The road of that year, the moon of that night

The dark space was dark and quiet, only the breathing of three people could be heard.

Outside the window, the light from the other upstairs can't shine into the room, only a few lights can be glimpsed vaguely.

Xia Wei really wanted to stay with Zuo You for the night, he couldn't guess whether the parents would take care of their son.The contradictory psychology of these two people, what he can perceive is by no means all.Both love and hate, fantasizing about reunion in the future, but not getting closer when it is close at hand.

He thought again, take Zuo You back to the 'marriage room'.But his identity is abominable in the eyes of the two people in front of him, why should he take him away?If extreme methods are taken, it is very likely that the relationship between Zuo You and his parents will become worse.

Time seems to be frozen in darkness, mysterious and frightening.

The sudden rustling sound made Xia Wei straighten his upper body, and he slowly got up following Zuo Su's figure in the darkness.

Zuo Su got up, walked a little stiffly, walked slowly towards his bedroom, stopped halfway, and said quietly: "Let's go!"

Xia Wei's brows and heart were twitched, with mixed feelings in his heart, he exhausted all his self-control, so that he didn't let himself rush into Zuo You's bedroom and take him away.

When he came, he held the comatose man in his arms, and when he left, he was alone.

After Zuo Su finished speaking, he waited for a while before saying, "I'll come back tomorrow morning." After finishing speaking, he turned and left the house.

Xia Wei walked to the main road of the community in one breath, and looked back at the first floor of the dark bungalow. There was no light, and it seemed that there was no temperature.Looking back made him a little afraid of that house, his heart was trembling, wondering if Zuo You would lie on the bed alone all night.

There is no heating in the house. When they came here in late December and early January, the house was as cold as an icehouse, and now only the air conditioner is turned on.

Xia Wei rummaged through all the pockets on his body, found cigarettes, and smoked a few in a row, trying to suppress his uneasiness and anxiety.

Yes, he was flustered and anxious!

He couldn't see anyone, especially Zuo You at this moment, who didn't quarrel in front of his eyes, didn't argue for sweet and sour pork ribs... This made him very uneasy.

The cigarette butts scattered at the feet were blown by the cold winter wind and rolled on the road, rolling far away.On both sides of the main road, the branches with clean leaves swayed with the wind, thin and hideous.

Xia Wei turned up the collar of his coat to block the cold wind pouring into his neck.He wanted to wait for the lights in the room to come on before leaving.

But in the middle of the night, the lights on the first floor of the western-style building were still not on.He felt in a daze that he had traveled through time today. What he saw outside that house was a world, and what was inside the house was another world. The two worlds were separated by a door, and they lived completely different lives.

So the lights in that room never come on.

I don't know how many times the security guard walked by Xia Wei's side, and finally stopped to ask a few words with dedication. Xia Wei said "Sorry!" and walked out of the family courtyard of the Teacher's University along the main road.

I smoked two more cigarettes beside the car, threw the empty cigarette case and cigarette butts into the trash can, and got in the car to go home.

This night, Xia Wei was busy.

He found a big shopping bag, found a change of clothes for Zuo You, packed them up, and changed clothes for himself.

Their house in Jin City, and their house in Tangcheng, both put their laundry. Every time Xia Wei saw two different styles of clothes hanging side by side in the closets of the two houses, he couldn't help but smile. , The mind is very warm.

Standing in front of the closet, looking at Zuo You's sweater, sweater, jeans and a pair of camouflage pants that he often wears in summer, his psychological longing flooded into sulfuric acid, and no matter where it flowed into his body, he would be corroded and scorched.

He matched with a set of clothes that he thought Zuo You would look best in, and after putting them together, he started to tidy up the house.

Every time Zuo You came back, he would ventilate.When he entered the room this morning, Zuo You was already lying on the sofa and fell asleep, probably because there was no wind.Push all the windows open, and the cold wind blows into the warm room, taking away the warmth of the room in an instant.

Xia Wei thought, if he was the only one in this room, it wouldn't matter if it was warm or not.

