i think i still love you

I came back to see me fighting for him.But remember, my signature does not mean acceptance. "

Xiao Yifan looked into Gu Yifei's eyes, angry, dissatisfied, but mostly sad.He didn't dare to speak, but Gu Yifei still didn't let go, and Gu Yifei's lawyer also got out of the car and came to pull Gu Yifei, comforting him, "Mr. Gu, calm down, impulsiveness will not do any good to the case."

"Heh~" Gu Yifei smiled contemptuously again, "People are gone", Gu Yifei choked up these words and finished.

"I'm sorry" Xiao Yifan said in a low voice, then bowed his head and said several sorry words in succession, the feelings that had been suppressed for several days collapsed instantly, tears rushed out of his eyes, and continued to say "I'm sorry" vaguely in his mouth.

Gu Yifei's hand gradually let go, and tears filled his blood-red eyes. He turned around, paused, raised his hand to look at the certificate in his hand, pulled it with both hands, and it was torn to pieces a few times. Throwing the fragments into the sky, the fragments all over the sky swirled and fell down like snowflakes.Gu Yifei looked up, watched the slip of paper fall slowly and said, "Chen Xing, it's over, you saw it, are you satisfied with me like this?"

Everyone present was a little moved, Gu Yifei's lawyer pulled his arm to signal for him to leave.

Gu Yifei still raised his head, the pieces of paper in the sky had already fluttered to the ground, Gu Yifei suddenly laughed and shouted to the sky, "Chenxing, let's go, go home with brother"

Gu Yifei's car left, Xiao Yifan was still crying on the spot.The lawyer who came with him tried to persuade them, but it didn't work, and everyone who came and went looked at them sideways.In the end, the lawyer had no choice but to forcibly pull him back into the car and said, "Let's get in the car and cry as you like."

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Just like that, Xiao Yifan cried all the way, and the lawyer listened all the way, but he didn't know where to send him, so he had to be sent back to the hospital.

Xiao Yifan, who cried all the way to the hospital, was finally tired from crying. Yuan Ya took him to rest in the doctor's dormitory. After crying for a long time, his brain was a little lack of oxygen. Xiao Yifan sat on the bed numbly, Yuan Ya was in front of him Squat down and look at him.

"Let me tell you, Yifan, it's the first time I've seen you cry since I've been your classmate for eight years. You should laugh if the accident isn't true, why are you crying like this?"

"It's better to lose. It's better now. I've completely taken my life." Xiao Yifan buried his head in his knees and cried again.

Yuan Ya has taken care of Xiao Yifan for so many days, and of course the specific ins and outs are clear. Tired of squatting, he simply sat down on the ground and sighed, "Don't be too stressed, even the Buddha will not blame you for unintentional mistakes. Yours. As doctors, our hands are human lives. Even gods can’t guarantee that there will be no mistakes. Hey... I really want to throw away my clothes and quit. What are you trying to do? You can eat every day It’s not good, I can’t sleep well, that salary is not enough to buy a bag, and I have to bear the condemnation of my conscience every now and then.” Yuan Ya burst into tears as he spoke.

Xiao Yifan heard that something was wrong with Yuan Ya's voice, and raised his head to see Yuan Ya sitting on the ground wiping tears with his sleeves.Xiao Yifan wiped away his tears and said in a heavy nasal voice, "Why are you crying?"

The more Yuan Ya thought about it, the more wronged she became, and her silent tears turned into sobs.Xiao Yifan sniffed his nose, got up and helped him onto the bed, Yuan Ya took off his shoes, buried his face in his knees and cried, "What the hell did I do to study medicine, who said the reproductive department is not busy, now Why are there so many people who are infertile? I am a pure gay who surrounds a group of women every day, and I have to be scolded at every turn. Who the hell wants to touch you! Who the hell wants to look at you, my life Why is it so painful..."

When Yuan Ya cried, why did Xiao Yifan feel as if he was crying his share, but he didn't want to cry at all.

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"What are you screaming for? You can hear it from outside." Teacher Xiao Yifan opened the door and came in.

"Ms. Zhang, hey." Xiao Yifan stood up from the bed, but accidentally hit his head on the upper bunk.

"Look at your hands and feet! Can you still do it? Can't you pack up and leave? Crying can make people cry, or can you cry for punishment." Old Zhang's face was pale.

Xiao Yifan lowered his head and dared not speak.

"And you, why are you crying because you didn't put someone to death? Why did Lao Liu bring a student like you because of his violent temper?" Zhang Lao said to Yuan Ya.

Yuan Ya quickly wiped away her tears, put on her shoes, stood up, and lowered her head, ready to be scolded.

"Just after the operation, I heard from the nurse that you came back crying. I thought it was an accident, and I decided it was all right. What are you crying for? You don't think it's embarrassing enough for me." Zhang Lao looked at the two people with eyes left and right. personal.

"Teacher" Xiao Yifan lowered his head and called in a low voice.

"how"

Xiao Yifan paused before he dared to say, "Am I the worst student you brought?"

Mr. Zhang gave him a light slap on the head with the medical records in his hand and said, "I know I don't work hard."

"I……"

Mr. Zhang intercepted Xiao Yifan's words and said, "What am I? If you have time to cry, go and make up the case for me!" After speaking, he turned and left.

When he got to the door, he turned around and pulled Yuan Ya away, saying, "You also go to work, why not join in the fun."

