i think i still love you

Said, "Listen carefully, we are divided into departments, sister Yueya."

Yuan Ya stuck out his tongue. Ever since he was a child, he hated being called sissy, sister, etc., but he knew that Xiao Yifan was the only one who didn't mean anything, and he would never call him that in front of others.Yuan Ya also sat up straight and listened to the name assigned by the department.

"Department of Reproductive Medicine, Xiao Yifan, Li Yi," the deputy director who presided over the meeting on the stage read their names.

"Fuck, Yifan, you're so lucky, this department is the most relaxed department in the Second Affiliated Hospital!" Yuan Ya was more excited than Xiao Yifan himself when he pulled Xiao Yifan's arm.

As soon as Yuan Ya finished speaking, he heard Yuan Ya's name being read on the stage.Yuan Ya was stunned for a moment, and then shook Xiao Yifan excitedly, "Great, I'm in the same department as you!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."

People around Yuan Ya looked sideways at this movement.Xiao Yifan turned from secretly happy to helpless.

……

……

On the day after the meeting, I went to the department to report. What made Xiao Yifan more gratified was that Yuan Ya and his teacher were doing test-tube babies.Finally got rid of this oil bottle.Xiao Yifan's teacher is an expert in male gestational sac implantation surgery, so he followed suit, and Xiao Yifan was quite satisfied. After all, this technology has only been developed in recent years, and there is a relatively large gap in human resources.

This department is indeed as Yuan Ya said, it is much more relaxed than other departments.Especially Xiao Yifan, after all, there are only a small number of boys and girls nowadays.

In the morning, the teacher just had an implant operation, and checked the room again, but there was basically nothing to do.After eating at noon, Yuan Ya dragged her to the roof of the building and cried.

Xiao Yifan had nothing but helplessness, and took out a piece of toilet paper left over from the toilet in the morning from his pocket and handed it over, saying earnestly, "I told you a long time ago, if you don't have the ability to bend, don't provoke straight men, come back If it’s all like this, you can’t find a corner in a down-to-earth manner.”

Yuan Ya took the toilet paper, unfolded a ball, folded it, wiped his nose and said, "Then when I fell in love with him, I didn't know he was a straight man, what is a straight man like him?"

Xiao Yifan laughed contemptuously, "Tch, just look in your eyes, what do you think a straight man should look like?"

Yuan Ya glanced at him with tears in her eyes and said, "It's not like you anyway."

"Hey, squirm..." Xiao Yifan felt that he had played a trick on himself.

"Hmph, don't think that you guys are straight if you have a girlfriend! I don't believe it yet. I am a fairy who is worse than a girl. Tomorrow I will go to the plastic surgery to get the right breasts!" Yuan Ya's sleeves shed tears Shit, said with a righteous look.

"Tsk tsk tsk..." Xiao Yifan looked at him sideways with his mouth slanted.

"Is my face not pretty, or my body is not good enough, tsk fart~" Yuan Ya said with an expression of disbelief.

Xiao Yifan took out his mobile phone to read the news that he had just arrived, and stood up after reading it.

"Why are you going?" Yuan Ya tugged at his sleeve to prevent him from leaving.

Xiao Yifan pulled his hand away and said, "The teacher told me to go back to the operation."

"Oh, then I'll go down too." Yuan Ya also sniffed and stood up.

Xiao Yifan felt distressed looking at Yuan Ya. He liked a straight man before, and that man was also a bastard. In order to let Yuan Ya's father help him go abroad, he kept pretending to be ambiguous with him. He never wanted to turn his face when he went abroad. Do not recognize people.When others heard this, they wanted to beat up that grandson, but Yuan Ya, that idiot, went abroad to look for him!The result can be imagined, now you have to provoke a straight man, tears flowed to your head.

Take the elevator down together, one of them goes left and the other goes right.Xiao Yifan was really worried about Yuan Ya's brainlessness, before parting, he said, "I sue you, don't do stupid things again."

Yuan Ya cut it and said, "You really think I'm going to get breasts."

Xiao Yifan smiled, grabbed Yuan Ya's crotch and said, "If you want to do this, you have to do this first." After speaking, he ran away.

Yuan Ya covered her crotch and scolded shyly, "Xiao Yifan, you bastard!"

……

Xiao Yifan ran all the way to the consultation room with a smile.

Teacher Xiao Yifan raised his eyes when he heard the footsteps, and said leisurely, "What's the fun?"

Xiao Yifan put away his smile, scratched his head and said, "It's nothing, today's canteen is delicious."

The teacher's solemn expression didn't change after hearing this, and he said, "Come over here to show you a movie when you're full."

Xiao Yifan went to the opposite side, took the medical records to read, and frowned after reading it.

"Is this an operation later?" Xiao Yifan asked.

The teacher raised his eyes and nodded.

"What a pity, it's already 27 weeks." Xiao Yifan said with a frown.

