Hey, where is my knife?

Ji Kai has a good relationship with the muay thai coach in the gym, and has been taught a lot of grappling skills.

So it's very easy to deal with Zhu Ling's disorderly type, just twist his wrist and push him away, all in one go.There was no extra movement, not even much effort.

The whole person took half a step back at the same time, completely opening a safe distance.

The man in front of him was dressed in black in the rain, looking a little thin.Staggering to a standstill, the dazed look in his eyes that looked over was a bit real, reminding Ji Kai of many scenes in old movies for a moment.

It's a pity that this is not a sad story, but just a farce, which makes such a messy setting in vain.

Sigh lightly.

Perhaps everyone who has given their sincerity but been hurt and let down has imagined such a scene——

One day, the blind old love who failed you, who was handsome, kind and lovely, turned around and ran away with strange shapes and crooked melons, finally repented.Then I came back to you in colorful auspicious clouds, crying like a dog begging for forgiveness, and my revenge will be avenged from then on.

Ji Kai is also a layman in essence.

Before living happily with Mr. Li and the little hedgehog family of three, he secretly rehearsed the possible scenes of this day many times in his heart.

He even guessed correctly that it was a gloomy, slightly damp and rainy day. Beside the ivy wall in his office, Zhu Ling still had something shiny on his body, his hair was a little messy, his body was shaking, and his eyes were red.

I am also ready to face accusations and pretending to be pitiful again, to welcome the actor's as usual explosive acting skills, and the possibility of all kinds of fallacies.

The first time is raw, the second time is cooked.After two rounds of confrontation between the amusement park and the supermarket, as a moderate empiricist, he has already mastered the coping routine——

It's very simple, it's nothing more than calmly dismantling, rejecting with words, and then showing off love and flaunting how happy you are.Basically, it is to upgrade the routine of the supermarket again, but even more mercilessly.

But he never expected it.

This time, Zhu Ling didn't follow the routine again.

……

Later, Ji Kai thought about it carefully, and it seems that Zhu Ling never plays cards according to routines, and can always give you "surprise surprises".

For example, when you think that he loves you very much, he cheats gorgeously; but when you think that the one outside him is "true love" and intends to fulfill him, he cries and begs for mercy.

When he first divorced, when all his friends felt that he must be sad, introspective, and waiting to see him chasing after Ji Kai, he chose to go abroad and left; All kinds of entanglements and blames came back.

Through Zhu Ling's various performances after returning to China, Ji Kai is almost certain.

The person he loved was long gone.

Zhu Ling, who is now possessed by some ghost thing, is arrogant and hostile, and can trample on everything they used to have without hesitation.The harassment for many times was definitely not because of loving him, but just being unconvinced and unwilling.

But at this moment, in this drizzle——

The drenched man didn't move.He just stood there blankly, looking over with a bewildered look.

His eyes slowly changed, obviously when he raised his head from the steps just now, he was still somewhat ferocious, resentful and complicated, but in the silence like an extended movie, it gradually softened and even became pure and clear.It was like an old oil painting that had been buried in the soil for many years. After being washed by the drizzle, it finally faded away from the dust and lead, revealing its original color.

That's a wonderful change.

A strong wind blew past, making the ivy rustle.In the humidity, the fragrance of CKonesummer hit faintly, and Ji Kai suddenly trembled, and a malicious voice asked softly in his ear, look, is he back?

That young man you loved seems to be back a little bit.

……

……

Zhu Ling, who is full of lies, and Zhu Ling who wears a mask of hypocrisy, is easy to deal with.

But suddenly the drama of "the former true love suddenly came back" is hard to resist.Then, Zhu Ling's voice came back, hoarse and astringent in the rain.

"Brother Kai, it's my fault. It's all my fault."

"I just said... no wonder you lost so much weight, so something happened."

"Where is your injury, is it serious? Brother Kai, I, I am such a bastard, heh... how could I go at that time, just stay by your side. You almost died, but I didn't know, I actually have no idea!"

[Brother Kai, I don't know, I don't know. 】

Back then, the house was sold and all the money was given to the record production unit.Ji Kai remembered that it seemed to be raining that day, so that the scene in front of him almost happened exactly the same.

At that time, Zhu Ling was still dressed in cheap and low-priced foreign trade goods, and he was much dirtier than now.Raising his sleeves and wiping his face, he seemed to be crying or not, smiling or not, but for a moment he even felt that let alone selling a house and selling a car and going bankrupt, for the rest of his life he could live on, and it didn't matter at all.

Going back to the present moment is simply a great tragedy—because reason jumped out and watched with cold eyes seriously.

What is it judging?It is actually trying to judge whether all this is another superb performance by the actor.

