Baima Weiyang

If someone asks me, have you done something over the years, the process has made you regret it countless times, but given you another chance, you will still do it without hesitation.I said yes!

On March 2011, 3, I created a txt in the document that has been with me for nearly two years. When I wrote the opening line "This is the most beautiful lover in the world", I never thought that I would seriously Stick to it until now.

In fact, since I was very young, I have liked to write about this and that, but most of them are poems, prose and so on.When I first came into contact with time-travel romance in junior high school, I suddenly felt a door opened in my life.

When reading a romance novel, there are always various thoughts in the head.I have been trying to write, but my writing has never been able to keep up with the growth of my thinking.Until my freshman year, I finally had a lot of time to do what I like.I wanted to give myself a chance and give it a try, so I had this often sad but also happy experience.

The initial idea of ​​"Bai Ma Wei Young" is unframed, and it can even be said to be very immature.The original inspiration only stayed on a few sporadic and broken plots.For example, Dolma peeked out the window at Cangyang Gyatso, who was meditating in the house. He wanted to go out to find food but was found by him pretending to be asleep.

In fact, I also feel strange, why should such a sweet plot be deducted from a religious theme.It was only when I was writing that I realized that it seemed that only such an arrangement could express what I wanted in my heart:

No matter what people have experienced, misses or betrayals, there will always be a desire for love in the bottom of their hearts, just like a raging river flowing under the ice, that is the initial thought of love.

While writing this article, the biggest obstacle comes from myself.No matter how simple or even nonsensical the article written, every author is an absolutely complicated person.Me too.In the process of creation, I have encountered various negative emotions.

At the beginning of the 11 article, I stopped writing several times, and the final decision was to give up. I stopped for a whole year in 12, and when I saw the comments from readers in 13, I suddenly had a reason to keep going, and started writing non-stop, and I persisted until the end.

I am really grateful to the readers who followed the article all the way and kept encouraging me.Sometimes your inadvertent comments, which may be a short sentence or a long comment, have helped me overcome the difficulties of writing articles one by one.Even many times, readers' comments directly affect my subsequent plot arrangements.Without your support, I might not be able to keep going, so thank you very much.

Many readers asked me before, if I will start a new article after finishing this article.I have also considered for a long time whether to continue on this road.I always feel that I am not suitable for this path. I don’t have enough talent and perseverance, and my initial enthusiasm for writing has slowly been exhausted over time.

However, giving up on a person does not mean giving up on love, and writing is the same for me.Perhaps in the future I will still be unable to resist writing again, but one thing is certain, "Bai Ma Wei Young" will always be the most special to me.Not only because it is my first novel, but also because it has taken all my efforts for nearly two years.

At the beginning, my writing may be a little jerky, and my portrayal of characters is not satisfactory.But later, as the plot progressed, I really felt that I had stepped into the story and experienced the psychology of the various characters in the story.It is precisely because of this that I was tortured even more in the process of writing.

I love every character I have created. It can be said that there are no purely good people or purely bad people in this story. Everyone has many sides. Whether it is the protagonist or the supporting role, they all have their own temperament and characteristics. Write It even got out of my control later on.

This is the first time I have experienced the joy of writing a novel, and that feeling should be unforgettable in my life.

It is said that every author has one or two writing intentions when writing an article. I thought about it for a long time, and finally came to the conclusion that the original purpose of writing this novel was to write it for myself, and then just a few people followed me. I love it just as much.

Of course, there is another important purpose.

I would like to dedicate this document to the most beautiful lover in the world.

About the explanation of the name "Bai Ma Wei Young":

"Spirits and Ghosts" once predicted the birth of Tsangyang Gyatso: "Arrogance was born in the days of war and chaos, and the heart was disgusted and turned to Buddhism. Master Lianhua's illusionary incarnation was destined to be born in the year of Guihai in the water world, and the leader Ujin Lingba will come to the world. From this, it can be concluded that Tsangyang Gyatso is the incarnation of Guru Rinpoche.

Baima means lotus in Tibetan, and Weiyang refers to the half-opened state. The combination means that the lotus is half-opened, and the rest can be imagined by yourself!

About Buddhist scriptures:

When conceiving this subject, I didn't think too much about it.Because Tsangyang Gyatso is a poet, it is inevitable to give people a sense of romance.Since it's a romance novel, its value is limited after all, and I don't have any big ambitions.Therefore, there are not many elaborations on Buddhism in this article, and they are not profound, and what is written may be very far-fetched.However, I really want to share with you some of my experience in reading Buddhist scriptures these days.

If one day, you feel that you have too many desires in your heart and cannot calm your mind, or you encounter difficulties in life and encounter pain that cannot be resolved, you might as well spare some time to read some Buddhist scriptures.A long time ago, whenever I was upset, I would listen to some Buddhist songs.At that time, the effect of Buddhist scriptures on me was simply to calm my mind.

But the creation of "Bai Ma Wei Young" gave me another opportunity.Because of it I started to understand Buddhism more deeply than ever.I found that if you can accept the Buddhist ideas of impermanence and reincarnation, many things can be let go naturally, and you will no longer have so much fear in your heart.

For ordinary people, such things as enlightenment and fruition are too difficult.But Buddhist scriptures have meaning for everyone.Perhaps because the opportunity has not arrived, or because all beings are obsessed with obsession, the Buddha cannot make everyone become a Buddha, but he can definitely teach you to be a good person.Treat others with a compassionate heart, and your pain and troubles will be reduced a lot.

And I am constantly learning.