Squad leader

Ding Yang parked his car on the south side of the road, and through the windows of the alley, he could see that the lights of Jiang Tian's house were on.

Ding Yang stood by the side of the road and dialed the phone again with trembling hands.

After 42 seconds, it hangs up automatically and no one answers.

Ding Yang continued to make calls, each call was automatically hung up after 42 seconds of connection tone.

Ding Yang's feverish mind gradually cooled down. He poked a few words on the screen and sent a text message.

At that time, Jiang Tian, ​​who was laying lifelessly on the bed, heard the constant vibrations. Every time the screen showed a group photo of Ding Yang and himself. Fortunately, he put the phone on the table and ignored it until a notification sound Different text messages come in.

——I'm across the road from your house. If you don't come out, I'll go to your house.

Jiang Tian felt cold all over, he only knew that he could run without a trace, but he forgot that Ding Yang could come to him.

Ding Yang would definitely be able to force his way in.

Can't let the family know.

Jiang Tian looked in the mirror hastily. There was no way to hide his walnut-like eyes. He tried to cover his eyes with his bangs.

Taking a few deep breaths, Jiang Tian clicked the callback on the screen.

It was connected almost instantly after dialing.

"Jiang Tian, ​​are you at home?"

"Well, I'm home."

Ding Yang calmed down his breathing quickly, "You, what do you mean by the text message you sent me? Did someone take your mobile phone to play a prank, and whoever did it, I will cut him, you scared me to death!"

"It's not someone else, but I want to break up with you."

Ding Yang's voice suddenly raised, "What did you say?!"

Jiang Tian gritted his teeth and said word by word: "I want to break up with you."

"What do you mean, say it again! You fucking say it again."

Jiang Tian tried his best to suppress his urge to cry, wiped his face, and stood at the door of his house, separated by the wide eight-lane road, Ding Yang was in the south, he was in the north, and the eyes of the two met from afar.

The distance is too far, the expression is blurred, and the emotion cannot be seen clearly.

"Let's break up, we have no future together."

"You fucking fart!"

The two were talking on their mobile phones, but Jiang Tian could feel Ding Yang's furious voice roaring from the south side of the road.

Jiang Tian silently repeated the rhetoric he had been thinking about for a long time, trying to keep his tone from fluctuating, "Ding Yang, I am very grateful for your help this year, of course I think I have helped you a lot , we are even, no one owes anyone, now that the exam is over, I don’t need to take your labor as a free driver, I did well in the exam, I am going to the place of my dream, we are different, don’t you Drag me, I don't want to..."

Jiang Tian took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, and finally found his own voice: "I don't want to be called a disgusting homosexual by others after finally arriving at the place of my dreams, and I am not homosexual in the first place. It's just a momentary curiosity. So, don't delay me, and I won't delay you either. "

"Jiang! God!"

Ding Yang wanted to grit his teeth, Jiang Tian could still feel his almost cannibalistic eyes on the eight-lane road, "Did I get a name as a coolie with you this fucking year?"

"Use each other, I will make up your lessons for you, and you contribute a little bit, and we will settle the accounts."

"Who the hell is going to settle accounts with you? What do you think of me? I treat you with all my heart and soul. What do you think of me? Tell me..."

Jiang Tian looked at Ding Yang leaning against the car with his eyes full of sadness, but he still had to grit his teeth and say the most cruel words.

As the saying goes, it is better to be clean and tidy once when it is interrupted, but it will be messed up by it.

"Student, at the same table, no matter how bad you are, you will have sex. Anyway, we are both men and don't have to pay any responsibilities. Could it be that you still have a child in your arms for me to raise?"

Ding Yang hammered on the car door angrily, "Get the fuck out of here."

"Go back, let's not meet again in the future."

Ding Yang clutched his phone angrily, and shouted directly across the road: "Jiang Tian, ​​come here!"

Jiang Tian squeezed the phone with almost exhaustion, he shook his head, "It's not necessary, let's make it clear on the phone now, our ridiculous relationship is over, let's be classmates in the future."

Ding Yang was completely overwhelmed, he let out a few low growls, "Are you not afraid that I will go to your house and tell your parents about us?"

Jiang Tian had already expected that he would say this. He had only two cards in his life, and everyone was holding them tight. Just a few words forced him to have no way out.

"Don't force me, we can still be classmates in the future, if you hurt my parents, I will really hate you for the rest of my life."

"I forced you?" Ding Yang leaned against the car, and laughed dryly at himself, "Why don't you think about who is forcing whom?! You don't want me to hurt your parents, you just don't care Hurt me without hesitation? How can I, Ding Yang, owe you to be spoiled by you like this? You don’t want me one or two, and what you say is better than farting. "

Ding Yang wiped away his tears with his school uniform, "You are determined not to want me, are you?"