Every room has been cleaned and tidied up, and those that should be changed have also been washed. The whole house has been tidied up, and the sky is already bright.

I found a bottle of Zuo Youcun's coffee from the kitchen, but it wasn't hot. I stood by the window and looked at the white belly in the east, and the skyline slowly turned golden.Throw the empty bottle into the trash can, close all the windows, pick up the wrapped clothes, and go out to meet the person he has read all night.

It was just after five o'clock, and the exhaust pipe of the car was still exhaling white gas after the car was turned off.

Xia Wei glanced at his watch again. If it was an old man, it would be almost time to wake up. He walked into the courtyard under the vigilant gaze of the security guard.

Standing on the steps, Xia Wei looked into the house from the window, there was no one in the living room, and there was no movement in the house.He stood still for an unknown amount of time before raising his hand to knock on the door.

The second time the door was knocked, it opened.Yu Siyan's straight and elegant hair was disheveled yesterday, his clothes were not changed, and his nerves were terribly fatigued. Seeing that Xia Wei was not surprised, he quickly gestured for him to enter the room.

Xia Wei opened his mouth, but didn't say anything. He didn't know what to say.

Yu Siyan closed the door and entered the kitchen.

Xia Wei stood in the living room for two seconds, then went straight to Zuo You's room.

As soon as he entered the door, he looked at the bed first, Zuo You was still in the sleeping position when he left last night, with his head slightly tilted to the left.He doesn't know if it's because of himself, he usually sleeps on the left side, Zuo You sleeps on the right side, although they haven't slept together for too long, every time Zuo You wakes up next to him, it's almost always in this position .

He approached dumbly, bent down and lowered his head, and just as he raised his fingertips to touch Zuo You's face, he heard someone coughing lightly from behind.

Xia Wei was taken aback for a moment, he entered the room and only looked at Zuo You, thinking that there was no one there.

There was a pause in the movement of reaching out and stroking, and the fingertips stroked the slightly cool cheeks, retracted, clenched tightly, straightened up and turned around.

Zuo Su frowned and coughed again.This sound is not a warning, but just a cough that stays up all night and clears phlegm.He got up from the chair in front of the desk, supported the armrest with both hands, took a step and supported the edge of the desk again.

Xia Wei walked up to Zuo Su in two steps, holding his other arm with both hands.

Zuo Su closed his eyes, and then opened them again quickly. The bags under his eyes seemed to be swollen down to half of the bridge of his nose, his lips were purple, but his gaze was still majestic.He slowly shook off Xia Wei's hand, put his arms behind his back, hunched slightly, and walked out of the room with stubborn steps.

After the door closed, Xia Wei went back to the bed, sat on the bed and bent down to gently hug the person on the bed.

Zuo You was held tighter and tighter by both arms, and started to rave in a daze.

Xia Wei gritted her teeth, and said bitterly: "Zuo You, you dare to call someone else's name, see if I don't punish you!"

"Xia&%￥@..., do you... hurt?"

Xia Wei raised her upper body, put the tip of her nose against Zuo You's cheekbones, and put her ears close to his mouth to listen to his mumbled murmurs.

Unable to hear clearly, he asked, "Who is hurting? Where are you hurting? Tell me." On the quilt, he pinched the muscles and joints that would ache from fever.

Zuo You groaned twice, as if he was quite comfortable, when he fell asleep, the corners of his mouth curled up and down, the center of his brows relaxed, and his eyelashes trembled.

Xia Wei figured it out, and started to massage him. When he had a fever, his muscles and joints ached. According to his own understanding, he pinched Zuo You back and forth to make his whole body soothed.

"Hmm... um! Leader, you are so virtuous!"

"Wake up, still uncomfortable?"

"No, sleepy, can I, sleep a little longer?"

"Do you know where you are?"

"Wedding room, no, the hospital..."

Zuo You didn't finish muttering a sentence, the door opened, Zuo Su stood at the door and heard two people chatting in the room, he opened the door and came in, with his hands still behind his back, he said with a straight face: "Wake up, come out to eat!"

