The director is too flirtatious

Hearing what I said, Xiaoya was startled.She has never seen me collapse like this, her little face was wrinkled into a ball, she hugged me distressedly, and asked softly: "Don't worry, what's wrong?"

In front of the director, I didn't dare to vent my uneasiness in my heart, but I didn't have this worry in front of the little girl, so I couldn't stop crying.

The little girl saw that she couldn't ask anything for a while, so she had to let me go, and when I was almost crying, she said, "Oh, I said Xu Yinian, have you cried enough? My old waist will be crushed by you gone."

One word from her eased my mood that was about to collapse. I let go of her angrily while wiping my tears, "Am I that heavy? Why don't I crush you to death?"

Xiaoya took out the tissue and asked me to wipe my tears and nose, "I was crushed to death by you and I can't explain to Qingmei when I go back." She still didn't forget to joke, and then asked: "What happened?"

"My mother was in a car accident." I was still sobbing a little, but I felt much better after crying. "I broke my lower leg, and then my mother ignored me."

"Auntie doesn't talk to you, don't you know how to talk to her?" Xiaoya said angrily, but she also knew the reason for my collapse, so she paused and said, "Why do you say your mother is The car accident because of you?"

"Because I quarreled with her last night." When I mentioned the previous incident, I was a little sad. "My dad said that my mom had insomnia again last night, and then she couldn't concentrate when she came home from get off work today, so she had a car accident."

Xiaoya's expression is not as relaxed as it was at the beginning, probably because she also knows my character, so I will definitely attribute the reason to myself.She took my arm and took me to a chair beside me and sat down, "Are you guilty?"

"Well, I'm very guilty." I admitted frankly, and when I said the word guilt, my eyes turned red again.

"Auntie's car accident, I can't deny that it has something to do with you, but it doesn't mean that all the responsibility is on me, right?" The little girl put my hand on my lap, and covered my little hand , as if giving me encouragement. "No one wants this kind of thing to happen, and Auntie has no major problems now, so don't blame yourself too much."

"But if I hadn't quarreled with her, such a thing wouldn't have happened." I said with a little pain, "Actually, I know, I know I can't blame myself, but I can't control it, I can't control it at all." Can't live."

"You know, I already feel that I am cruel enough. I am almost used to the two months of quarreling. I can't sleep at night and I force myself to sleep. I thought I was selfish enough to face it openly. The tug-of-war came down, but today, just now, when my mother pushed out of the operating room, I saw a mother like that, and I felt like I should be damned."

I expressed my inner feelings to Xiaoya in great pain, "I am really uncomfortable and blame myself, how could I let my mother become like this? My mother is so beautiful, so calm, how can she become two temples?" What about the graying? I really can't believe I caused it."

I fell into a deep self-blame, "Dad also reassured me that it's okay, my mother just couldn't accept me like this for a while. Dad also said that he was neutral about my coming out. I should have been happy. See, it worked for me to come out, but I didn't feel anything other than worse."

"I want to talk to my mother, I want her to talk to me, but my mother ignores me, how could it become like this? I would rather she beat me and scold me than ignore me. When I really face these At that time, I found that I was completely vulnerable, little girl, I really couldn't hold on anymore..."

"Xu Yinian!"

My confiding like a madman was interrupted by Xiaoya's sudden cry. I was so frightened that my heart trembled, and I couldn't react.Wang Xiaoya grabbed my shoulder and turned towards her, her face was indescribably serious.

"Xu Yinian, calm down! What you said, who came out of the closet has not experienced it? I have experienced it too. When my mother cried and begged me, I also softened my heart. You know how I survived Is it? It's very simple, think about the woman behind you, understand?!"

"Qingmei and I have been together for eight years. How many eight years are there in our life? From the ignorant youth until we are ready to buy a car and a house, we have come step by step. How can I be willing to give up all this? This is the belief , the one who supported me to come over, you are the same, you are not alone in this matter, do you know?"

"You told us, you said that you have already met Sister Yi's parents, and they support you to be together, look, you have already succeeded in half, how difficult is it? Think about Sister Yi's chasing you from the beginning Now, I have been pampering you all the time, are you willing to make her sad? Are you willing to let her break her promise in front of her parents? You have to remember that you are not alone."

Xiao Ya's words were like a knife that directly cut off the messy thoughts in my heart, simple and rude but extremely painful.I raised my head in a daze, and said the director's name, "Yi...Yi..."

"Yes, you still have Sister Yier, think about Sister Yier, think about the future you want together, your plans, your children, these, are you willing to let them go? You clearly love each other, and you have clearly come to an end At this point, are you willing not to?"

I shook my head again and again, how could I be willing?How could it be possible not to?

His expression gradually changed from confusion to firmness, "Yes, I'm not alone." I kept cheering myself up, as if this would give me enough courage to face this mess.

Xiaoya breathed a sigh of relief, and her tone slowed down, "Think about yourself again, can you accept being with a man? Can you accept holding hands and kissing him in bed? If you can't, how can you give up? What about it? One thought, you have to persevere."

"Yeah, I know." I pursed my lips and nodded.

Xiaoya didn't continue to talk about this topic, "Since I'm here, go in with me. Oh, I came in a hurry, I forgot to bring fruit, forget it, and come with you some other day. Let's see Auntie again."

