The goddess is a child her father

It was just over a year, and when Lin Miaomiao finally settled down, the only thing she felt was this.

This world has only been more than a year, but it seems to be very far away from her. Communication, friends, work, money, when she threw herself on Wang Baiyu, curled up in the room Wang Baiyu bought for them, it seemed that everything It has nothing to do with her.

Her existence is like a dodder flower, delicate and easy to destroy.

That was the first time that Lin Miaomiao clearly recognized the meaning of her own existence.

But no matter how difficult it is, even because of the strangeness, she can't wait to curl herself up in the rented room and not go anywhere, but as long as she touches her stomach that still feels nothing, all those fears, panics, and fears will all come to an end. She bravely waved it away.

It was quiet in a room alone, especially after Lin Miaomiao changed her cell phone number, it seemed that she was the only one in the whole world.

Lin Miaomiao always thought that she was already used to that kind of quietness, but in fact that kind of quietness was different from Wang Baiyu's Fang Jian. She didn't need to think about the person who would come back no matter how late, Don’t need to think about how to relieve the pain of the person who comes back occasionally when she has a headache, don’t need to worry about how to clean and iron those expensive clothes immediately, her world has completely lost the breath of that person .

Not a drop!

The preparations were made early tomorrow, but when Lin Miaomiao finally got used to it, it took a whole week.

During that week, she only ate something when she was so hungry, lying on the bed, staring blankly for a long time, even when she didn't know it, she would always look at the door The direction, as if there is always such an inadvertent time, the door will be opened, and a familiar figure will walk in.

But a week later, at five o'clock in the morning, she was awakened by a sharp sour feeling while sleeping in bed, and hurried to the toilet. She, who had not eaten breakfast, vomited sour water and broke out in cold sweat.But when there was nothing left to vomit, Lin Miaomiao sat on the cold floor, touched her flat stomach, and smiled softly.

With a pale face, slightly sweaty bangs, and a long loose skirt, there was a hint of unconcealable sweetness in that smile.

Yes, this room is quiet, but how can it be quiet.

She has her.

She was not at all quiet about the tiny, thriving human being in her belly.

From today onwards, she will not be a dodder, because from now on she will become another person's strong backing.

It was also from that day on, even though she was still alone in the room, Lin Miaomiao began to study the dishes hard, flipping through the parenting diaries one after another, and turned them into patterns to make delicious dishes for herself.

It's okay to eat and throw up again, just eat again.

It doesn't matter if you don't have the strength to vomit, just take a rest.

And in the three-month examination, I had a B-ultrasound for the first time. Looking at the small pattern on the sheet, and listening to the slightly weak but extremely strong heartbeat in the fetal heart, Lin Miaomiao couldn't help crying. , That is the tears of extreme happiness.

And on the second day after the three-month inspection, she finally received the divorce agreement sent by Wang Baiyu. There were traces of smudged handwriting on the signature. It seemed that Wang Baiyu was extremely sad when he signed it. It is possible to secretly shed tears.

Lin Miaomiao looked at the divorce agreement for a long time, and finally couldn't help but picked up the mobile phone that had been used for more than a year and had some old marks, and pulled it out very familiarly. , but for a long time, the number was never pulled out.

After the divorce agreement, she and Wang Baiyu didn't have the slightest stance at all. All those heartaches, reluctance, and sadness were meaningless except to make herself miserable, and she pretended not to know anything.

In the dark of night, Lin Miaomiao put the divorce agreement in the deepest and deepest cabinet, and never looked at it again.

When the child was four months old, Lin Miaomiao's belly finally got a little big. It was a very novel experience. I watched it tomorrow, how could this belly get big?So much so that when she was taking a bath, Lin Miaomiao, belatedly, looked at her stomach curiously for a long time.

Four and a half months ago, Lin Miaomiao set the alarm clock in the dark, and when she was about to fall asleep, her stomach moved slightly, like a fish spitting bubbles, and it seemed like her illusion, but when Lin Miaomiao After waiting intently for a while, the stomach moved slightly again.

That's the baby in the stomach moving again.

She moved!

Her baby is moving!

Do you use your hands or your feet?

Should you open your eyes or close them?

When moving, would you be curious about what is blocking her?

Lin Miaomiao never knew that she would be so happy, so happy that she wanted to announce it to the whole world.

But who can she tell her happiness?

Just like when others go to check, they are always accompanied by family members.

And she couldn't tell like her father, let alone like her mother, the only thing was that she was alone.

And in this kind of happiness, the only thing that can be done is to swallow it quietly.

sad?

A little bit.

but it does not matter.

"Baby, mama feels it, mama is happy.

Babies also grow up healthy and healthy in the mother's womb. "

In the night, Lin Miaomiao lowered her brows and eyes, and her words were full of rich gentleness.

And when the child moved for the first time, after that Lin Miaomiao felt the frequency of the child's movement more and more. No matter day or night, he moved whenever he wanted, no matter whether it would disturb Lin Miaomiao or not, he was extremely willful.

And at the beginning of April, the enlarged belly was more like an inflated balloon, and it became bigger visible to the naked eye.

The weight also increased to an exaggerated level with the frequency of the belly.

