you are the minutiae of the world

After Xu Tingjiang got engaged, the wedding was held in the spring of the following year.

Mu Song, as an uncle and a playmate who grew up with Xu Tingjiang, sat beside Mu Ju, smiling at the two newlyweds who were smiling happily on the stage. When exchanging rings and kissing, Mu Ju was moved to tears.

Mu Song patted his sister on the shoulder to show comfort.Mu Ju wiped his tears with a handkerchief, nodded, and said to Mu Song, "I'm just so happy. I've been looking forward to it for so many years, and finally I see him get married."

"Yes," Mu Song responded in a low voice.

Mu Jue glanced at his younger brother, and there was silence in his heart. For more than a year, Mu Song rarely went back to Mu's house, but every time he came back, he was silent a lot. Although Mu Jue didn't know what happened to him, but Knowing that it must be a big blow to him, every time she wanted to ask, she was discouraged by Xu Tingjiang, saying that at his age, some things should only be kept in the heart and not spoken out.

"Ting Jiang has already married, when will you start a family too? No matter male or female, it's good to have someone by your side," Mu Ju cautiously persuaded during the wedding break, "It's better than being alone."

Mu Song hooked his lips, with a few smiles on his face, he said, "Sister, I have someone in my heart, I am not alone."

Mu Ju wants to ask, the ceremony on stage has already moved on to the next item, so she can only focus on her son and daughter-in-law on stage.

Xu Tingchang took Jiang Yan to toast, and after toasting for a long time, he arrived at Mu Song's place. Mu Song smiled and said, "You, the bridegroom officer, have neglected me. It took me a long time to toast before arriving at uncle."

"Who told us to grow up together, uncle," Xu Tingjiang got married today, and he was in a great mood. He put his arms around his wife, and the two toasted with Mu Song. The same happy smile on his face made people can't help Moved by it.

"Congratulations," Mu Song drank the wine in the glass, then poured another glass, toasted them again, and said again: "Congratulations."

Xu Tingjiang looked at him suspiciously, wondering why he said congratulations twice and poured wine twice: "I got married, if you don't drink it, I'm going to drink it yourself?"

Mu Song drank the wine in his glass again, and explained: "I'm speaking for Qin Liang, he was so happy when you got engaged, and he must be even happier when you get married."

Xu Tingchang had already drank a lot of wine, and his stomach was uncomfortable. He thought it was his family members who just took a sip, and they should understand, but after listening to it, he raised his head and drank it clean. Jiang Yan knew who Qin Liang was, and she also Drank the wine with my husband.

There are still many guests Xu Tingjiang going to toast, he can't chat with Mu Song much, he can only look into his eyes, and solemnly say: "Uncle, you have to look forward, don't be like Qin Liang, trapped in the in place."

Mu Song smiled and didn't speak.

After the wedding was over, Mu Song asked the driver to pick him up. Since Qin Liang left, he never drove again, and always brought the driver with him every time he traveled.

To ask why, Mu Song opened the partition and looked at the changing red street lights in front of the car. The once red, green and yellow turned into black, white and gray in his eyes.

He didn't know why, but one day when he woke up, the world lost its color. Looking around, it was black, white and gray. He consulted a doctor in private. The eyes can only see three colors of black, white and gray. This is caused by psychological reasons. It is not congenital, nor is it caused by a head injury. The possibility of recovery is very high, as long as Mu Song cooperates with the treatment.

Mu Song refused to be treated, he knew that his color had already been taken away.

Mu Song is very fortunate that although Qin Liang left, he took with him the most colorful colors in the world, so he should feel a little bit happier in a place he doesn't know, right?

For Qin Yu's birthday, Mu Song was invited again, and Mu Song went.

He stood in the corner of the birthday party, looking down at Qin Yu and the Qin family chatting and laughing lively. When sharing the cake, Qin Yu came over and handed it to Mu Song. Mu Song waved his hand, but did not accept it.

Qin Yu was stunned for a moment, but didn't force it.

"Uncle has been very busy these years, so he seldom sees you. If he hadn't made an appointment with your assistant in advance for this birthday, he might not have been able to see you." Although Qin Yu was smiling, his tone was somewhat unhappy: " The last time I went to Turui to do business, I wanted to find you, but your assistant said you were not here."

"Well," Mu Song didn't care about the emotion in Qin Yu's tone, he replied lightly, "Busy."

Qin Yu opened his mouth, not knowing what to say, but felt that the relationship between him and Mu Song was no longer the same as it used to be. Now Mu Song is cold and indifferent, and he rarely talks to him, let alone any more. Just kidding, sometimes Qin Yu felt that Mu Song looked at him as if he was looking at someone else.

