Squad leader

After that day, Jiang Tian never saw Ding Yang again.

Everyone has gone on vacation, and looked at the space and circle of friends. Some went out for travel, some returned to their hometowns, and some returned to online games, clamoring to return to the top. The most hated one is Zhou Yuwen, after the exam On the second day of the trial, I posted a picture of shopping with Zhang Mengyao and drinking milk tea hand in hand. The comments below were sour, and the one with the biggest reaction was Zhang Lei. Asking Zhou Yuwen to compensate him, Zhou Yuwen also happily decided to invite him to dinner.

In the same week after the test, there is another oral English test, which costs 15 yuan. If you want to take the test, you can take the test. Those who are willing to major in English must take the test.

The speaking test is not a unified arrangement by the school for the teacher to lead the team, but for the students to arrive at the test room on time and on time with their certificates. Only a few days after the test is over, you can see the lush souls of each one, with red, yellow and green hair, and a girl. A boy who wore his pretty little skirt and was even more voluptuous rode a cool motorcycle, which attracted whistles from the scene.

Jiang Tian was going to Beijing to take the self-enrolment exam the next day. The teacher arranged for him to take the exam ahead of time. The exam ended in less than 10 minutes. He just saw a figure who looked like Ding Yang in the crowd of people in the exam room, and he ran away. , he didn't have any face to meet Ding Yang.

On the way to Beijing for the self-enrollment examination, Jiang Tian was still alone, just like his years of school experience, and he never had a classmate for more than three years.His parents took great pains to send him to an expensive private elementary school, then to a key city junior high school, and then to a city key high school.

His whole life has been a template for top students.

Jiang Tian was lying on the bed with a headache as if his head was about to split open. It was not a sudden pain, but a continuous pain like a crack in his head and ants biting the edge bit by bit.

Even when he was under the greatest pressure of study, he never had such a serious headache.

He hammered his head twice, took out ibuprofen from the bedside table and swallowed two tablets raw, endured the pain and got up to pack his luggage.

For the first time, the schoolbag that was thrown aside after the exam was seen again.When he saw a small square box in his schoolbag, the stone on his chest suddenly shattered into thousands of pieces of glass, which hit his heart with a crash, and his head was so painful that it was about to explode.

Trembling, he opened a velvet box that was not as big as a fist, a small sound quality ring, without any decoration, simple and exquisite, with a "T&Y" engraved on the inside.

Jiang Tian knelt on the ground clutching the ring, his throat was suddenly squeezed by pain, maybe he was too tired, he couldn't even cry.

He opened his mouth in an attempt to get some air, but his whole body was trembling and he couldn't use his strength.

On the high-speed train to Beijing alone, the city he yearns for is still full of hustle and bustle and mystery. In the past, he used to yearn for commuting between the university and his home. Someone can book a ticket and sit together. During the five-hour journey, someone Play mobile games together, chase dramas, and sleep for a while when you are tired from playing.

After taking the exam in a procedural manner, he simply strolled around the Old Summer Palace. The hotel cost more than 400 a night, and it was not interesting for Jiang Tian to go alone.

Before the exam, Lao An had vaccinated him. This kind of exam is not to select the best from the best, but to select the best from the elite, and to choose the best from the best. Even if you fail the exam, you don’t need to worry about it. Jiang Tian’s mind is quite calm , because the subject is indeed impossible to understand in all likelihood, only after he went to college did Jiang know that those little tadpoles on the math paper are called calculus.

After returning to City J, Jiang Tian went directly to the shopping mall to work as a cashier while his grades had not yet come down. Simple summer work, just scan the QR code to pay, and he can transfer shifts if he has something to do. He plans to wait more than half a month for the holidays of junior and senior high schools. Find a part-time job as a teaching assistant. It is more than enough to tutor middle school students at his level. It is like earning a little living expenses for college in advance. After college, you can no longer continue to put so much pressure on your family.

Part-time work almost fills Jiang Tian's life, and relatives have come to contact him to ask him to give tutoring to their children. Apart from part-time work, he is preparing lessons at home according to textbooks.

However, when I go to sleep at night, I still get used to the position on the left side.

Empty.

"Excuse me, do you have any members? Do you need a shopping bag?" Jiang Tian lowered his head to scan the QR code, and pulled the products from the conveyor belt one by one.

"A large bag, the membership number... is my mobile phone number."

The voice was indescribably hoarse, depressed and trembling, Jiang Tian suddenly raised his head, facing Shang Ding Yang's bloodshot eyes.

The two were deadlocked like this.

The customer behind Ding Yang poked his head out to take a look, and made two vague reminders. Jiang Tian lowered his head in a panic, and skillfully typed Ding Yang's mobile phone number, took out a large shopping bag, printed a receipt and handed it to Ding Yang.

Instant noodles, cola, beer, and liquor are all things that are not good for the body.

Jiang Tian supported the bag to put it in, and Ding Yang also grabbed the goods and put them in the bag. The hands of the two inevitably touched each other. Ding Yang was wearing the ring on his hand, which was exactly the same style, reflecting the silvery white Light, cold light.

Jiang Tian withdrew his hand in a panic.

Ding Yang lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry for you about my brother."

Jiang Tian couldn't hide anything from his expression. He lowered his head to suppress his emotions, and pretended to have never heard Ding Yang's words, and forced out a professional smirk, "Welcome next time."

Then start serving the next customer immediately.

Ding Yang was carrying a big bag of junk food, with an ugly expression on his face, his facial features were almost wrinkled, and he walked away from the cashier step by step as if his legs were filled with lead.

