To Xia Xia

Ji Qing still couldn't resist looking for Bai Xia, he thought he had enough patience, but Bai Xia really didn't contact him for nearly a month, which still surprised him a bit.

He must be very sad now.

Although the practice of "taking advantage of the situation" is very contemptuous, he doesn't care. As long as the goal can be achieved, the process and means can be ignored.

He booked the entire western restaurant opposite Bai Xia's school, hired a violinist at a great price, and even prepared a bouquet of roses, and called Bai Xia when he was ready.

It took a long time to pick up the other end, his voice was a little hoarse, as if he had just cried, just thinking about it, he couldn't help sliding his Adam's apple.

"I'll wait for you at the western restaurant opposite the main entrance."

Bai Xia's momentum was not inferior to him, "You said you would give me time to think about it."

Ji Qing played with the coffee cup in his hand and smiled, "Yes, but I regret it now."

Bai Xia gritted her teeth angrily, and before she could speak, she heard the other party continue: "And I thought I had given you enough time, or do you want to pester me forever?"

Ji Qing thought about it for a while, and it seems that a lifetime is not bad. He hasn't told anyone a lifetime, and added, "Although I am very happy."

"To shut up!"

Bai Xia didn't think about it at all. In fact, he didn't have time to think about it. Sure enough, misfortunes never come singly. Why did all the bad things happen to him.

"Half an hour, if you don't come, I will find you."

Bai Xia was also anxious, but there was nothing she could do, "Don't come to my school!"

He had just left the library, and because his voice was louder, many people turned their heads, but he didn't notice that it was snowing lightly, so he wrapped his down jacket tightly and quickened his pace.

The campus is huge, but half an hour is enough to get to the place Ji Qing said. The restaurant is on the second floor, a good location.

"Not bad, very punctual." Ji Qing glanced at his watch meaningfully, asked him to sit down gentlemanly, and snapped his fingers for the waiter to serve.

The dishes were very good, but Bai Xia was not in the mood to eat at all, he even wanted to put a plate on Ji Qing's head, of course it was just thinking about it.

"I thought you had thought it through." He shook his red wine glass, trying to clink glasses with Bai Xia, but the latter ignored him.In fact, Bai Xia has no choice, because every move is carefully arranged by him, and he will not let him have another way to go.

"Of course, if you are willing to change the condition." Bai Xia said.

Ji Qing laughed loudly after hearing his words, "I think this is the least condition to embarrass you, otherwise, what else can you do, Xiao Xia?" He looked at the wine glass in his hand thoughtfully, "I'm sorry You have been very tolerant, don't challenge my patience."

Bai Xia shuddered, Ji Qing's determined eyes frightened him, and he remembered what he said to himself that time, he said I was afraid I would kill you.Bai Xia will never forget it, because this nightmare repeated countless times while he was asleep.

"Xiao Xia, what do you think?"

Bai Xia doesn't have the courage to challenge the patience of a neurotic, maybe he should be called a lunatic, it's okay for him to get the negatives back, if he doesn't return the film, it's not worth it.

Bai Xia lowered her head and cut the meat steaks on the plate, all of them were cut into small pieces without taking a bite, who knows if there will be any problems with these things.He thought of ways to deal with Ji Qing, and then he thought again, Li Jiashu, please call me, as long as you call me, I will dare to pour this glass of wine on the devil in front of him.

But the phone didn't ring for a long time. In fact, it hasn't ringed these days.

Seeing him glance at the mobile phone on the table from time to time, Ji Qing thought it was funny, "Xiao Xia, you are so cute, you are still waiting for Li Jiashu to rescue you, right?"

It was rare for Bai Xia not to speak, as if she had agreed by default.

"I'm afraid you can't wait."

Bai Xia suddenly raised his head, pointed the knife and fork at Ji Qing, "What did you do to him?"

Ji Qing was stunned, the feeling of being pointed at with a knife was really uncomfortable, so he carefully asked him to put down the dangerous object in his hand, "It's really wronged, what does he have to do with me dating his girlfriend."

There was a trace of sadness in Bai Xia's eyes, which was easily captured by Ji Qing, "So, just follow me, I will treat you well."

Bai Xia didn't even look at him, obviously Li Jiashu said this too, but where is he now?He believed in Li Jiashu, at least he was constantly convincing himself to believe him, he was just sad why he didn't contact him, that's all.

