The road of that year, the moon of that night

Xia Wei held Zuo You in one hand and stood up. On the main road of the community in the afternoon, people walked by one after another. Pedestrians would glance at Zuo You's small courtyard from time to time.The two sat on the steps from the warm sun at noon to the slanting sun in the afternoon. He got up, swayed, and pressed his other hand on the door behind him to stand firm.

The door was knocked, it was not too loud, Xia Wei really didn't want the people inside to hear it, he took Zuo You and just stepped down a step, when the door opened from the inside.

"Who are you, who are you looking for?" A kind old lady with eyes looking at the backs of the two young men asked.

When Xia Wei heard this voice, her heart jumped into her throat.

He looked back, the old lady saw him, let go of the hand holding the door leaf, clasped both hands in front of her body, smiled, glanced at the person Xia Wei was holding, her eyes flickered, and raised her finger to Zuo You's The back asked: "He? He is..."

Xia Wei didn't say a word and wanted to continue walking with his arms around him. He didn't know if Zuo You wanted to enter this house, but he didn't want Zuo You to enter, so let him be selfish.

"Stop!" A stern voice suddenly sounded, "Come in."

Xia Wei paused, looked at the ground and collected himself.He supported Zuo You to turn around, Zuo You should have been unconscious, he thought his complexion would not get better.The moment he turned around, he saw that the faces of the two old men in the door were shaking, and then they both raised their brows. The old lady burst into tears immediately, and tremblingly stepped forward to hug Zuo You.

Xia Wei wanted to hide, but he didn't move.

The old man stood stubbornly on the spot, as solemn as a statue, but his hands trembled violently, so he turned his back behind him, dodged to give way to the door, and said again: "Go into the house."

"Peanut! What's wrong with him?" The old lady cried so hard that she couldn't see the way. She lifted her foot up the steps, but her first foot missed the mark. She leaned forward and was about to fall. The old lady's hand, Xia Wei was a step ahead of him, and stretched out his arms to hug the old lady.

"Oh! What's the matter?" The old lady kept chanting this sentence in a panic.

The old-fashioned old man supported the old lady, but the old lady seemed to be blaming him, she shook off him, went to hold Zuo You's hand, and kept muttering: "It's fine now, I'll be fine when I leave, why must it be like this, A good child, what else do you want?"

Xia Wei knew where Zuo You's bedroom was, regardless of the two people behind him, he went straight to the bedroom and put them on the bed. He remembered that the quilt was not of this style last time, the quilt cover was changed, the sheets were changed, and even the pillowcase was changed. up.

The old lady wiped her tears with one hand, and touched Zuo You's face with the other: "What's wrong with him? Who are you?"

"He has a fever and there is medicine in the car. I'll find a doctor who can come to the door..." Xia Wei said as he left the house, holding his mobile phone to search for a doctor who can come to the door for infusion. As soon as he walked out of Zuo You's bedroom, he saw The old man was standing in front of the landline in the living room and talking on the phone.

"Old Qian, eh...it's good, that's it, Zuo You is sick, come here and have a look..."

Xia Wei turned around and went out, finally able to breathe out, that home was warm enough, but also enough to make him overwhelmed.The love of Zuo You's parents and the love of Sun Yangtian's mother are two completely different kinds of love.

He didn't know what Zuo You would look like when he woke up, he began to pray that it wouldn't be too bad, and if he was kicked out, he hoped that it would be relieved.

After taking the medicine prescribed by the hospital, Xia Wei went back to Zuo You's house.As soon as he entered the door, he saw a doctor coming, the old doctor was much older than Zuo You's parents, his body was strong, and his voice was loud enough.

"40.3°, reduce the fever first, I'll go back and prescribe medicine, but the medicine I brought won't work."

"It's so high~!" The old lady said in a trembling voice while crying, and the hearts of those who listened trembled.

Xia Wei stepped into the bedroom and said, "I have medicine here. Just now I went to the hospital with him to see the doctor. The medicine prescribed, do you think it will work?"

The old doctor didn't look at Xia Wei, took the medicine, read it once, said "medium!", and started to ask for an infusion.

The old man who stood in front of the bed and didn't say much, glanced at the name of the medicine and said, "Penicillin is not good, he is allergic."

The old doctor didn't show much reaction, he took Zuo You's arms out of the quilt, rolled up the sleeves of both arms and looked, and sure enough, a red rash appeared on half of the arms that had undergone the skin test.He turned to look at Xia Wei and asked, "Has he dealt with allergens?"