Jiang Tian quickly adjusted his state, as if the episode just now didn't exist, gritted his teeth and endured a headache and continued to scan the code.

Sorry is the most weightless and meaningless word in this world.

Because behind all sorry is undeniable hurt.

Since it is hurt, why forgive?Why should I forgive?

No one is a saint, and no one needs to forgive anything.

Besides, in this whole incident, Ding Yang was the one who was hurt the most.

Jiang Tian has no position to judge whether Ding Lu is doing right or not, because he cannot deny that the hurtful words Ding Lu said before are indeed the problems that actually exist in this society, and they are indeed the cruel status quo that they will encounter after they are together.

His parents, Ding Yang's parents, Ding Yang, what position should they take in this deformed love, they will not be the victim.

If he wanted to choose a victim, Jiang Tian would push himself out as a villain without hesitation.

From this point of view, it is also the most reasonable.

Because he is a good student.

He is the best in everything, he cherishes his reputation and dumped Ding Yang without hesitation, this logic is so perfect.

He was so perfect that he almost believed it.

When it was time to change shifts, Jiang Tian took off his hat and was sweating profusely.

I can't tell if it's a headache or a stomachache.

He pressed his stomach and flicked his pockets to find ibuprofen. Unfortunately, the tablet tray was empty.

In just half a month, I ate up a box of ibuprofen.

According to this efficiency, Jiang Tian can become a VIP user of ibuprofen.

Seeing that there were no trash cans around, he put the empty tablet board into his pocket, and sat in the staff rest area, panting in pain.

"Xiao Jiang, are you okay? You look so ugly." The eldest sister of the foreman looked at him worriedly.

Jiang Tian shook his head, "It's okay, just a little stomachache, it's an old problem."

Gritting his teeth, Jiang Tian took off his work vest and put it in the cabinet, and walked out of the mall.

The air-conditioning in shopping malls in summer is too high, and the temperature difference with the outdoors is at least seven or eight degrees.

When the heat wave hit, Jiang Tian felt like he was about to vomit, and felt like his whole body was being torn apart.

Can't stand it anymore.

Jiang Tian's eyes turned white, and his body hit the ground heavily.

Jiang Tian's last impression was the smell of laundry detergent with the fragrance of Libai camellia tea, which was inexplicably reassuring.

Jiang Tian was almost woken up by a headache.

The first thing he saw when he opened his eyes was Wang Ruiqin's tired face.

His mother is a good-looking person, even though she is over 40 years old, but because of her fair skin, she looks like 31, but she can't bear the burden of life, and she has no less wrinkles and white hair, just like those urban women who wear exquisite makeup Still far from it.

"You wake up every day? How can you tell your mother?"

Jiang Tian blinked hard to make sure that he was in the hospital, and suddenly he remembered the scene before he fainted!

Ding Yang!

"Mom, why are you here? How did I come to the hospital?"

The nurse who came over to change the dressing took a look at his condition, took a brief note, and replied casually: "Your classmate brought you here. You are in a serious condition and need to be operated on as soon as possible."

Wang Ruiqin nodded, "Ding Yang called me. When I came over, he ran up and down to hospitalize you. You have to thank him after watching him."

Jiang Tian suddenly felt uncomfortable. Hearing Ding Yang's name from Wang Ruiqin, he wondered if his closest relatives would continue to be kind if they knew about the shady relationship between the two.

Jiang Tian answered vaguely, "Okay."

Wang Ruiqin went to pay for Jiang Tian. After the doctor came to check the ward, the sister nurse just hung up the water for him and gave him a few instructions. Just as he was about to leave, Jiang Tianqiang supported half of his body, "Excuse me, the one who sent me... , do you know where he is now?"

The nurse shook her head, "Let's probably go now. When I brought you here, I felt like I was going crazy. We were all scared, and then I paid you for the busy registration and payment. You, a little classmate, are quite generous. .”

The nurse pointed to the deformed pill board thrown on the floor, "By the way, take less ibuprofen in the future, and don't take it if you can. You know your physical condition, and that thing can't be eaten. "

Jiang Tian whispered: "I have a headache recently, so I can only take some pain relief first."

"You children don't pay attention to your body at all. If you are really uncomfortable, go and take a picture. Don't get sick all over your body at the age of 20."

Jiang Tian forced a smile, "I see, thank you."

"Take a good rest, and the operation will be arranged for you as soon as possible."

Jiang Tian twisted his movements to pick up the empty tablet board on the ground and flattened it little by little with his hands without needles. He seemed to see Ding Yang's struggling and suppressed anger.

The hospital and the RT-Mart Supermarket where Jiang Tian works are just across the door. Jiang Tian never dared to imagine Ding Yang's anxiety and fear when he was sent to the hospital, and what kind of mood he was in to register him, inform his parents, and finally leave quietly.

He didn't dare to think about it, whether he wanted to or not.

He owes Ding Yang too much.

During the whole half month of hospitalization after the operation, Jiang Tian didn't see Ding Yang.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, he received a bouquet of sunflowers at the door of the ward. The golden bouquet was tougher than roses and more simple than lilies.

There is no flower in the world that gives people more strength than the sun flower.

Life chasing the sun chasing the sun.

However, Jiang Tian felt that he was not worthy of this kind of flower. His life seemed to be hidden in the shadow of others. He only dared to show his pretense to his elders and teachers, and he hid the rest of the rebellious and paranoid ones. of.

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