The redness hidden deep in the heart of KMHM

The author has something to say: In the midst of being moved by the "confession", "Shin Se-ki" turned into "Cha Do-hyun" in seconds...

Hehehe, can you still have fun? ? !

In the end, I fulfilled my promise with my parents and went to Nanjing. When I received Shen Shiqi’s angry text message, I was already sitting on a Nanjing radio station as a DJ for the evening English program.

Just when I didn't know how to explain to Shen Shiqi, he called me...

Fortunately, he forgave me for leaving without saying goodbye.

At the end of 2014, I received another call from him, and he told me that he was going back to Korea.

So I packed my luggage and returned to the country quickly according to the agreement with him at the beginning...

Please read "Cha Do-hyun! Light bulb!!!"

[This is New Year's Eve, I wish you all a happy new year and auspicious Year of the Goat~~~~~

There is another update tomorrow.

Then tomorrow night I will fly to Chongqing~~~~~~]

The gourd babies are back home!Everyone should know about the PUB by the Han River!

That's right! !This is where Erwa and Lizhen met! !

There was always a feeling that Sulli was going to be abused. . .

PS: I cleverly took a break from school to solve the time difference~~~ I can't worship myself anymore. . .

This chapter was written a bit hastily...

Because the end of the year is approaching, there are too many things at home. . .

Before the official New Year's Eve, the seven aunts and eight aunts had already attacked our house. . .

Now that the gourd babies have returned to China, the appearance of Li Zhenxi is inevitable~~~~

but! !

I will satisfy everyone's request so that Erwa and Sulli can finally get married. . .

However, there will still be a little plot in the TV series. . .It can be regarded as taking everyone to review those classic bridges again~~~~~~

In other words, because "Shen An" is going to be together, the plot will be different from the TV series. . .Everyone include a lot! !

What is "reality"?

"Reality" is something that is always very different from what you expect in your mind.

Just when I decided to stay in the United States willfully, Shin Se-ki who had given me hope ten seconds ago suddenly stretched out his hand and pushed me away. I looked at him covering his mouth and looking at me in horror, and sighed silently in my heart. .

Sure enough, people can't be too complacent, they will be punished by God.

"Cha Do Hyun-xi." I said calmly.

"An... Sulli Anxi, what... what is this for?"

I looked at him with a broken face, and the pagoda that I just built in my heart collapsed again.

"sorry."

"No... no. This... this shouldn't be you, Sulli, apologizing. I... I should apologize to you on behalf of Shiqi. Sorry for being abrupt."

Fu E looked at Cha Do Hyun, who didn't listen to me at all, and ran out in a panic and staggered. I stood still and thought for a while, but I still didn't click the "Refund" button on the phone screen after all.

No matter how happy I am, I can't forget the fact that Shen Shiqi can't be by my side forever.

If it is really destined, even if we are separated, we will meet again.

I don't know when he will wake up next time, but now, since I have promised my parents, I must fulfill the agreement and get together with them.After all, the arbitrarily decided suspension of school to participate in voluntary activities two years ago has already brought them a lot of impact. If they choose to stay willfully this time, I am afraid they will have the heart to kill me.

Shin Seki, you are the lighthouse I met during the six years in the United States.When I endured loneliness in a foreign country until I couldn't bear it and almost wanted to go back to my country, it was you who reached out and held me.

I really really want to be by your side, and I really really want to work with you to determine what kind of feelings you have for me.

But now I have to leave.

Shiqi, Shen Shiqi.

Although I know this is an extravagant wish, I still hope that you can forgive my selfishness and my cowardice of succumbing to the "future".

I know, depending on your personality, you might be very angry at my resignation.But please believe me, I really really don't want to leave your side.When I am reunited with my parents, I will definitely come back again, please wait for me.

Sitting on the plane to Nanjing, I silently looked at the clouds outside the window.In my mind, I sorted out the pictures I spent with Shen Shiqi in the past six years.

In fact, strictly speaking, the time we spend together is not even a year.But it was such a person who filled the place in my heart.

When Jang Geum invited me to participate in volunteer activities two years ago and traveled all over the United States to call on everyone to protect the earth and nature, I was actually hesitant in my heart.After all, if you participate, you will have to suspend your studies for two years, spending two years more in the United States than other international students.At that time, I still longed to go back to my hometown to reunite with my parents and relatives, and I only dared to have "friend" feelings for Shen Shiqi.

But when Shen Shiqi filled out the registration form for me without authorization, I chose to hide it from my parents, obeyed my heart, and went to the volunteer association with Jang Geum for an interview.

Although the cost of that rebellion was that my father cut off my living expenses for half a year, I don't regret it at all.

why?I ask myself this question many times.

Why?What made me stubbornly choose to take a leave of absence from school and put on a backpack to participate in volunteer activities?Even in the case of being cut off the living expenses and living in poverty, I couldn't give up this choice.

Later, when I went to the mountain to look at the stars with Shin Seki, I thought of the answer to this question.

Perhaps, it was because this person was by my side at the time.Although he often disappeared and turned into another person, he was always by my side and helped me during those two hard years.

Three months later, I received a text message from Shen Shiqi.Sure enough, he was very angry at my leaving without saying goodbye, and even threatened to break off friendship with me and never contact me again.

At this time, I was already sitting in a radio and TV station in Nanjing. Because my major in college was broadcasting and hosting, my father found me a position as a radio DJ.

The interview went well. With the brand name of University A and the eloquence experience accumulated in volunteer activities, I successfully applied for the DJ of a nightly English channel.

Looking at the angry words on the phone, I put down the manuscript I was reading and began to think about how to explain it to him.

I typed a few sentences, but I deleted them word by word.

Shen Shiqi in anger is a bit difficult to coax.