Xia Wei was frightened to death, Zuo You's arm was swollen like a radish, and the dense red spots seemed to be oozing out of terror, he shook his head in panic, and quickly asked: "Do you want to send him to the hospital immediately?"

The old doctor looked at the two parents, Zuo Su said: "It used to take half a day..." Obviously this time it was much more serious.

Xia Wei: "He got up early and had a fever and inflammation. Later we went to the hospital for emergency treatment. The skin test was done three hours ago."

Zuo Su was finally willing to look at Xia Wei. He heard from Xia Wei's words that Zuo You had a skin test in the hospital three hours ago, and he also had his ears checked in the hospital three hours ago.

Xia Wei and Zuo Su looked at each other, a little timidly looked at by those majestic eyes, he added: "We went to the second courtyard attached."

Zuo Su sighed and looked down at Zuo You.

The old doctor stood up and said, "I'll go back to get the medicine and change to another anti-inflammatory medicine. Is there a problem with cephalosporin?"

Zuo Su shook his head: "I used it before."

Xia Wei hugged the old doctor. The old doctor was at least seventy years old, and it took a lot of time to go back and forth. He said, "Please write a list and tell me where it is, and I will get it."

The old doctor was very quick and alone, wrote the list and handed it to Xia Wei. Seeing that Xia Wei didn't say anything, he strode away with a smile and said, "We are old! We are still young people."

The old lady Yu Siyan couldn't hear what other people said at all, and she was only thinking about Zuo You, changing towels one after another, seeing that Zuo You was burnt and unable to make a sound with dry mouth, she asked anxiously: "What did he say?" Huh? What's wrong with this kid? Why can't I hear a word clearly!"

Zuo Su lowered his head, his eyes were always fixed on Zuo You's rolling eyeballs under his eyelids, his chapped and pale lips moved silently, and the old man's inner corners of his eyes pressed down, his piercing eyes couldn't be controlled cloudy.

If Zuo You had met them three hours ago, why did he only enter the house now?

His son himself knows that he thinks a lot, has a lot of worries, is sensitive and hides his thoughts, and has a careless and indifferent face. In fact, every move of others can affect his emotions.

Zuo You's eyeballs kept rolling and sliding under the thin eyelids, and the blue capillaries looked extraordinarily bright under the bloodless skin.

He could hear the words of everyone in the room, far and near, he couldn't lift his heavy eyelids, he guessed that he was dreaming, because after chasing Zuo Su and Yu Siyan all the way, he began to fantasize about the two of them surrounded The scene of wandering around by himself, but he was too greedy, so God punished him for only being able to hear, but not seeing the real person.

The cold air came too suddenly, like a lama's sanskrit sound penetrated into the eardrum, the melodious sound spread far and wide, scattered into the air, echoing non-stop, every sound wave back and forth, would repeatedly hit his eardrum, With nowhere to hide, he began to climb the towering snow-capped mountains.

The cold snow pierced into the fingertips, and the coolness penetrated the skin and penetrated into the blood vessels. For a moment, he seemed to be frozen, but there were still people he hadn't seen...

Xia Wei walked towards him on the steps of the warm sun at noon, his lips squirmed, but he couldn't hear a sound, the scorching sun pierced his back like red-hot needles, the burning smell, It penetrated into his nasal cavity, causing a cough that shattered the spleen and lungs...

He saw Zuo Su sitting in the middle of the sofa in the living room, with a majestic face, serious eyes, and a gruff tone, repeating "not normal, this is not normal, not normal, this is not normal..." The sound became louder and faster each time. .

He heard Yu Siyan's low sobs being infinitely magnified, looping indefinitely in his ear, up and down, "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." he was about to burst from crying,

He saw Sun Yangtian's mother's slap on Xia Wei's face, the scarlet palm print turned into a bloody slap, half of his blood-red face, Xia Wei was slapped on the side of the head, his eyes were empty, as if he had lost his life...

The profuse Sanskrit sounds surrounding his ears turned into sharp shouts, faint sobs turned into roars that tore through the air, countless mouths and hands gathered towards him from all directions, and all the sounds penetrated into his eardrums and soaked through the air. His brain, all his fingertips touched his body, bit by bit, and finally Zuo You saw another self being cursed and ridiculed bursting his brain, being stabbed to bloody blood by a sharp knife...

"what!!!"

"Hold him! Hold him!"