There was an awkward silence between the two. After a long time, Mu Song asked him, "Where's Qin Liang?"

Qin Yu was stunned, and said after a long while: "Who knows where he went, I haven't contacted him for many years, but he is always like this, often disappearing..."

"Enough." Mu Song's face was gloomy. He saw the unconcealable disgust in Qin Yu's eyes when he mentioned Qin Liang, and turned away without looking back.

Mu Song went out from the main gate of Qin's house, but walked around to the eaves where he and Qin Liang were talking together a few years ago and stood there for a while. Standing here, Mu Song recalled a lot, looking up at the dark night ahead, as if There is a thin and fragile figure.

Mu Song raised his heels without any hesitation, eagerly wanting to stop the figure who was about to merge into the night, but he was roughly pulled back to reality by the car that stopped at the door.

The driver stopped beside him, Mu Song slowly withdrew his hand and opened the door.

The weather was very cold, the driver asked Mu Song if he wanted to turn up the air conditioner, and then said: "Mr. Mu, Chairman Mu called just now and asked if you want to go back for dinner today."

The driver has been with Mu Song for many years. He has followed him since Mu Song took over the company in his 20s, so Mu Ju would sometimes call him directly and ask him to ask if Mu Song wants to go home for dinner, especially in recent days. In [-], Mu Song always took a driver with him when he traveled, and he never drove by himself.

Mu Song rubbed his brows: "No, go home."

"Okay," the driver replied, "Then I'll turn around."

Xu is that the New Year's Day atmosphere is very strong today, which makes people feel a lot of emotion. The driver glanced at the street lights full of red lanterns outside the window, and said nostalgicly: "It's been more than ten years, time flies too fast, my son I'm already 22, I remember when Mr. Mu was at this age, you always liked to carry two toffees in your pocket to tease Mr. Qin's little Mr. Qin, but it's a pity that Mr. Qin didn't like it after eating it a few times..."

Originally, it was just the driver's ordinary words of nostalgia for the past, but Mr. Mu moved his finger hanging by his side while leaning on the seat and closing his eyes.

It was New Year's Day, Qin Yu's birthday, and the weather was very cold. Mu Song was still young, in his twenties, and he always carried toffee in his pocket. Every time he went to Qin's house, he would carry a few toffee in his pocket. Tease Qin Yu.

That child is very picky, and he doesn't like it after eating it a few times, just like steamed eggs, he doesn't eat it after a few times, thanks to the hard work I have learned for him.When Mu Song came out of the Qin's house, there was still a moment of toffee in his pocket, which was covered by the heat of his body and melted a little. He wanted to throw it away, but saw a dirty child at the door of the Qin's house. , Mu Song's heart moved, he walked over and handed him the toffee.

Why do you do that?Maybe it's because the young Mu Song prefers children, maybe it's because of Qin Yu's love for houses and crows.

The child was dumbfounded, squatting at the base of the wall, neither picking up nor moving.

It was really cold, and Mu Song was impatient. He squatted down, peeled off the candy wrapper and handed the candy to the child's mouth. The child looked at him and opened his mouth to bite the candy.

The child's cheeks bulged, like a poor little hamster.

Mu Song asked with a smile, "Is it sweet?"

The little hamster looked blank, nodded stiffly, and said in a small voice, "Sweet, so sweet, so sweet."

After getting a satisfactory answer, Mu Song left, and when he turned back, there was no sign of the dirty child in that place.

Mu Song thought about when they met for several years, but he never remembered it, but on this New Year's Eve, he suddenly remembered it.

But if there is no reminder from the driver, Mu Song may never remember that little hamster who said that the toffee is so sweet.

That's why he wanted to eat sweet ice cream that day, right?

Mu Song always thought that Qin Liang was acting and was with him wearing a mask, but in fact Qin Liang was the most real person in life. He understood better than anyone that on the day he lost his mother, he also lost the time when he was with her. The rest of Qin Liang was the child who was at a loss, but Mu Song wanted to teach him the rules of the adult world.

Mu Song returned home, his home, in Nanshan Apartment.After Qin Liang left, it was already Mu Song's home.

The moment the door was closed, he fell to his knees, weeping uncontrollably.

If he met him sooner, cherished him, gave him a lot of toffee, and then took him to see so many scenery as sweet as toffee in this world, to feel so much and so much Many things are as sweet as toffee, then they will not be so bitter, so tired, so sad.

