if i could love you

Wen Jiaoer did not expect that Li Li would confess his love to her, let alone Li Li had such a tortuous relationship experience.She thought of countless possibilities last night, but she didn't think of this one.At this moment, she was in a complicated mood. There was indeed a faint layer of joy, but more of it was grievance, jealousy and terrible possessiveness.At such an age, I have just experienced love, how can I understand how to love someone thoughtfully, but I am just showing off my heart and running amok in my relationship like a little beast.Li Li is like this, and so is Wen Jiaoer.

It is true that in the previous relationship, Li Li was the one who was hurt.But she told herself now, has she considered her own feelings?Wen Jiaoer will naturally feel sorry for Li Li, but she is not the Holy Mother, listening to the person she likes talking about her ex makes her feel somewhat uncomfortable.So it is not surprising that these words are said.

Hearing Wen Jiaoer's words, Li Li immediately got up from Wen Jiaoer's bed, but slowly squatted in front of Wen Jiaoer, looked up at her, his eyes were not as warm as before, "Jiaoer, I didn't mean that .I like someone and I will confess everything to her. I don’t want to have secrets between each other. It’s my fault that I kissed you and didn’t explain it to you, but it’s precisely because of this that I can’t come up with a paragraph without beginning and end confession. If I just say 'Jiaoer, I like you, let's be together', don't say you can't accept it, even I can't do it myself, I think you have the right to know all of this", when it comes to this, Li Li lowered his head and continued in a very small voice, "How dare I think you would agree?"

Wen Jiaoer saw Li Li squatting in front of her with a humble look, it was the Li Li she had never seen before.She couldn't express her feelings in words at the moment, all of this was beyond her imagination, she and Li Li should not have developed into what they are now.Li Li's story is too heavy for her who has never experienced love, and she doesn't know how to respond to Li Li.

Wen Jiaoer was silent for a long time, and then slowly said, "Li Li, let me think about it, okay? I will give you the answer." She thought for a while, and then said, "I won't make you wait A long time, give me a week."

After hearing this, Li Li looked up at her, the lake in his eyes sparkled, "Okay, I will wait for you as long as I want."

Wen Jiaoer couldn't help being moved after watching it. She was afraid that she would agree to it if her heart softened for a moment, so she turned her head away and stopped looking at Li Li.

Wen Jiaoer who was lying on the bed at night tossed and turned, the scene of Li Li's confession to her was still in front of her eyes, and every sentence was lingering in her ears.She felt bored, so she closed her eyes tightly, but couldn't help imagining what Li Li said about her in her mind.Li Li said that she is very cheerful, so she must love to laugh!Isn't it nice to smile?Seeing her smile, will Li Li also smile at her?Also, did Li Li kiss her too?

Thinking of this, Wen Jiaoer felt annoyed and turned over violently.It must have been kissed! After all, we even talked about love! Wen Jiaoer pulled the quilt over his face again, wishing he could suffocate to death.

Probably because the movement of turning over was a little louder, Li Li on the opposite side asked, "Jiaoer, haven't you slept yet? Go to bed early, and you have to practice morning exercises tomorrow!"

Go to bed early? ! Thinking of Li Li's geography teacher, Wen Jiaoer couldn't sleep even more.

"Yeah. I know, you should go to bed early too." But Jiaoer still responded to Li Li, and the voice came out from under the quilt, sounding muffled.

Wen Jiaoer lay on the bed by himself for half the night, but he didn't dare to turn over vigorously, for fear that Li Li would ask again.She fell into a deep sleep when the sky was slightly pale.

The consequence of lack of sleep is frequent mistakes in the morning exercise, but it is the first day of school, the teacher who watched the morning exercise turned a blind eye even though his face was not good-looking.During class in the morning, Wen Jiaoer was still dozing off with one hand resting on his chin.

"Didn't sleep well last night?" Li Li looked at the blue eyes of Jiao Er, without concealing the pain in his tone.

"Well, it's okay." Jiao'er yawned while talking.

Li Li took off his overcoat, folded it into a small square bundle, put it on Jiaoer's table, and said, "Lie down on the table and sleep for a while! I'll call you again if I need anything."

Wen Jiaoer couldn't help being flattered, half of the drowsiness disappeared, "Come on, this is not good!"

"Quick, be obedient! Sleep for a while! You are too uncomfortable like this!" Li Li's tone was half doting and half commanding, which made Wen Jiaoer really unable to refuse.

She looked at Li Li who was only wearing a hooded sweater, and said hesitantly, "Are you cold like this?"

"It's okay, I'm not cold, the classroom is very warm! You hurry up and sleep for a while, while the teacher is still in class." Li Li looked at the teacher who was engrossed in the handout on the podium, and then said to Jiao Er.

Seeing this, Jiaoer no longer refused, so she just lowered her head and lay down to take a nap.Jiao Er's face was pressed tightly against Li Li's soft coat, and the smell of burning pine branches filled his nostrils.This is the smell I like, and the corners of Jiaoer's mouth can't help but rise into a beautiful arc.Smelling this reassuring scent, Jiaoer actually fell into a deep sleep.

After an unknown amount of time, she opened her eyes slightly and looked around, only to find that there was no teacher on the podium, and the seats around her were also empty.She sat up abruptly, only to see Li Li still sitting next to her quietly reading a book.

Probably aware of Jiaoer's movements, Li Li turned around and asked softly, "Are you awake?"

"How long have I been asleep? Why didn't you call me?" Jiaoer, who just woke up, still had a sticky voice, not as clear as before.

"Seeing that you were sound asleep, I didn't have the heart to call you. It's only twelve o'clock, and it's not long after class." Li Li still spoke softly, as if talking to a child.