As soon as the old doctor pinched the needle into Zuo You's blood vessel, Zuo You began to twitch and struggle.

Xia Wei had never seen such a fragile Zuo You, his ferocious face was like a porcelain mask, if it was twisted harder, it would shatter into pieces the next moment.

He was stunned in place by Zuo You's suppressed whine and roar from his nasal cavity.

Zuo Su sat by the bed, hugged the struggling Zuo You, hugged him tightly, and said, "Old Qian, hurry up!"

Yu Siyan kept crying in fright, and she found that the more she cried, the more intense Zuo You's reaction became.

Xia Wei also found out, he took Yu Siyan's hand and led them out.

The old lady walked out of the bedroom, and threw herself on Xia Wei regardless of who was supporting her.

"What's the matter with him? What's the matter with him, my son!"

Xia Wei raised his hand, but couldn't continue to shoot, so he helped him to sit on the sofa, comforted him a few words, and hurried back to the room.

The needle was stuck, but Zuo You twitched so badly that the doctor wrapped a medicine box under his palm as a fix.

Xia Wei grabbed Zuo You's other hand and held it, Zuo Su wrapped the towel on Zuo You's forehead around his fingers, and stuffed it into Zuo You's mouth.

The old doctor was sweating, got up and touched his face and said: "You are too careless, why do you need to do a skin test for such a serious allergen, and... hey! First the fever subsides, then the convulsions, and send it to the hospital immediately."

The old doctor left, Xia Wei and Zuo Su hugged the person one by one, while the other held the hand and pressed the leg.

Zuo Su looked up at Xia Wei, and asked with a dark face, "You don't know he is allergic?"

"sorry, I do not know."

"Hmph! I had a skin test three hours ago, why didn't I get an infusion?"

"He did a skin test, I went to get the medicine, and he disappeared when I came back."

"... disappeared?"

"The nurse said that he ran away suddenly and failed to catch up, did he..."

"We went to the affiliated hospital in the morning."

Xia Wei realized it, she really met her and chased her here.He thought for a while and said, "I found out that he was gone. I went home first. He didn't bring his mobile phone. I found him here. He was sitting on the steps..."

Zuo Su was startled, and pressed the inner corners of his eyes and asked, "When?"

Xia Wei recalled the exact time and said, "It's almost twelve o'clock."

Zuo Su turned his eyes away from Xia Wei and Zuo You, looking at the small courtyard that was cleaned yesterday, and said in a low voice, "You just leave him alone." This sentence sounded like a questioning, but Xia Wei Wei felt that it was a complaint, a complaint with approval.

Xia Wei's brows loosened, and her gripped heart loosened. Looking at the still cold and pale hand in her palm, she said, "I will persuade you about other things, but I can't persuade you about this matter."

Zuo Su's majestic face finally showed some expression, the corners of the mouth on both sides were bent downwards, and the nasolabial folds unique to the elderly seemed to be longer, extending all the way to the chin.

Xia Wei raised his eyes just in time to see this moving expression on the face of an old man who is used to being dignified. This subtle expression shows that this person's psychology has been turned upside down. He boldly said: "He came back during the Mid-Autumn Festival. At the end of December, in January...all came back."

Zuo Su's eyes shook violently, he wanted to get up, and took the towel-wrapped fingers out of Zuo You's mouth.

Xia Wei lowered his head and stared at Zuo You's eyeballs that moved a lot slower under his eyelids, and continued, "He went to the Nanxian cemetery..."

Zuo Su put the person flat, just stood on the floor with both feet, suddenly turned his head and frowned, looked at Xia Wei and asked, "What?"

Xia Wei looked up at him, suppressed the timidity in his heart, and said, "He hopes to see you when you go to visit the grave on New Year's Eve."

"Woooo... I just said, don't do this, it's fine now..." At some point, Yu Siyan stood at the door of the bedroom, and when he heard Xia Wei say this, he began to cry again.

Zuo Su glanced at the person on the bed, and quickly helped Yu Siyan out.

Xia Wei saw the two of them leaving, and heard the sound of the door opening and closing, then closed her eyes, her beating heart slowly calmed down, and finally she put her forehead on the back of Zuo You's hand weakly, and said slowly: "Wake up!" ,I'm going crazy!"

The love of this pair of parents is too contradictory, contradictory to awkward.

Until the evening, Zuo You's parents did not show up again, but the old doctor came over once, took anti-allergic medicine, checked it again, and then left.

