i think i still love you

After Xiao Yifan exerted a long force, the nurses and Yuan Ya inside started to panic. Xiao Yifan knew that the child had come out, and now his lower body was completely unconscious.Xiao Yifan tried his best to tilt his head to take a look at the baby, but Yuan Ya didn't have time to let him see, so he sent a pack of sterile cloth to the neonatologist who was waiting outside.

Mr. Zhang immediately cured the palace and ligated the blood vessels for him.

Xiao Yifan asked a few times, "Is the child alive?" But because the voice was too low, Mr. Zhang didn't hear it.

Mr. Zhang quickly finished the operation and the bleeding stopped.Xiao Yifan stayed in the observation room, and Zhang Lao came to accompany him after changing his clothes.

After a short rest, his physical strength recovered a bit, Mr. Zhang sat on the edge of the bed, rubbing his hands on his forehead.

"Teacher, how is the child?" Xiao Yifan looked forward to the answer but was afraid of it.

Mr. Zhang smiled wryly, and he couldn't give him a clear answer, because the child was only as big as his palm when it came out, and the chance of survival was almost [-]%. He didn't want to give Xiao Yifan too much expectation, and he couldn't bear to hit him, so he said in a compromise He said, "When I came out, he kicked my hand."

"Alive..." After Xiao Yifan got this information, tears dripped down his temples onto the pillow, and he felt so tired that he was depressed, and soon lost consciousness.

There are only two words left in my brain, "alive"

(31)

After searching all night, I finally found Xu Chenhai who was walking on foot on the way down the mountain. His hair was sticking to his forehead. The morning mist had not dissipated, and the mountains were cold and damp. Like rubber gloves.

Gu Yifei was also in a panic. In order to stop him, he climbed half a mountain and took a shortcut. His shoes were covered with mud and his trouser legs were rolled up. When he saw Xu Chenhai's hand, he hurriedly took off his clothes, and his sleeves were knotted in Xu Chenhai's hands. On the neck, he carefully raised the injured hand and hung it on his chest.

After doing these actions, he began to yell "Are you crazy!"

Xu Chenhai put his head on Gu Yifei's chest and sobbed softly, Gu Yifei's hands were hanging down and he didn't comfort him.

"I want to go back to that room again, it was the best period of my life." Xu Chenhai lowered his head and said vaguely.

"Life is a long road." Gu Yifei's tone was emotionless.

"I didn't have enough money, so I didn't live in it. I lived in the small house on the top." Xu Chenhai burst into tears as he said, "It turned out that there was only one bed in that room, heh~ I was so stupid, why didn't I choose this small house at the time. "

"Xiaohai~" Gu Yifei called softly.

"Heh~ brother" Chen Hai left Gu Yifei's chest, stood up straight, wiped his nose and tears with his cuffs, raised his head slightly and smiled, and said to Gu Yifei, "Brother, I regret it, I don't love you anymore." It was a smile, and the teardrops dripping down the corner of the jaw along the tear stains at the end of the eyes satirized that smile without any concealment.

Gu Yifei was speechless, the sun was shining brightly from the mountain, and the whole mountain was glowing with a golden luster, the small animals in the mountain were not afraid of people, a squirrel looking for food quickly passed under Gu Yifei's feet, even What a sight it would have been to have left shallow footprints on his muddy shoes.

"Gu Yifei..." Chen Hai whispered.

"Hmm," Gu Yifei responded.

The fluff on Chen Hai's face was glowing silvery white in the sun, Gu Yifei felt a little crossed, in the valley that year, that lip gently pressed on his face, and said with a smile, "I like men, will you Think I'm disgusting" At that time, he was only 19 years old, the only sunshine in his life at that time.

"Hug me last~" Chen still slightly opened his uninjured arm, with a smile on his face and some expectations.

Gu Yifei raised his arms slightly, took half a step forward, and gently encircled Xu Chenhai. Xu Chenhai's hand was on Gu Yifei's waist, clutching Gu Yifei's T-shirt, his face was already buried on Gu Yifei's shoulder, and he was crying.

Just hugging like this, people gradually came down the mountain, looking at them as if they were watching the scenery.

Chen Hai had had enough of crying, and hiccupped on Gu Yifei's shoulder, "Have you ever loved me? Just a little bit counts."

Gu Yifei patted him comfortingly, "You are my younger brother."

"I look so much like my brother, can't I imagine my brother's love?" Chen Hai bit his lip and said.

Gu Yifei sighed, raised his hand and stroked his hair and said, "You have a long journey in life, and there are still too many wonderful things. You are who you are, and you can't live like others, and you don't have to live like others."

Chen Hai let go of his hand, the fabric was crumpled, and asked tentatively, "Then... where's Xiao Yifan?"

Gu Yifei thought of leaving his cell phone at home when he was going out, so he never messaged Xiao Yifan, wondering if his anger has subsided.After being distracted for a while, Gu Yifei left Chen Hai, raised his hand to wipe Chen Hai's tears and said, "He is the love I want to live forever."

"What I'm asking is do you love him?" Chen Hai asked persistently.