It is not a problem at all to increase four catties a month.

Also because of her big belly, Lin Miaomiao began to become more and more lazy, but she knew that she should do more exercise in the later stage, so that the child will be healthy and healthy.

As for the deformation of the body, the weight gain.

It's okay, as long as the child is healthy and healthy.

Tossing her three meals a day, reading parenting books, taking a nap at noon, and exercising after meals, the time is not as difficult as she imagined, and because of the daily exercise, Lin Miaomiao's world is finally no longer alone .

The mother who is also pregnant with the child, it seems to be a matter of course to meet once again, meet again, until they make an appointment for a birth check-up, do sports together, and then become good friends.

At eight months, Lin Miaomiao's belly was already very big, and her legs began to swell slowly. Even without looking in the mirror, Lin Miaomiao knew that she looked like a clumsy penguin, and she didn't know that it was her physique. The problem was that she and Wang Baiyu were both women, and she had a child against common sense. At seven months, the doctor told her tactfully that her health was not very good.

But it doesn't matter, as long as the child is good.

It's just that Lin Miaomiao never thought that she would meet Wang Baiyu again.

When she was eight months old and began to be bulky due to pregnancy, her legs and feet were swollen, her face had faint spots, she was wearing a loose robe, a pair of flat shoes, and it was extremely difficult to see. Wang Baiyu was wearing a well-fitting white suit with long hair behind her. She was curled up, her eyebrows were exquisite, and beside her was a pure and lovely girl with long hair and a shawl. Although they were just walking side by side, although they did not have any intimate movements, when the girl turned her head slightly to look at Wang Baiyu, The meaning of love is clearly visible between the eyebrows and eyes, and although Wang Baiyu looks expressionless, he always listens to the girl's words quietly.

Such two people are so well matched, so well matched that Lin Miaomiao subconsciously hid even though she knew Wang Baiyu couldn't see her.

It's just that when she saw Wang Baiyu walking past her like that, without turning her head, Lin Miaomiao looked down at herself, and finally squatted down in an extremely sad posture uncontrollably, desperately Biting her lip, she cried in a stern voice, until the end of the cry, she seemed to feel her uneasiness, and the child in her stomach started to move more excitedly than usual.

"It's okay, Yuanyuan, it's okay, mom cried for the last time, and I won't do it again.

Mom has you enough.

Yuan Yuan, good boy, mom is fine. "

The sun gradually fell, and Lin Miaomiao stood up with some difficulty, her eyes were swollen, she touched her belly to comfort her, and she gradually calmed down after those words.

Didn't you tell yourself to let go a long time ago?

Why do you always have hope in your heart, why do you always feel that you will be unique?

Lin Miaomiao, you and Wang Baiyu have long lost any relationship!

And maybe it was because of crying too sad that time, or maybe it was because of seeing Wang Baiyu and the girl, after a night of inevitable crushing, Lin Miaomiao felt very peaceful.

So quiet that she knew that she had slipped away the last trace of love for Wang Baiyu from her heart.

After August, the prenatal check-up became once a week, and she might face the possibility of giving birth at any time. After calculating the remaining money of her own money, Lin Miaomiao finally contacted the doctor again, and after the doctor gave her a After a comprehensive physical examination, compared with the implicitness of those doctors, her words were much more straightforward:

"Miss Lin, although your child is healthy, it is unreasonable because you must ask to mention your gene and that lady's gene. Although we tried our best to overcome it, there are still sequelae in the end."

"What sequelae? Is there something wrong with the child?"

"No, as I said before, this child is very healthy, and this sequelae is aimed at you.

From the birth of this child, you may lose some of your memories at any time. "

"Memory? Does that mean I will forget this child too?"

"I don't know, it depends on the choices your brain makes.

Miss Lin, if you don't want to lose your memory, you have only one choice, not to give birth to this child.

Sorry, I haven't found this problem before, otherwise we wouldn't agree with you to have this child. "

"thank you, I know now."

Lin Miaomiao came back from the doctor almost in a daze, looking at the city where she had lived for eight months and gradually changed from a stranger to a familiar city, she lowered her head and looked at the child who could feel the turmoil in her stomach even without touching it , sighed in a low voice, and his blank eyes gradually became clear again.

Lost memory...

It was something that she felt terrified just by imagining it.

But even if he knew it was possible.

Regarding this child, she will also choose to conceive and give birth without hesitation.

"Yuanyuan, no matter what, mom loves you, and has always loved you very much!"

That was from the time she was conceived until the market was ready in September, even though there was heavy bleeding, even if she didn't want to disturb her parents, she still had to ask the family members to sign, facing her mother's accusation, her father's unbelievable eyes still hadn't changed her mind.

"Dad, Mom, I know you will blame me, but I don't regret it.

So please, please agree to the operation request.

I love her, I love her very much. "

After that, Lin Miaomiao fell into a deep coma.

But three days later, she finally saw her little child, with her eyes closed tightly, her fists raised, her small face glowing with a layer of warmth in the sun, and she was sleeping extremely sweetly. The pain was extreme, but she couldn't help laughing.

Yuanyuan, you are my angel.

How lucky you are to come to me and be my child!