Jiang Tian took a deep breath, and his fingernails hurt, "Yes."

Ding Yang stared at Jiang Tian fiercely across the road, and said word by word: "You, say, again!"

Across a wide road, Jiang Tian couldn't see his specific expression clearly, but he wanted to be burned by the anger spreading over him, he bit his lips tightly, "I said, I don't want you anymore, we separate!"

Ding Yang choked out a bloody contempt in his chest, "You don't want me, right? Then I don't care about you anymore! Listen to me, it's me, Ding Yang, who doesn't care about you. How far can you go? , whoever wants to be your classmate, what I don’t need when I transfer schools every day is such crap as classmates, you are a fucking fart!”

"Listen, you Jiang Tian are nothing in my heart! I don't want you anymore!"

"That's fine, anyway, it's a meaning, then I'll hang up first."

Jiang Tian put the phone in his pocket and turned around to leave.

Ding Yang didn't know that the two of them had really broken up until he heard the huge door bolt slamming the door of Jiang Tian's house. He shivered and huddled up, leaning against the car door and crying loudly. An unwanted stray dog.

He slammed the steering wheel in pain, feeling painless, and muttered to himself: "What I said was all angry, why can't you hear it, aren't you very smart?"

"Why do you want to break up? Aren't we good? If I'm not good, I can change it. I can learn from my grades. Why, why? If you are worried about outsiders' opinions, we can move out. We can go to a country that accepts us, and I can learn the language, and I will study hard in college."

"Why, you said we carried it together, why did you let go first?"

I asked [-] whys, and no one answered half of them.

Ding Yang looked at the exercise book on the passenger seat, suddenly remembered something, turned the car around and rushed to school.

Jiang Tian, ​​who was secretly sitting on the roof of his bungalow, was relieved to see him drive away, and he called Ding Lu.

"Hello?" The voice was quite similar to Ding Yang's, but Ding Lu's voice was lower.

"It was me. Ding Yang drove away. He should not have a driver's license. After all, he is your brother. Check his safety and hang up like this."

Jiang Tian hung up the phone and blocked the contact directly.

He stands alone on the roof of the bungalow and looks at this dilapidated small village. He is about to leave here. He can have a better and higher future as the teachers and parents expect. He is the golden phoenix flying out of the chicken coop. He will also become an obedient and good boy among his peers, rigidly following other people's expectations like a robot.

The track deviation in the past six months is like an edited movie clip, and no one except himself knows that he has also rebelled crazily.

Goodbye, Ding Yang.

Jiang Tian felt as if he was dead at this moment, the fresh Jiang Tian was dead, and only the stupid good boy who could only learn was left.

When Ding Lu found Ding Yang, he slumped on the ground holding a bunch of deformed flowers that he had picked up, and the smell of alcohol was so strong that he couldn't open his eyes.

Ding Lu frowned in disgust, "Who are you showing this ghostly look to?"

Ding Yang was too lazy to raise his eyelids to look at him, and said angrily, "None of your business."

He picked up the wine and poured it down his throat. He drank too hard and choked a few mouthfuls. His stomach turned nauseated, and he vomited faintly while holding the toilet.

Ding Lu scolded angrily: "For the sake of your little squad leader, what are you doing? Are you ashamed?!"

Ding Yang suddenly raised his head and asked, "How do you know?"

His mind was in trouble, and after turning around twice, he became clearer in an instant. He gritted his teeth and stared at Ding Lu, "Did you go to him? Did you force him to break up?"

Ding Yang couldn't help but lift up to pick up Ding Lu's collar, and raised his fist to hit him in the face.

"Damn it, Ding Yang, you are fucking sick!"

Ding Lu also kicked twice unambiguously, Ding Yang drank too much and his body was flimsy, and one of them couldn't stand still and fell hard to the ground, his eyes were red, and he jumped up to fight Ding Lu before he could recover. Ding Lu rolled up his sleeves, and the two of them scuffled together within a moment, punching each other with death, without mercy.

In contrast, Ding Lu still saved some face, after all Ding Yang is his younger brother.

The two of them were tired from fighting, and they were all dressed up.

Ding Yang pressed his ribs and inhaled in pain.

Ding Lu was not much better either, his suit was so wrinkled that he couldn't see it, and there were injuries on the corners of his mouth and face.

Ding Lu pressed the wound on the corner of his mouth with his thumb and wiped away the blood, "Ding Yang, you are fucking sick, you only bite your family members!"

Ding Yang gasped and growled, "Family? When did you fucking control me?"

He wanted to wipe his tears with his arms, but his shoulder hurt so badly that he couldn't move it. It was probably dislocated, and he didn't care about that much. He leaned on the sofa with one leg bent and the other crossed, with his head leaning against the sofa, and tears flowed down his temples. nasty.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and said leisurely: "Brother, do you know how I have lived these past few years?"

