The redness hidden deep in the heart of KMHM

The author has something to say: time is like a train, whizzing forward and running fast.

Before I knew it, it was the end of 2012, and Shen Shiqi and I had known each other for 5 years.

During these 5 years, I met Peripu who likes to make bombs, and rescued An Yaofan who tried to commit suicide by jumping off a building.Moreover, the relationship with Shen Shiqi has gradually become mixed. Is there really only friendship between us?Or, while I like you, you also have a little feeling for me?

Sulli is about to graduate, and faced with the question of "stay in the United States or go back to Korea", she is deeply entangled.

"If I hadn't met you back then, maybe my choice would have been clear."

It's a pity that I have already met you, and your every frown and smile has become the key to shake my decision.

The content of this novella is halfway through. After reading the comments, it seems that everyone really wants Sulli and Erwa to be together (?)

Hmm...forcing me to modify the rhythm of the story? ! !

By the way, I don't know much about the school year system in the United States.So... I wrote ORZ according to the domestic school year system...

Details and so on, please include a lot! ! !

Time flies, and before we know it, we have entered the end of 2007 from 2012.The Mayan prophecy that once caused panic among the world did not come true. The "end of the world" farce, which was said to experience three days of darkness, ended hastily in people's half panic and half expectation.The earth is still turning, day and night are still repeating, and people are still alive.

What a wonderful thing to be alive.

In 2011, Shi Qi and I went to the theater to watch the famous disaster film "2012". At that time, people were still in fear of the "prophecy of doom".From time to time on the street, someone stands in the middle of the road holding a sign, and the sign reads "THEENDOF THE WORLD!" in colored pens.Even more extreme people chose to jump down from tall buildings in order to escape the unknown prophecy.

I remember that when I was watching this film, I grabbed Shi Qi's sleeve in the darkness.He held my hand instead, leaned into my ear and said, "If there is a doomsday, I will definitely wake up that day and rush to your side to be with you. Don't be afraid."

In the darkness, I saw his bright eyes.

Years later, I still remember that day, surrounded by unknown panic, he whispered this promise in my ear.

Of course, the "Doomsday Theory" was eventually broken. On December 2012, 12, the sky was still clear, and the predicted dark phenomenon did not appear.In the "final countdown", people put down the things in their hands, looked up at the blue sky together, and silently recited "21, 10...9, 3, 2..." in their hearts.

"Wesill alive!" The students on the grass huddled together and cheered loudly.

The end has not come, and the world has not woken up and rushed to my side to celebrate with me.

Over the years, I have had an interesting relationship with him.We seem to be good friends, but it seems that we are a little more than good friends... yes, a little more ambiguous.

I like him, not just like a friend.

He also likes me, but I don't know if he has any feelings for me other than the kind of like a friend.

Since that "Disney Party" on Midsummer Night in 2007, we've had more and more cartoons and comic books in our house.After entering the house for the first time, Shen Shiqi came in and out of my house generously without any worries.When I thought of going home to take care of this "big baby" after class, I had the urge to die with a kick of my legs.In Jang Geum's words, I'm more like his mother than his best friend of the opposite sex.

During this time, I finally had the honor to meet Peripu and An Yaofan.

Of course, it was the two meetings that made me almost pee my pants...

It was a complete accident to meet Peripak.I still remember that it was a beautiful sunny day, and a rich classmate in the class celebrated his birthday and invited us to go out to sea.Faced with such an opportunity to ride a yacht for free and eat desserts for free, how could Jang Geum and I let it go!Ever since, the two of us happily wore floral skirts and embarked on a journey to the sea.When I arrived at the harbor, my classmates hadn’t arrived yet, and while I was bored waiting, I saw Shin Se-ki wearing a Hawaiian-style floral shirt standing on a certain yacht.Just as he was about to complain about when his taste became so unclean, Chief Amuro hurried over with a group of black bodyguards. "Shen Shiqi" cursed something in Lishui dialect, and hurriedly wanted to drive the yacht away.When I was about to follow up and ask Director An Shi for clarification, I saw a round object fall from the hand of "Shen Shiqi" and fell into the sea water.

"Be careful! Bombs!!" Chief Amuro stood on the deck and shouted at Jang Geum and me on the shore.

What? ? ? ? ? ? ? !

I froze in place, and Jang Geum, who came to his senses, dragged me to a distance.

"Bang~!!!!" With a sound, a big splash exploded on the sea.

Jang Geum and I watched all this with dumbfounded.

"Shen Shiqi" was carried off the yacht by several black men, and Mr. Anshi followed behind him, wiping the sweat from his forehead with a handkerchief from time to time.