But maybe this is a good thing, if they do get in touch, Bai Xia really doesn't know how to face him, and he would rather Li Jiashu not show up.

He will break up with Li Jiashu. Although they have already said it once, it is true this time. It was decided when grandma passed away. The words the old man said before he left are still in his ears. He has no choice.

Yes, he had no choice.

It had been decided since he was not born that they couldn't be together.

Because he is Li Jiashu's younger brother.

dear brother.

Before Grandma Bai died, what she said was very laborious and unclear. Bai Xia leaned down and listened carefully. The truth just exploded in his ears so easily, igniting the cells in his whole body and burning him.

He even wanted grandma to say it again, but the old man had already closed his eyes and never opened them again.He knew that he must have heard it wrong, but it was verified in grandma's relics shortly after.

It was a very old notebook, and it was put together with some important documents at home. The cover of the kraft paper looked a little old, full of secrets.Grandma Bai was a primary school teacher when she was young. Her handwriting was very delicate, just like her personality, pure and clear, without any stains.

There is a very important person mentioned in the diary, she can tell Bai Xia everything he wants to know, this person is Li Jiashu's grandma, also his real grandma.Bai Xia is contradictory, he is unwilling and unable to accept this fact, but he must know why, he needs to know what makes all this start to go wrong and almost ruins his life.

Of course, not only Grandma Li, Aunt Li and Uncle Li are also insiders, and there are even many other insiders that Bai Xia doesn't know, but he can't ask Li Qinsheng "Am I your son?"He can't do it.

Before Bai Xia left, he went to find Grandma Li. In his impression, the Li family treated him very well. Although it seems that there are other reasons now, I have to say that their love made him spend a very good childhood. .She looks better than Grandma Bai, but her stooped back also means that her body cannot be compared with that of young people.Here, Bai Xia knew the truth that was nearly 20 years late.

Bai Xia's mother's name is Chen Wenwen. When she married, the Bai family hadn't moved yet, and she and the Li family were neighbors.The relationship between the two families has always been very good. Chen Wenwen and Li Qinsheng are about the same age, so they chatted very well.Li Qinsheng was pregnant before marriage. Li Jiashu's eldest brother Li Jiasen got his marriage certificate when he was about to be born. In the third year of marriage, he became pregnant with Li Jiashu's second brother Li Jialin.Compared to Li Qinsheng, Chen Wenwen's stomach looks unbelievable. After three or four years of marriage, her stomach has not moved at all. It is a lie to say that she is not in a hurry. She even secretly went to the hospital for a checkup.The Bai family was also anxious. Seeing that the grandson of the old Li family would run away, their grandson hadn't been seen yet, but it was hard to say anything, and they had to tell outsiders that they were not in a hurry.During that time, Li Qinsheng was bothered by his two sons. Seeing other people's daughters getting more and more fond of them, he thought it was better to be a daughter, so he discussed with Li Jiashu's father about having another daughter. It is good.At that time, the family planning was very strict. In order to give birth to Li Jialin, they put Li Jiasen's household registration under the name of Li Qinsheng's brother, and now they paid a high fine for giving birth to a daughter, but fate tricked people, Li Qinsheng conceived another boy, and Chen Wenwen also had Pregnant, but it was a girl.

In this way, Li Jiashu and Bai Dong came into existence.

The Bai family didn't think the girl was bad, not to mention that Bai Dong was extremely obedient and very likable.But Li Qinsheng didn't give up the idea of ​​having a daughter. She lived exquisitely and beautifully for half her life, how could no one inherit her?Chen Wenwen didn't give up on his son either, the Bai family always wants to stay behind.In today's words, the two are good best friends, and they have to pull each other in everything. After two years, the two actually got pregnant at the same time. It is a bit exaggerated to say that they were at the same time, but there was only a month's difference between them.When Chen Wenwen was four months old, he went for sex identification of the fetus. It was a boy, and the Bai family was overjoyed.Later, Grandma Bai said that the Bai family had accumulated too little virtue in the previous life, so that no one had a good ending in this life, and Bai Xia didn't understand it at that time.

