i think i still love you

Hand said, "What happened to Xiaohai, how do you ask me to explain to Chenxing!"

Xiao Yifan suddenly released his strength, and Gu Yifei didn't have time to retract his strength. Xiao Yifan was thrown onto the shoe cabinet beside him, stepped on a shoe, his center of gravity was unstable, and he slid along the shoe cabinet to the ground.

Gu Yifei also panicked, and hurriedly squatted down to help him, but Xiao Yifan didn't cooperate at all, sitting on the ground and couldn't get up, Xiao Yifan was pregnant and heavy now, Gu Yifei couldn't easily pick him up.After tugging a few times, Xiao Yifan pushed him away, with wet tears on his face, but a smile on his mouth, with no warmth in his voice, "Gu Yifei, get out."

Gu Yifei was worried, and was about to pick him up, but Xiao Yifan pushed him away again. The corridor of the entrance was not wide, and Gu Yifei staggered to the opposite wall.

Xiao Yifan hissed and shouted, "Get out!"

Gu Yifei stood up, hesitated for a moment, and opened the door to go out.

After the door closed with a bang, Xiao Yifan lay down slowly on the ground.It wasn't that he was willing to lie down, but that it was so painful that he didn't even dare to breathe too much.

He just lay there, looking at the out of place European-style lamp on the ceiling, the phrase "You look so good in a white coat" shuttled back and forth in his heart, that real long-lost pain.

"Dad, didn't you tell me that you would never be in pain again? Why is it hurting again now? It hurts more than when I was a child."

A pool of dark red gradually spread under his body, Xiao Yifan smiled wryly and closed his eyes, "Whatever, just let him go."

(thirty)

The intense pain made him unable to focus his eyes, and it was like looking at things through a layer of frosted glass. This feeling made him unclear whether what he saw was real or a phantom in his brain.

A big movement under the belly seemed to pull his heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys down. The solid pain woke him up, and his brain began to regain his sanity.A huge sense of panic roared, is he going to leave him? "No, no... I don't want to lose him." This sentence was repeated in my mind.

He propped up his upper body with all his strength, crawled sideways to the sofa, and there was a long bloodstain on the floor under him.After getting the phone, the pain came again, and he could only curl up to endure the pain this time.

"Hello? Didn't see you all night and missed me?" Yuan Ya said with a playful smile.

There was heavy breathing on the phone.

Yuan Ya didn't feel well, and her smile gradually faded, "Xiao Yifan? Yifan, talk!"

"I...maybe...appeared...at home...come quickly." Xiao Yifan could barely squeeze out a few words.

"You wait! I'll come right away, what's the situation now!!" Yuan Ya asked while running.

Xiao Yifan reluctantly turned his head to look at the blood on the ground and said, "Bleeding... about 400cc, there is...obvious contraction...reaction, the amniotic fluid...should not...broke, start...ambulance...uh..." Before I finished speaking, the suffocating pain came again.

"Wait, you must wait!!! Xiao Yifan!! You wait for me!!" Yuan Ya shouted to the person on the phone with red eyes.

Xiao Yifan put down the phone, closed his eyes to conserve energy.

Yuan Ya rushed from the ward to the office, Zhang Lao heard the footsteps, looked up, and said reproachfully, "What are you doing in such a hurry, in the hospital, no..."

Yuan Ya interrupted Mr. Zhang's lecture, "Director, something happened to Yifan. I need an ambulance. Immediately!"

Mr. Zhang obviously panicked too. The water in the thermos cup leaked out of the cup. He dug out the phone from a pile of case folders, dialed directly to the main station, hung up the phone and said to Yuan Ya who was still there stupidly, "Hurry up." , what more do you need a doctor to call quickly."

Yuan Ya just came back to his senses, his legs were a little weak, and he said, "Brother Liang, can you? I'm afraid..."

"Then go! Promise! Tell him about his patient and I will take care of him." Mr. Zhang also stood up and followed him out.

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On the ambulance, Yuan Ya's hands kept shaking, and he was on the phone with Xiao Yifan all the time, and he didn't speak. He would call Xiao Yifan's name every few minutes, and Xiao Yifan said "um" on the other end of the phone. .

120 was forced to go retrograde during the peak hours of get off work. Even so, Yuan Ya looked out the window almost eight times a minute, and silently silenced the first aid procedure dozens of times.

The door was violently knocked open, and the scene in front of Yuan Ya has never been dreamed of in nightmares. There were bloodstains on the ground that had already dried up and turned dark red. From the door to the center of the living room, Xiao Yifan curled up in the center of the floor, covered with a He tried his best to pull the air-conditioning blanket off the sofa, and the off-white blanket was already soaked in blood.

Yuan Ya rushed over, but couldn't touch Xiao Yifan when he came to the side, tears rolled down uncontrollably.Xiao Yifan was almost unconscious.

Yuan Ya, who was just over 1.7 meters tall, carried Xiao Yifan, who weighed more than 70 kilograms, onto the stretcher steadily.Brother Liang kept reminding him to stabilize his emotions until he got into the ambulance.Yuan Ya nodded while checking, tears still falling down.After hanging the liquid, Xiao Yifan was awake for a while in the car, and after talking to Yuan Ya a few words, he passed out again.