Ding Lu was taken aback, he didn't expect Ding Yang to say this, his expression was what Ding Yang expected, Ding Yang sneered, and muttered to himself, "I'm here alone, except for fighting with my parents When I was in high school, I couldn’t hear your voices at all. When I was a sophomore in high school, this trick didn’t work, and you ignored me even if I got into a fight. Everyone thought I was a waste, a bad student, and I didn’t know anything except fighting, relying on my family Rich but not educated."

"But then I was really a piece of trash."

Ding Yang endured the pain in his ribs and arms and wiped away his tears, "I obediently changed schools and changed schools. I have a bunch of classmates and friends, but they all look down on me from the bottom of their hearts. I just don't love my mother. People who don’t want me, compared with stray dogs, I have more litters. I finally met a person who didn’t wear colored glasses to look at me. At first I bullied him. He had a good temper but also got angry. I won't scold anyone..."

Ding Yang fell into memory for a moment, but the pain at the corner of his mouth told him what was the truth, "Only he doesn't regard me as a bad student, he is willing to talk to me, cook for me, give me tutoring, I fucking like him what the hell ! People treat me wholeheartedly. If I don’t even touch my snacks, am I still a fucking human?!”

Ding Yang uncontrollably picked up the wine bottle at hand and threw it at Ding Lu, but apparently he had no strength in his hand, the can rolled around twice and stopped beside Ding Lu's leather shoes.

Ding Yang was in such a mess. Ding Lu saw that when he was a child, he went to gang fights with Zhao Tuo and his friends, but he was repaired by the other seniors. Refuse to admit mistakes.

It was the first time he saw Ding Yang like this.

Ding Lu spat, "Could you be a bitch?!"

Ding Yang shook his head, the child acted like a baby and stretched out his hand like sugar, "No, I want him, you give him back to me!"

Ding Lu was panted heavily by his cowardice, "Then if the mother is a woman, what do you like, you are sick, and you are gay like others, you want to make your parents lose their heads, ah?!"

Ding Yang chuckled twice, not daring to breathe because of the pain in his ribs, "What's wrong with homosexuality? They didn't murder and set fire, is it useful to be a woman? Didn't you also get opposed to chasing your sister-in-law at that time? What kind of virtue did you make yourself?" Get out of here, I don’t have any clues! I understand, as long as it’s not someone they like or a god, they don’t agree!”

Ding Lu kicked Ding Yang, "Shut up, it's two different things! I'm not fucking gay!"

Ding Yang shook his head in pain, the effect of alcohol made him a little confused, "I don't know if I am, I have never liked anyone since I was a child, you don't teach me, I don't know what liking is, everyone Don't wait to see me, Jiang Tian treats me well, I want to treat him well, it's that simple, it has nothing to do with homosexuality, I like him whether he is male or female, even if he is some other monster, I also like him."

Ding Yang cried so much that his wounds all over his body were as if a knife had been stabbed in him. He would die from the pain of breathing. He ignored Ding Lu and started talking to himself: "Why do you force us! Since you didn't care about me before, why did you jump out again? Blind beep beep!"

"What are you coming at me for, don't force him, he's already under a lot of pressure!"

"He's so clean, what are you trying to do to me, I'm a rough man, please don't force him..."

Ding Yang clutched his chest, curled up with his back arched, and was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

"The person I hold in the palm of my hand, how can you be willing..."

"Brother, I beg you, don't worry about me. Don't force him, I beg you this time, I beg you, don't force him..."

Ding Lu just wanted to raise his hand to give him comfort, but suddenly stopped, and turned into a fist, "I'm your brother, I have to take care of it, if you let dad know, do you think it's that simple, he will be scrupulous You are his son, but he will not care about the life and death of your little squad leader."

Ding Yang felt his own powerlessness for a moment, just like seeing Ding Lu run away from home a few years ago in order to be with his beloved one, and finally had nowhere to go and was forced to go home in embarrassment.

From childhood to adulthood, the two brothers have completely different personalities, but they have a common understanding of Lao Ding: a capitalist who is only interested in profit, and he will never show mercy when it comes to matters of profit and reputation.He is a successful businessman but not a good father. He gave his children unique financial conditions, but made his children lack the most basic care and love.

Ding Lu picked up Ding Yang's collar, "You fucking think I'm willing to do this kind of crap. If your little squad leader is forced to fail to go to school, who are you going to cry! You fucking think It's great if you can fight yourself, you fucking shit!"

Ding Lu straightened his suit with the last demeanor, wiped off the blood stains on his face in the mirror, slammed the door hard and left calmly.

In the empty two-bedroom room, Ding Yang was the only one left with suppressed sobs.

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