To Xia Xia

It is said that there will be a phenomenon of flashback before death, and the patient's mind will suddenly become clear. Doctors have seen this kind of situation a lot, and it is not unusual. This is the first time Bai Xia has seen it, but he did not expect it to be on grandma.

After speaking, the old man died, and the electrocardiogram gradually became a straight line, making a beeping sound.Doctors were nearby, and measures were taken immediately, but none of them could save a lost life.

Bai Xia sat paralyzed on the ground, her hands were still tightly holding grandma's hand, but that hand was no longer warm and gradually cooled down.Everyone present knew his situation. A young nurse couldn't help crying when she saw him. They all said that grandma couldn't let him go, so she opened her eyes and looked at him again.

But Bai Xia couldn't hear anything, he just felt that his world had completely collapsed, vanished into ashes, and ceased to exist.

Li Qinsheng's eyes were also red, tears fell like broken beads, but he still went forward to help Baixia.The doctor couldn't bear to watch it any longer, and told him to take care of the funeral.

After his mood stabilized, Li Qinsheng went to the door to call. It was for Uncle Li, saying that Aunt Bai was dying, and choked up before finishing speaking.

The Li family helped take care of Grandma Bai's funeral. Bai Xia is young and has never experienced this kind of thing, so she doesn't know what to do.According to the rules of the ancestors, Bai Xia kept filial piety for Grandma Bai for three days before she was buried in the small hill behind the village, together with the four members of the Bai family who passed away.

Bai Xia knelt in front of her grave, her eyes were swollen out of shape after crying for several days, but the tears didn't stop there.

"Why...why you don't want me..."

He couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure out why life was so cruel, he couldn't figure out why everyone around him had to leave, he couldn't figure out why the god of death was always hovering around him, would it be him next time?

Tears dripped on the cold tombstone, and he couldn't help crying anymore.He had never cried like this, not even when he was mourning for his grandmother, and maybe now he finally realized that he didn't have a loved one anymore, never again.His body trembled from crying, and the cold wind whizzed past his face, taking away the tears, and immediately new ones slid down and soaked into the soil.

He didn't have the strength to cry anymore, so he leaned against the tree trunk in front of the tombstone, just leaned on it, opened his eyes, and didn't say a word.

Some people say that it's just a physical adulthood, a person has to go through something else to really grow into an adult, Bai Xia seems to have grown up all at once, but he hasn't even reached eighteen.

There are a lot of things left in the family that he needs to take care of. The old house is really unoccupied. The day after Grandma Bai was buried, someone came to ask him if he would sell it.Bai Xia angrily chased that man away.

It will be a week before going back to school. During the middle, Shu Chengwen sent him a message to ask him if he was okay. Bai Xia forgot to return it at the time, and only remembered it on the train back to school. He said it in their dormitory group Say he will come back today.

It was past ten o'clock in the evening when we arrived at school, and Bai Xia sent another message to the teacher. The three of them were a little surprised when they saw him. It was only half a month later, and Bai Xia's thin appearance changed. one person.His cheeks were slightly sunken, and his not fat body was like a bamboo pole. He couldn't even support his clothes, but he looked whiter than before, pale white, and he forced a smile when he saw them.

"Xiao Xia, are you okay?" Shen Xingye felt distressed when he saw it. Although he didn't know what he had experienced during this period, it was not a good thing after all.

Bai Xia shook her head, after being bumped by the train for more than five hours, her body was even more exhausted, "It's okay, I'm a little tired, I'm going to sleep first."

"Go!" Shu Chengwen approached him, and wanted to help him, as if a gust of wind could blow him up.

The three people who hadn't slept did not talk. Afraid of waking him up, Shen Xingye turned off the game. The sound of the keyboard was too loud, and he typed the other two's id on the phone.

"I said how about we stew ribs in the dormitory tomorrow night?" Shen Xingye said.

Shu Chengwen: "The ribs are still there, why are you dissatisfied with the Han banquet?"

Shen Xingye: "That's too unrealistic, I really feel sorry for myself, being a roommate with a stupid person like you."

Shu Chengwen's hair was covered with black lines: "..."

Shen Xingye: "Xiao Xia has lost a lot of weight, and my heart aches."

Ye Ze: "Who do you feel sorry for???"

Shen Xingye immediately retracted the last one, but it was too late, so he had to smooth things over, "You! I love you so much, I want to cook you pork ribs!"

