sorry i want you

"Although the incident was not reported, it had a considerable impact on the school and the parents. At that time, it was vaguely heard that his parents were also implicated in this incident, and they were both dismissed by the unit. Their family lives in general. One is Elementary school teachers, one is an employee of a state-owned enterprise whose salary is not high, and once he loses his job, the family basically loses their source of income."

"Later, the school almost stopped his classes, and he only showed up occasionally during school exams or when distributing materials. But every time his condition became worse and worse, and he was absent from April to the graduation exam. Appeared at school."

"We went to his house secretly to see him a few times, and every time we returned without success. According to their neighbors, he had been locked up in the hospital for a long time and hadn't returned home. We could tell at that time that their neighbors I also dislike their family a lot, treating it like a plague!"

"Then you... have you really never seen him again?" Wen Jichen didn't expect so many things to happen in just a few months.

If he had known this would happen, he would never have gone abroad at that time.

If I can help Xin Yue once or twice, maybe Xin Yue is now at the top of the pyramid, instead of living a life in a small company that is completely different from his original ambition.

Another old classmate shook his head and said: "I saw him again later, on the day of the college entrance examination. I was in the same examination room as him. I bumped into him at the school gate. He was skinny and skinny. Thin and yellow, with no blood on his face, even those sparkling eyes that we often tease have lost their energy. I almost didn't recognize him." When the man said this, his face showed an unbearable expression, just Even the voice choked up.

These things have been buried in his heart for more than ten years, and he has never talked about them with others.

Even good friends in the same dormitory, he never mentioned it.Xin Yue is an eternal thorn in the hearts of these people. There is no one in the whole school who does not feel guilty towards him, or holds a grudge against him because of prejudice and ignorance.

He was the most dazzling student in the school back then, and everyone envied him, looked up to him, and feared him.Probably because he is too good, so people feel jealous.

So when his things were exposed one by one, everyone felt that this was what he should bear, otherwise he would be perfect to the point of no justice!

Once someone threw the first rotten egg at him, a mountain of boulders followed one after another.

"When I saw him, I couldn't express what I felt. I almost cried. It seemed that everyone knew who he was. Everyone walked around him. There was no one within ten meters of him as the center. He didn't care, he just dragged his weak and tired body towards the classroom. I wanted to go up and say hello to him, but he just turned his face away."

As soon as Xin Yue was mentioned, the man's eyes became wet.

This is the first time in more than ten years that he has seriously and carefully recalled the scene at that time. At that time, his pale and thin figure was half bent, like an old man who was prematurely aging.The tall and sunny back in the past seems to only exist in the previous life.

When he looked at himself with red eyes, fear flashed in his eyes, and he was a little terrified when he approached him, and then he pursed his lower lip lightly, clutched the transparent pencil case in his hand with both hands, turned his head and ran away in a hurry.

He went on a rampage and bumped into other students. Those who didn't know him complained softly, while those who knew him cursed loudly, saying all kinds of nasty things.

"Actually, I was very angry at the time. I felt that he was too disrespectful and conceited. He was obviously hated by everyone. I was kind enough to talk to him but was ignored by him. Later, when I thought about it, I probably guessed that he was afraid. I just don’t want me to be rejected because of my close relationship with him.”

"Later I also heard that in the afternoon, his exam table was tampered with by other students, and the stool and the table were covered with glue, making it impossible for him to take the exam. It is said that he was hunched over the chair and lying on the ground. All the students are laughing at him for doing a complete set of test papers, but he only cares about the exam. After the exam, he just sits alone in the classroom and waits until dark for his parents to deliver his pants before he can go home .”

"I heard that when his mother rushed to school, she hugged him and cried for a long time, telling him not to take the exam again and not to be insulted by others. But Xin Yue said that he had been studying for so long and couldn't give up halfway. His father advised him to do it next year. It’s okay to take the exam again, or go to another city, but he just smiled and said at the time that he didn’t know if he could live to take the college entrance examination next year.”

Another classmate's eyes were red, and tears rolled out uncontrollably: "It turned out that the person who finished the exam lying on the ground was talking about Xin Yue. At that time, because of the fact that he was lying on the ground for the exam, there was a lot of news, and it was even reported by other students." Parents use it to educate children, but they didn't expect the truth behind this incident, it turned out to be like this."

"All of us are sorry for him, but we are ashamed to see him again." He wiped away the tears on his face and said hoarsely.

Even Wen Jichen, a middle-aged man who has been in the mall for a long time and is good at hiding his emotions, couldn't help being moved at this moment.

He turned his head to look at Ou Jiming, only to see Ou Jiming focused his eyes on the front, nimbly grasping the steering wheel, and there was no superfluous expression on his face.

A car sped past them, and the headlights shone in on his face. Only then did he see two curved water marks on his face, and two crystal water drops hanging on his chin, which were about to fall. Falling, in the dim compartment, shining a dazzling, eye-catching light.

Wen Jichen knew that all the guesses in his heart might have come true.

Perhaps, everything that Xin Yue experienced back then had something to do with Ou Jiming.

He clasped Ou Jiming's shoulder and pressed it hard, without saying a word.

At this moment, he realized that Ou Jiming's body was trembling all the time.

Ou Jiming raised his hand and wiped his face indiscriminately. He opened his mouth to laugh, but there was an unpleasant rough sound from his throat.

There was a moment of silence, and it took a long time before I heard a classmate sigh: "Even so, Xin Yue was admitted to the best clothing college in the country and became the best student."

"He's...really amazing."

"I didn't expect that he suffered so much grievance back then." Wen Jichen lowered his eyelids and raised his hand to wipe away the water marks on his face.

Nobody is talking.

After Ou Jiming sent Wen Jichen's two old classmates home, before Wen Jichen got in the car, he stepped on the accelerator and the car flew away.

He went on a rampage all the way, almost collided with other cars several times, and soon disappeared from Wen Jichen's sight.

Wen Jichen was worried that something would happen to him if he acted so recklessly, so he hurriedly stopped a taxi and chased after him.

Ou Jiming drove all the way to the artificial lake where he broke up with Xin Yue.

He heard that after they broke up, Xin Yue fell into this lake.

He parked the car on the edge of the lake, the front wheel was only a few centimeters away from the broken bank of the shore.

He sat on the hood of the car, looking at the sparkling lake, it was like a monster opening its huge mouth in the dark, as long as it fell into the lake, it would be swallowed up by it.

He was even thinking, how cold is the lake, what would happen if it fell?

He suddenly...wanted to try it!