In the past, even if Xiaosan's boyfriend came to him, he would not doubt him.Now in front of him, there is no "credibility" at all.

Professor Ji, who quickly figured it out, darkened his eyes, maintained his blunt indifference, and smiled heartlessly in a character that only heard newcomers laughing but not old ones crying.

"It's okay, I was accompanied and taken care of at that time anyway."

Facing Zhu Ling's heart-piercing suffocation, he was helpless, but he could only regret and helpless.

Whether it's a play or not, whether you are sincere or not, it doesn't make any sense anymore.

It's too late, Zhu Ling, everything is already too late.

……

The rain is still falling, heavier than before, but it is not cold at all.

It's always been like this recently, as long as I think of someone, the whole atrium is warm and hot.The little thing inside was constantly jumping and jumping, and Ji Kai knew very well who it was burning and jumping for.

Looking at the person shivering in the cold rain in front of him, he closed his eyes slightly.

"...Zhu Ling. I'm sorry, don't come to me in the future. I'm in love with someone else, and I don't want him to misunderstand, really."

Absolutely.

The way he looked at me made me want to use up all the tenderness to only pet him—all the tenderness, including the one I gave you.As for this "I'm sorry", it is the last tenderness for the person I once liked.

"It's impossible for the two of us."

It would never have been possible without him.

……

Ji Kai has no amnesia and will never forget everything that happened in the past.

From being rang the doorbell to sticking a knife in the dining table, the first time Zhu Ling argued that it was a misunderstanding, he believed it.The second time I used my child to play the family card, well, I won't pursue it anymore.The third time, on that noisy rainy night, everything finally collapsed.

That piece of paper torn from the book at the end, that sentence [broken is broken, I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than watch those broken marks for the rest of my life] was not just talk.

Of course, he can also bring up the old things again, over and over again, and enumerate Zhu Ling's various crimes.

No matter how malicious the ridicule was, it probably wasn't that excessive compared to those hurtful words that Zhu Ling said when he was particularly wolf-hearted.

But if he had to retaliate, he really didn't have that much resentment.

[Life is short, everyone has regrets, resentment, and unwillingness, but time cannot be turned back after all. 】

【Only by accepting the reality and trying to look forward. 】

When I was young, Uncle Zhou next door often smoked a cigarette while doing carpentry like this.That day, Ji Kai watched him take a broken beer bottle bottom and polish it on a wood grinding tool.

"Uncle, what are you doing?"

[Make a glass ball for you to play with.You see, the wine bottle that was so difficult to handle can become a comfortable and beautiful ball after being polished again and again.Life is the same. 】

At that time, when he was little, he took the formed glass ball from Uncle Zhou, stared at the brilliant luster in the sun, and didn't understand what all this had to do with "life".

Now I finally understand a little bit.

In those years of stumbling together, it is true that Zhu Ling did something wrong, and he himself is not perfect.

All the days of disappointment and struggle, in a sense, also smoothed his edges and corners. It is sad but also a good thing. At least when I meet someone who is super easy to get hurt, I know how to love and cherish him.

……

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and Zhu Ling's blank face could no longer tell whether it was water or tears.

He lowered his head and wiped it, as if he was crying or laughing, and murmured: "It's impossible... yes, it's impossible. It's all because of me, it's all my fault."

"We used to be so good, our family was so happy together, but I did something wrong...Brother Kai, tell me, why am I such a person? It seems that there are always mistakes and omissions, and I always don't understand the situation. It will hurt those around you."

"..."

"It would be nice if I didn't go to South America at that time?"

"If I can be like Li Weidu and stay by your side when you are most vulnerable—if I guard you at that time, maybe everything will be in time!"

"No...it's too late to say anything now."

"I know, I know. Brother Kai, I, should I go too?"

As he spoke, he staggered, but suddenly turned back, and rushed in front of Ji Kai, but he didn't dare to grab his collar, so he could only lower his head and babble over and over again.

"Brother Kai, I, I didn't mean to speak ill of Li Weidu on purpose, this time it's really not... It's not that I'm jealous of him, no."

"It's just that I can rest assured that you are with other people. Whether it's Jiang Xiaobai or Zuo Yan, even Qi Yang, Qi Yang is not that bad to be honest. Really, but Li Weidu, he is really My brain is not normal, I don't worry, don't hurt you then..."

Ji Kai: "He won't hurt me."

"No, brother Kai, you don't know, he is really mentally out of order, he..."

"He's not sick! Zhu Ling, I love him, he is the best in the world to me. If you say that about him again, don't blame me for being rude to you now!"

"Okay, okay," Zhu Ling nodded with a wry smile, "Brother Kai, then...in case you feel that he is not good one day, you come to me, I, I will always..."