Mr. Zhang had already been waiting for their car in the emergency room. He took over the rescue immediately when he got off the car, put on the plasma, and after the adrenaline and dopamine were applied, Xiao Yifan gradually woke up.

Xiao Yifan's symptoms were a little more complicated than imagined. A few days ago, he had some threatened miscarriages, and he had been receiving injections to prevent miscarriage.But fortunately, the baby's fetal heart rate is still stable, but unfortunately Xiao Yifan's heart has an accident. When the electrocardiogram came out, Mr. Zhang frowned deeply, indicating that the baby had already entered the birth canal. The trauma of the cesarean section was too large, and Xiao Yifan's state at this time did not meet the conditions for anesthesia at all, but could Xiao Yifan's heart withstand the normal induced labor?

The most bloody thing has to be faced after all, children, adults must choose one.

Mr. Zhang didn't think too much, and pushed the person to the operating room first. The young intern who had just entered the operating room took the form and dared to ask but didn't dare to ask. None of the family members came to find someone to sign.After hesitating for a long time, he finally asked quietly in Yuan Ya's ear, "Who will sign the operation form? Who will sign the notice? Is this Baoda University or..."

Before the little doctor could finish speaking, Yuan Ya made a slap in the face, and the scared little doctor immediately stopped talking, biting his lip and quietly retreating.

When entering the operation door on the second floor, Xiao Yifan suddenly grabbed the door frame, looked at Yuan Ya and begged and said, "Yue Yaer, please let the child survive, no matter what my situation is...let the child survive, it is the first time I have done it." Please, you must agree."

Yuan Ya's heart was simmering with anger, Xiao Yifan immediately collapsed when he said this, "Xiao Yifan, you are so cheap! That person doesn't even answer the phone, why are you so desperate to protect his species! He doesn't even kill animals. Why not!"

After Xiao Yifan heard "I don't answer the phone", his heart jumped sharply, and he closed his eyes, probably because he had lost too much blood, and his tears were gone.He was still holding on to the door frame tightly with his hand, refusing to let go.Yuan Ya pulled his arm to let him go.

With a hoarse throat, Xiao Yifan said almost breathlessly, "He is my child, the child with my blood, I can't lose him, I can feel him moving." Xiao Yifan has done too much Inducing labor, it is often necessary to crush the skull of the fetus during the operation to prevent the delay of labor and cause danger to adults.The appearance of a fetus whose skull was crushed, he couldn't do it when he thought of the pain of suffocation here.

"You can't lose him. Have you ever thought about whether he can lose you? How high is his survival rate for a fetus that is less than seven months old! Don't be stupid!" will tremble.

Xiao Yifan shook his head stubbornly.

Mrs. Zhang had already come in wearing a sterile suit. Seeing Xiao Yifan stalemate and refused to enter, Yuan Ya cried like a tearful person again, and shouted, "Everyone go in. Yuan Ya is going to cry out and cry. My lord is in my hands." None of the children will be fine!"

After washing his hands, he could no longer touch things. Mr. Zhang raised his hands and lowered his head to whisper to Xiao Yifan, "Yifan, teacher, can't you trust me?"

Xiao Yifan's Adam's apple rolled up and down, choked up, and slowly loosened, and the operating trolley was pushed into the operating room.Facing Yuan Ya, Mr. Zhang knew that he was the same as Xiao Yifan's brother, so he couldn't bear to criticize him anymore, and said, "Go out and re-sterilize, and come in after adjusting your mood."

Yuan Ya covered his face, suppressed the voice in his throat, and nodded.

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After artificially breaking the water, the amniotic fluid has been moderately polluted, the baby’s head has entered the birth canal, and the top of the baby’s head can be touched by reaching in, but the uterine contractions are getting worse and worse. The baby must be delivered as soon as possible, otherwise the amniotic fluid will The risk of embolism is extremely high.

"Yifan, you have to persevere. The baby has already entered the birth canal. If you try hard, but the heart feels uncomfortable, you must stop immediately, otherwise the teacher will be powerless, you know?" Mr. Zhang seemed to be talking to his own child.

Xiao Yifan nodded, contractions came, he twisted the bed sheet with his hands and gritted his teeth silently, his strength was running out, he couldn't waste it on shouting.The muscle relaxation injection was given underneath, and he couldn't quite feel where the child had gone, but he could still feel the pain getting worse.

Yuan Ya had finished crying, and went into the operating room, first watched the delivery situation below, and then went to the front to wipe Xiao Yifan's sweat with gauze.Xiao Yifan took a big breath of oxygen, pulled Yuan Ya's clothes, Yuan Ya lowered his head, Xiao Yifan took off the oxygen mask, and said in a voice as soft as a mosquito, "Teacher, don't use...forceps, I can give birth, the baby is too Little, I can't stand it."

Yuan Ya nodded, smiled at him comfortingly and said, "It's okay, the kids are showing their heads, come on."

Yuan Ya went over and whispered Xiao Yifan's words to Zhang Lao's ear.Mr. Zhang said bluntly, "I'll teach you, you brat, come on, use your strength."