i think i still love you

With a flick on the table, he returned back without losing the momentum.

"I'll ask you where Yifan is for the last time!" Gu Yifei held back his anger and asked calmly.

"Then I'll tell you one last time, no! I know! I know!" The little nurse gritted her teeth and read out the words.

Gu Yifei couldn't care too much, and rushed directly to the ward area. The little nurse stopped him and shouted, "I'm called a security guard if you do this." The little girl couldn't earn more strength than Gu Yifei, and several people were chattering outside.

"You are Gu Yifei?"

When Gu Yifei saw the older doctor approaching him, he took the seat that Xiao Yifan said was old Zhang, and immediately begged, "Director Zhang, I want to see Xiao Yifan, how is he?"

Mr. Zhang nodded to the medical staff who were bothering him, and said to Gu Yifei, "You come to my office first."

The doctors and nurses let go, and Gu Yifei followed Mr. Zhang into the office.

"I don't know what happened to you, but I know that Xiao Yifan's accident must have something to do with you! Just when Yifan asked me for help several times to help you see, Yifan treated you with great care. You didn't make a personal request to me. No matter what, I'm going to Yifan right now. His current physical condition is not suitable to see you, so you should go back first." Mr. Zhang said something so eloquently, every sentence made Gu Yifei Can't refute.

After calming down, Gu Yifei didn't say much, and asked with red eyes, "Is he alright?"

"Bleeding heavily, induced labor, tell me if it's okay." Mr. Zhang said coldly.

After Gu Yifei heard this, he clenched his fists even tighter, his whole arm trembled like a spasm, and in the not hot room, big drops of sweat dripped down his forehead, he was afraid, he was afraid of seeing Xiao Yifan, he He knew how to explain to Xiao Yifan, but he didn't know how to face Xiao Yifan, how could he have the face to face Xiao Yifan.

"Not only that, but he also has some problems with his heart. The specific reason will have to wait for his body to recover a bit to do a heart angiography to confirm whether it is angina pectoris. In short, he can't stand a little stimulation now. Do you understand me when I say this?" Mr. Zhang With a slightly gentler tone, he took his hand out of his pocket and made a gesture of invitation towards the door.

Gu Yifei was a little collapsed, propped his knees and coughed a few times, when he got up, his face was flushed, his eyes were full of red blood, he was extremely embarrassed, and his voice was a little fluttering, "Director Zhang, don't worry about it, tell him for me, I'll wait for him at the entrance of the corridor, if he wants to see me, I will show up right away." After speaking, he dragged himself out of the office.

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"It's so noisy..." The person on the bed frowned and complained softly.

"Are you awake?" Yuan Ya threw down his pen and computer excitedly and ran to the bed.

"I woke up a long time ago. I saw you writing a dissertation with great hatred and hatred. I didn't want to disturb you, so I fell asleep again." Xiao Yifan forced a smile on his chapped lips.

Seeing this smiling Yuan Ya was full of tears again, and hurriedly brought him warm water to feed him. Xiao Yifan, who had lost a lot of blood, saw that the water was like a heavy rain in a dry field, and he was not satisfied after drinking it all.

"Yuan Ya, did you scare me?" Xiao Yifan said apologetically.

Yuan Ya managed to hold back the tears in her eyes, and suddenly collapsed again, the teardrops rolled down, and said with a bit of crying, "You scared me to death! When I touched you, your whole body was cold, calling you You don't agree either."

Xiao Yifan raised his hand to help him wipe away his tears, his own eyes were red, and he said with a smile, "I am here to collect debts from you. I have protected you and hurt you for so many years, so you have to pay it back."

"Give it back to you! I won't pay you back, old man. Don't make me pay you back. I, Yuan Ya's famous iron cock, won't pay it back if I don't!" Yuan Ya cried even harder.

That's right, Xiao Yifan originally wanted to make a joke, but in the end it made the old man cry even harder, so he quickly changed the subject, "Who is arguing outside?"

Yuan Ya had heard it a long time ago, and said, "Isn't it common for silly b to make troubles? It's not uncommon."

There was another roar from outside, no matter how deaf Ren Xiao Yifan was, he could tell who it was, and Xiao Yifan slowly closed his eyes again.Yuan Ya rubbed the bruise on his wrist with distress.

After a few minutes, the voices outside calmed down, Xiao Yifan didn't open his eyes, and said to himself, "I don't want to see him." He listened carefully with a nasal sound.

"Well, I know, he can't come in." Yuan Ya patted him comfortingly.

Xiao Yifan nodded.

(32)

Gu Yifei sat on the chair at the entrance of the corridor for a day and a night, and never saw Xiao Yifan again. When Yuan Ya came out of the elevator the next morning, he looked at him. Gu Yifei's eyes were a little sharper than before. No more, looking directly at Yuan Ya's angry and disdainful eyes, he didn't hide at all, but Yuan Ya turned his face away first.

"Is he okay?" Gu Yifei's throat was so hoarse that he could hardly make a sound.