"Do you still remember the ring you gave Ye Yan?" Ji Kai interrupted him.

Zhu Ling was shocked, his face turned pale, and he didn't understand why he suddenly mentioned this, and hurriedly explained: "I returned it later, Brother Kai, that ring is not what you thought..."

"FOREVER, 'forever', that is a very heavy oath."

"I kept thinking afterwards, is there such a thing as 'forever' in this world?"

"Yes..." Zhu Ling shook his lips, then changed his words immediately, "No, no!"

"I think there is."

"Let's say the two of us will 'never' be together again."

"..."

"Don't cry again suddenly. I didn't mean to say this to you on purpose. I just hope that from now on, you can see the reality clearly and don't have any expectations for me anymore."

"Think about the good. You see, I'm actually very ordinary, and I don't have any special skills. With your conditions, you can definitely find someone better than me. As long as you are willing to use your heart."

"Just like what I said to you when we separated at the beginning——Zhu Ling, I hope you will have a good life in the future. Go back, take a hot bath, and sleep. Maybe you will wake up tomorrow when you go out. To meet someone better than me."

"When you find true happiness, I will definitely bless you sincerely."

***

Changing out of his wet clothes in the office, Ji Kai felt that he was really pretending to be struck by lightning just now.

Is it interesting to stand in the rain for so long and waste so many words?

Fuck, the phone is flooded and the screen is black!

I can't see it until I send a message later, I feel uneasy and think too much, what should you do?

Fortunately, there is a hair dryer in the office. Professor Ji was blowing on the phone with a buzzer, while silently praying that the president was busy working overtime today and was not waiting for his message.

Otherwise, it will be a big crime.

He looked up at the clock on the wall, it was ten o'clock in the morning.

Probably because I ate breakfast too early and I was already a little hungry.Thinking about Weidu coming to pick him up at [-] o'clock, all kinds of secret poking anticipation, no class in the afternoon, and we can stay at home together and cook all kinds of delicious food, and then hehe... In bed in the afternoon on a rainy day, the atmosphere is just right.

However, Weidu wakes up so early every day recently, and I feel a little distressed.Otherwise, after going home for dinner, why don't you push him down and cuddle him purely to sleep?Just force him to sleep.

In this semester's class, Ji Kai has several classes at 07:30 in the morning.

The villa area is nearly an hour's drive from the city, so I have to get up at six o'clock.Every time he gets up together, Li Wei will get up with him.

Obviously sleepy like a little milk cat who can't open his eyes, but still struggling to make breakfast on the small iron plate in the kitchen.The toast is browned and fragrant, and the fried eggs are molded into the shape of flowers or hearts.

Every day is like a loving breakfast, Ji Kai will always persuade him to go to bed and return to the cage several times, but Li Weidu would rather eat at the dinner table and almost fall into the dinner plate, and insist on "sending the baby to work".

I don't doze off in the car, and usually wake up when the wind blows when I go out.

In addition, all kinds of chats on the road, there are always endless things to say, and I am full of energy.

Ji Kai thought about it, and he seemed like an idiot again today—the car arrived at the gate of the school, and he reluctantly kissed him when he was parting, but he forgot to understand the seat belt and rushed over there.

His chest was almost scratched, and his ribs were so painful that he almost burst into tears. He fell back and laughed at himself for being stupid, almost dying of laughter.Then the man's slender fingers rubbed the painful place with great distress, complained to him a few words, then turned sideways to press it down, and comforted him with soft lips several times.

Recently, the toothpaste at home is sweet orange.

So kisses have that sweet fragrance.Recently, Ji Kai has developed a bad habit, that is, he likes to peek from time to time when he is kissing - because Weidu is really beautiful, and when his drooping black eyes are slightly blurred, it is even more beautiful.

Then, take a bite.Seeing the slight redness of the colorless thin lips, and then going to the company with that blush, Professor Ji is full of an evil sense of accomplishment.

My home is so beautiful that it can be seen from a distance and played with, it is the best in the world.

The days with him, really, every day feels that the years have become so gentle.

Wrapped in this kind of warm atmosphere, I feel more and more that I may have lost the domineering side that was always ready to draw a knife and fight with others.On the contrary, he became enlightened by the Buddha's heart, and saw that the world is full of spring and flowers, birds and flowers.

So, don't talk about Zhu Ling, even if Xiao Bailian appeared in front of him, he might not be as strong and powerful as before, right?

...the phone finally turned on.

But the screen key became really difficult to open, and there was no response after several times of dialing and pulling, so Li Weidu even called.Watching him persist and hang up helplessly in the end, he is reluctant to bear all kinds of Erkang hands.

