Hey, where is my knife?

Zuo Yan lived until he was 30 years old, and he didn't like himself very much.

Since childhood, his parents died young and he lived under the fence. He looks ordinary, poor, and surrounded by a bunch of unscrupulous relatives.After finally being admitted to university and leaving my hometown, I still dare not relax every second.While others are enjoying the free university and splendid youth, he must be nervous and not delay in studying and working part-time.

Worrying about not being able to get a scholarship, worrying about the bleak future after graduation, and worrying about it all day long.

She was already in such a miserable life, and she even tricked her into meeting an unscrupulous first love who was so idle that she took pleasure in playing with his feelings.

Almost cheated him for the rest of his life.

As for the people I met later, except for the second term who was the only one who treated him well, all the others were fucked up.

This made Zuo Yan very helpless, and what was even more helpless was that he still had an invulnerable Gargantal appearance-this made the person who hurt him almost feel no guilt, and it was normal, who could imagine a person with this appearance There is actually a soft and kind little white rabbit living in the heart of a person, who looks so weak and deserves to be crushed to death a hundred times without any sympathy.

……

Of course, these are already "past".

The current Lawyer Zuo has already hardened his heart, and he really likes himself who wears a plain mirror in the mirror and wears a high-end suit with a paralyzed face every day.

A man with a successful career can always exude a kind of self-confidence from the inside out.

Especially a "gold medal lawyer" like him who is not only well-known, but also can freely control his working hours, he brings a touch of sloppy freedom.This kind of laziness mixed with the smell of tobacco has decisively achieved something called "charm".

The hour hand clicked to eight o'clock.

With his head held high and his eyes squinted, he buttoned up the collar of his shirt one by one in front of the full-length mirror with his slender and clean fingers.A corner of the mirror reflected a messy half of the bed, and a bronze, sexy and alluring hand was exposed under the quilt.

Some memories of last night quietly flashed back...

Rolling, passionate, hot, ecstasy.Zuo Yan reflected on the passionate friction and tacit cooperation, revealing a lustful smile full of food and drink.

A big star really deserves to be a big star.He is handsome and has a good body, rich experience and good skills. It tastes like sweet and greasy chocolate caramel.

Bending down, he picked up the black briefcase that was still on the sofa beside the bed, and suddenly let out an "ow".

Back... Back pain!

The bones of the whole body are stiffening, and the legs are also a little soft.

It can be seen that good skills are true, and good physical strength is also true. Piling piling for hours is like playing.As for him, he really needs to pay attention to his body when he's getting older, and it's already too much for him to mess around like a young man.

"Hmm..." He woke up the delicious dark chocolate on the bed and rubbed his messy hair.

"I'm going to work." Lawyer Zuo shook his bag with a cold face, "I won't make you breakfast. There's everything in the refrigerator, just put it on the door when you go out. Then, bye."

After finishing speaking, the back foot stepped out, the door of the room clicked shut, and there was silence.

It was as if he was not the slut who screamed hoarsely on the bed last night, left countless scratches on other people's backs, and twisted his waist crazily when he moved.

The big star on the bed rubbed his face, lying on the quilt in a daze.

The fabled waving of one's sleeves does not take away a single cloud?

No, I have never encountered such a situation before!

First of all, a person who has been fucked by him all night without fucking clothes can still get up early to go to work the next day in a gorgeous suit, instead of lying on the bed with a satisfied face and waiting for his soul to come back? !Not to mention that they walked straight without nostalgia, didn't ask sideways when we could meet next time, and didn't even ask for a contact information.

"..." For the first time in my life, I felt like I was being prostituted for nothing.

Although, it was agreed in the morning that this is a one-time date X that you like.

However, it was so hot on the bed last night...

ah ah!It is rare to meet a Gargantel who is physically fit and particularly durable. Finally, he does not have to keep it as usual, and can vent his power. As a result, he meets a ghost after walking too much at night, and finally the feng shui turns, and it is his turn to be caught by the other party. Get out of bed and turn your face away?

No, it is not acceptable.

***

That morning he woke up slowly, Qi Yang walked around Zuo Yan's house a few times, and did something he had never done in other people's houses.

Slightly...sweeping.

The refrigerator is full, all kinds of organic food, beautiful plump red and yellow bell peppers.The kitchen is fully equipped, and I feel like a man who understands life.

Although the antique clock in the living room is weird, it also proves that the owner is a man with hobbies and zest for life.On the bookshelves, the collection of books is even richer, and there are various foreign languages, many of which are incomprehensible.

What Qi Yang couldn't understand the most was why a man's house was so neat and tidy when he lived alone?

Like his house... throwing pillows and socks in a mess, unopened gifts stacked up, underwear that was hardened and didn't bother to wash.That's a normal man.

Is there someone to help him clean up?

no, no.There is only one water glass, and the toothbrush is alone.Not even a picture frame, nothing to offer a glimpse into the presence of one's friends or family.

It's as if this man exists independently in a self-space like a vast forest, and doesn't need anyone's company.

But he's certainly not friendless.