When Xia Wei heard the doctor leaving, Zuo Su came out to see him off. After the doctor left, the door was closed, and he didn't hear any more footsteps.

He guessed that Zuo Su was sitting or standing in the living room, he couldn't sit still anymore.

Zuo You's high fever dropped to a low fever, so he fed Zuo You the medicine left by the doctor with bottled water.

In the middle of the afternoon, the two of them didn't come in to see it, let alone a cup of hot water.

He got up and went out, opened the door and saw the backs of the two old men, isolated, hard, but with a sense of depression, his hardened heart immediately disappeared.

His parents have always been sharp-tongued, unlike Zuo You's parents, he can't get along well with similar people.

If you have something to say, why bother holding back your internal injuries.

At six o'clock, it was already dark.The back figure on the sofa looked empty and heavy, pressing heavily on the sofa, if it wasn't for the sound of sobbing, Xia Wei would have thought it was haunted.In fact, hearing the occasional crying sound is more like haunting.

Just when he was thinking whether to go out or not, Zuo Su suddenly spoke in the dark, which made him shiver.

"Tell me how he has lived these past few years?"

Zuo Su's voice carried the old professor's usual sense of majesty and weight, resounding even though it was not loud.

Xia Wei stepped out of the bedroom, closed the door with his hands back, and glanced at the dark bedroom through the crack of the door, a translucent white face was hidden under the gray quilt.

He walked to the center of the living room, sat on the sofa on one side, and opened his mouth before taking a seat: "Zuo You said that these three sofas belong to the three of you, and each has its own place. But after so many This time, he has never sat on any sofa, I guess he feels that he has no place in this family, am I right in guessing?"

Yu Siyan is an extremely emotional woman. This old lady is as weak as she looks. She respects her husband and loves her son very much, but she doesn't have any ideas. When things get flustered, the only way she behaves is to cry, constantly crying.

In the darkness, Xia Wei saw Zuo Su opened his mouth and closed it again.He smiled and continued: "He got a student loan in his freshman year, and his roommate opened a bar where he was a resident singer..."

Zuo Su sat up straight suddenly, and asked incredulously, "Singer? Bar?"

Xia Wei repeated: "Yes, the bar is resident, one room is clean, I hope you have time to listen to him sing, he sings really..."

"Nonsense!" Zuo Su slapped his thick palm on the armrest of the sofa, and there was a "bang!".

Xia Wei didn't pause: "He sings really well. He has two very good friends. One of them is the owner of Qing Bar. I'm very glad that Zuo You met him. His name is Hou Yue."

Zuo Su snorted coldly.

Xia Wei stared at the completely dark space, as if he saw Zuo You playing and singing on the high stool on the stage with dazzling lights. ...to make him miss it.

"He originally had three roommates. Hou Yue was one of them. He was gay like him. In the second half of his senior year, they were discovered by two other roommates. Those two threw Zuo You and Hou Yue out of the dormitory. I fought, and the luggage was thrown out of the dormitory..." Xia Wei slowly recalled, and said slowly, some of these things he heard from Zhou Meng, and some from Zuo You.Zuo You is really reluctant to talk about his embarrassing past, such as being kicked out of the dormitory by his college roommate, such as being kicked out of the house by his family, such as his secret love history.

Yu Siyan had already stopped crying, as if the pause button had been pressed, his eyes were full of tears, and in the darkness, his eyes were shining brightly as he looked at Xia Wei who was speaking in a calm manner.

Zuo Su patted his hand on the armrest of the sofa, slowly clenched it into a fist, and squeezed out a few words from between his teeth: "The way the school handles it is very unreasonable...unreasonable..."

Xia Wei finally saw Zuo Su who kept repeating a sentence when Zuo You was angry and anxious. Yu Siyan seemed to be pressed the pause button, and Zuo Su seemed to be pressed the copy button, repeating the sentence "unreasonable". "

Xia Wei paused for a moment: "The longest job he has ever had is resident singing and acting as a substitute driver. Late night substitute driving is very profitable. He once earned a month's living expenses in one lump sum, and he took a group of drunken people from the downtown area of ​​Tianjin to send them off. Back to Panshan County, Jin City, I slept overnight at the county coach station in the early morning, and spent 13 yuan on a long-distance bus to go back to Jin City the next day to go to school." He laughed proudly, and the laughter echoed in the empty room It was very scary, he whispered to himself, "He is much better than me!"