A new text message came in: "I'm early, waiting for you in the parking lot."

Teacher Ji sprang up "scratching" and ran away.

"Why, why are you wet all over?"

"Sorry," got into the car, and as an honest baby bear explained the incident immediately, "Zhu Ling came to see me just now."

"..." President Li narrowed his eyes.

"Then I forgot what I promised you before, and I didn't remember to call you." Khan.

"However, but next time I will never forget it again! This time... it's up to you? No, no, I mean there will be no next time. He promised me that he would not come to me again, really."

Li Weidu just glanced at him, turned his head away, and started the car.

It's over, it's over, it's over, are the "up to you" memes useless?This guest officer, Mr. Li!Really, really any pose will do!

……

A car drove to the entrance of the office building, and Ji Kai was dragged in to change clothes and dry out. The whole process felt like a dog who had entered a pet shop and was quickly washed by the owner.

"Just pretending to be in good health, you don't think you'll catch a cold, right? Last month, who was greedy for the cold and changed the quilt, and ended up with bronchial problems and almost got pneumonia?"

I still remember that when it was raining, he helped Mr. Li to dry his hair.Now that it's gone, Li always uses the hair dryer in the office, all kinds of rough teasing and teasing, and the attention-getting fingertips gently brushing the scalp with small sparks.

Ji Kai squinted his eyes comfortably, and at the same time, he was still reminiscing about the sweet, glutinous and glutinous millet porridge cooked by Mr. Li when he was sick and coughing in the past few days.

"Look at your office, which looks deserted and desolate. One day, by the way, call the home improvement company to design it for you by the way."

Speaking of which, Mr. Li has been busy decorating every day recently——

The location is in the neighborhood next to X University, and I bought a hardcover vacant house there.Just because I feel sorry for Ji Kai's commute to work, I simply decided to live here on weekdays and return to the villa on weekends.

In-depth discussions with the home improvement company, and in terms of decoration materials, all of them are strictly checked by themselves, and everything is so small that a severe Virgo may kneel in front of him and sigh in tears.

"That is our home for the rest of our lives. Of course we must consider the most environmentally friendly materials!"

However, Li Weidu forcibly held back the last half of the sentence - the more environmentally friendly the material, the more ugly and unbearable it is!The bear den for a lifetime, of course I want it to be beautiful, to live in it every day, and to see it comfortably.

So recently, I have been very entangled every day, studying various home improvement books and trying to find a way, as for Zhu Ling's attack... I have no time to take care of it, what am I doing!It's not as important as me pretending to be a nest!

"Forget it this time. Anyway, I believe you must have handled it well."

Ji Kai raised his eyes suspiciously, why did you suddenly become so magnanimous?It made me very uncomfortable!

Li Weidu was bathed in the astonished eyes of others, secretly proud of himself in all kinds of ways.Ever since the supermarket eavesdropped on the whole process from behind the shelves last time, his baby bear is so heart-warming that he can completely take care of himself. In this way, the hopeless desire for control inherited from his ancestors has been cured a lot, not to mention that he couldn’t watch it a while ago. Less self-cultivation books, um...

"Ding dong." The phone rang.

It was the director of the light luxury clothing brand before, who sent the finalized pictures for the advertisement.

Go crazy in an instant!All male cancers that want to control and monopolize are online again!

Those pictures taken that day...the wet white shirt is slack on the front, the side is seductive, lying on the ground... There is even a picture of his hand.

Thinking about using one of them on the brand owner's side is already enough, but what the hell is the result!The other party's final draft actually produced a long row of sexy Qilian!All the most sexy and hot ones, including the one suspected of licking hands, are all selected!

Are you... sure you're not kidding me?

"Ji Kai, speaking of it, teachers in your school are not allowed to work part-time, right?"

Ji Kai shook his head: "If you work part-time as an independent director of a listed company, you have to report it. If you don't break the law, why do you like to do it? I asked the dean specifically."

"But you are a people's teacher after all. There are so many college students. The basic outlook on life and the world have not yet formed. You can do other part-time jobs. The clothes in the advertisements for this kind of shots are still wet. I'm afraid it will cause some Unnecessary criticism..."

As he said that, he was very serious and selfless: "Of course, this is definitely not my opinion. I think the filming is very beautiful. It is really beautiful. I am mainly afraid that it will affect your work."

Ji Kai wanted to laugh, and tried to hold back: "No, no, there are quite a lot of influential people in our school. There is a beautiful teacher who has been on a certain popular dating show. Every time on the show, she wears tight miniskirts and high heels , and another hollow lace, no one said anything about her."

Li Weidu: "..."

The image of a non-jealous boyfriend who has just been established doesn't want to collapse so quickly, what should I do?