"Hey, you are too talkative~! You agreed to let me come out to play~! Brat!"

Seeing this person who speaks Lishui dialect so well, I looked at Chief Amuro in surprise.

"Peripu." Chief Anshi lip-synced to me.

I suddenly realized that my eyes were wide open, and I turned around and carefully looked at this man full of uncle's temperament.

That "sea bomb" incident raised Jang Geum's opinion of Shin Se-ki to another level.

In her mind, Shen Shiqi has become a magical man who "can pick up girls, draw eyeliner, dress in a variety of styles, likes to watch cartoons, speaks dialects, and even makes bombs!".

As for Yao Ra's brother An Yeo-fan... As you can imagine, I just went to Cha Do-hyun's apartment to return the watch that Shin Se-ki left at my house, but I saw a "Harry Potter" standing on the roof with one foot in the air Horror picture? !

I was severely frightened at the time, and sat on the ground with my ass slumped. After calming down for a long time, I stretched out my hand and shouted to the sky, "Young man!!! Don't worry!!! Wait for me!!!! Don't Hurry up!!!!!!"

I don't know if he will listen to me and wait for me obediently. Standing in the elevator, my heart is like a drum beating, anxiously watching the slowly rising numbers.At this moment, I am particularly envious of that superman wearing underwear!

Fortunately, when I hurriedly pushed open the small iron door on the roof, Harry Potter was still wearing earphones with one foot hanging in the air and opening his arms to feel the world.

"That..." I approached him cautiously, "Can you hear me?"

He turned his back to me and didn't move.

I cautiously moved forward again, and before I reached out, he took off his earphones, retracted his dangling feet and turned to look at me.

"Gudu." I swallowed.

"Sister, who are you?" Harry Potter looked at me and said heavily.

Looking at his innocent little eyes, I was a little overwhelmed.

"I... Me? Ah... I... I'm Shin Seki's friend."

"There will still be friends in this world." He smiled with the corners of his lips up, "Anyway, I will be treated as a monster when I live in this world, so let me take them away together, sister, you have to find a new friend .”

"Wait a minute!!!" I hurriedly reached out to stop him.

"Have you asked Shin Se-ki, An Yu-ra, and Cha Do-hyun?!!! You're going to take them away with you!!! Have you considered their feelings!! Shin Se-ki hasn't finished watching Disney yet. All the cartoons!!Anyora hasn't had a close encounter with Rocking!!Cha Do Hyun...um...Cha Do Hyun hasn't finished solving the mess that Shin Se Ki gave him!!!You come down!! !!"

Facing my messy words, An Yaofan just stood there quietly and looked at me.After a while, he put on the earphones again, closed his eyes and turned around.

I don't know where the courage came from, I took a few steps forward, hugged his waist and pulled him down.

He struggled to get up, my brain became hot, and I pressed his shoulders with both hands and sat astride him to prevent him from getting up.

So, when Chief Amuro arrived, what he saw was this weird and somewhat shameful scene.

The boy with black round glasses was pressed down by a woman with disheveled hair...

This incident once became a dark history that I was ridiculed by the elementary school student Shen Shiqi.

Today is December 2012, 12. Kang Soo Hyuk asked me to go to the New Year's Eve party together.Speaking of Kang Soo Hyuk, I have to talk about the Korean International Student Association three months ago. After Jang Geum and Andy broke up, he has been keen to participate in such activities.In her words, "I originally wanted to have a delicious mixed-race baby, but now it seems that compatriots are more reliable. At least we won't fight over whether we like kimchi or not."

She was dragged to the party with the excuse of "Do you want to grow mushrooms at home by yourself?!", so I met Shin Soo Hyuk, a junior from the same school and a different department.In fact, he was the same age as me, but he failed to apply for studying abroad for the first time, so he entered the school a year later than me.

So, in my senior year, I finally met a peach blossom from my hometown.

After class, I went home arm in arm with Jang Geum, and when I saw Kang Soo Hyuk waiting at the door of the teaching building, Jang Geum, the "shameless" person, quickly shook off my hand, gave Jiang Soo Hyuk a look and then ignored me The shouts ran out of my sight like stepping on a hot wheel.

"Alas, this woman who values ​​sex over friends." I stood there and rolled my eyes in the direction where Jang Geum disappeared.

"Sullixi." Jiang Xiuhyuk walked up to me and called softly.

"Hey, Soo Hyuk." I waved my hand at him.

"Let's go." He reached out and took my hand.

Ah?What is this for!

I pulled out my hand in embarrassment, and before I could speak, I heard an angry shout.