Zuo You is his pride!

Yu Siyan moved, his stiff palms were like claws, grasping Zuo Su's arm as if he couldn't hold it anymore, Zuo Su loosened his fist and grabbed the armrest of the sofa.

Xia Wei’s memoirs are just beginning: “When I met him, he went to the company for an interview, and he went to the project that no one would go to, the first batch of shantytown renovation projects in Shanhai City. His first week at work He was beaten by the local hooligans who resisted the demolition. He was beaten to protect his female colleague. His shoulder blade was broken and he slept on his stomach for more than a month in the hot weather. He just healed...a very stubborn person. At that time, I thought whose child was not Bao'er. If parents knew that their child was beaten like this, would they have to come to the company to make a fuss, but it didn't. He was alone Going back to Jin City for vacation, and returning to work in Shanhai City from Jin City alone, it’s abnormal to be strong, isn’t that the word? Abnormal!”

Zuo Su's breathing stagnated suddenly, and then he took a few short breaths, and asked, "A boy, he should be able to get it out of practice."

Xia Wei asked back: "I don't understand some questions, I want to ask for advice..."

Zuo Su said in a deep voice, "Speak!"

"Isn't the meaning of family existence, to give understanding when others don't understand, and to support when others don't?"

Zuo Su immediately took over and said, "That depends on what is understood and supported?"

Xia Wei stared at Zuo Su in the dark for a while and said, "You mean that you don't want to give Zuo You understanding and support for things that other people can't understand and can't support. May I understand that right? ?”

In the darkness, the two looked at each other.Zuo Su closed his mouth and wanted to refute, but he couldn't.

At this time, Yu Siyan spoke slowly, with a crying tone in his words, and his voice trembled slightly: "We really couldn't understand it at the time, and we couldn't support him so happily, but we are tolerant enough, aren't we?"

Xia Wei took over and said: "Leaving him a year's tuition and living expenses, and a house, maybe this was a fortune for anyone at the time, but for a person who is anxious and panicked all the time What can you buy for a 16-year-old kid whose secret has been discovered?" He paused and added, "You should be thankful that he is mentally strong enough not to think about committing suicide or going astray..."

Zuo Su interrupted Xia Wei and said with absolute certainty, "He won't! He is my Zuo Su's son."

Xia Wei raised the corners of her mouth and asked mentally: Really?

Yu Siyan said again tremblingly: "At that time...we hadn't retired yet, and everyone in this yard didn't know anyone. If he stayed here, it would just...just become a joke."

Xia Wei wanted to ask: Are you the ones who are afraid of being a joke?Or Zuo You?

But he couldn't ask after all, these two were Zuo You's parents, the only relatives this kid had been looking for and wanting to get close to.

"As soon as we retired, we moved away. Lao Zuo pushed back the school's re-employment... thinking that if the family can be reunited in the future, we don't have to worry about the eyes of the people around us, but it's not possible here, really not."

Xia Wei suddenly thought of his parents. Did his parents think the same way? They felt that his son was ashamed, that he had lost their decades-old face, and that he couldn't raise his head in front of neighbors and relatives. Did he also want to move away? Pass?Or just ignore him?

He thought, if Zuo You heard Yu Siyan's words, he wouldn't know what this kid's mind was like.How contradictory, looking forward to being able to get together, but afraid of pointing and whispering around.

This point is very similar to Zuo You.

Zuo Su was silent for a long time and did not speak again.

Yu Siyan lowered his head in the dark, as if he couldn't lift his head in embarrassment: "At that time, he liked the kid from the old Yang family, which is even more unacceptable, not to mention that he had no intention of doing so. I don't believe that such a relationship in the world can have results. Since he chose this Road, you should know how difficult it is to walk, not only family members will become unworkable roads, as long as he chooses, many, many roads will be closed to you...Since it is difficult, why don't you turn back..."

Zuo Su stopped Yu Siyan when she was about to cry: "Okay!"

The old lady also had a temper, and she suddenly raised her voice and shouted: "What did you do? What did we say at the time, but how is it now? He still chooses this way, you give up! It's time for us to give up."

Xia Wei thought that Zuo You's concern about the eyes of his surroundings should have come from his parents, the decency and aloof majesty of the Kochi crowd, like a halo of pride.

This kind of halo is like a magic spell, which can make the top of your head shine brightly, and it can also make you have a splitting headache and roll all over the floor.

Shining brightly in front of people, but miserable behind.

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