Squad leader

In 2017, the national English test scores were normal. If you don’t understand something like English, you don’t understand a single word. You can understand it no matter how difficult it is. Why are the types of shrubs different? I scratched my head and thought for a long time and couldn’t figure out why. After reading the answers for a long time, all the candidates scolded the questioner. The reason for the different green plants on both sides is that the management departments on both sides are different. A geography question!

The bell rang for the end of English, and the students clamored to be liberated.

There was no expected embracing and crying, no textbooks flying all over the sky from upstairs.

Those who were acquainted or in the same class carried their schoolbags and chatted about their summer vacation plans while walking, and there were also candidates who walked downstairs alone, biting their lips in silence.

In the small square, teachers in bright red T-shirts waited for students.

Jiang Tian talked to a girl from the same class that he met by chance, and asked her to tell Lao An that his parents would come to pick him up, so that he would not go back with everyone.

During the process of the college entrance examination, many parents have been accompanying the exam. It is normal to follow the parents in advance. The classmate nodded.

Jiang Tian walked down another staircase and left through a side door of No. [-] Middle School without waiting for Ding Yang.

He didn't dare to look back, he was afraid that once he turned back, he wouldn't be able to leave, and he didn't dare to imagine that Ding Yang's expectant expression would cool down a little bit, he just felt as cold as being put into an ice cellar, but it was clearly the sixth day of midsummer. moon.

The year I met Ding Yang was the most unrepeatable day in his life. It was the first time in his history that he fought, the first time he quarreled with someone with a red neck, the first time he received a birthday gift carefully prepared by others, and the first time he was embarrassed. Unbearable, for the first time, against the wishes of parents and teachers, I did something that they did not agree with.

The first time you love someone, the first time you give up someone...

His 19 years of smooth sailing and praise as a model life of a good student have all been disrupted in this short year.

It's time to get back on track.

There was a commotion behind him, no one noticed his strangeness, and everyone thought his sad face was just because he didn't do well in the exam.

Jiang Tian stopped a taxi and called Lao Jiang who was helping him pack his books and luggage at school.

"Dad, I'll take a taxi home first. Just take your luggage home. I won't go back to school."

Before Lao Jiang could reply, Jiang Tian hung up the phone and lay down in the back seat of the taxi exhausted.

The driver glanced in the rearview mirror and saw that he looked like a student and was about to cry. Nine out of ten it was because he didn't do well in the exam, so he didn't dare to say anything, and sent him home in silence.

Jiang Tian finished paying, looked at the countless messages on his phone, and simply replied a three-character text message, then threw the phone aside, spread himself on the bed, stared at the ceiling with empty eyes, and use the sleeve of his school uniform spinelessly Wiping tears, the quality of the school uniform is poor, the material is very hard, and the skin hurts, but he can't feel it, the suppressed crying can't be amplified, he can't tell where the pain is all over his body, but he can't breathe Then, his stomach was burning like a fire, he got up with the last of his strength and took out the ibuprofen, without washing it with water, he swallowed two tablets directly.

When Lao Jiang and Wang Ruiqin were packing Jiang Tian's luggage, they faintly sensed that something was wrong when they received a call, and hurried home. Jiang Tian curled up on the bed, clutching his stomach ache, speechless, his eyes swollen like walnuts.

"Tiantian, what's wrong with you?"

Seeing him clutching his stomach, Wang Ruiqin said nervously, "Did you get appendicitis during the exam?"

Jiang Tian tightened his body, and when Wang Ruiqin's hand touched his hand, he dodged reflexively, and only relaxed a little after he vaguely saw the person.

Lao Jiang's face was dark, "I didn't pass the exam, did I?"

Wang Ruiqin poked Lao Jiang with his elbow, "Tell Mom every day where it hurts, let's go to the hospital first, if you really don't do well in the exam, it's a big deal and you can go back to school for another year."

Wang Ruiqin sighed, "You said that this illness is really not the right time, why did it happen during the college entrance examination..."

Jiang Tian could no longer hear what they were saying. Lao Jiang and Wang Ruiqin began to argue in a high-pitched tone. Jiang Tian sat up with difficulty. The painkiller he took just now had some effect, but the doctor said that ibuprofen hurt his stomach. Eating too much is not good either.