The real death is not the loss of breathing and heartbeat, but being forgotten, just like the Qin family has been obliterating the existence of Qin Liang, Xu Tingjiang will not remember Qin Liang for a long time, but Mu Song remembers, as long as he Remember.

Not stuck in place, but... reluctant to leave the good.

In Xu Tingchang's memory, Qin Liang was a poor child. Even though he was no longer alive, Xu Tingchang would still think of him occasionally, but the image of a child first appeared in his mind, especially after he became a father .

Xu Tingjiang still remembers the first time he saw Qin Liang. The thin little boy in a white T-shirt and black trousers sat in the consulting room, calm and well-behaved, until Qin Lie said in a slightly frightened and extremely disgusted tone that he used this picture He looked like he had witnessed the departure of his biological mother.

Seeing him like this, who would have thought that his mother fell to her tragic death.

Xu Tingjiang was surprised. He originally thought that this child was mentally retarded or the type of schizophrenia who was very indifferent to everything - as a doctor, he knew that once he got such a disease, this child's life would basically be ruined.But later he discovered that this child was not, his calm expression was to hide his bewilderment about the world.

Before his mother died, because of his love and fear for his mother, he separated two personalities to protect himself, but he was very clear about what happened to the two personalities. Sometimes Xu Tingjiang couldn't tell whether Qin Liang's body had Those two personalities, but these are not important. He has just graduated from school and is full of sympathy for the world, so he very patiently taught Qin Liang to learn the expressions on other people's faces, and helped him leave this place that was trying to lock him up. Hospital.

Xu Tingjiang once thought he had succeeded.

But the world is impermanent, Xu Tingjiang never expected Qin Liang to meet his uncle.He didn't know what happened between them and how long they had been entangled together. He asked, but Mu Song didn't say anything. As long as Mu Song didn't speak, Xu Tingjiang would have no way of knowing. He had only been involved in this matter for a few months, so he was caught off guard. Seeing Qin Liang's death.

Maybe subconsciously Xu Tingjiang knew that Qin Liang would leave this world sooner or later. A child with festering wounds that would not heal could not reach the end, but people always had a glimmer of hope.

But the last thing he wanted to see was that because of Qin Liang's departure, Mu Song completely trapped himself before the day he left.

The doctor said that Qin Liang's ventilator was pulled out by Mu Song. After hearing this, Xu Tingjiang also felt a pain in his chest. He knew that his uncle also died on the same day.

Qin Liang's funeral was very simple. Xu Tingjiang had no chance to participate. He just knew that Mu Song had disappeared for a month. After a month, he would go to and from work and rest very regularly, but also very silent.

The Qin family didn't know about Qin Liang's death. Mu Song didn't say anything, and Xu Tingjiang didn't want to meddle in other people's business. This matter became a secret that they would never mention again.

A few years later, Xu Tingjiang's child was born, and Mu Song liked him very much. Only when he faced the child, Mu Song would show a few smiles on his face.

When the child was eleven or twelve years old, Mu Song's eyes had several wrinkles. He and Xu Tingjiang stood together, looked at the children playing with dogs in the courtyard, and suddenly said: "It turns out that children in their teens are also can grow so tall."

Xu Tingchang looked at him suspiciously, Mu Song smiled lightly, his eyes seemed to cast his eyes on the endless past through his own child: "Qin Liang back then was small, like a hamster."

Xu Tingjiang opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.

He can't persuade, because he can't empathize with him, he is not Mu Song, and he doesn't understand how deep his love is.

It's like he's not Qin Liang, and he doesn't understand how much pain he used to have.

Facing the wound of unknown fear, children will cry aloud or close themselves, while adults bury it in their hearts, let it fester, and then act as if nothing happened.

The author has something to say:

Ended Sahua, I wrote this mask very seriously haha, and the writing is super cool, but if there are any bugs, please point them out, because I am very insensitive to numbers by nature, so things related to numbers are particularly easy to forget, if If there is something wrong with the date, age, etc., welcome to comment and point it out. By the way, I have encountered this in my life that Mu Song couldn’t see other colors in his eyes. It was also caused by psychological reasons, but I am not familiar with people. I don’t know if TA is good in the end, hey, in fact, if a person is strong, he will be very strong, if he is weak, he is also quite fragile. I think it’s super amazing. The next part of the preview "I live opposite you", how can I say this article, there is no protagonist, yes The story of a supporting role may be very short, maybe there is no boy in the opposite role, I don’t know, let’s see how it is written, maybe it will not be so cruel, and I am more disappointed? ? ?a feeling of.

Finally: Take a day off tomorrow and start updating the day after tomorrow~