The goddess is a child her father

"Well, I remember everything."

Have you been crying for too long?So that the eyes are completely blurred and I can't see clearly, I can't see Wang Baiyu's expression at the moment, and I can't see how embarrassed I am at the moment.

She remembered it all.

She felt that she had had the most unforgettable birthday in the world.

Now she is unreservedly thinking about being so sweet and indulgent with Wang Baiyu.

When she was so excited because of Wang Baiyu's engagement ring, she wanted to faint.

She didn't succeed in getting dizzy, but her head hurt instantly.

At such a romantic time, she didn't want Wang Baiyu to worry at all, so she held back, pretended to be nonchalant, and listened to Wang Baiyu's words quietly, but the headache became more and more painful, and right there the pain was extreme, Even when Wang Baiyu couldn't hear clearly, the pain suddenly disappeared.

And along with the moment of disappearance, those memories that she thought she could not have in this life, those few years flooded in like that.

How happy she was to see Wang Baiyu approaching her when she had no memory, but after recovering her memory, she felt sad and felt how unbearable she was when she took the initiative to approach Wang Baiyu.

***

"Bai Yu, when are you coming back today?"

"Well, the company is still busy with some things today. I'll be back when I'm done. If you're sleepy, go to bed early, Miaomiao."

.....

"Bai Yu, when will you be back today?"

"have no idea for now."

"That...."

"Miao Miao, go to bed when you're tired, and I'll be back when I'm done."

...

"Bai Yu, when will you be back today?"

"If you want to come back, you will come back."

"That...."

"Beep...beep...beep..."

From being as sweet and greasy as a passionate lover, I can’t wait to make more than a dozen phone calls a day. No matter what I do, I will sneak a phone call to report. If it is inconvenient, I will take the time to send a text message to complain briefly, making Lin Miaomiao look at the text message. I can still think of Wang Baiyu's slightly wrinkled face, with a helpless look on his face, and he is so happy that he can hold his mobile phone for a day even in the room.

Gradually, Wang Baiyu would not take the initiative to send her messages, but he would always reply to her messages whenever he had time, and he could see the deep affection between the lines, while Lin Miaomiao told herself that Wang Baiyu should not be disturbed, but couldn't help it. If it's a trivial matter, I'll send it to her.

Then, even if she racked her brains to send a message, she waited from morning to afternoon to get a word.

Such a change took only half a year.

Just like the shelf life of her passionate love with Wang Baiyu is only half a year!

She knew that Wang Baiyu still loved her, and was pampering her just like the brief but crisp agreement back then.

The money earned will always be handed over, and she will never be stingy when buying things for her. Even when she is bored, she will be encouraged to go shopping outside.

It's just that Wang Baiyu is getting busier and busier, and maybe she has spent too much time and energy on work, so that she has no patience for her ideas and topics that Wang Baiyu thinks are extremely naive.

Lin Miaomiao knew that she was different from Wang Baiyu.

She is romantic and emotional.

Wang Baiyu is rational and relies on data to speak, and is naturally less romantic.

But that doesn't matter, as long as the two love each other.

Yes, when she got married, Lin Miaomiao thought with great conviction, from being slender to being able to cook a few decent dishes in the kitchen, from knowing nothing to knowing how to massage because of Wang Baiyu's headache Massage techniques that make Wang Baiyu more comfortable.

However, she will never learn not to depend.

Because there is only Wang Baiyu in her world.

And Wang Baiyu's world gradually has more and more, until her existence is necessary, but it has taken up less and less space.

That's wrong, that's not good, she should try to change.

But she can change everything, but Lin Miaomiao can never change this one thing.

She loves Wang Baiyu, loves so much, loves so much that it has become instinctive, loves so much that she knows that she is getting humbler and humbler, but she still can't control herself.

but...

Wang Baiyu was absent on his birthday, and when he came back after waiting for a long time, the hickey on his face was so glaring that it was shocking.

After finally begging Wang Baiyu to take her to the reception, she was silently ridiculed.

Lin Miaomiao realized very clearly that the gap in cognition of status and status between her and Wang Baiyu was getting farther and farther, and Wang Baiyu knew nothing about her demands.

Even if they still love each other, that kind of love only makes each other exhausted, so exhausted that even love has become the heaviest burden.

The two people who slept in the same bed and slept relatively silently.

Then even if you hug again, your heart is still as cold as falling into an ice cellar!

But that kind of love, after passing away for a long time, will eventually disappear one day.

In other words, that kind of love will eventually overwhelm the two of them one day.

She should let go too, shouldn't she?

Once again looking at the pale face in the mirror that doesn't look like her own, looking at herself trying hard to face the mirror but not being able to smile, looking at Wang Baiyu who frowns slightly even after falling asleep, Lin Miaomiao silently Opening the drawer, looking at the affirmative response that has been prepared for a long time, and finally received a positive response from abroad, holding the tissue in his hand, he slowly clenched it and then loosened it, and finally put it out, using the tissue as the last barrier to save the two of them .

It's time for her to let go.

But before letting go, she still needs to do one thing, one thing that will cost her a lifetime of hard work and painstaking efforts.

