The goddess is a child her father

Because Lin Miaomiao suffered from heavy bleeding during childbirth, it was already half a month before she was finally discharged from the hospital. Although her mother still spoke coldly to her during that half month, she did not abandon her, and her father Even sighing, Lin Miaomiao didn't even know about her father.She gave birth to this child rashly, but she could see the love for the child no matter in words or actions.

But Lin Miaomiao also knew very clearly that if she brought Yuan Yuan to live with her parents like this, she would undoubtedly be slapping them naked in the face.

After all, she would never be able to tell them about Wang Baiyu's existence, so this child can only be a child whose father is unknown, and for Glory's mother, that is absolutely impossible to accept.

But fortunately, from the moment Lin Miaomiao left Wang Baiyu, she never thought about living with her parents. The shadow of her relationship with her mother was enough for her, and she didn't need to let her Yuan Yuan experience it once, let alone her. There is also the sword that can lose memory at any time hanging over his head.

So, when her parents signed and agreed that Lin Miaomiao was discharged from the hospital, she began the life of a so-called single mother.

During the confinement period, Lin Miaomiao invited a confinement wife, but the so-called confinement wife, Lin Miaomiao asked her to do laundry and cooking the most. As for the child Yuan Yuan, she knew she shouldn't, but Lin Miaomiao couldn't bear it. Live and do everything.

But that little Yuanyuan, who has been her little angel since she was so young, seems to know that she has only one mother, and hardly bothers her. Lying quietly and playing alone for a long time, I occasionally yelled "Wah-wah" when I was happy, and when I laughed, I could see two shallow dimples when I was so young.

When she was free during the confinement period, when she couldn't do anything else, Lin Miaomiao could just stare at Yuan Yuan like that for a whole day.

After the confinement period, after Lin Miaomiao took a good shower and had a delicious meal, she and Yuan Yuan were the only ones left in the room.

But with just one extra yuan, the whole room seemed to come alive in an instant.

Yuan Yuan cried, Yuan Yuan laughed, Yuan Yuan vomited, Yuan Yuan drank milk, Yuan Yuan's diaper was wet, Yuan Yuan needed a bath...

Every day is so happy.

Lin Miaomiao was so happy that she almost forgot everything.

Until Yuanyuan was eight months old, standing slightly trembling while leaning on the sofa, and unconsciously called "Mom, Mom."

Lin Miaomiao took the mobile phone and took a video with great interest. When she was thinking about how to name this day's video, she suddenly felt dizzy. At that moment, her world was gray and black. She couldn't see and couldn't hear clearly. It wasn't until a few minutes before everything in front of her became clear. Yuan Yuan was still holding on to the sofa trembling slightly. Since she didn't fall down after a few minutes, the cry of "Mom, Mom" ​​became more and more joyful. His black eyes were so transparent that he couldn't see anything.

In just a few minutes, it was enough to make Lin Miaomiao's endless joy disappear completely.

"When you give birth to this child, you will lose part of your memory."

"What memory?"

"It depends on your brain's own choice, and no one knows before it happens."

She will lose part of her memory.

Maybe in the next second, she will completely forget Yuan Yuan.

A huge panic struck like an instant, and Lin Miaomiao hugged Yuan Yuan in her arms almost tremblingly.

"Mommy mommy.."

The little Yuanyuan, with black eyes open, and her sweet milk voice carry the purest expectation in the world.

Lin Miaomiao hardly knew how she fell asleep that night, but she was tired from watching the noise in the night, her sleeping chest rose and fell slightly, her face was so red and cute, Lin Miaomiao kissed her softly. Kissing Yuanyuan's forehead, amidst the tangy milk voice, the panic and anxiety were gradually suppressed by her.

Yuanyuan, because of you, I will be extremely brave!

Compared with the joy of forgetting everything before, after that time, Lin Miaomiao was still full of patience with Yuan Yuan, and gave Yuan Yuan infinite love, but in those cares, Lin Miaomiao began to make tight-paced arrangements for the future stand up.

She takes a lot of photos of Yuanyuan every day, and writes in the diary every day what happened between her and Yuanyuan today, and even if her mother still embarrasses her and makes her a little difficult to approach, but for the very possible One day, she started to send all Yuanyuan's video messages to her parents every now and then, and from that day on, Lin Miaomiao began to save money, use what she could use as much as possible, and pay close attention to everything. In my free time, I began to work hard to learn knowledge.

The purpose is to be able to adapt to the world as quickly as possible.

All she wants is to give Yuan Yuan the best life before she loses her memory.

And on the night of Yuan Yuan's first birthday, after Yuan Yuan fussed excitedly for a while and finally fell asleep, Lin Miaomiao felt dizzy for the second time. For a long time, even after the dizziness passed, Lin Miaomiaochu was momentarily at a loss for everything in front of her, until when she saw Yuan Yuan, all the strangeness began to recede in an instant.

