i think i still love you

It fell on the book, and Xiao Yifan quickly wiped it dry with his hands.Xiao Yifan already knew that he was wrong, but when he suddenly thought that he didn't even take a last look at Uncle Xiaodong, he felt very uncomfortable.

Throughout the afternoon, Xiao Yifan went to the ward to visit the patient besides reading. During dinner, Xiao Yifan called Xiao Zhengyan, and when he heard that Xiao Zhengyan was eating convenience food, he scolded him again.After hanging up the phone, I felt a little regretful, and felt that what I said was a bit serious, and I didn't know if Xiao Zhengyan was sad.I was about to make another call to apologize when the nurse came over.

"Dr. Xiao, the family members of the 32nd bed came and said that the patient is in severe pain. Come and have a look."

"Oh, okay." Xiao Yifan picked up the phone and followed.

"Bed 32, Xu Chenxing, right? When did the pain start to intensify?" Xiao Yifan asked.

The family members on the side said first, "After four o'clock in the afternoon, I think he was a little uncomfortable. He just endured it, and the pain started at that time."

"Did you eat anything?"

"I drank about 500ml of water, a quarter of an apple, and just ate a 200ml bowl with half a bowl of noodles." The family members said one by one.

Xiao Yifan took a look at this family member. He was about 1.8 meters tall, wearing a half-length canvas windbreaker, jeans, tall and straight, with some thin beards on his face. A person who is so careful that he can even remember the grams one by one.

"Doctor Xiao, your body temperature is 38.3 degrees Celsius." The nurse handed over the thermometer and said.

Xiao Yifan took the thermometer and looked at it and said, "Do a blood test, it should be inflammation."

After 20 minutes, the result came out, and it was confirmed that there was inflammation.

Xiao Yifan issued a doctor's order, "I have a history of penicillin allergy, 2g of ceftriaxone sodium intravenously."

The nurse nodded and went to dispense the medicine. Xiao Yifan was still thinking about calling Xiao Zhengyan back, so he went out first.

He went downstairs and quickly called Xiao Zhengyan again. Xiao Zhengyan also heard that he was in a bad mood today, so he asked what happened.Xiao Yifan and Xiao Zhengyan have always talked about everything, so they talked about the afternoon's affairs one by one.At the end, he also said, "If my biological parents knew that I was sick, maybe I would have gone to the pathology department."

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Xiao Zhengyan reprimanded.

"Hey, that's all I said." Xiao Yifan quickly changed his explanation.

"Every day, thinking about it, I'm a serious doctor now, I have to be professional in my profession, don't just put yourself in it..." Xiao Zhengyan continued to scold him.

"All right, all right, you can take revenge on me for accusing you just now, stop talking, stop talking, the work number is calling, hang up." Xiao Yifan quickly took the opportunity to hang up the phone.

"Hello" Xiao Zhengyan answered the phone.

"Doctor Xiao, come quickly, there is something wrong with bed 38." There was a hasty tone on the phone.

Xiao Yifan also quickly became nervous, walking back faster and asking, "What's going on?"

"It looks like a drug allergy, and the blood pressure suddenly dropped. Come here quickly!" the nurse said anxiously.

Hearing Xiao Yifan's head buzzing when he was allergic to drugs, he had read too many books about how dangerous acute drug allergies are.

case, quickly say "I'm coming up, where's the teacher?"

"I was just called by the emergency department for a consultation." The nurse said over the phone.

"Okay, I see." Xiao Yifan hung up the phone, and while running, his brain searched quickly. He had seen the emergency cases.

When I ran to the ward to see the patient's condition, my brain was blank. I was stunned for a few seconds before I stumbled and said, "Hurry... Hurry up and call the anesthesiology department, you may need an endotracheal intubation."

"Doctor! Doctor! Why are you standing still! Save him quickly!" Seeing that he hadn't moved yet, the family members on the side shouted anxiously. The sudden situation made even a man at a loss what to do.

Xiao Yifan glanced at him, as if he had woken up, and immediately ordered "0.1 intravenous injection of epinephrine, 20 mg of dexamethasone."

"Doctor Xiao, the heartbeat has stopped!" the nurse shouted.

Xiao Yifan immediately started chest compressions, and said to the nurse, "Call the teacher quickly."

The patient developed cyanosis at this time, and Xiao Yifan also panicked at this time and shouted, "Is the anesthesiology department here yet?"

"Calm down! The familiar voice seemed to reveal a ray of light in the darkness.

"Teacher." Xiao Yifan's legs softened for a moment.

The teacher had no time to answer and he immediately joined the rescue.

……

……

"You say it, or I say it?" The teacher said to Xiao Yifan with a solemn expression.

Xiao Yifan couldn't hold back anymore, he raised his hand to cover his eyes and choked up.

"Let me go and talk." The teacher took off his gloves.

"Teacher, I'll go." Xiao Yifan raised his arms to wipe away his tears and walked out.

"Alas!" The teacher glanced at Xu Chenxing who was lying on the bed, and covered him with a white cloth.

As soon as Xiao Yifan walked out the door, his family members greeted him, "How is the doctor? How is Chen Xing?"

