The director is too flirtatious

Of course, such a quarrel did not have any results. My mother couldn't stop crying, and I was crying too.Dad saw that we were both crying, so he said helplessly, "Honey, let's go back first and calm down."

"Why are you so calm? How do you tell me to be so calm?" Mom wailed loudly, "My daughter is ruined, she must have been taken away outside, it must be like this."

"Wife, calm down." Seeing that my mother was crying so hard that she was about to pass out, Dad hurriedly gave a soft drink, and then comforted her, "It's useless to cry now, things have to be resolved." Dad looked at me, My eyes were full of deep meaning that made me feel overwhelmed, "You should think about it once you think about it."

"Come home, let's go home." Dad helped mother up, and mother walked a few steps with Dad's support, and then suddenly reacted, "No, I won't go, I want to live here, I want to see the end It was a shameless woman who made a bad idea."

I can bear my mother scolding me and beating me, but I can't bear my mother saying something bad to the director. Although she doesn't know who this person is, I just can't bear it.

"Mom, I can accept whatever you want to say about me, but how can you comment on others casually? They are innocent, and your shameless statement is too much?" I was anxious to defend the director, "Yes You say respect everyone, why can't you do it yourself?"

"People who spoil my daughter don't deserve to be respected!" Mom panted heavily, and she almost lost her breath after yelling out these words, which made Dad pale a little with fright, and quickly relieved her.

Mom pushed Dad's hand away, gritted her teeth and looked at me and said, "I know you have become like this, someone else must have interfered, and you even made a so-called girlfriend. Let me tell you, no way! No way !"

"Why don't you think about it? Why would someone like the same sex? Others are lying to you, and when disaster strikes, they will go their separate ways. If something happens, she will take away everything from you. Just think about it, you are really stupid."

"Yes, I can't guarantee that all homosexuals can get through together when facing difficulties, but even between couples, there are not a few people who get divorced. How can you give an example like this?" I retorted Said.

Seeing that we were about to quarrel again, Dad quickly interjected, "Okay, okay, what are you arguing about? Calm down."

Mom still wanted to say something, but Dad didn't intend to let her continue. He put his arms around her waist and walked out forcefully, "Honey, what's the matter, calm down and talk about it."

"Yi Nian, if you say one more word, I will treat you as my daughter." After my father finished talking about mother, he turned his head and said to me with a cold gaze.

Dad has never said a serious word to me, but he was so firm when he said this sentence today, which made me full of grievances and sadness all of a sudden.

But I dare not speak, I love them so much, how can I really bear that they don't want me?

I covered my mouth and didn't dare to make a sound, but the tears continued to flow, and my hands were wet.Dad seemed a little unbearable, but he still hugged his mother and said as he walked, "It's no use arguing, let's go back first."

Mom cried and whispered to Dad: "Woooo...Old Xu, what should I do...What a crime..."

After they all left, I still covered my mouth for a long time unable to react.Mom and Dad really didn't ground me like Xiaoya's parents did, and they didn't make any moves to hit me.But their resolute attitude still makes me feel cold.

I once joked that the reactions of Wang Xiaoya's family and Liu Qingmei's family were completely different, but now it seems that the reaction of my director's family and I is the real difference.

It hurts me, but there's nothing I can do about it.

All mental construction, all trying to assume, is useless.Only when you really face your mother's tears, will you know how uncomfortable your heart can be.

My legs went limp and I fell to the ground, crying bitterly.

Why is coming out so hard?Half a year of bedding and infiltration is of no use at all. My mother's mind is like a stone, and I just try to pass through that stone with a drop of water.

I cried for a long time alone, and then slowly slowed down the feeling of wanting to cry.Her throat was a little sore from the quarrel just now, and her cheeks were even more dry and uncomfortable.I sat on the ground and calmed down for a while, thinking of many things.

Come on, Xu Yinian, this is just the beginning, and there will be a longer tug-of-war that requires you to persevere.If you can't stick to this first step, then how dare you say that you will always be with the director in the future?

Thinking of the director, I finally have a little comfort in my heart.If there is no director behind me, I'm afraid I really don't have the courage to take this step.I opened my bag and took out my phone. The director sent me a WeChat message. She didn't mention my parents, but just asked me when I would go back.

Mom and Dad have already gone back, and it doesn't make any sense for me to stay.Calm was restored here, as if the previous quarrel and crying were just an illusion.I pursed my lips and looked at the director's remarks. The simple word Yier always turned into my motivation when I was most powerless and struggling.

Me: 【Go back later. 】

Yi Er: [Well, then I'll prepare a meal and wait for you to come back. 】

The director's message was returned very quickly, and she immediately replied to me as soon as I sent it, obviously not as calm as she expressed on WeChat.I realized this, and my nose was sore again.