And this time the dizziness was completely broken. Lin Miaomiao was lucky that a similar situation had not happened again for four months.

It is impossible for her not to lose her memory, the only difference is that sooner or later she loses her memory.

Four months, three months, two months, one month...

The frequency of dizziness is getting faster and faster. When Yuan Yuan was two years old, Lin Miaomiao already felt very clearly that her memory was getting worse, and even Yuan Yuan began to complain delicately: "Mom, you Must be the most confused mother."

Most confused?

Yuanyuan, if possible, as long as I don't forget you.

However, although the memory of her life is becoming more and more blurred, it does not affect her working status. When Yuan Yuan was two years old, Lin Miaomiao reported Yuan Yuan to early-care classes, and after taking several certificates, she , and finally chose to be an accountant, that time is the most free, and you can also use the spare time to take orders, although the price is not high due to Lin Miaomiao's working years, but it is enough to make money. In Yuanyuan's past two years, Lin Miaomiao already knew the value of money.

And one month after Yuanyuan's second birthday, Lin Miaomiao actually saw Wang Baiyu again. At that time, it seemed that there was a traffic jam, only half a meter away. Wang Baiyu was clearly seen.

In just two years, Wang Baiyu seems to be living a very good life. She is sitting in a black car with a special driver in front, and she is sitting on the seat with her back, her bangs are all combed behind her forehead, revealing her smooth forehead , making that face look more cold and unapproachable, and that brown-blue suit, even if Lin Miaomiao is not very knowledgeable about clothes, she knows that the suit is very valuable, but compared to last time, Wang Baiyu this time It was a person sitting quietly, obviously a very elite and successful person, but for some reason, there was a bit of loneliness.

"Mom, what are you looking at?

looking at the car?

What's in the car?"

Holding Lin Miaomiao's hand, the little Yuanyuan followed Lin Miaomiao's line of sight curiously, then turned back without interest at all, and looked at Lin Miaomiao's extremely curious question in a crunchy childish voice. with.

"Well, mom is looking at the car. There are people in the car, but mom doesn't know her. Yuanyuan, the delicious candied haws that mom said is at the previous one. Let's go and eat quickly, shall we?"

Lin Miaomiao gently touched Yuan Yuan's long black hair, chuckled, and said softly, and when Lin Miaomiao's words fell, Yuan Yuan responded with great joy, even showing his wine At that moment, the green light turned on, and the car that was less than half a meter away from Lin Miaomiao started and sped away in front of her.

Just like two years ago, Wang Baiyu still hadn't found her.

Huh~

But compared to herself who felt extremely embarrassed two years ago, this time she...except for a slight loss, she didn't really care.

Thinking that way, Lin Miaomiao couldn't help holding Yuan Yuan's hand tightly, and while Yuan Yuan was a little curious about her protruding strength, Lin Miaomiao gently kissed Yuan Yuan's forehead.

"Hee hee, Mom, there are many people outside."

However, the two-year-old Yuan Yuanxiang curled up in her arms shyly, but his face was full of contented smiles.

From the age of two to three, Lin Miaomiao often felt in a trance, and she might lose her memory of Yuan Yuan in the next second, so that the first thing she did after waking up from dizziness was to go to sleep in panic. Find her diary.

Yuanyuan, Yuanyuan, her Yuanyuan...

But in fact, she still survived.

She still remembers Yuan Yuan, she is still Yuan Yuan's mother.

It's just that after Yuanyuan went to kindergarten at the age of three, Lin Miaomiao knew very clearly that the time when she completely lost part of her memory was coming soon without anyone telling her.

There is no control, no escape.

The only thing I can do is to face it calmly.

It's just yuanyuan...her yuanyuan...

Lin Miaomiao thought countless times what she would look like when she finally lost her memory, but she never thought about how it would be when she really lost her memory.

Those years seem to have been artificially erased overnight. Her memory only stays in the year she graduated from university. She was 23 years old that year. Looking back at her, she would blush and be so happy as if she had the whole world.

Perhaps when Lin Miaomiao said to herself countless times to let go, and said to herself countless times that she didn't care at all, deep in her heart she still loved Wang Baiyu very much.

So much so that when she made the choice almost instinctively, she forgot the hardships of the two after falling in love, she forgot to be alone with Yuan Yuan in a state of embarrassment, but all she remembered was the pure feeling of falling in love with Wang Baiyu, so she met again, again Falling in love with Wang Baiyu has become a piece of cake.

It was as if fate had given her a huge joke. She exhausted all her strength to escape from the mud called Wang Baiyu's love. After a few years, she willingly and joyfully threw herself into the love called Wang Baiyu. Wang Baiyu's muddy love!