i think i still love you

I think I still love you——by Wu Xiaozhi

(One)

The Second Affiliated Hospital of X City, one of the top ten hospitals in the country, Xiao Yifan never thought that he would be assigned here by luck.

Although he is a Gui Peisheng, in general, as long as he doesn't make mistakes and works hard, he can basically stay.Finally, it was a pretty good end to the eight years of college career.

Xiao Yifan was the first to take out his cell phone and called his father, and the phone rang for a long time before he picked it up.

"Hey, Dad." Xiao Yifan's tone was full of excitement that couldn't be concealed.

"What's the matter, brat, I have no money! Don't buy it!" The other party said in a doting and reproachful tone.

"Dad! Dare I call you so I can only ask you for money?" Xiao Yifan muttered aggrievedly.

Xiao Zhengyan heard that his tone of excitement at the beginning probably meant something happy. Normally, this son was always looking for trouble for him, and he should be angry with him while he was happy, so he said in a bad manner, "Of course I can't." Not all, and occasionally, because of being dumped, they will go crazy on the phone in the middle of the night."

As soon as Xiao Yifan heard it, he also knew that his father was deliberately teasing him about the fact that he had broken up with him and drank too much and made the wrong phone call in the middle of the night, so he said in a sly way, "I'm still not your own son, because you are so interested in destroying my son." Dad?"

"It wasn't originally, I regret it." Xiao Zhengyan's favorite thing since he was a child is to tease his son to blow his hair.

Xiao Yifan is also familiar with the old Xiao's routine at home, but every time he is still caught by the routine, but he also has a trump card.

"I'll ask for leave tomorrow to talk to my Little Uncle Dong, and say that you've been bullying me all day during the few years he's been here."

The momentum on the other end of the phone lost instantly, and he said in a serious tone, "Don't bother you Uncle Dong, let's talk business, what's wrong?"

Xiao Yifan saw that his goal had been achieved, so he accepted it as soon as he saw it, and hurriedly said to the business, "Dad, I have obtained the qualification for training in the Second Affiliated Academy."

Xiao Zhengyan on the other end of the phone smiled again and said, "Did you go through the back door?"

"I don't have it! Don't look down on me. My professional courses this semester are all A's! All A's! Old Xiao, don't look down on people, okay. Besides, I don't have the money to go through the back door." Xiao Yifan blushed Even though he knew he couldn't see the phone, he still patted the bed anxiously, expressing his dissatisfaction.

"Okay, my best son, you are my pride. You are a rare opportunity. Treat me carefully. Your job is different from others. Don't be careless. Every move you make is your life." Xiao Zhengyan Seriously told Xiao Yifan.

"I know, I'm just happy. I thought I'd be passed up by the old man of neurology last semester, so I definitely wouldn't be able to go to the Second Affiliated Hospital. I didn't expect to get in." Xiao Yifan chattered happily.

"That's enough, enough is enough, don't be too happy to be sad. When will you come back? Dad will cook something delicious for you." Xiao Zhengyan said.

Xiao Yifan lifted the cover of the instant noodles on the table, took a sip of the noodles, and said inarticulately, "I'm going back this weekend, and I have to defend my dissertation this week. Just eat yourself well. My Uncle Dong has left for a few minutes You see your blood pressure soaring like a [-]-meter race in [-]. You can’t have a good meal.”

Xiao Zhengyan on the other side of the phone took out the freshly made instant noodles from the microwave oven, stirred them with his chopsticks and said, "Do you smell it? The freshly made tomato and seafood noodles are delicious." After speaking, he took a big mouthful .

Xiao Yifan swallowed what was in his mouth and said, "Are you lying to a fool? I can even hear the sound of the microwave oven beeping. Is this Master Kong's tomato seafood noodles or uniform?"

Xiao Zhengyan on the other end of the phone beeped a few times without making up a reason, so he immediately changed the topic and continued the chat.

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The father and son chatted for a while and got nothing. Xiao Yifan ate up all the instant noodles, picked up the bowl and drank the soup, and burped in satisfaction.

"Okay, Dad, let's stop talking here today, I'm going to the library to code my papers." Xiao Yifan said goodbye first.

Xiao Zhengyan nodded on the phone and said, "Well, study hard. I'll visit Uncle Dong this week and tell him the good news. He must be happy."

"Hey, don't, don't, let you convey that you may have to say a lot of bad things about me by the way, I will go back to Qingming and tell my Uncle Dong personally." Xiao Yifan said with his mobile phone on one shoulder and his computer in his hand.

"Boy, I got it, I will try to hold it back. I'm dead." Xiao Zhengyan said with a smile.

"Well, bye." Xiao Yifan hung up the phone.

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Xiao Yifan, a third-year graduate student who is about to graduate.Xiao Zhengyan was his father, but he had no blood relationship at all. Xiao Yifan was an orphan and was thrown away at birth. The place where he just threw him was the gate of Xiao Zhengyan's factory at that time, and it happened that Xiao Zhengyan was on the morning shift that day. picked him up.I took it to the hospital for an examination, and sure enough, Xiao Yifan was born with a ventricular defect, but fortunately, the defect is not large and can be cured completely.Xiao Zhengyan sent Xiao Yifan to the Public Security Bureau for a few days, but he couldn't find his biological parents. The Public Security Bureau had no choice but to send the orphan to a welfare home.