I took a few deep breaths and suppressed the turbulent emotions again. I washed my face and confirmed that I would not be very embarrassed, so I breathed a sigh of relief.

I didn't intend to hide the matter of my coming out from the closet, but I don't want the director to worry too much about me.

When I got back to the director's house, the director was still cooking. She was busy wearing an apron. When she noticed that I was back, she quickly walked out of the house and gave me a hug without saying a word.

I smelled the familiar smell on her body. I was moved and felt aggrieved. I sniffled and said with disgust, "You're still wearing an apron, so you don't think it's dirty."

The director couldn't help laughing, realizing that the way he held a spatula in one hand and hugged me in the other was really indecent.But she didn't care, and she knew that my dislike was just talking.Seeing that I could still joke, she silently breathed a sigh of relief and kissed my hair, "The food is not ready yet, I'll continue cooking first."

"Yeah." I let go of her arms, and she went back to the kitchen.I looked at her beautiful back, reluctant to let go of the smell of the hug just now, so I followed into the kitchen and hugged her from behind.

The director allowed me to move, but the cooking action slowed down a bit.She asked softly, "Where are your parents?"

"They're going back for the time being." I was a little sullen, and even aggrieved when the director mentioned it.

"Well, are you okay?" the director asked.

"Well...it's not all right." I pressed against her back tightly, because it was summer, this action made my forehead sweat a little, but I didn't want to let go. "I'm out."

The director's cooking action paused for a moment, and then he started cooking as if nothing had happened, "And then?"

Her tone was light, with a hint of uneasiness.

"We had a quarrel and broke up unhappy." I said sullenly, "It's almost the scene I imagined."

"Are you sad?" The director simply turned off the fire, and wanted to untie the apron to hug me.

I stopped her, not wanting her to see myself with tears in my eyes.I still hugged her from behind and didn't let her turn around. I was afraid that if she faced me, I would cry directly.

"Don't move, just let me hug you." I said coquettishly, but my voice was nasal.

The director stopped turning around, and just quietly hugged me from behind, stroking my palm with his palm, giving me wordless comfort.

I hugged her behind me for a while, and felt that my emotions had stabilized a bit, so I said, "Actually, it's nothing. I said I was gay, but my mother didn't accept it, so she said I'm not her daughter."

"Your mother was just saying something in a fit of anger..." the director comforted softly.

"Of course I know it's angry words, but it still feels a little uncomfortable when I hear it." I said, but I didn't say some words, those mother's resolute attitudes that made me despair, those are the most uncomfortable for me.

"It will be fine after a while. If you tell her suddenly, she will definitely not be able to accept it."

"Yeah, it will be fine after a while." I said pretending to be optimistic.But only I know that after a while, how long it will take, I have no idea at all.

"Then..." The palm of the director rubbed the back of my hand a little harder, her uneasiness was revealed in these small details. "what do you think?"

"Um... which aspect are you referring to?" I asked back.

"What do you think about your parents' attitude towards you coming out?" the director asked softly.

"Actually, it's okay. After all, I have already anticipated various situations in advance. And the current situation is neither the best nor the worst." I shrugged my shoulders pretending to be relaxed, "coming out It’s a long process, it’s not something that happens overnight, isn’t it?”

"Yes." The director nodded, and said with a sigh, "If your parents can accept that you are not married, in fact, I think it's good to stay out of the closet, and you won't have a falling out as soon as you come out. "

"But they don't accept that I'm not married. Isn't that a major premise? And, if I don't come out, what will we do if we have children in the future?"

The director chuckled, leaned back slightly, and rubbed her head against mine, "So you have already considered the issue of having a baby? But compared to the surrogacy method that I have considered before, I am more concerned about whether or not Have two?"

"It's a little hard for the two of you, right?" When it came to my future life, I suddenly walked out of the original depression, and my whole body seemed to be full of motivation. "It takes a lot of energy to have a child. If there are two children, you must be the husband among the two of us, so it must be settled in the next two years, right?"

"Yeah, at this time I suddenly realized that I am really old." After the director finished saying this, he also found that my mood had recovered a little, so he restarted the fire and continued cooking, "I am 33 years old. I have been 35 years old for two years, which is already the age of older mothers."

"It's okay, isn't there still me here?" I smiled and hugged her tightly, "I will give you a daughter who looks super like you, one is a large Yier, and the other is a small Yier."

The director also smiled, "Well, I'm looking forward to it, come on."

"Come on, come on." I replied with a smile.

Come on, face what will happen next, come on, face everything after coming out bravely.

After all, I have a bright future.