The teacher nodded and said, "The fetal brain is abnormally developed and still has a single lung. It is really not worth staying. Even if you don't do it now, you may not be able to persist until birth. There are not many operations to induce labor here. You have to read more about the details. How to use, these are not dead things in books, many factors need to be considered in practice, such as..."

The teacher explained the details to him in detail. Xiao Yifan quickly took a piece of paper and wrote it down. Although he kept writing in his hand, he did not write anything down in his mind. It's easy. I just finished the implant surgery in the morning. One implant will take a long time for anti-rejection treatment, and I need to take a lot of hormones. It will be very harmful to the body, and it will be difficult to conceive. Besides, this surgery still has certain risks. You can't keep it.

The teacher chatted with Xiao Yifan about other illnesses, and just as they were talking, the midwife knocked on the door and came in, saying that the patient's cervix had been fully dilated.

The teacher said "Got it", packed up the things on the table, and took Xiao Yifan out together.

Xiao Yifan took a look at the patient, who was not thin and thin, lying on the bed with his eyes slightly closed, without saying a word.Xiao Yifan was talking to the teacher in the disinfection room, and the teacher said, "The physical pain of induced labor is the same as that of normal childbirth. The labor pain does not decrease at all, but the biggest pain is the pain in the heart. People who come to give birth often cry in pain. Yes, most of them don’t cry when they come to induce labor, alas! It’s the same pain, but the psychological pain of labor induction is more painful than physical pain.”

Xiao Yifan sighed after hearing this, technically it was just a delivery operation, but psychologically he was also very heavy.

The whole process of labor induction went smoothly. If you say you have to use force, you can use force, and if you want to rest, you can rest.Except for some snorting sounds when exerting force, the patient didn't make a sound the whole time. Xiao Yifan couldn't understand the pain in his heart, but the moment the child came out, his heart was also hit.

A well-formed boy, he should be a big man in terms of length if everything is normal.The child was very young, and the birth canal was basically uninjured. The teacher was waiting for the placenta to be delivered, and Xiao Yifan cut the umbilical cord of the child. Suddenly, Xiao Yifan felt his hands move.He withdrew his hand reflexively.

Seeing his sudden movement, the teacher turned to look at him. Xiao Yifan looked at the patient, then at the child, and pointed to the child.The experienced teacher immediately knew what it meant, took a piece of gauze from the table, moistened it with salt water and handed it to him.

Xiao Yifan was stunned, and the baby's legs moved again.The teacher lifted the hand holding the gauze and whispered, "Don't be dazed."

Xiao Yifan understood what the teacher meant, and the doctor had the right to handle the matter if the patient and his family signed the agreement to give up the fetus before the operation.But Xiao Yifan couldn't let go of his hand, his hand was hanging in the air.

"Don't dawdle." The teacher reminded again.

Xiao Yifan didn't dare to look down, closed his eyes and covered the baby's mouth and nose with gauze, and didn't dare to lift him up. After a while, the placenta came out, and the teacher looked at Xiao Yifan and still covered it without moving.He said, "Okay, let's clean it up."

Xiao Yifan slowly moved his hand away, and took the box to be sent for inspection from the side.

At this time, the patient who had never said a word spoke, and asked in a weak voice, "Is it a boy or a girl?"

Xiao Yifan put the child in the box and said, "Boy, why don't you take a look?"

As soon as Xiao Yifan finished speaking, he saw the teacher give him a hard look.Xiao Yifan looked at the patient tightly in his heart.

At this time, the patient seemed to be struggling for a long time on the delivery bed, then closed his eyes and shook his head.But he could see the rapid rise and fall of his chest and the choking up and down of his Adam's apple. Although his eyes were closed, tears still squeezed out from the corners of his eyes.

The teacher quickly comforted him.Give Xiao Yifan a wink and let him go out quickly with the box.

Xiao Yifan almost ran away in despair.

Xiao Yifan took the box to the pathology department.After filling out the form, the doctor in the pathology department took the box.

"It's a pity, the appearance is the same as that of a normal child." The pathology doctor said.

Xiao Yifan glanced again, with a sad expression on his face.

"It's new, we are all a little numb after doing this." The doctor who took the sample said.

Xiao Yifan nodded and said, "It's the first time to induce labor. He... just came out and moved." After Xiao Yifan finished speaking, he felt as if a string in his heart was suddenly plucked.

"Little brother, don't take too much burden on your heart. Although doctors save lives and heal the wounded, there are always times when they can't do anything." The receiving doctor said.

Xiao Yifan forced a smile and nodded.

……

When we returned to the lounge, the teacher had already returned.Xiao Yifan called "Teacher" and went back to his desk to read.

After a while, the teacher came to his table with tea and said, "Xiao Xiao, it is fundamental for a doctor to have good skills, but what is more needed is a strong heart. I understand your current mood. useful."

Xiao Yifan nodded and said, "Well, I know Teacher."

The teacher didn't continue talking, and just said, "Try not to let the patient see it next time in such a situation, so as to prevent the patient from losing control of his emotions."

"En." Xiao Yifan replied without raising his head.

The teacher sighed "ah" and opened the door and went out.

a tear