Jiaoer knew that their class this morning lasted three hours, and the end of get out of class was around 45:45.In other words, she slept for another [-] minutes after class, and Li Li just waited for her for [-] minutes!

Her heart softened involuntarily, and she asked Li Li with red ears, "Are you hungry? Let's go eat!"

"Okay." Li Li closed the book and agreed.

Since she will start filming in May, Jiao Er began to consciously control her weight.She only bought a small bowl of rice and a vegetable.

Li Li looked at Wen Jiaoer's lunch, couldn't help frowning and asked, "Is this all for lunch? Are you feeling unwell?"

"No. I'm going to be filming in a short period of time, so I have to control my weight." Jiao Er picked up a mouthful of rice and put it into his mouth.

"Going to film again?" Li Li asked in a low voice, biting his chopsticks, like a wronged child.

"Yeah." Jiao Er really couldn't bear Li Li's appearance, so she hurriedly buried her head in her meal.She obviously hasn't agreed to Li Li yet, why does it look like the two are in a relationship?

"Is it with Lin Sen?" Li Li asked timidly, it was a thousand miles away from the flower of Gaoling when he first came here.

"How do you know?" Jiaoer suddenly raised his head and asked.It is said that the crew has not made an official announcement, and it is impossible for the outside world to get such definite news.

"It's just a random guess." Li Li's chopsticks were stirring up and down on the dinner plate. She seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then asked, "Then you and Lin Sen went out to play before school started because of filming?"

"Going out to play?" Jiao Er thought for a while before realizing that it should refer to the time she and Lin Sen watched Xiao Lin's play.

"We met when we were watching a drama, and after watching the drama, we simply had a meal together." After saying this, Jiaoer felt more and more that something was wrong.

"Oh!" Although Li Li just nodded, he couldn't hide the joy in his eyes.

What's going on?She obviously hasn't agreed to Li Li yet?But the relationship between the two is no different from falling in love!

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but lower her face, and pretended to be serious and said, "Li Li, let me tell you, I haven't thought it through yet! Don't always be like this!"

"What's wrong with me?" Li Li lowered the corners of his eyes, very harmless.

"You..." Seeing Li Li's innocent look, Wen Jiaoer almost forgot what he wanted to say.

"What am I?" Li Li still looked innocent.

"Anyway, you...you can't be like just now!" Wen Jiaoer couldn't help raising the decibel under the emotion, which attracted the attention of the people around him.

Wen Jiaoer noticed other people's gazes and realized that she had lost control of her emotions just now. She couldn't help sticking out her tongue and buried her head in her meal in shame.

Li Li was struggling to hold back his laughter.

After confessing his feelings to her, Li Li seemed to be a different person, and the snow-capped mountains and lakes turned into a pool of spring water.Every time Li Li smiled at her tenderly, her heart was so soft that it didn't look like it.

But thinking of her and that geography teacher is still very angry! Although knowing that it is the past tense, Jiaoer is still a little bit bitter.In order to prevent herself from disarming and surrendering quickly, she would deliberately act fierce to Li Li.But Li Li still had a pleasant face, her liking for Li Li increased, and she looked down on Li Li's past.

She planned to tell Li Li her decision on the next Sunday night, that is, the day after they agreed a week later.

On Friday afternoon, Wen Jiaoer was packing up his things to go home when his phone vibrated suddenly.

It's the counselor teacher.

"Jiaoer, are you at school?"

"Yeah, it's still there!" Jiaoer replied to the counselor teacher, wondering what the counselor wanted her to do, so she sent another message, "What's wrong, teacher?"

"I have something to do with you, come to my office!"

"Well, okay. I'll go right away." Wen Jiaoer frowned and replied to the counselor teacher, put down the phone and said to Li Li, "The counselor asked me to go to his office, I don't know what's the matter ?”

"Huh? It shouldn't be a big deal, right? Are you going now? Do you want me to accompany you?" Li Li stood up while speaking.

Seeing this, Jiao Er quickly said, "No need. My assistant is already waiting for me below, I just ask her to accompany me."

"Oh! Alright." Li Li nodded in disappointment, and sat back on the chair again.

Wen Jiaoer really couldn't see Li Li's appearance.Recently, whenever Wen Jiaoer said something to reject her, Li Li's eyes would droop, as if he had been wronged a lot.It seemed that Wen Jiaoer felt sorry for her, but in fact, he obviously didn't do anything.

"Okay, I'm leaving. You take good care of yourself in the dormitory." Wen Jiaoer picked up her bag and hurriedly left the dormitory. If she didn't leave, she would definitely fall.

After Jiaoer handed over the things to the assistant, she went to the counselor alone.

"Teacher, what do you want from me?" She entered the office and saw the counselor busy with work, she asked softly.

"Jiaoer, do you have work next Tuesday?" the counselor asked while sitting at the desk.He is a young male teacher who usually mingles with the students.Jiaoer also had a very good impression of him.

"Probably not. What's the matter, teacher." Jiaoer asked.

"There is a senior in our acting department who is here to give a lecture, and I want you to give an opening speech as a freshman, is that okay?" the counselor asked Jiao Er's wishes.

"Yes!" Jiaoer, who was in a good mood, agreed without hesitation.

"Well, you should prepare this weekend! Thank you for your hard work." The counselor said with a smile, and then said as if remembering something, "You should know this senior, right? It's Director Yang Jianyi."

When Jiaoer heard this name, his mind went blank, and he immediately became dizzy.

The author has something to say:

I had something to do all day yesterday. After everything was done, it was already late and there was no update.

This chapter was written on a mobile phone, and there is a slight problem with the format. I tried my best to change it, and it seems that there are still some flaws, but it should not affect the reading.

Finally, thank you for reading my article, I love you!