 'properly', no matter what means are used, let him return to normal as soon as possible.

Then, he went abroad with his cousin.

Later, he completely forgot about it.

But he didn't expect that when he came back more than ten years later, things would turn out like this.

What Xin Yue suffered back then was all caused by himself.

If that person wasn't Xin Yue, maybe he wouldn't survive!

If that person wasn't Xin Yue, he might have collapsed long ago.

If I die, I can make amends... But if I die, Xin Yue still has decades of life left, who will protect him?

Ou Jiming's mind was in chaos, and so was his body.

He struggled in the water in confusion, but the more he struggled, the more his body sank.

There was a sound of 'plop'.

Someone jumped into the lake, and he saw someone swimming towards him in the water.

He thought it was Xin Yue and was very excited.

But when the other party approached, he could clearly see that it was his cousin Wen Jichen.

Wen Jichen swam behind him, put his arm through his armpit, and dragged him ashore.

The two of them were lying on the ground wet, Ou Jiming kept coughing, his throat was so painful.

Wen Jichen rested for a while, sat up, and punched him in the face.

Ou Jiming screamed in pain and shrank into a ball: "Brother... what are you doing!"

"What am I doing? I still want to ask you what you want to do. Although you did a lot of excessive things back then, there is no need for you to seek death and live! If you die, will Xin Yue's injuries be eliminated?"

Ou Jiming blinked and stroked a painful spot.

Touching his face, he said: "I broke up with Xin Yue here at the beginning. The words I said at that time, even if I jumped in and drowned now, it would not be a pity. But I don't want to die, but I want to jump Try it in the water, how cold the water is."

Wen Jichen looked at Ou Jiming in shock, knowing that he wasn't looking for death, he was relieved.

Ou Jiming sat up, shivering in the cold winter night: "Brother, if I say that Xin Yue suffered all the crimes I caused, would you believe it or not."

Wen Jichen looked at him obliquely, and smiled with his lips raised.

Although he didn't say anything, that smile said everything.

Ou Jiming smiled wryly: "You guessed it in the car just now, right?"

Wen Jichen: "Your performance is so obvious, how can I not guess it? Tell me, what happened back then?"

Ou Jiming suddenly thought of Xin Yue masturbating with his cousin's photo in the dormitory, and subconsciously shut up.

He didn't want to tell others about such a sexy and lovely Xin Yue.

And at that time, the object of Xin Yue's obsession was his cousin, and he didn't want to cause embarrassment between them.

So, he didn't want to tell him.