The redness hidden deep in the heart of KMHM

The author has something to say: My studies in the United States have officially come to an end.

Between "XiXin" and "Future", I still chose "Future" after all.

Because of my father's career, our family temporarily moved to live in Nanjing, China, and in that strange city, my father has already found me a reasonably optimistic job.

I still obeyed my parents' advice and walked on the broad road they set for me.

only...

Before I leave, I want to see Shin Seki again.

After all, it is better to say "farewell" in person...

Just when Sulli was about to leave, she unexpectedly received a confession from the past.

"I like you, can you not go?"

Oh my god! !Facing the male god's confession, what should Sulli do!what!manage! !

Will the two really be so smooth? ? !

Please look forward to tomorrow's episode~~~~~

PS: It can be seen that I really have a soft ear. . .In the end, I followed your wishes and revised the original plot.

But! !It is inevitable that the gourd babies will go back to Korea! ! !

It is also inevitable that Erwa and Lizhen will meet! ! !

By the way, have you noticed that the painting style of these two chapters is suddenly different from before? ?Finally, it’s no longer a long and long dialogue. You can read it comfortably, and I write it very smoothly...

(It’s a long life!!! Accidentally, there is a problem with the time calculation!!! Sulli and Shen Shiqi met in 2007, and now it’s 2013...a university for 6 years??! I’m so dead! The thing is...how to do what to do?!! How can this be done?!!)

On the last day of 2012, Shin Se-ki and I watched "Beauty and the Beast" again at home with pizza and soda.

I don't know why he likes this cartoon movie so much. Even after watching it over and over again, he will still be immersed in the plot and experience the joys and sorrows with the characters in the play.

But I know that what he did was related to that first love whose name he had long forgotten.

This is a memory belonging to the two of them, but I fantasize that one day it will become mine. I look forward to the day when Shin Se-ki sees the poster of "Beauty and the Beast" again, and the person who comes to mind is by his side Memories of my first love with him.

"First love" "first love", I swear, I have never hated this sweet and beautiful word so much as I do at this moment.

Sitting on the carpet with my knees hugged against the sofa, watching Shin Se-ki staring at the TV screen intently, I suddenly didn't know how to say goodbye to him.

In 2013, people ushered in a new year after the "doomsday prophecy" was broken.And I also formally submitted my graduation thesis to the school.

Because of his father's career, his mother moved to Nanjing, China with him.Knowing that I was about to graduate, my mother specially called me overseas and chatted with me all night. Among them, the most she said was "Sulli, Mom misses you very much, and Dad misses you very much. Dad is looking for you in Nanjing. You have found a good career, do you want to choose to come and live with us? The United States is too big. Instead of struggling there to face the unknown future, you might as well listen to your parents and walk the smooth path we set for you. .”

I thought, maybe I really want to say goodbye to Shin Seki.

Mom was right, the United States is too big, and Jang Geum tried to stay here, but the resumes that were thrown out were like needles thrown into the sea, and there was no more news.

I want to choose willfully to stay here, to stay by his side.But what about my future, my future?I know that I am selfish and have no thoughts at this moment, but I can't just live on my parents for the rest of my life. Even if I walk the broad road they set for me, at least it is the first step that leads me to an independent life. step.

But before leaving, I thought I had to see Shin Seki one more time.

So after I got my graduation certificate, I still stayed in the United States. My parents called me several times to remind me, and even once booked my plane ticket for me.But I still stubbornly stay here, waiting for Shiqi to wake up again.

The days of waiting were not long, and a month later, I finally received a call from Shi Qi as I wished.On the phone, he told me excitedly that he bought the live-action version of "Alice in Wonderland" at the video store and was heading towards my house.

I smiled and told him to drive carefully. After hanging up the phone, I went back to my room and silently packed my luggage.

Jang Geum returned to Korea a week ago. Before leaving, besides asking me to keep in touch with her, she mentioned me and Shin Seki the most.

She said, "Sisters, if you don't say or do some things, you will never know the result. There is no regret medicine in this world. In the past, you were always worried that talking to him would break the relationship between you, but if you don't break it, How could you go any further? Think about it, you are leaving the United States soon, do you really want to live your life with regrets?"