Fortunately, it's not sad, otherwise this heart really has nothing to hurt.

"Mom, I'm fine. I did well in the exam. Stop arguing with my dad. I'm under too much pressure after the exam. Stop arguing."

Wang Ruiqin glared at Lao Jiang blushingly, and couldn't hide the joy on his face when he heard Jiang Tian say that he did well in the exam, "Tiantian, are you serious?"

Jiang Tian nodded.

Wang Ruiqin looked at him with a pale face in distress, "Appendicitis must have occurred, does it still hurt?"

"No, it's just that I've been under too much pressure recently, and I'll be fine after the exam."

Lao Jiang's face softened a little, "If you feel uncomfortable, go to the hospital quickly, don't smudge every day, this time the exam is over, go to the surgery in two days."

"it is good."

Wang Ruiqin looked at him distressedly: "Then you have a good rest, mom will cook for you."

After his parents left, Jiang Tian felt like a puppet, who was thrown in a corner after being pulled out of a thread. His mind was full of Ding Yang, and he didn't know where Ding Yang would be at this time. Did Ding Yang receive the flower he ordered? , Did Ding Lu come to pick him up from the examination room, other people's babies have family members to receive flowers, he can't greet his own baby with flowers, at least he has a family by his side.

And... Is he also sad now?

Jiang Tian slapped himself hard. It looked like he was looking for something to do, but after the college entrance examination, he couldn't find anything. His whole senior year was Ding Yang except for his studies. Now that both of them have been withdrawn, he unexpectedly I was a little confused for a moment.

He picked up his phone, and the numbers that kept popping up on various social software were Ding Yang's information.

Phone calls, text messages, QQ, WeChat, and even emails have all sent messages.

——Brother Tian, ​​where are you?

—Brother, don’t scare me, don’t be kidding me

——Jiang Tian, ​​get out of here, what the hell are you talking about?

——Jiang Tian, ​​call me back immediately

——Squad leader, where have you been?

——Brother, please call me back, at least let me know where you are now

——What do you mean, please explain clearly

- Don't want me anymore

……

From inquiry to questioning, from anxiety to anger, from bewilderment to powerlessness.

No one knows how Ding Yang got here in just a few hours.

When the exam just ended, Ding Yang waited downstairs for more than ten minutes without seeing anyone. He suddenly realized that Jiang Tian might be too depressed to stay alone in the classroom to digest, but when he rushed to the exam room, The invigilator happened to be locking the door.

Empty, with no one.

Ding Yang thought that maybe Jiang Tian got on the bus ahead of time, and when he got on the bus with the class team, he saw a conspicuous banner with red background and white characters drawn between the landscape trees in front of the experimental bus-Ding Yang's title on the gold list.

Ding Lu stood there in a suit and leather shoes. He was not too hot in the almost [-]-degree weather, and he was holding a very childish bouquet of lollipops in his hand.

The classmates who didn't know why saw such a handsome guy kept booing, "Brother Yang, who is this? Such a big row of noodles?"

Ding Yang looked at Ding Lu with mixed feelings for a moment, and angrily chased away the booers, "Go, go, this is my brother."

He ran over in two or three steps, Ding Lu put away his phone, still with a cold face, "Mom and Dad asked me to come and see you, and pick you up from the exam room, how did you do in the exam?"

Ding Yang pursed his lower lips uncomfortably. He hadn't cared about him for so many years. This sudden warmth made people wonder how to react.

He glanced at the earthy warmth of the banner and flowers, and was a little surprised by Ding Lu's taste.

"You bought this?"

"No, a clerk in a flower shop saw me and gave it to me. It's probably a mistake. I thought it was for you, so I took it for you."

The two are brothers, and they look alike, so it's not surprising that they admit their mistakes.

Ding Yang was startled, and suddenly thought of something, he took the lollipop flower and looked at it carefully, the flavor of the lollipop has been selected, and only a scrupulous academic master can do such a tricky thing.

It's Jiang Tian!