After a few months, Xiao Zhengyan was on vacation, so he went to the orphanage to see Xiao Yifan. The conditions of the local orphanage were not very good, and there was a severe shortage of nurses. When Xiao Zhengyan saw Xiao Yifan, Xiao Yifan The one who was crying was fierce, because of a heart attack, his face was bruised from crying, and the nurse didn't have time to coax him, so he let him cry on the bed.Xiao Zhengyan couldn't see it and quickly hugged him to coax him. It was strange to say that Xiao Yifan stopped crying immediately as soon as he hugged him.Xiao Zhengyan hugged Xiao Yifan early in the morning, but Xiao Yifan didn't say a word either.

Xiao Zhengyan liked Xiao Yifan more and more.When it was noon and it was time to go back, Xiao Zhengyan reluctantly let go of Xiao Yifan, who never thought that Xiao Yifan would burst into tears as soon as he let go.The nurse hurriedly hugged and coaxed Xiao Zhengyan to leave.

Back home, Xiao Zhengyan closed his eyes and his mind was full of Xiao Yifan's appearance. Considering his special situation, it is almost impossible to have his own children in this life, and the family has basically severed ties with him.It's really lonely in this world.After thinking about it for a week, Xiao Zhengyan officially decided to adopt Xiao Yifan. Because the adoption conditions did not allow it, he spent money to go through the back door, and finally took Xiao Yifan home.

Uncle Xiaodong is Xiao Zhengyan's lover, but they knew each other because of Xiao Yifan.

Xiao Yifan had heart surgery when he was one year old, and Uncle Dong was Xiao Yifan's attending doctor.Uncle Dong is a very straight man in daily life, and few people can tell that he is gay, but according to Xiao Zhengyan, he saw it the first time he saw Uncle Dong, and was instantly attracted by Uncle Dong's frigid temperament Fascinated.Xiao Yifan said he didn't really believe it.

When Xiao Yifan was a child, he always liked to have Uncle Xiaodong participate in parent-teacher meetings, because Uncle Xiaodong was like a male god in his heart when he was growing up. Uncle Xiaodong actually couldn't calm down for a long time after being tortured, and even felt hostile to Xiao Zhengyan, thinking that he was bullying Uncle Xiaodong.

Xiao Yifan knew that his family was different from ordinary families since he was a child, and he suffered a lot of ridicule, but it still couldn't stop him from becoming a 2b boy with a healthy heart, love of life, poor academic performance, and heartless.

It is Xiao Yifan's ideal to become a professional e-sports player. In an ordinary family, he may have already been sent to be taken care of by Dr. Yang, but Xiao Zhengyan is very supportive of him. For this reason, his relationship with Uncle Xiaodong almost broke down.As for why Xiao Yifan studied medicine?This is also a big change that originated at home.

When he was in his third year of high school, Uncle Xiaodong was sent by the country to aid in the epidemic-affected areas of Africa. He accidentally contracted the virus through occupational exposure. The local medical resources were lacking, but he was afraid of bringing the virus back to China and was not allowed to return to China. He and Xiao Zhengyan did not see each other until his death. When it comes to Uncle Xiaodong, goodbye is a box of ashes. Even at the memorial service, he and Xiao Zhengyan can only attend as guests.This blow hit Xiao Yifan like thunder. At that time, it was the eve of the college entrance examination. Originally, Xiao Yifan only planned to go to any school at random and focus on e-sports.After Uncle Xiaodong passed away, Xiao Yifan firmly told Xiao Zhengyan that he was going to be a doctor, but Xiao Zhengyan disagreed.

After the college entrance examination, Xiao Yifan immediately enrolled in the repeat class. He didn't know how he got through the year of repeating, but in retrospect he didn't feel tired at all.In the second year, I got my wish and was admitted to the medical school.

Who knows how he got here in the past eight years.

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(two)

In the small auditorium, the intern Gui Peisheng had a welcome meeting.On the stage, the dean, deputy dean, and directors of various departments sat in a row and gave old-fashioned and lengthy speeches.

Xiao Yifan, who moved to clean up the house the day before until 3 o'clock in the morning, sat in the corner listening to it so drowsily that he almost lost his temper.Yuan Ya next to him pinched him abruptly, and he almost cried out in pain.

"What are you doing!" Xiao Yifan asked viciously in a low voice.

"Why did you go there last night? You're stuck with such a virtue, you can't do it with a small body..." Yuan Ya smiled wickedly.

Xiao Yifan rubbed his thigh and said, "It's not like you don't know that I moved yesterday, what can I do?" After a pause, he turned his head and said, "Hey, what do you mean? Why is my body so bad?"

Yuan Ya changed her gossip face and asked quietly, "Are you really separated from your little junior sister?"

Xiao Yifan looked at the stage, and said "en" from his nose.

"Why? Did someone dump you or did you mess with women again? Let me just say, you are not suitable for finding a girl at all, come and go with brother, and brother will take you to have sex." Yuan Ya looked excited.

Xiao Yifan turned his head and looked at Yuan Ya with a smile. Yuan Ya seemed to be able to see two groups of burning anger in Xiao Yifan's eyes. said."

Xiao Yifan gritted his teeth