Ye Ze made a facial expression of touching his head: "Good boy."

Shu Chengwen wanted to cry without tears: "Come here! I can't stand these two anymore, if you don't agree with me, you will abuse me!"

Shen Xingye knocked him down with a hammer, "I'm serious!"

Shu Chengwen: "Where am I not serious, you are not afraid that the dormitory auntie will smell the fragrance and come over and turn our dormitory upside down!"

Ye Ze complained silently at the side: "Don't worry, stray dogs will stay away from the food he cooks."

Shen Xingye: "Ye Ze!!!"

After half an hour of "enthusiastic discussion", they decided to do what they said and go to buy ingredients after class tomorrow. Shen Xingye assigned the task and silently changed their group name to "Bai Xia's Weight Loss Project".

After class the next day, Bai Xia went directly to the library. He missed many classes during this period, and he couldn't understand the teacher's lecture today.At about six o'clock, Bai Xia was planning to go to the cafeteria for dinner, when the phone rang. It was Shen Xingye calling, asking where he was.

Bai Xia said that he was going to eat, but Shen Xingye quickly stopped him and told him to go back to the dormitory.Thinking something urgent, Bai Xia hurried back, and even left the water cup in the library and forgot to take it.From the first floor to the fourth floor, the whole corridor smelled like stewed soup. Bai Xia wondered who would be so bold, and opened the door only to find out that it was his bedroom.

"Hurry up, hurry up, just in time, lock the door!" It was Shu Chengwen who spoke, and he was holding a big spoon to fill the soup.

Bai Xia was still confused, and Shen Xingye had already dragged her into a seat.

A few people didn't eat much meat and only drank soup, Bai Xia felt curious and a little embarrassed.

"You don't want to eat?" Bai Xia asked them.

"I'm losing weight!" Shen Xingye said.

Shu Chengwen glared at him, thinking he was robbing me of my lines again. After thinking about it for a long time, he couldn't think of a reason. He only heard Shen Xingye slowly say: "He has changed to a vegetarian."

Shu Chengwen felt bitter. He didn't know when he changed it, but he still nodded stiffly in cooperation with him, "That's right."

Bai Xia turned her head and asked Ye Ze, "Are you losing weight too?"

Ye Ze shook his head, "I've eaten."

This time, Bai Xia is really stupid if he can't see what these people are going to do. To be honest, he is very touched. Eat until your stomach explodes?

The cell phone on the table rang suddenly. It was Shen Xingye's call. He answered the phone and said a series of good words before hanging up.

"My sister's birthday is coming up this week, and she called to order a gift. How can you tell me there is such a person?" Shen Xingye spread his hands, "I have a bad memory recently, you need to remind me."

Shu Chengwen is an only child, so he couldn't understand Shen Xingye's fear of being dominated by his sister, "What will happen if you forget?"

"Brother, we have no enmity, you must not make fun of my life." Shen Xingye raised his eyes to look at Bai Xia, who was concentrating on fighting a bone, and complained: "She has a bad temper recently. Now, she gets angry when she sees me, isn't it because the singer she likes has a girlfriend, or something..."

With a "click", Bai Xia's chopsticks shook, but they were not clamped firmly, the pork ribs fell into the bowl, and the splashed water landed on his clothes.

The three of them all looked at him. Shen Xingye saw that his expression was not very good, and realized that he might have said something wrong, so he wanted to bite his own tongue. He couldn't be blamed for this. How could he expect such a big reaction from Bai Xia.

However, Shu Chengwen didn't know what was going on, and he looked like a melon-eating crowd, and continued on Shen Xingye's topic: "Yeah, I've been on the trending search for a few days, who are those two?"

Shen Xingye kicked him under the table, motioning him to shut up, "Eat your meal!"

"Only the state officials are allowed to set fires, but the common people are not allowed to light lamps!"

Bai Xia wiped the oil stains on her body with a piece of paper, but she couldn't wipe it off, so she got up and got a new one, and soaked the dirty one in the basin.

"It's okay, just wash it." He sat down again and said to them.Even though he was already in a mess, he still had to pretend that nothing happened, so as not to worry others.

Since the last time, Li Jiashu hasn't called him again, and neither has he. They seem to have returned to the time when they never communicated with each other again, and neither of them took the initiative to contact each other.

Besides, now he has a girlfriend.