Ding Yang looked around, but there was no one he wanted to see on the bus, so he began to search anxiously regardless of his appearance, and asked the squad leader where he was when he stopped someone.

Seeing his blushing face, Lao An thought that he was hit because he failed the exam, and he was relieved when he heard someone say, "The class monitor left with the parents ahead of time." He glanced at Ding Lu behind Ding Yang, "Your parents are here, you can go with them."

Ding Yang frowned, Jiang Tian disappeared so suddenly without telling him anything, it always gave him a bad feeling, as if once he disappeared, he would never reappear.

Ding Yang felt a stagnation in his heart, an extremely bad premonition, and he asked Ding Lu, "Did you come by car?"

"Yes what's the matter?"

"Give me the car keys!"

"Why do you need a key? You don't even have a driver's license."

"Give it to you if you want it! What a lot of nonsense!"

Ding Yang pretended to come up to grab it, but Ding Lu threw the car keys to him, "If you get caught in a fast car, I won't go and get you."

"Don't worry, you don't need to fish it if you go in."

Ding Yang put the flowers on the co-pilot, and started the car impatiently to go to school. The worst plan in his mind was that Jiang Tian was in a bad mood for the exam and hid alone, but at least he had to go back to school to pack up a lot of books and bedding Messy luggage.

Taking advantage of the red light, Ding Yang quickly picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to Jiang Tian. The more he waited, the more anxious he became, and the more anxious he became, the more irritable he became. However, no matter how anxious Ding Yang was, how many messages he sent, no one answered the phone, and there was no reply from any chat software. .

Ding Yang parked the car, flung his long legs and ran to the dormitory. The parents of other students in the dormitory were helping to pack their luggage. Jiang Tian’s bed was already empty. A middle-aged man with the same happy face.

"Hi uncle, where is the person in this bed, have you met?"

Zhang Lei's father looked at the anxious young man in front of him, but he didn't understand the situation. He thought it was because the students had wandered away from their parents, "Your parents were still here, and they left after cleaning up, Zhang... "

Just when I wanted to ask Zhang Lei if he was back, he hurriedly said thank you and ran away.

Ding Yang cursed secretly while running up the stairs.

People just disappeared so suddenly, according to Jiang Tian's temper, he would never get angry on a whim, it's too weird to disappear suddenly.

There was no sign of it, it was as if it had never existed.

After getting off the dormitory building, Ding Yang's cell phone rang, and it was a text message from Jiang Tian:

— break up

With the sound of "Weng", Ding Yang felt as if his world had exploded. What does this mean? What does Jiang Tian mean?

Ding Yang stood on the small square of the school and looked around blankly. He was still rushing upstairs, but suddenly became decadent and weak. His chest was suddenly so stuffy that he couldn't breathe. Before my mind could understand what these three words meant, tears had already hit the ground.

So sad!

Really breathless!

Every time I took a breath, it felt as if it was blocked by something, my chest was swollen and painful, and the painful person was cold all over.

Ding Yang rushed up to the teaching building without hesitation. He ignored Lu Lei's greeting on the way and jumped up the steps to the fourth floor.

empty!

Jiang Tian's seat is empty!Textbooks and bookends are gone.

All that was left was the useless exercise book, and a lone candy box with a few diamonds in it that had melted.

Where did he go? !

What is he?

Throwing down a handful of lollipops that don't know what they mean, they disappeared, without even farting, and just saying "break up" just wanted to dump Ding Yang clean? !

So what exactly is this year, and what are their crazy and lively days together?

Ding Yang gritted his molars angrily, the hostility in his eyes wished he could fight with someone immediately.

The students returning on the bus returned to the classroom a few minutes after Ding Yang. Everyone clamored for the liberation of studying hard for more than ten years. The students who were going to take the self-enrollment exam were given a few sets of practice questions, and after a few instructions, they patted their buttocks and went to the meeting.

Ding Yang sat on Jiang Tian's seat, his eyes were red from holding back, and his chest heaved violently as he watched the students around him laughing and playing.

"Ding Yang, are you waiting for the monitor?"