In the month after that, Lin Miaomiao was more enthusiastic than ever, even though the relationship between the two of them was on thin ice, but when she concealed all anxiety and sadness and tried to smile, Wang Baiyu still couldn't refuse to her .

Every night is lingering, even Wang Baiyu's face has a touch of joy.

"Miao Miao, if you are like this, we will have a good life."

Yeah?Always like this?

He doesn't call Wang Baiyu when he is working, no matter how long Wang Baiyu comes back, he doesn't complain, even if Wang Baiyu is full of alcohol, he just ignores it, but at night, he washes up and dresses up as a charming woman to hook Wang Baiyu and pester him Wang Baiyu is like an exquisite vase waiting for the owner's favor.

She would die like that!

But those words lingered in his heart, but he never said a word.

"Yes, Bai Yu, I see."

She just responded in such a low voice, with a pale face, and a charming and dazzling smile.

That night was the same as any other time, there were no extra words, only tight body entanglement.

Even if she got a response from abroad, she had to do everything according to those requirements, and it took her a full two months.

For two full months, when even she felt hypocritical and not like herself, she finally got what she wanted.

After consulting with experts again and getting the answer she wanted, she gently touched her stomach, even if she couldn't feel anything there, it was the first time Lin Miaomiao felt the taste of happiness.

Great, great, great..

Bit by bit, he cleaned up the traces of his life in this room, bit by bit, he gradually hid the rare love in his heart until no one could find it.

Wang Baiyu, who just came back just after twelve o'clock, was puzzled, and found an excuse at random, which really made Wang Baiyu unhappy again.

Look, the relationship between her and Wang Baiyu is so weak, so weak that it is even her fault as a wife to question her husband why he came home late.

But don't be sad, because she has already been sad enough.

And now she has something more important.

Lin Miaomiao gently touched her stomach, looked at Wang Baiyu who fell asleep silently due to exhaustion, the whole person huddled up, hugged herself tightly, and watched Wang Baiyu all night in the cold night.

Knowing it shouldn't be, but she still couldn't help opening her mouth tentatively the next day.

"Bai Yu, if I have your child, can we go back to the beginning?"

"Miaomiao, it's not about the children, and! Miaomiao, I don't like you talking about children, and it's impossible to have children now."

"Then what if it does exist?"

"No ifs!"

"Bai Yu, will you love her?"

"Miao Miao, this topic ends here."

"... Heh... Bai Yu, I know the answer. You don't love me, let alone her."

"Lin Miaomiao!"

As she expected the answer, although she could see Wang Baiyu's heartbeat at the beginning, but that heartbeat was erased by Wang Baiyu before it took shape. Reason makes Wang Baiyu always act rationally that is more suitable for the present.

Wang Baiyu will never be like her, even if it's just for once, she won't allow it.

So this question, like any other time, has no room for turning back.

"Miao Miao, we will have children, but when our lives get better, we will have our own children."

It was after the quarrel, Wang Baiyu, who had slept in silence all night, spoke to her in the early morning, her voice was slightly lowered, which could be regarded as a rare comfort.

after?

What is her future with Wang Baiyu?

Lin Miaomiao laughed silently when she saw Wang Baiyu, who was in a nice suit and who hesitated for a while and left without kissing her.

Bai Yu, do you really think there will be a future with us like this?

But it doesn't matter, she's with me, that's enough.

That night Wang Baiyu came earlier than usual, so it was rare for the two of them to have a dinner, but the food was hot, but people's hearts were cold, so it was still a silent and depressing night.

And he seemed to know that the relative silence was meaningless, since that day, Wang Baiyu has been busy again.

That kind of busyness was just right for her.

Search the Internet for a good place to stay, and exchange for a sum of money.

Typed and deleted on the computer, typed again, and finally typed the divorce agreement declaring the end of the marriage between the two, biting his lips hard, slowly, and signing his name on the divorce agreement with heavy handwriting , and then disappeared the last trace of her from this room.

Four days later, she was finally able to act as if nothing had happened, no longer shed tears, and seemed extremely strong to speak out the draft that had been typed no less than a hundred times.

"I've already signed the divorce agreement, in duplicate, and you'll be fine if you send me a copy. I'll pack up all my things, and I'll leave tonight.

I'm sorry, I was the one who lied to you in the first place. I once said that I will love you for the rest of my life.

However, I can't hold on anymore.

I finally knew that this marriage cannot last with only one person.

I let you go, and I let go of myself.

I hope you can find someone in the future who you are willing to be frank and willing to let her warm you up. "

After those words were finished, in the careful marriage of the two, she finally managed to let Wang Baiyu look at her back for the first time, instead of her being helpless again and again, and could only watch Wang Baiyu's figure disappear in front of her.

She can finally get herself out of the swamp of love named Wang Baiyu.

And when she walked out with her back straight and carrying a thin suitcase, the tears slowly rolled down her face.

That would be great.

The self who had always been weak and helpless in front of Wang Baiyu finally became stronger once again.

Bai Yu, we will have nothing to do in the years to come.

The author has something to say: tsk tsk tsk, when it comes to abused girls, none of them cried and begged An An not to abuse, but they looked happy.

You have no sense of accomplishment in the way that An An is finally gearing up.

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