At least Ji Kai is his friend - in the ward during the day, birds flew by the window, Qi Yang was poking the little aloe vera at the window, hesitating to ask something.

Because he was really unwilling, why did he leave him at home and run away?Do you think that the duck cooked by the relatives and friends of the two parties can't fly anyway, or something?In vain, he still... When Zuo Yan was crying last night, he kissed him a few times with great distress.

Qi Yang actually didn't know why Zuo Yan was crying suddenly.

All I know is that in the middle of the night last night, when the heat was burning and both of them lost their minds, that person might have touched some nerve suddenly, or maybe he was just so excited, he suddenly covered his face, and the whole person tensed up and sobbed silently.

A man who usually looks very heartless and inhuman, crying... is always the worst.

Let Qi Yangyang, who is also known for his inhumanity, feel a little heartbroken and at a loss at that moment.After hugging and coaxing for a while, the place where the chest was located, a little bit of fine pain rose.

Unexpectedly, the other party didn't seem to take it seriously at all.

After enjoying the comfort, he patted his butt and left.

It made him suspicious, and he wanted to ask Ji Kai about Zuo Yan, but he didn't understand why he was interested in the matter of that ordinary lawyer man.

In the end, he didn't ask, and Ji Kai spoke first: "You...did you go home with Zuo Yan last night?"

WTF, what's going on? !The aloe vera basin almost fell from the window, and the big star almost got on the front page of the next day "Smash innocent passers-by without public morality".

Heartbroken, he looked at Ji Kai.Brother Kai, you... just how sharp-eyed is this?How did you see it!

"Because the tie you're wearing seems to be made by Zuo Yan."

Fuck!The guilty rider panicked for a second, what happened?Did you tie the wrong tie when you got up?I hurriedly lowered my head to check, and looked at it for a while, it wasn't it!This is my tie!

"A few years ago, I bought it in a small town in the southeastern United States. It is a handmade product made by an old tailor with a white beard. It is unique in the world. How could it be made by Zuo Yan? You can see it clearly!"

After finishing speaking, holding the tip of his tie, he leaned over to the hospital bed: "Look carefully, I really bought it!"

Ji Kai took a closer look, and it was indeed not Zuo Yan's.

"However, Zuo Yan has one that is almost exactly the same as yours. This blue color is rare, and it has this hand-stitched feel... It's just that you have a small silver dotted line on it, and he is golden."

Cut, Qi Yang secretly wiped his cold sweat.

The eyes are not good, you say you are fine to scare anyone!

"Ah, just in time, he's here." Ji Kai pointed to the door, just as Zuo Yan walked in with fresh fruit.

Facts have proved that it is better for people to live openly and openly.He had just been frightened by a round of surprises, and when he saw a familiar figure, his blood pressure rose in an instant!

Lawyer Zuo didn't change his face, and didn't even look at Qi Yang directly, as if the two of them hadn't exchanged body fluids a few hours ago.

Qi Yang began to feel slightly upset again.

"Yanyan, come here," Ji Kai called him, "Look at this tie, isn't Qi Yang's tie similar to your precious one?"

Zuo Yan raised his eyebrows.

Yesterday Yue Hei Yan flew high and anxious, and didn't pay attention to what Qi Yang was wearing.Facing the sunlight now, I pulled it over with a blank expression and took a look, it was indeed almost exactly the same as his one!

Frowning and thinking about it, he turned the back of the tie, and there was indeed an English initials embroidered by the shop owner on the bottom corner of the tie.

"Wait, this tie of yours...couldn't have been bought at a small store in St. Louis on a rainy day a few years ago?"

Qi Yang froze for a moment, his vague memory slowly opened a small opening.

"Fuck?"

That was several years ago.

At that time, he followed the crew and was filming on a desolate hill in the suburbs of St. Louis, Tennessee, USA, and lived in a nearby town.One day, when he didn't have a part in the show, he was bored and went out for a walk. Halfway through the walk, there was a thunderstorm. It happened that there was a small tailor shop by the roadside, so he hid in to shelter from the rain.

At that time, there was a young man in the store.

Both of them have Asian faces, and it's fate to meet each other in a small shop in a foreign country half a world away.They smiled and greeted each other, and then began to appreciate the small ties, bow ties, suits and so on in the store.

Slowly, one turned a half circle from the left, and the other turned a half circle from the right. While facing each other, their eyes fell on the same tie.

It was a very silky deep sea blue, with a layer of light pearl, and the gold threads intertwined on the surface gave the whole tie a Vatican-style luxury.

The owner of the shop is a very temperamental old gentleman, he doesn't speak, and occasionally looks up and smiles when he reads the newspaper, he has a kind of old-fashioned aristocratic temperament.

Qi Yang was attracted by that luxury, and stretched out his hand, but it touched the back of someone else's hand.

The young man smiled: "You take it first."

Qi Yang took the tie in his hand and looked at it carefully for a while.The more I look at it, the more I like it, and the price is not too expensive. I was about to say that I took it, but when I raised my eyes, I saw that young man was also staring at the thing in his hand, looking satisfied.