Yuan Ya was also surprised when he heard this voice, and immediately regained his expression and said, "Without you, he would not have suffered this kind of suffering. Why are you pretending to gain sympathy here? Feel your conscience and ask yourself, you Have you ever loved him seriously? It’s also Yifan’s blindness, who has been wronged by his heart! You can do it! Adults and children, don’t even think about meeting him again.”

Gu Yifei can bear any harsh words now, but when he heard the word "child", surprise and disbelief appeared in his eyes, "child...the child is still alive?"

Yuan Ya realized that he was quick-talking for a while, and he was so regretful that he wanted to slap himself twice immediately, and he said with a strong face, "It doesn't matter whether you live or not." After speaking, he turned and walked away, turned into the passage, and put his hand on his face. He slapped his mouth twice, deeply regretful.

Xiao Yifan's energy is better today, and he can sit upright, but he lost too much blood and was exhausted on the delivery bed, his vitality was severely injured, and he is still a little weak now.Thinking about the child's situation in his heart, he kept thinking, and his heart broke again, so Yuan Ya didn't dare to let him move too much.

Yuan Ya came in with a hanging bottle from the dispensing room. Seeing Xiao Yifan sitting, he felt a little more at ease. At least he got better. He inserted the infusion set into the indwelling needle in Xiao Yifan's hand, and checked Xiao Yifan's condition by the way. Where the fundus of the palace is located, if the situation is not good, a contraction injection will be required.

Of course Xiao Yifan understood Yuan Ya's meaning, pushed his hand away and said, "I won't have contractions anymore, it hurts too much, I'll massage myself more."

Yuan Ya covered him with the quilt, "The contraction is quite good, and I don't need to slap him anymore."

I went to the bathroom and threw a hot towel into the bathroom, wiped Xiao Yifan’s hands, and said, “I went to the hospital to get the results for you in the morning, but it’s not too serious. Your heart has been operated on before, and now the valves are not closed properly. Okay, when you are in a hurry to get angry or the blood supply to the stimulated myocardium is insufficient, the director said..." Yuan Ya threw the towel on the table, leaned down to support Xiao Yifan and continued, "The main cause is emotional guidance! So..."

"I know." Xiao Yifan pushed him away impatiently.

Yuan Ya put the rice porridge buns he bought on the small table, Xiao Yifan took a bite, he hadn’t eaten the buns from Xiaozao in the hospital for a long time, this was his favorite bun in the past, after pregnancy he couldn’t smell the big meat, so he didn’t eat any more I haven't eaten.

"Miss it~ I know you like it." Yuan Ya said with a proud face.

I have thought about it for so long, and after eating it, I found that it is as delicious as when I didn't think about it.

"Yo, I finally saw your smiling face after a few days." Yuan Ya also said happily.

Xiao Yifan lowered his head and smiled wryly, without explaining.He couldn't help asking about the baby's situation, Yuan Ya always refused to tell him in detail, this time Xiao Yifan simply asked to go and see the baby.

Yuan Ya rejected it without even thinking about it.

Xiao Yifan's heart sank immediately. At that time, the baby was in critical condition one after another, and he was sometimes awake and sometimes in a coma, so he signed a power of attorney and entrusted Yuan Ya with full authority to make decisions, but Yuan Ya always told him innocuous news these days.

Xiao Yifan didn't continue to fight, he had already made a secret calculation in his heart, no matter what he said, Yuan Ya would not necessarily let him go, he could go to the field today, Yuan Ya still had to go to work, there was always someone who would let him go chance to escape.

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The escape seemed to be going smoothly, Xiao Yifan put on another coat over the hospital gown, his legs still had no strength, and he stepped on the ground like a ball of cotton.Moving outside the corridor, the nurse at the nurse's desk saw him coming out, and ran over worriedly to help him.

"Doctor Xiao, how can you go to the ground by yourself now, what's the matter?" The nurse complained.

Xiao Yifan heard the sound of "squeak" behind the iron sheet rubbing against the floor, and the ear-piercing goose bumps arose. He turned his head to look, and saw Gu Yifei standing straight on one side, and the three iron chairs in a row were a little crooked. , It should be him who bumped it crookedly.Xiao Yifan looked at Gu Yifei calmly. If Gu Yifei's current appearance was compared to the past, Xiao Yifan would be so distressed that he couldn't speak. At this moment, there seemed to be no other emotions in his heart except a chill.

The nurse supporting Xiao Yifan looked at Gu Yifei, and was about to walk back while pulling Xiao Yifan. Xiao Yifan pushed her hand away with a smile and said, "It's okay, aunts and grandmas, please don't make trouble anymore. The whole hospital knows that Dr. Xiao's family is unhappy."

The nurse pouted and said nothing.

"Thank you, I understand what you mean, I still have to solve the housework by myself, so go ahead." Xiao Yifan took the little nurse's hand from his arm.

Turning around and walking towards Gu Yifei, Gu Yifei took a few quick steps forward, and after looking at each other for a few seconds, Gu Yifei raised his hand to touch Xiao Yifan's face, but Xiao Yifan blocked it with his hand without haste.

"Xiao Fan~ I'm sorry." Gu Yifei held Xiao Yifan's hand, and tears fell on Xiao Yifan's wrist unexpectedly. Feeling, this should be the first time Gu Yifei shed tears for himself.

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