Xia Wei turned his head to look at the door, time stopped for a second, Zuo You seemed to have been shocked, "Pu Leng" sat up from the bed, then took a breath while covering his sore shoulder, staring at Zuo Su at the door , looked at Xia Wei again, looked back and forth several times, until Zuo Su turned and left, he grabbed Xia Wei's collar with both hands and asked, "Why am I sleeping here?"

Xia Wei thought to herself that I don't want you to sleep here either, so she rolled her eyes to the sky, pretending to be calm and asking, "Are you hungry?"

Zuo You didn't care whether he was hungry or not, his brain was burnt with a "boom".

He didn't want to create trouble for Zuo Su and Yu Siyan, didn't want to be disgusted, and didn't want to drag Xia Wei together, so he got out of bed in a hurry and almost rolled on the ground.

Xia Wei supported him and asked, "Why?"

Zuo You looked for clothes in a panic, and said, "Let's go!"

"Where are you going?" Xia Wei's heart had been heavy all night, but he pretended to be calm, but now there was another disturbance.

Zuo You's eyes were flustered, a kind of panic about the unknown result, he grabbed the back of Xia Wei's hand with his fingers, and couldn't help feeling that he was using too much force, and asked, "How long have I been here?"

Xia Wei said truthfully, "From three o'clock in the afternoon yesterday."

Zuo You looked down at the floor, looked up at the closed door, and took out his clothes from the large handbag on the ground to put on. Xia Wei helped him pack his things and comforted him, saying, "Let's eat first, we haven't seen each other for a long time." Well, let's chat for a while, if you don't want to stay,... then go."

Zuo You gave a low "um", put on his clothes and opened his arms to hug Xia Wei, who was hugged tightly by Xia Wei again.The two hid here to seek courage and comfort from each other, to find a little peace of mind.

After leaving the bedroom one after the other, Zuo Su and Yu Siyan were already sitting at the dining table.

Zuo You walked to the dining table without pausing and called, "Dad, Mom."

Zuo Su didn't answer, picked up the bowl and started to eat.

Yu Siyan looked up at Zuo You's bitter smile, with tears in his eyes again, raised his finger to the empty chair, and said, "Eat first."

Zuo You didn't nod, he looked back at Xia Wei who was standing next to the sofa with a bag, and then at Zuo Su and Yu Siyan, he didn't want to wrong Xia Wei, let alone make Zuo Su and Yu Siyan sad.

It's just that in terms of priority, he has already hurt his parents' hearts. Whether he and Xia Wei eat this breakfast or not, hurting their hearts is still hurting. Rather than doing this, he is even more unwilling to hurt Xia Wei again.

Zuo Su drank two mouthfuls of porridge, and from the corner of his eye, he caught sight of Zuo You looking back, his face darkened completely for a moment, the chopsticks slammed on the table, Yu Siyan trembled in fright, and then threw the bowl back on the table.

Zuo You looked down at Zuo Su, but Zuo Su turned his head to look at Xia Wei.He was afraid that Zuo Su would embarrass Xia Wei, so he was interrupted by Zuo Su just as he called out "Dad".

Zuo Su looked at Xia Wei's thick eyebrows and said in a displeased tone, "Do you need me to ask you to sit down?"

Xia Wei had to admit that he had never met such a strict person before, his body was startled, he came back to his senses, and walked over with the bag in his hand on the sofa.

Zuo You was stunned for a moment, Xia Wei was not much better, the two exchanged glances and sat down.

Yu Siyan handed the porridge to Xia Wei, and Xia Wei got up to take it: "Thank you, Auntie!" He held a bowl of porridge with the same sacred expression as if receiving an imperial decree, then turned his head and said to Zuo Su, "Thank you, Uncle!"

Zuo Su raised his drooping eyelids, and the expressions on the upper and lower eyelids were displeased and helpless.

Xia Wei just sat down firmly when Zuo You bent his elbow and touched him.

"Sitting is sitting! Standing is standing!"

Zuo You was so frightened by Zuo Su's deep and majestic tone that he immediately sat up straight, buried his face in the bowl and replied, "Got it!"