sorry i want you

"I was the one Xin Yue liked at the time, right!" Needless to say, Ou Jiming, Wen Jichen also guessed.

Ou Jiming refuted him almost instantly: "It's not you, don't talk nonsense."

Wen Jichen: "If it wasn't me, could it be you? If you were someone else, you wouldn't react so violently! But what I'm more curious about is, why did you think of sending him to a mental hospital? You weren't even 11 at the time. age."

Ou Jiming curled his lips and lowered his head, but he didn't answer Wen Jichen's question.

Seeing that he stopped talking, Wen Jichen couldn't ask further questions.Instead, he took him home.

Of course they can't go back to Ou's house. If grandpa finds out that the two of them came back wet in the winter, they won't have to be sick.

Wen Jichen called his wife to report, saying that he would stay at Ou Jiming's house for one night and would not go back tonight.

Ou Jiming sat in the driver's seat, only to find that his mobile phone screen was flickering.

It was Xin Yue calling.

His hand holding the mobile phone trembled, and the mobile phone suddenly turned into a hot potato, which made him want to throw it away.

Wen Jichen took a look and raised his eyebrows: "Aren't you going to answer one?"

Ou Jiming: "Now is not the time to call him back." He directly turned off his phone and threw it into the storage compartment.

"Next, what are you going to do? Continue to pursue Xin Yue as if you didn't find out anything? Or tell him everything, and then take the initiative to admit your mistakes and apologize?" Wen Jichen asked him.This is the most pressing issue right now.

Ou Jiming didn't know what to do either.Pretending not to notice anything, he continued to stick to the back of Xin Yue's butt with a lazy face, he felt that he couldn't do it.But if you want to confess everything to him, he is even more afraid.

Xin Yue knew that he was the one who broke into the dormitory back then, but he didn't necessarily know that he was also the one who sent him to the mental hospital.

If I said it myself, wouldn't it make things worse and worsen their relationship?

If not to say...

He brushed his wet hair irritably, and slammed his fist on the horn, saying in a low and depressed voice, "I don't know, don't ask me any more."

Seeing that he was in such pain, Wen Jichen couldn't bear to persecute him anymore.He patted him on the shoulder comfortingly, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, no matter what you want to do, I am your backing, and I will always support you. Just do what you think is right."

Ou Jiming turned his head and looked at Wen Jichen with a wry smile: "Brother, if you indulge me like this again, I might turn bad."

Wen Jichen said firmly, "You won't turn bad."

"Are you so sure?"

Wen Jichen said: "Because Xin Yue doesn't like you when you turn bad."

He seemed to be talking nonsense, and he seemed to be deliberately reminding Ou Jiming that it's best not to mess around again.Be sober at all times, think carefully about every step before making a decision.

Ou Jiming thought about it.

After he brought Wen Jichen home, he arranged for him to live in the guest room, took a casual bath by himself, and then sat on the floor of the living room. What should I do.

He still remembered clearly the scene of Xin Yue being busy in the yard that day.

But his mind kept recalling what classmate Wen Jichen said.

At that time, he described Xin Yue's appearance as dry, thin, with yellow skin, and stooped, like an old man.

In the memory, Xin Yue also gradually bent down, and his figure became extremely thin.

He looked back at him with empty eyes.

"Ou Jiming, you are the one who harmed me. It was you and me who became what we are now. Do you know how much I have suffered because of your words?"

"I just can't live anymore." Xin Yue said, reaching out to him.

The shriveled fingers trembled, and gradually broke into a thin and dry branch, which suddenly snapped when stretched out.

boom--

There was a fire.

Xin Yue was burned by the fire, and he struggled in the fire: "Ou Jiming, it's all your fault. I won't live until next year, I won't live until next year."

The fierce burning suddenly exploded, and the tip of his tongue attacked him, trying to drag him into the fire and burn him up together.

There was a force dragging him back to hide, but he only wanted to move forward.He wants to save Xin Yue from the fire.

He hurts so much!

The voice is hoarse!

In the end, he defeated the invisible force, he threw himself into the fire, and the tongue of fire seemed to be doused with oil, engulfing him.

It hurts!

The body was roasted to the point of splitting apart!

But Xin Yue suddenly retreated from the fire. He stood outside the fire, handsome and unrestrained, with picturesque eyes: "Ou Jiming, you will never know the pain I endured!" Then he quietly turned and left.

"Don't—" Ou Jiming shouted loudly, but his voice stopped abruptly.The raging fire scorched him, and the moment Xin Yue turned around, his body disintegrated and his bones flew around.

it hurts-

"Ah—" Ou Jiming suddenly yelled and sat up abruptly.

There was a dark drawer in front of him, he thought he was in hell, bent his knees, and curled himself up into a ball.

He buried his face in his knees, gasping for air.

There were big drops of cold sweat dripping down his face.

It took him a long time to come back to his senses.

Looking at the door blankly, he remembered that he was at home in a trance.

I accidentally fell asleep sitting here last night.

Unexpectedly, I had that terrible nightmare.

Now that I think about it, it might not have been a nightmare at all.

At that time, Xin Yuecai was still immature, how did he survive everything back then?

If it were him, he was confident that he might not be able to survive as nervously as he did, and become the outstanding person he is now.

He scratched his sweat-drenched hair and moaned in pain.

Staggering to get up and go upstairs to take a shower.But just as he stood up, he suddenly felt dizzy, his eyes turned black, and his body weighed as much as a thousand catties.

He couldn't bear it anymore, and his body swayed and fell to the ground.

He hurriedly supported the glass to stabilize his figure.

I touched my forehead, it was hot!

No wonder I felt like I was being burned in the dream just now.

He leaned against the glass window for a while, and his vision gradually cleared up.

He turned and went upstairs.

After washing up again, taking cold medicine, and going to a nearby clinic for a dose of anti-fever injection, I took a taxi out.

He leaned against the taxi, lying with his eyes half-closed, and didn't even notice that in the car passing by them, Xin Yue was seriously flipping through the documents in his hand, frowning as if he was in trouble.

Ou Jiming took a taxi to the Third People's Hospital, the only psychiatric hospital in this city.

He had never been to this hospital, and he asked about it from Wen Jichen's old classmate last night.

He has figured it out thoroughly, and since he has made up his mind to be with Xin Yue, he will never back down again.

He has to find out the harm he caused to Xin Yue bit by bit.

Will he confess to Xin Yue that he doesn't know, but he must figure out how much pain he has caused him.

Only in this way can he treat him even better and make up for all the pain that was caused to him.