The road of that year, the moon of that night

In the early morning of winter, just after six o'clock, most people are still asleep.

The four of them were sitting at the dining table, with no warmth at all.

Half the time of the meal passed, no one spoke, and the sound of the collision of dishes and chopsticks was very small.It was gray outside, and it was dark inside.Zuo You got up and turned on the dining lamp directly above the dining table, the white light was on, and the food on the table immediately became radiant.

Without looking up, Zuo Su said, "Waste!"

Yu Siyan pursed his lips to see that the two father and son did not speak after all.

Xia Wei's heart was raised in his throat again, and he was worried about eating this meal.

Zuo You didn't even raise his head, and bravely muttered in a low voice: "It's not what you said, can lights increase appetite?"

Zuo Su raised his eyelids to glance at Zuo You, his eyes stayed on the pale side face for two seconds, and swallowed his last words.

Yu Siyan rarely showed a smiling expression.

After hearing what Zuo You said, Xia Wei was ready for Zuo Su to slap his chopsticks and throw the bowl, but after waiting for a while, there was no movement, so he looked up, and unexpectedly happened to meet Zuo Su's eyes when he wiped his mouth.Immediately straightened his back, looked at a plate of pickled cucumbers in front of him, picked up a chopstick, ate it all in his mouth, chewed it, almost spat it out, and quickly drank a big mouthful of white porridge.

Zuo Su sat on the chair as if he was waiting for the two of them to finish eating. Seeing Zuo You and Xia Wei put down the bowls and chopsticks, he got up and walked towards the sofa.

Xia Wei was thinking about whether to help clear the dining table, when Zuo You stretched out his hand and tugged him.Yu Siyan also raised his chin at the two, signaling them to sit on the sofa.

The two of them squeezed together where Zuo You used to sit, and Zuo Su caught a glimpse from the corner of his eye, and sighed almost inaudibly.

Zuo You looked down at his two clasped hands, seeing that Zuo Su didn't speak, he called out "Dad" and was about to continue, Zuo Su interrupted him and asked: "Go to the hospital for an infusion, or do you want Dr. Qian to come for an infusion? "

Xia Wei and Zuo You were both taken aback. Normally, they must want some time and space to be alone now, but what Zuo Su said obviously meant that Zuo You would stay at home.

Zuo You rubbed his clasped hands, and said, "Let's lose at home." After speaking, he separated his hands, fell to one side, and grabbed Xia Wei's hand.

Xia Wei was scared out of his wits this morning. He only knew that Zuo You was prone to cowardice in public, but he didn't expect him to be so stupid and bold in front of his parents.

Zuo You squeezed it and released it, looked up at Zuo Su, his eyes met, he said with a forced face, "He's my boyfriend, his name is Xia Wei..."

Zuo Su snorted lightly.

Zuo You trembled, but insisted on continuing: "I joined Fuyuan at the end of May. We are colleagues. We have known each other for almost eight months. We only confirmed our relationship in December. His family is from Jin City..."

Yu Siyan started to introduce Xia Wei from Zuo You, then sat in his seat and listened quietly.

Zuo Su leaned back against the sofa and squinted his eyes half-closed, looking forward, with his two palms folded together on his lap, in a posture of listening carefully.

Xia Wei slowly relaxed in the clear telling of Zuo You's timeline, he thought he underestimated Zuo You again.Zuo You didn't want him to be wronged, and he said it hypocritically, as if he was giving him a status, in front of the relatives he cared about the most, no matter whether the two people in front of him recognized him or not, Zuo You would introduce him.

"He is very capable at work. When I first joined the job, I always looked at him with admiration. The village tyrant made trouble. He saved me twice. He is very skilled and good at housework. Due to the nature of the work, the two of us cannot stay in the same city alone, but the scope of work will not be too large, we can get together several times a week..."

As Zuo You said, he turned his head to look at Xia Wei and smiled, Xia Wei wanted to raise his hand to touch his uncomfortably complexioned face, Zuo You's lips were very light, and the lips were chapped and peeled.

"Mom and Dad! I'm not saying this to show off how good I've been without you, I just want to tell you that I've had a good life, before and in the future, and don't worry about me no matter where you move.  … Before A few days ago, a friend of Xia Wei's, cut his wrist and committed suicide." When Zuo You said this, Yu Siyan covered his mouth and exclaimed. Similarly, his mother couldn't accept his sexual orientation, so he was trapped at home for treatment, thinking that the disease 'us' would be cured, but he couldn't take it anymore, cut his wrists and committed suicide, and he was left in a coma for eleven days in hemorrhagic shock. When he woke up, his mother wanted to send him abroad for treatment..."

When Zuo You said this, Zuo Su suddenly cursed, "Stupid!"

Zuo You raised his eyes to look at Xia Wei, there was light beating in his eyes, as if he was waiting for Xia Wei to praise him.He continued: "The afternoon before yesterday, we helped him escape from the hospital and sent him away, so... I am very glad that I am your son."

Xia Wei's heart was greatly touched, his eyes were a little hot, he turned his head and looked aside, he wanted to hug such a Zuoyou.

Zuo Su thought back to what Xia Wei told them about Zuo You's life in the past few years last night, and was thinking about what Zuo You said now, this child is used to reporting good news and not bad news.It really is his son, a good son, who has grown into a towering tree against the wind and rain in a place where he can't see, with luxuriant branches and leaves, and stable roots.