"Well, good." I didn't want Xiaoya to go in empty-handed like this, and leave a bad impression on my mother, so I didn't stop her move.I wanted to say thank you, but then I remembered my relationship with her. I didn't need to say such things anymore, so I smiled and said, "My dear sisters, I'll give you a big red envelope when you get into your new home."

"That's right, don't seal it if you're not old enough, I don't want it." Xiaoya also joked, "Let's go."

After Xiaoya left, I readjusted my mentality and walked into the ward.In the ward, what is mom saying to dad?He saw me coming in out of the corner of his eye, and stopped talking.

I felt a little sad when I saw my mother's attitude, but I still walked over and asked, "Mom, how are you feeling? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Mom closed her lips tightly and said nothing. Dad looked a little distressed and couldn't help but said, "My daughter is asking you something."

Mom snorted softly and said to Dad: "I want to eat an apple, have you bought it yet?"

"I bought it, I'll cut it for you."

"Dad, let me come." I hurried over and turned the apples out.

The aunt we met before was lying on the hospital bed next to us, but his juniors were not there at this time.She probably has a familiar personality. When she saw the three of us, she asked, "Is this your daughter? She looks so beautiful."

After hearing this, I quickly smiled at her, and nodded politely, "Auntie, thank you."

Seeing that my mother had no desire to talk to her, my father said by himself, "Yes, it's just such a daughter."

"My daughter is very good, just like my daughter. She is a caring little padded jacket, much more caring than my bastard son!" The aunt said cheerfully, "No, I accidentally broke my leg. I didn't go to work when I got to work, so I rushed over immediately, and I didn't forget to bring my boyfriend with me."

What the aunt said made our faces change.Mother's expression, which was still calm at first, became even uglier at this time.I glanced at my mother with some anxiety, not knowing how to talk to me, so I smiled at my aunt.

Auntie didn't see the change on our side, and continued talking alone, "Young people nowadays don't know what to think. Like my son who refuses to fall in love, I let him go on a blind date like killing him Same. Fortunately, my daughter was obedient and found a boyfriend, and said that she was afraid that I would be dissatisfied, so she brought her boyfriend up to make me familiar, hey, what do you think they are thinking?"

Dad didn't like it, and looked at each other with me.Mom snorted again, and said to my dad, "Where's the apple?"

"It'll be fine soon." I replied quickly.

Just as I was peeling the apples, the young man and woman I had seen in the ward came in.The man was carrying a lot of things in his hand and put them on the bedside table. "Auntie, it's too late to cook at this point today, so I bought something outside, you eat first, and I'll let my mother do it another day."

The aunt laughed so hard that she could hardly see her eyes, "Why is it so troublesome? No, no, so as not to disturb your mother."

"You don't need to be so polite. When Aru and I get married, we will be a family. My mother said that we will get married at that time, so why bother?" Auntie smiled.

"That's right. Mom, you can't let him go, give him more instructions." The young woman said with a smile.

Compared with the happy and harmonious atmosphere over there, the atmosphere on my side is even more embarrassing.Holding the sliced ​​apple in my hand, looking at my mother's gloomy expression, I didn't even seem to have the courage to speak.

Dad watched from the sidelines and winked at me. I took a deep breath and handed the cut apples to my mother. "Mom, you eat apples."

My mother lowered her head halfway at first, but after listening to what I said, she raised her head and looked at me.I just realized that my mother's eyes were all red, as if they were about to bleed.

My hands trembled, and the apple almost fell.His face turned pale in an instant, and his breathing stopped suddenly.

Mom's lips trembled, and her pale face looked like she was seriously ill.I didn't dare to look at her, but I didn't know where the energy came from and forced me to look at her.So I looked at my mother's wrinkled lips, which seemed to take my soul away.

"One thought... Mommy begs you... please... change it..."

The author has something to say: You have been accusing Yi Nian of not being brave enough and being led by the nose, so I want to ask, what else can Yi Nian do?Mom got into a car accident, can she just ignore it?She was able to insist on not giving in and not compromising when she came out, but do you think it is really possible to break away from the relationship between mother and daughter, and stop contacting her without answering the phone?You hate Yi Nian's mother, and think how could there be such a mother, then let me tell you frankly, my mother is a copy of Yi Nian's mother.The vicious things my mother said to me are far more than what is shown in the text.do i hate my momdo i resent herI don't complain, because I know that this is what my mother thinks is good, and she thinks I am wrong, so she is correcting my behavior.No matter how stupid and unreasonable it is, as a daughter, what else can I do but bear it?

It's great that you're either young or you really have your own mind.But it cannot be denied that there are many mothers like this in the world. In front of such mothers, coming out is far more than lip service.

Don't forget, one thought is a deep cabinet, and she is already braver than most of the deep cabinets in reality.Ask yourself, with her personality, what else would she want if she has reached this point?What do you think she can do?I also want to end coming out soon, and of course coming out will end because they broke up immediately.

You say Yi Nian doesn't cherish the director, and doesn't take care of the director's emotions.I would like to ask, can Yi Nian not care about her family?She has tried her best not to let the director worry about her, what do you think of her?You tell me, what can I do if I think about her?If you don't want blood relationship, don't you?You don't care if you say you don't care?Can you avoid insomnia without insomnia?Can you keep your hair from falling off?

Coming out of the closet is not something to say in a few words, it is normal to think about it once you think about it, you all feel sorry for the director, and so do I.But I don't think there's anything wrong with one thought.