Xiao Yifan's eyes were red but he couldn't say anything, he choked up for a long time before he said "I'm sorry" under the expectant eyes of this man.

The family members also stopped their movements like petrochemicals, their eyes were red like a wolf about to bloodthirsty, and they struggled to squeeze out a few words, "Why... why did you say... sorry?"

Xiao Yifan shed tears before the family members.

This day is a day that Xiao Yifan will never forget until his death.

(three)

The meeting room of the Medical Malpractice Appraisal Center of X City Medical Association.

The expert group carefully asked Xiao Yifan about various details. Xiao Yifan lowered his head and answered in a low voice. The lawyer from the hospital sat next to him, occasionally adding a few words.Even though the teacher and the lawyer told him to pay attention to many details and how to say what to say last night, what Xiao Yifan said was still stumbling.He didn't dare to look up at the family members on the opposite side.

Three people came across, one was the family member that Xiao Yifan saw at the hospital that day, he thought it was the mother of the deceased, and the other was a lawyer.Xiao Yifan learned the name of the family member from the court summons—Gu Yifei, who is currently a bodyguard for a bodyguard company.

The appraisal meeting lasted for three hours. These days Xiao Yifan was suspended from work at home, and some pictures kept lingering in his mind day and night. up.

Finally, the discussion of the expert group was over, and the team leader immediately announced the appraisal result.

"With regard to the motion proposed by the family of the deceased Xu Chenxing against Dr. Xiao Yifan's dereliction of duty and technical mistakes during the treatment process, my team has gone through some hospital evidence and careful inquiries from both parties. Now I will talk about the appraisal results discussed by the expert team."

Speaking of this, Xiao Yifan, who kept his head down the whole time, looked up at Gu Yifei who was opposite, and his eyes met.Both of their eyes were full of bloodshot eyes caused by lack of rest.Xiao Yifan couldn't see any emotion from Gu Yifei's eyes, Gu Yifei first looked away, and comforted Xu Chenxing's mother in a low voice.Xiao Yifan lowered his head again to listen to the appraisal results of the expert group.

"According to the "Drug Code" promulgated by the Ministry of Health and the "Guidelines for Clinical Application of Drugs", there is no mandatory requirement for skin tests to be performed on cephalosporins. And the drug instructions also require skin tests. However, in view of The deceased had allergies before his death, and generally experienced doctors would recommend skin tests and pay close attention to observations, but Dr. Xiao was inexperienced, but it was not enough to perform illegal operations.”

When the expert group said this, Xiao Yifan looked up and looked at the opposite side. He was not surprised by this result. The teacher called him before.Xiao Yifan didn't dare to look up, he couldn't see the expression on Gu Yifei's face, but he could see Gu Yifei's hand on the table getting tighter and tighter.

"Second, regarding the complaint about the delay in rescue brought by the family of the deceased, combined with the monitoring of the hospital, although Dr. Xiao did not arrive immediately, he carried out the rescue as soon as he got the news, and did not miss the golden rescue period. During the rescue period, medication and rescue There are no mistakes in the measures. At present, medical resources are insufficient and there are few doctors on duty. This is a problem in the entire medical field and has nothing to do with him personally. In response to the consequences of Dr. Xiao Yifan's inexperience and inaccurate judgment, the hospital will make corresponding decisions. As for the punishment, the deceased proposed that it was a medical accident, and my identification team believes that it is not established."

When the result came out, Xiao Yifan breathed a sigh of relief. The relief was not for himself, but because he knew that his mistakes would not hurt the teacher and the hospital.But the guilt in his heart deepened.After hearing the result, Xu Chenxing's mother cried out immediately, but at this time Gu Yifei didn't have much emotional reaction, and patted Xu Chenxing's mother to comfort her.

After signing, everyone walked out of the gate of the identification center together, Gu Yifei walked in front, Xiao Yifan followed behind.The scene seemed unusually peaceful and all was well, and they followed each other to the parking lot. Gu Yifei settled Xu Chenxing's mother into the lawyer's car.Coincidentally, Xiao Yifan and the lawyer's car were next to each other, and the two cars were close together, so Xiao Yifan prepared Gu Yifei and their car to drive away first and then get in the car.

While Xiao Yifan was waiting, Gu Yifei, who had been quiet and said nothing, rushed towards him like a tiger, grabbed Xiao Yifan's collar, and Xiao Yifan closed his eyes subconsciously.The lawyer at the side immediately grabbed Gu Yifei's hand to stop him, "Gu Yifei, calm down, what are you going to do!"

"Heh, can you stop me if I try to do something?" Gu Yifei said with a contemptuous smile, looking at Xiao Yifan's lawyer.

Xiao Yifan also understands that a professional bodyguard, not to mention the two of them, may not be his opponent again, the fist Xiao Yifan expected did not fall, he slowly opened his eyes, Gu Yifei looked at Xiao Yifan with red eyes His eyes said word by word, "Chen Xing is a retired soldier. I know his physical fitness better than anyone else. Today is Chen Xing's first seven. He has been kind to others all his life and hates fighting for power. I don't want him