Another two months later, Chen Wenwen and Li Qinsheng went to the hospital for a prenatal checkup together. On the way back, a motorcycle rushed out across the road and came straight towards the two of them. Li Qinsheng was startled, but Chen Wenwen didn't even think about it. Pushing her away, he was knocked to the ground by the motorcycle.She was six months pregnant at that time, no kidding, at that time the blood flowed all over the place, Li Qinsheng touched her stomach in a daze, waiting for the ambulance.

The child was not saved. Chen Wenwen's body was not easy to conceive. After the miscarriage, her body became weaker. The doctor told her that she would not be able to have children anymore. Killed her.After that, her spirit was not very good, especially after knowing that Li Qinsheng was pregnant with a boy, Chen Wenwen always felt that it was her own child.

Yes, Li Qinsheng was pregnant with another boy, that is, Bai Xia. Grandma Bai told him that his name was Li Jiamu.Before Bai Xia was born, Chen Wenwen showed extraordinary concern for him, just like treating his own child.The Bai family felt sorry for her, but there was nothing they could do, especially Grandpa Bai, who wanted a grandson wholeheartedly. This was a big blow to him. He was so sad that he had a heart attack and stayed in the hospital for several days.At that time, Li Jiashu was already three years old, and it was when she was being naughty, she was more noisy than his two elder brothers, and the younger one was also tossing her, and there were two boys on top of her, so she was a little prenatal depression at that time, She doesn't have the energy to take care of the four children at all, especially at night she can't sleep well, always dreaming that Chen Wenwen came to her with her unborn son in his arms.

Later, she had the idea of ​​giving this child to the Bai family. First, it was difficult to support four boys due to their financial conditions at that time; second, although this child had no blood relationship with Chen Wenwen, there would be no such child without her; The third reason is that she really feels sorry for the Bai family.After discussing with the family, Bai Xia gave it to the Bai family.

In this way, Bai Xia became a member of the Bai family, and Chen Wenwen's mental state was much better than before, and the old man of the Bai family had one less thought in his mind.They have always regarded Bai Xia as their own grandson, they are not partial at all, and sometimes they are even better than Bai Dong.

So much so that Bai Xia never thought that he was not his own.What he didn't expect was that his biological parents were always by his side.

After Bai Xia's parents and sister had an accident, Li Qinsheng planned to bring Bai Xia back to raise him, but that was too cruel. Bai Xia was the only hope for the two old people to survive. She really couldn't bear it, so the past ten years She has always played the role of mother.

Bai Xia blinked his eyes, the wind passed by his ears, and the sudden sound of the violin brought back his memory.At that moment, he really wanted to cry and felt funny at the same time. Fate treated him as a toy, always tossing it around, not forgetting to play tricks on him.

"You're distracted." Bai Xia stared at the steak on the plate, and Ji Qing stared at him fascinated. The evening sun hit his face and dyed his hair brown. "You look so cute when you're distracted."

Bai Xia's thoughts were interrupted by him, and he looked up at him blankly. He suddenly felt that, like Ji Qing, he was a poor person played by fate.

"What are you thinking?" Ji Qing was not angry when he saw that he hadn't eaten any of the food in front of him, so he asked the waiter to come over and remove it for him, and served dessert again.

"I was thinking..." Bai Xia had little resistance to desserts, not to mention the flavor he had always wanted to eat in front of him, and he really took small bites, "Can you keep your word?"

Ji Qing smiled, and wiped off the cream on the tip of his nose, "Of course, whether it's for the photo or for you."

Bai Xia didn't trust him, but he didn't refute him, he had nowhere to go, he had to fight and use this person in front of him.

"I promise you." Bai Xia took a deep breath, "I promise your conditions."

Ji Qing seemed very surprised, raised his eyebrows and waited for him to continue, but Bai Xia was speechless, and continued to eat his cake with his head down.

He sat over and put his arms around his shoulders, Bai Xia dodged abruptly, Ji Qing seemed very displeased, "Is this the promise you said?"

Bai Xia didn't look up, "Don't do this, I'm not used to it."

He was eating, and his voice was low, Ji Qing didn't know whether he was not used to it or didn't like it.

"I'll let you get used to it." He almost leaned close to Bai Xia's face, and brushed his fingertips across his pink cheeks, "I'll make you like it too."

Bai Xia knew it was dangerous, and dealing with the devil was always dangerous, but she could always get what she wanted.