"Yeah!!!!!! Ann Sulli!!!!!! Who is this guy!!!!!!"

I stretched out my hand to push away Kang Soo Hyuk who was standing in front of me, and I stared dumbfounded at Shin Se Qi who was approaching angrily.

"Ask you!! Who is this person?!" Seeing that I didn't speak, Shen Shiqi, who had already walked up to me, flicked my forehead hard.

"Ah." I held my forehead and took a deep breath.

"I said, sir, what are you doing?" Jiang Xiuhyuk guarded me behind him, frowned at Shen Shiqi and said in a cold voice.

"Which onion are you?!" Shen Shiqi rolled his eyes at him, stretched out his hand and pulled me out.

"You..." Jiang Xiuhe wanted to say something else.

"Okay! Stop!!" I stood between them and prevented the war from happening.

"I'm sorry, Soo Hyuk, I may not be able to go to the dinner tonight, so Soo Hyuk, please apologize to everyone." I looked at Jiang Soo Hyuk and said with a smile.

"Ah! You!! Come with me!!!" Turning around to face Shin Se-ki who was still staring at Jiang Soo-hyuk angrily, I grabbed his arm and pulled him away.

"Who is that man?" Pulling him out of the school gate, he shook off my hand and looked at me with a serious face.

"I've only been away for a few days, you just hook up with a man!"

"Go, go! What are you talking about!!" I rolled my eyes at him.

"Ah! You actually rolled your eyes at me for a wild man?!" Shen Shiqi said furiously.

"Ah, primary school student, am I not even qualified to make friends now?!"

"Tell me, choose me or choose him? Anyway, if there is him but not me, if there is me but not him!" Shen Shiqi didn't listen to me at all, and started playing around on his own.

"..." I looked at him speechlessly, thought for a while, and grabbed his hand to take him to the station.

Anyway, I went home by car first, and stood on the side of the road discussing multiple-choice questions in the cold weather, which was really frightening.

"Hmph! Don't touch me if you don't choose me!"

But the person next to him didn't think about it at all.

"Heh..." I looked at him and sneered, then raised my hand and patted his chest.

"How about I touch you!"

"Don't touch!"

"I'll touch it!"

"Don't touch, don't touch, don't touch!!"

"Okay, if you don't touch it, don't touch it." I withdrew my hand with backbone, ignored his reaction, turned and walked towards the station.

When he got to the station, he turned his head, and sure enough, Shen Shiqi was slowly moving this way.

Seeing that I was looking at him with a smile, he glared at me, turned his head away from me with a "hum".

Cut, the tsundere disease has happened again.

The bus came and stopped at the platform.

I put money in the cash box, and raised my chin at Shin Seki who was standing there.The latter walked over slowly, I grabbed his sleeve and led him into the bus, and found a seat to sit down.

"I said don't touch me if you don't choose." He looked out the window and muttered softly.

I looked at him, sighed unbearably, then stood up and walked to the back seat and sat down.

After a while, I was staring at the snow scene outside the window in a daze when a few figures came from my side. I turned my head and saw that Shen Shiqi came to me and sat down next to me at some point.

He pulled up his turtleneck sweater to cover his mouth, and when he found me looking at him, he turned his head and glanced at me cautiously, then folded his arms and nestled in the seat, and said to me sullenly, "I don't like being with strangers." sit together."

"Cut." I sneered in my heart, "Tsundere scumbag!"

I reached out and rubbed his head, and as expected, he turned his head and gave me a hard look.

Tsk, it's because of this that you are called a primary school student, okay? What a childish ghost.

Withdrawing my hand and continuing to turn my head to look out of the window, snowflakes are falling in the sky again. After today, 2013 will be ushered in, and my studies in the United States will also come to an end.I have been struggling for a long time about the two choices of staying in the United States or returning to China with a diploma.Cha Do-hyun has graduated for several years but still stays in the United States. When I came out, his answer to me was "Return to the homeland? Heh, this coward must have the courage to do it. When I go back, I have to face his dissatisfaction." How could he dare to make such a decision about the people he dared to face and the things he dared not face?"

Alas, I actually want to say that Cha Do Hyun's refusal to return to Korea may not be because he doesn't dare, but because he doesn't want to.He doesn't want his family to know about his illness, and he doesn't want his family to know that there are several people with different personalities living in his body.

The heavy snow has dyed everything in the world into a white color. At this moment, I want to let a snow fall in my heart, and bury all the problems that make me entangled and make me fall into distress.

If the final decision is to return to Korea, then before leaving, I would like to ask the person next to me, I would like to ask him, what kind of feelings do you have for me?