Gu Yifei pursed his lips lightly, "Xiao Hai, you are too young, there is more than just love in this world."

"Hehehe~" Chen Hai sneered at first and gradually turned into a loud laugh.The laughter bounced back and forth in the mountains until it was absorbed by the mountains.

"Okay, brother Yifei, let's go." Chen Hai brushed Gu Yifei's shoulder, walked forward, and said without looking back.

Gu Yifei recalled the first time he met him, he raised his head softly and called "Brother Yifei", but at some point his address changed to "Brother"

Gu Yifei followed Xu Chenxing behind him, during which time Xu Chenxing heard someone shouting in the mountains, and he responded by shouting like a fool.

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Xu Chenxing's mother insisted on not allowing Gu Yifei to send them home. I don't know if Xu Chenhai said something to his mother.Gu Yifei wanted to take him to a follow-up visit first, but was rejected.Gu Yifei had no choice but to charter a car to take them back to the county.

Sending Xiao Hai away, Gu Yifei drove home first to pick up his mobile phone. When he got to the door, there was an old-fashioned cabinet in front of the door. Gu Yifei yelled in the corridor, "Whose cabinet, why put it in front of our house." Gu Yifei just said the words Vigilantly aware that something is wrong, no matter how bad the neighborhood relationship is, it shouldn't block the door.

Gu Yifei kicked the cabinet from the side.

"Hey, don't dare to kick, don't dare to kick." The old man at the opposite door came out after hearing the sound.

Gu Yifei turned around and asked, "Your family?"

The uncle glanced at the footprint he kicked, saw that the skin was not scratched, and said, "Isn't it, I feel distressed."

Gu Yifei apologized embarrassingly, "I'm sorry, I didn't know it was yours, but why is your cabinet blocking my door?"

Uncle, moved the cabinet away bit by bit and said, "The lock of your house has been kicked and broken, and it can't be locked. I'm afraid that thieves will get in, so I will block it for you."

"What? Who kicked him? Where are the people inside?" Gu Yifei's first reaction was that the revenge seeker came again.

"The doctor from 120 kicked it. I saw the guy who lived with you being carried out. His face is so pitiful." The uncle said with his tongue.

Gu Yifei couldn't wait to finish speaking and opened the door to enter the room. The meandering bloodstains were still on the floor, and had oxidized and dried to reddish brown. There were no traces of fighting and struggling in the room. The bloodstains must be... Gu Yifei's brain couldn't think, and there was a roaring tinnitus "Yifan, Yifan..." Gu Yifei muttered.

"Your family is going to the hospital one after another, or find a Feng Shui master to show you the house, is it for something." The words of the uncle at the door brought Gu Yifei back to his senses.

He ran into the bedroom and picked up the mobile phone from the bed. The mobile phone had automatically shut down. He found the charging cable in a panic, and plugged it into the charging socket a few times with trembling hands. The black screen waiting for the boot, the sweat on his forehead dripped down his eyebrows on the screen.The software program of the mobile phone was just starting up, and Gu Yifei immediately called up the contacts. Before he could make a call, a lot of text messages came flooding in. Gu Yifei saw that they were all the same number. Received 97 calls.Gu Yifei dialed back immediately, and the other party connected after a short busy tone. Before the other party could speak, Gu Yifei hurriedly said, "I'm Gu Yifei, Xiao Yifan's family!"

The other party paused, and said in a cold tone, "You have made a mistake." The phone was disconnected.

Gu Yifei called again, but no one answered, refused to answer, and turned off the phone.Gu Yifei's ears knew that it was Yuan Ya who was talking on the phone. He knew that something must have happened to Xiao Yifan, but he didn't dare to think about the consequences.

Standing up from the bed, without eating or resting all day and night, a dark scene appeared in front of Gu Yifei who suddenly got up, and the old man at the opposite door helped him, comforting him, "Don't be so anxious, we can't both fall down. You take a bowl of porridge and drink it before going to the hospital, I saw the ambulance, it’s from the Second Hospital.”

Gu Yifei's eyes were bright again, and then he couldn't thank the old man in time, so he rushed downstairs. When he was driving out of the garage, the car body rubbed heavily against the pillars, he ignored it, stepped on the accelerator and continued on.

When we arrived at the hospital, there was a line of cars entering the garage, Gu Yifei threw the car on the side of the road and ran to the hospital.The elevator was running up the stairs too slowly, and the nurse at the front desk was startled by the sudden appearance of a person. When he fixed his eyes on Gu Yifei, the two nurses glanced at each other.

"Where is Dr. Xiao?" Gu Yifei panted and asked.

"Uh...Xiao...Dr. Xiao...he didn't go to work today." The nurse stumbled and said.

"I asked Doctor Xiao which ward is he in?" Gu Yifei anxiously scratched his heart.

"Ah? What ward?" The two nurses were still playing sloppy.

"Did Yuan Ya tell you something? Quickly tell me where Yifan is!" Gu Yifei's mentality completely collapsed.

The two young nurses were about to cry at him, and the family members in the adjacent wards all poked their heads out to find the source of the sound.

"I... It's useless for you to yell at me! If you don't know, you don't know! Scumbag!"