I'm a little embarrassed, but I really want to: "Boss, is there only one?"

The boss couldn't understand, and Qi Yang didn't know English. In the end, the young man translated in fluent language, and then translated back the owner's answer: "He said there are two, but the embroidery threads are different."

The boss quickly brought another silver thread, Qi Yang compared: "I seem to like the silver thread better."

The young man smiled: "Exactly, I like Jin's one better."

Thinking about it now, that young man should be relatively ordinary-looking, otherwise Qi Yang would strike up a conversation with him unscrupulously if Heavy Rain and Gudian were so destined.

But he also had the impression that when the young man laughed, there was a different kind of simplicity, which made people feel cautious.

After asking a few questions casually, I learned that he is an overseas student.Between the words, it really is a relatively simple and sincere feeling...

Although Qi Yang is not a decent person, he doesn't really want to harm decent people.After waiting for about ten minutes, the thunderstorm passed, and they nodded to each other in the humid air, and just forgot about each other in the rivers and lakes.

……

Six months after that, Zuo Yan was 28 years old and went back to China to complete the formalities.

I was bored on the plane and watched a popcorn movie. The plot was unexpectedly sweet and I liked it very much.The male protagonist has bronze skin and is handsome and handsome. No matter how you look at it, he looks inexplicably familiar, as if he has seen it somewhere before.

He couldn't remember the time of buying the tie for a long time, and looked through the cast list. At that time, Qi Yang was already a little red in China, but he was not so popular abroad.Zuo Yan had no memory of this name, and he didn't remember it after seeing it once.

It was also a long time later that one day I pushed this "old movie on Valentine's Day" on my mobile phone. Zuo Yan rewatched it for a while while eating a healthy natto breakfast, and then sprayed the table——

It turns out that your kid acted in this movie?

When he returned to China that year, Zuo Yan's first stop was the imperial capital, where he participated in the university reunion.

It just so happens that the National Center for the Performing Arts is releasing another play with good reviews.It was not easy for him to get a ticket in the university room, but he was unable to attend due to some emergency, so he gave the ticket to him with tears in his eyes.

The location is the first row of VIPs, who can hold a ticket to go backstage to greet the actors and participate in the celebration party.Zuo Yan was originally free, and he was also interested in watching it. What happened?I accidentally caught a cold, and lay down under the quilt for a while, but the alarm didn't ring, and I overslept.

It was also discovered after a long time that in that drama, the male lead who had a lot of roles and caused the topic was the big star Qi Yangyang.It's completely different from the rookie rookies a few years ago. His acting skills are so contagious and he won a big prize.

"You! Why don't you watch it! If you read it, you will never be impressed with me!"

However, if you didn't watch it, you didn't watch it, and the drama that was perfectly missed continued to be staged.

After staying in the imperial capital for a few days, Zuo Yan went to his hometown Z City again.

Destiny really seemed to be playing a joke on the two of them——Zuo Yan had four years of undergraduate studies plus three years of postgraduate studies. They were all at a university of political science and law in the Ming Tombs of the imperial capital, and their hometown was in the distant city of Z.

Qi Yang was on the contrary. He grew up in a boutique residential area next to the Ming Tombs Reservoir, but he went to university in Z City, which was a media art school next to the vegetable market in the street next to Zuo Yan's home.

When we talk about it in the future, Zuo Yan will talk about the spicy soup and small fish cakes in the back street of the University of Political Science and Law, and Qi Yang will complain about the noisy and muddy vegetable market in Z City and the cold street lights after work at night. And the "circle of life" are so rare.

"Hey, tell me, if only I knew you at that time, someone would be able to play with me. When I was in art school, I didn't get along with the group of local people, and I didn't make any particularly good friends. .Z City is so far away from home, I can’t get used to eating or living, it’s been four fucking years” 1

As soon as Qi Yang mentioned this matter, he knelt down and hugged his head, moaning constantly, deploring the time spent feeding the dog.

Zuo Yan smiled.

Why is he not?In the imperial capital, he spent the worst and darkest college life alone.

During the years of university and postgraduate, because of lack of money and bad relationship with my hometown, I only went back to Z city once.Qi Yang, on the other hand, would run home like a stray dog ​​every winter and summer vacation, and go back to the Ming Tombs Reservoir to watch the snow.

Zuo Yan also often goes to that place.I often stand on the sidelines and smoke, thinking whether my life is over, or whether I should jump down directly.

Maybe once upon a time, they passed by the snow-capped reservoir.Qi Yang was playing below, and he looked up to see a certain college student smoking a cigarette above.And Zuo Yanmu looked down, and saw a group of crazy local bear youths holding sleds and pulling huskies, and one of them was Qi Yang.

Perhaps, the snow he stepped on in the previous step, the next step will be his footprints.

However, at that time, no one knew anyone.

It was only after the two of them got together that they realized that Fate, a bear thing, is simply a piece of crap, and it's not as good as a tortured little goblin.

The world is so big, in this part of the earth, at the other end of the earth, it is obvious that they have been extremely close countless times.

It just keeps passing by repeatedly.