Just as I was scratching my head and trying to make a speech, Shen Shiqi called.

He hurriedly pressed the answer button, and before he could speak, he heard the angry roar from the opposite person, "Ah!! Don't you know that I'm angry?! How dare you not reply to my message??! You're so tired of living right!!!!"

"..." I can fully imagine the expression on his face.

"Hello?!! Is there anyone??! Talk!!!!"

"...Hello, I'm Sulli Ann."

"I know which bastard you are!! You don't need to introduce yourself!!!!"

"..." Alas, what are you talking about? !

"Say!!! Why did you leave like this without keeping your word?! I told you all... I like you."

"Um... sorry." Although I have heard his confession on the spot, I still blushed when I heard him say that sentence again. After thinking for a long time, I could only think of the three words "I'm sorry". explain.

"I'm really sorry, so I'll come back." He seemed to have calmed down on the other end of the phone, and said these words to me slowly.

"After a while, the radio station is not busy, and I will go back to see you."

"What?!!!" He started yelling again, and I silently put the phone away from my ears.

"Ah!!!!!! You really want to die, don't you?!!!!!! What do you mean you come back after a while?!!! If you want to come back, fly over here!!! "

"Hey!!!!!! Did you hear that!!!!!!"

"Forget it!! You still don't want to come back."

"Anyway, you may not be able to see me when you come back. Recently, Cha Duxian found a very good doctor. The time I can come out is getting shorter and shorter."

"Alas! This son of a bitch! How dare you pop up while I'm enjoying happiness!!!"

"Ah!! Did anything happen between you and him that day?"

Listening to him talking to himself for so long, my thinking is still stuck on his sentence "the time to come out is getting shorter and shorter".It wasn't until he yelled angrily again that I was relieved.

"Ah~ that." I recalled the scene of that day, and then I couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Cha Do Hyun thought you kissed me forcefully, and was so frightened that he didn't listen to me at all, and ran out of my house in a panic, is it a big deal?"

"..." Shen Shiqi on the other end of the phone was stunned for three seconds, and then I heard him curse in a low voice, "Damn!"

"You are there, how are you doing?" I put away my smiling face and asked solemnly.

"It's okay, I woke up again the night Cha Do Hyun stole my time, smashed his apartment, and then, I didn't wake up until today, I woke up and went to your house to find you, and found that you were no longer there gone."

"..." My heart seemed to be pinched by two hands, soreness mixed with pain.

"What about you? Are you used to life over there?"

"Me?" He hurriedly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, trying to suppress the choking.

"It's very good here, and my colleagues are very kind to me. There are many famous scenic spots and delicious snacks. I live near the Qinhuai River. Every night, the night view of Shili Qinhuai is simply beautiful."

"...That's good." Shin Se-ki on the phone seemed to smile, "Just wait, I'm going back to Korea soon. Even if Cha Do-hyun doesn't want to go back, I will definitely force him to go back. At that time, You must come to me! You can’t leave me alone like now! Did you hear that!!”

"Hmm!" Although I knew he couldn't see, I still nodded vigorously.

Shen Shiqi, thank you for forgiving me like this, and for not caring about me and leaving without saying goodbye.

Also really thank you, you can trust me like this, and make a promise to meet me again.

Although I feel sorry for Cha Do Hyun for thinking this way, I really hope that you will always be here...

Even as a virtual image, I hope you will never be defeated and can survive in this world like this.

In 2014, Nanjing hosted the second Youth Olympic Games.After staying in this city for more than a year, I also know a lot about the history of this city.The seemingly vibrant modern city has actually suffered a lot.For example, on December 12 every year, the sky above the city will sound an alarm to commemorate the catastrophe in 13.As the ancient capital of six dynasties and the metropolis of ten dynasties, the city of Nanjing really contains too many stories.

In the more than a year since I was separated from the world, I sent him a postcard every month. Although I don’t know who opened the letter when it was actually sent to the United States, I still took it very seriously. writes.The little card is full of my thoughts on him and the interesting and impressive things I have experienced during my time.I also received a reply, although the name of the sender is Cha Do Hyun...

At the end of 2014, I received a call from Shen Shiqi.

He happily told me on the phone that he had boarded the plane to South Korea.

He... is going home.

This news caught me a little...well, off guard.

My father also recently received news of a job transfer from the Korean head office, and he will return to work at the Korean head office next month.My parents wanted me to stay in Nanjing and continue working as a radio DJ, but I stubbornly chose to resign and return to China.

After all, he is there now.

My boss was a little puzzled by my sudden resignation, and confirmed to me several times, but finally approved my application reluctantly.

I desperately want to go back to Korea, back to...him.

When the plane arrived at Incheon Airport, I saw Jang Geum at the pick-up gate.She was obviously very happy to see me and rushed up to give me a big bear hug.

"Why are you here?!" I was pleasantly surprised and shocked to see her.

"I saw the news you posted on MSN when you boarded the plane!! So I rushed here to pick you up!! How are you, girls!! Have fun!!!"

"Happy! Very happy!!" I hugged her tightly and said excitedly.

"But..." She stretched out her hand and pushed me away, "You are doing a good job as a DJ, why do you suddenly think of going back to China?"

"Hmm..." I frowned, "I can't be a radio DJ in a foreign country all my life, right? It's a matter of time before I return to my country."

"Okay." Jang Geum nodded, and then excitedly said to me, "There is a PUB by the Han River, which is really great. You should take a good rest today, and I will take you to play tomorrow night!"

I happily agreed to Jang Geum's invitation, and then we walked out of the airport arm in arm and pushing the luggage cart.

At that time, I didn't expect that I would meet Shen Shiqi...and his first love on such an occasion.

I also didn't expect that, as Shen Shiqi told me, even if he hasn't seen her for many years, he can still recognize that girl at a glance...