Yu Siyan wiped away the tears at the end of his eyes with his thumb, very puzzled: "Why do you harm your own child so much!"

Xia Wei was also thinking, if Sun Yangtian had a pair of parents like Zuo Su and Yu Siyan when he was young, would his result be better?

Zuo You: "I will come back here to have a look, I think, if you want to see me, can you leave time to come back, or..."

Zuo Su interrupted him and asked, "Or what? You can't make a phone call!"

Zuo You raised his head and looked at Zuo Su in a daze, with tears in his eyes, he nodded after a few seconds and said, "Yes!"

Xia Wei couldn't hold back and raised her hand to run along his back.

Zuo You moved his buttocks and whispered, "I don't have a phone number."

Zuo Su got up and walked to the study room, without replying, he waved his hand and said, "Okay, let's go!"

The three people sitting on the sofa all knew that these words were addressed to Xia Wei, Xia Wei got up and was about to leave with an embarrassing expression on her face.

Zuo You also stood up, looked at Yu Siyan and said, "Mom, I'll see him off."

Yu Siyan is an extremely gentle woman. When she nodded, she opened her mouth with a smile on the corner of her mouth. She seemed to want to say something politely, but she still didn't say anything.

The two of them left the house without speaking a word all the way, they approached the car, pulled the door behind and got into the car at the same time.

Zuo You's illness receded quickly, and he was too weak. He didn't walk far, and when he climbed into the car, he yelled and panted. He just sat down firmly, before the car door was closed, Xia Wei rushed up.

Hugging Zuo You tightly, Xia Wei reached behind his back and closed the car door, sniffing the smell on his body and said, "It can't be done, my heart is going to spit out."

Zuo You was itchy from the breath, turned his head to hide, raised his hand and rubbed Xia Wei's hair and said, "My dad just looks serious, and he doesn't say anything in his mind. You just need to see him a few more times. No, you better not come..."

"Why don't I come?"

"Afraid of you..."

"What are you afraid of? I'm not afraid of anything. No matter how displeased they look at me now, they will look at me a few more times, and they will be pleasing to the eye when they get bored."

"Why didn't you take me back to the hospital yesterday?"

"I wanted to take you back to the hospital, but they saw it. Your dad said 'into the house' twice, and I didn't dare to leave. It was too scary!" relative.

Zuo You was so kissed that he couldn't breathe, avoided him and said, "You don't know, how are you doing in a meeting, right? When the sales managers below saw you, they acted like you saw my dad."

Xia Wei admitted it, and the worry and miss all night made him never want to let Zuo You go, hugging him on his stomach, sitting him, lying him sideways, crossing his legs, kissing and chewing him, he finally became more at ease, When Zuo You pulled the car door and got out of the car, his mind was immediately empty again. No matter how much he ate, he couldn't fill the feeling of emptiness in his heart.

The whole person seems to be plunged into the missing.

Unprecedented, unprecedented, unique...

The two stood beside the car, one step away, Xia Wei put his hands in his pockets, insisting not to look up.

Zuo You thinks Xia Wei like this is very cool, with a dark face, slightly frowning eyebrows, not looking straight at people, with an irritable face, a broad and tall figure standing on the side of the street in the early morning, with a car parked beside him, so cool that you can blind yourself his eyes.

Zuo You started to feel chills again and again, he thought maybe he had a fever again, he asked: "Where are you going?"

Xia Wei raised his head and turned his face to one side, his gaze skipped Zuo You's face, and he said slowly: "Back to Jin City, the training is over, all projects are settled at the end of the year, the end of the year is starting again, and there is no holiday before the annual leave."

Zuo You could hear that he was a little upset, so he deliberately said: "Oh~ that's good, I'm also busy when I go back, so I'll see you in ~~years."

Xia Wei raised his head and stared, followed Zuo You from directly in front of him to the side, stretched out his hand to grab him, and asked through gritted teeth, "You're fat, aren't you?"

Zuo You turned his head, the tip of his nose was very close to Xia Wei's face, the white air from his words was sprayed on his face, and the eyelashes were covered with frost almost instantly: "Yes! Boyfriends are brought home, you say I How brave are you?"

He raised his hand to wipe off the hoarfrost on Xia Wei's eyelashes. As soon as his fingertips touched the frost, they turned into water droplets. The very small water droplets stuck to Xia Wei's eyelashes in a row of large and small. Zuo You pursed his lips, unable to bear it. Played a hooligan on the street: "So sexy! I want to get in the car and pick you up!"

Xia Wei's breathing was stagnant, and his eyes blinked. The upper and lower eyelashes were stuck together by frozen water droplets, and then separated again, imperceptibly slowing down the speed of blinking.

Zuo You took a deep breath, took a step back, and glanced at his crotch. Fortunately, the jacket covered it. He pointed at the tip of Xia Wei's nose: "You did it on purpose! To seduce you! Just wait."

Standing in the cold wind of minus [-] to [-] degrees, Xia Wei actually felt his body was steaming hot. He raised his hand and then put it down again, wanting to shout: "Come back and pick it up!"

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If there is time tomorrow, a car will arrive at the station, and the ticket can be found at wb.