Ding Yang raised his head suddenly, and was looking at the friendly eyes of his classmates at work. His cannibalistic expression frightened the girl for a moment. Ding Yang remembered that this girl was on the same floor as Jiang Tian in the examination room.

"Do you know where the monitor is?"

The girl swallowed her saliva, "The class monitor left after the exam. He said that the parents would come to pick him up. Please let me tell Lao An. Then he left from the stairs on the west side of the exam room. He should be at home now."

Please ask others to ask for leave, avoid him and leave by the side stairs. Parents are clearly at school but they say they are outside the examination room.

What on earth is Jiang Tian thinking that he must leave alone so decisively? !

Ding Yang gritted his teeth and thanked his classmate. The cannibal expression scared the little girl back "You're welcome" and ran away.

Ding Yang sat on Jiang Tian's seat, watching the classroom cool down a little bit, looking at the graduation declarations left by everyone enthusiastically on the blackboard, the figure of the red and black school uniform disappeared from sight little by little, leaving only waste paper all over the floor and empty campuses.

He didn't even dare to go to Jiang Tian, ​​his parents should have gone home by this time, Jiang Tian didn't want to tell his parents about the two of them, and Ding Yang respected all his decisions.

If he rashly appeared in his home, Jiang Tian would only hate him more.

But, what went wrong, why, why did you suddenly want to break up?

Prepared a surprise exam gift for him, and then left alone without making a sound. What kind of mood did he have to make such a decision?

"Jiang Tian, ​​you are really too ruthless, what am I, Ding Yang, do you treat me as a person, come and go as soon as you are called, what am I?"

Ding Yang lay down on Jiang Tian's table exhausted, his eyes were swollen and red.

The cleaning aunt was surprised that there were still people in the school. She knocked on the door, "Have you cleaned up, little student? The school will be cleaned up soon."

Ding Yang sniffed violently, and scolded himself viciously, Jiang Tian, ​​you don't treat me as a fucking human being, and I don't care about you anymore!

Isn't it just one year, isn't it just a bad third year in high school, you don't want me, and I don't want you either!

He was carrying his schoolbag, looking at the messy textbooks and exercise books he hadn't cleaned up, he really didn't want to see anything related to Jiang Tian for a moment!

"Little classmate, don't you want these books? It's quite neatly written, and it's good for you to keep them for collection."

When Ding Yang walked to the door of the classroom, he suddenly clenched his fists and stopped, his fingers were clenched, screaming in his heart to give up but he still couldn't help turning his head.

He tidied up the exercise books that Jiang Tian dropped, took out a big plastic bag, and piled up the exercise books. What if Jiang Tian wanted to collect them someday? He flipped through his own textbooks, but they were useless. Jiang Tian took out the handmade notes that Jiang Tian gave him, and carefully put them in the bag, as well as the small notebook he used to record his grades. At that time, he didn’t know how Jiang Tian found this notebook. I saw the words of encouragement written by Jiang Tian on the Internet.

"I don't want the rest, Auntie, please clean up."

Ding Yang was sitting under the bell tower in the small square of the Experimental Middle School with a bag of books in his hand.

The weather in June is already summer, the iron-blue clock tower and the orange-red teaching building stand tall, and the bell on the hour marks the end of their shared student days.

Ding Yang was the only one left in the empty campus. He was holding the pile of notes like he was holding some treasure. He waited and waited. If the notes are not brought home, I will run back to get them.

Summer days are hot and long.

Time seems to have no end.

Until it was completely dark, Ding Yang was kicked out of the school by the security uncle.

Ding Lu's car had already been ticketed for parking violations, and Ding Yang took it out from under the windshield wipers without paying attention, crumpled it up and threw it away.

He opened the co-pilot's door to put the book in, but saw crooked lollipop flowers on the co-pilot.

Depend on!What the hell is this!

Ding Yang angrily took out the flowers and threw them on the ground viciously, but the flower shop was so conscientious that they packed them tightly and did not fall apart at all.

Looking at the slightly deformed flowers, Ding Yang seemed to see himself who was randomly thrown in City J and outside the examination room. He gritted his teeth and started the car.

Jiang Tian, ​​you must give me an explanation!

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