Xiao Yifan stayed in the dormitory by himself for a while and had nothing to do, so he went to the office to make up the case.

(four)

Gui Peisheng works almost all year round. That’s a hard word. Xiao Yifan has been in the hospital for more than a year and has learned a skill that he can sleep in seconds even if there is an aunt dancing in the square next to him. Skill.

When Xiao Yifan was studying, Xiao Zhengyan didn't see each other a few times a year. During the winter and summer vacations, he had to review and take exams. Now that he is at work, even the chance to watch a video has become rare.This time Grandma Xiao Yifan passed away. Originally, Xiao Zhengyan didn't intend to let Xiao Yifan go back. She hasn't moved around for decades. If the family treats him like that, I'm afraid Xiao Yifan will be wronged if he goes back.

But I haven't seen Xiao Yifan for more than half a year, and Xiao Zhengyan really misses it. Usually, Xiao Yifan will not be able to ask for leave to come back. No one can justify the reason of grandma's death.Xiao Yifan never heard Xiao Zhengyan mention grandma a few times since he was a child, but he only heard that he was kicked out by his family at that time.Since my father asked me to go back, I should go back obediently. I think he should be homesick after more than 20 years.

Xiao Yifan and Xiao Zhengyan's family originally lived in X City. When Uncle Xiaodong passed away, his family members were not allowed to be buried in X City, saying that the fallen leaves returned to their roots. I moved to W City, where Uncle Xiaodong's hometown is, and settled down myself.

Xiao Zhengyan’s hometown is in the south, so Xiao Yifan took 4 days off in total, so he had to fly there. There is no airport in W city, Xiao Zhengyan came to X city from W city, Xiao Yifan was busy, Xiao Zhengyan came I haven't met in City X yet, so I made an appointment with my dad to meet me at the airport.After the night shift, Xiao Yifan looked at his watch and didn't have time to go home and change clothes. He took a taxi and went straight to the airport. He reported the coordinates to Xiao Zhengyan in the waiting hall, and fell asleep as soon as he drooped his head.

I was dreaming about the climax of the plot, and my head hurt.Xiao Yifan woke up startled, and Xiao Zhengyan stood in front of him with a smile.

"It's so noisy that you can sleep so dead, you don't even know if you lose something." Xiao Zhengyan sat next to him and scolded him.

Xiao Yifan looked around with sleepy eyes, suddenly stood up in surprise and circled around again, saying, "Yeah, where are my things, where are my things?"

Xiao Zhengyan also looked around nervously, "What color bag?"

Xiao Yifan turned around a few times and then patted his head. He scratched his head with embarrassment and said, "Father, no, I remembered that I didn't bring my luggage. I slept... I fell asleep."

Xiao Zhengyan heaved a sigh of relief, patted Xiao Yifan on the head and said, "Fizzy."

Xiao Yifan smiled coquettishly.

The two sat down again, and Xiao Zhengyan took soy milk and a meat bun from his bag and handed them to Xiao Yifan, saying, "I didn't have breakfast so early."

Xiao Yifan nodded with a happy face.

Xiao Yifan ate and Xiao Zhengyan looked at him and said, "You don't bring any luggage when you go out, and you don't change your clothes for a few days."

Xiao Yifan said vaguely, "It's hot in summer, wash at night and dry during the day, just borrow your underwear to wear."

Xiao Zhengyan pursed his lips and said with disgust, "I'm still a doctor, I don't pay attention to personal hygiene at all, and underwear can be worn with each other."

Xiao Yifan sat up straight and said, "There's nothing wrong with that. I'm not sick. Besides, Uncle Xiaodong is still a doctor. I've seen him wearing your underwear."

"Go, go, you can't stop your mouth even if you eat." Xiao Zhengyan was a little embarrassed.

Xiao Yifan smiled triumphantly.

Xiao Zhengyan stood up and put the bag on the seat and said to Xiao Yifan, "Eat slowly, I'll go get the ticket, and we'll go in after eating."

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After a while, Xiao Zhengyan got the ticket and came back. Xiao Yifan had already finished eating, and his hands were raised in front of his chest as if they had been sterilized after surgery.

"What is your posture? The sheep is crazy?" Xiao Zhengyan asked puzzled.

"The oil spilled in my hand, I didn't bring paper, give me a piece of paper." Xiao Yifan instantly became a child with zero living ability in front of Xiao Zhengyan.

Xiao Zhengyan reluctantly opened the bag and fetched paper for him while muttering, "If you keep the bag here, you can't look for it yourself. After a few years of college, you will be mentally handicapped."

Xiao Zhengyan took the paper, wiped his hands and said, "It's all oil, I'm afraid I'll rub your bag on it. I just checked that your bag is MCM."

"I don't know, it was bought by your Uncle Dong before." Xiao Zhengyan put the things in his hand into the bag and said.

"Tsk tsk tsk... Dad, you are a favorite of your strength." Xiao Yifan was angry.

"Shut up, I'll give you the ticket. I just saw the ticket collection and saw a store that bought you a pair of underwear." Xiao Zhengyan threw the ticket into Xiao Yifan's arms.

Xiao Yifan looked at the ticket, "I'll go, first class, old Xiao, you are so extravagant, the stock has gone up recently?" Xiao Yifan picked up his underwear and shook his head with his mouth curled up, sighing, "Tsk tsk tsk, what a capital