Half an hour later, the doorbell rang at home, and he went downstairs to open the door. Shen Shiqi patted the dust on his shoulders, and walked in while complaining about the "cold weather".

"Where's Jang Geum?" He put all the snacks on the coffee table, turned around and asked me.

"Oh, she returned to Korea last week." I walked over and stuffed the discs on the table into the DVD.

I didn't hear Shiqi's reply behind me, so I froze for a moment, and turned my head to meet his eyes.

He just stood there, his turtleneck covering his chin, his head slightly down, staring at me in silence.

"What's wrong?" I walked to him with a smile and tugged on his sleeve.

"Are you... leaving too?" He said sullenly.

I tried my best not to smile so forcedly, and nodded to him with a thoughtful look.

"Maybe."

"Can you... don't go."

Hearing his words, I froze there, looking up at him whose eyes were covered by bangs.

Huh?Why didn't you comb your hair up today?

"I said." He raised his hand to cup my face, "Can you stay?"

I looked at him who put away his mischievous smile and looked serious, and couldn't help reaching out and brushing the bangs that blocked his eyes to the side.

"So reluctant to part with me." I teased with a brisk tone.

"Yeah." He stared into my eyes and nodded solemnly.

"..."

Under the dim light, Shen Shiqi looks like a child who is afraid of losing his favorite toy, his eyes are full of worry and persuasion.

The phone rang at this time, I hurriedly wiped away the tears that flowed from my eyes at some point, took out the phone from my pocket and pressed the answer button.

"Hey, Mom."

"Sulli, have you packed your luggage? According to your father, you have booked a flight for [-] o'clock tomorrow morning?"

I looked up at Shen Shiqi who was downcast and couldn't see his expression clearly, and walked a few steps to the side.

"Ah."

"Call Mom and Dad when you get on the plane, so we can pick you up at the airport."

"Okay, got it mom. I still have friends here, let's talk about it tomorrow."

When I hung up the phone, I was hesitating how to speak, when I was hugged into a warm embrace by a pair of arms.

"Don't go, okay?" Shi Qi hugged me from behind, buried his head in my neck and murmured in a low voice.

"What should I do if you leave?"

"Who else can I go to when you're gone?"

"Even if you don't want me, you should think about Yaola. She only has you as a friend. What will happen to her when you leave?"

"Can't you really stay?"

"I can be good and stop making trouble for you, bickering with you, and making you angry."

"do not go."

I have never seen such a Shen Shiqi. During the 6 years I have been with him, he has always been aloof, mischievous and even childish and arrogant.Is this kind of pitiful person who looks like an abandoned little animal really the "bad boy" who is always thinking of ways to trouble others?

"Don't be like this." I turned around and hugged him, "How can I leave with peace of mind when you're like this?"

"I don't want you to go."

"Actually, even if I leave the United States, we can continue to be good friends. You can write to me, you can call me, and if you really miss me, I can put down what I am doing and come to the United States to see you. Or, say Maybe one day the two of us will meet again in South Korea. Dad didn’t stay in the Chinese branch for a long time, and one day our family will move back to South Korea, and it’s impossible for you to stay in the United States all your life and not go back.” I don't know how to comfort him, "Alice in Wonderland" is still playing on the TV, and the Mad Hatter with an exaggerated appearance is showing Alice his table full of refreshments.

"If..." Shen Shiqi raised his head buried in my neck and looked straight into my eyes, "If I say I like you, will you be able to stay?"

"I know you like me." I smiled and reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "We are friends, of course we like each other..."

"I'm not talking about the kind of liking." Shen Shiqi interrupted me.

My mind was messed up because of Shiqi's words, and I didn't know how to say what I wanted to say, so I could only just stare at him blankly.

Alice's exclamation "It's so crazy!" came from the TV.

"Although I can't be sure when it happened, I know that I am definitely more than just a friend to you."

"Sulli, can you just stay by my side and let me make sure?"

When his lips were printed, colorful fireworks bloomed in my mind. I remembered the camping in 07. When watching the fireworks, he said in my ear, "Fortunately, you are my friend."

But now he says that he has feelings for me that are not just friends. Does that mean that my small thoughts that have been hidden deep in my heart can finally be announced to the world and let it blossom and bear fruit?